dreaming of saturn🪐

i type with reckless abandon i don't use punctuation and i have run-on sentences and grammar is found dead in a ditch and don't even get me started on capitalization bc its practically nonexistent to me

I am a little scared but I've always been scared so this isn't anything new 🤷🏾‍♀️ when you have no job you're basically worthless its something ive learned im worthless and ive been worthless for a while now my mom has just finally decided I'm worthless too

I'm coming to terms with it...all i have is 200 to my name maybe 300 I'll probably ask my mom for another hundred when I'm homeless so that I can get myself to Boston idk i kind of want to live there I'll cut off contact with everyone and just dissappear ig there's nothing else I can do maybe I'll die ive been saying since ive become an adult that maybe I wasn't meant to be alive maybe this is it for me

I'm gonna be homeless in like 4 months 😬👍🏿🥺

Rewatching the vampire diaries 🤪

Like i wanna be so rich that buying something i want doesn't make me vomit i wanted to grubhub dinner for my mom and me and it came out to be almost $100 and I felt like throwing up its so pathetic

I made a terrible financial decision 🙃 😬

Watching knot is an out of body experience man omg it feels like i just took multiple shots of espresso I swear it gives me that same feeling i got during my golden blood but like way worse