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My grandma deadass basically moved out lmaooo she came to wash her clothes today and I thought oh she's coming back nope she just finished at basically 1:00 am the quickest ive ever seen her finish her clothes btw and is heading back to my aunts apt mind you its a studio a small studio not a big spacious one and supposedly my aunt is coming back soon lol well yea I did that and once again all over a dog that isn't mine and that she was hitting

Well..I'm just steamrolling right over a shit ton of relationships these past two weeks its like im on a track record first my mom then my grandma and now my brother karma's about to get me bad like real bad yikes omg

Right..so like yea my grandma is gone that lady came back to pack up more stuff lmaoo I'm so sorry to my mom I cant believe I've been nothing but good to my grandma and this is how things are turning out fr its crazy omg and its over a dog that's simply not mine I mean if my mom would take him to a shelter today I wouldn't even bat an eye bc he isnt mine my grandma the queen of Irish goodbyes fr

How do you hit a dog and i tell you to stop antagonizing it after the fact. I become the bad guy 😒 im still trying to figure that out like I need feedback am i wrong? I mean let me tell you how it even got to this point.

So last week, on a Wednesday, my mom found a stray dog. The dog is a medium sized Yorkie, its still small though probably a puppy. Anyway I tell her to take it to the shelter bc it was raining really hard and it was kind of chilly and I couldn't see it go out like that. Oh I forgot to mention I wasn't with my mom when she found him she called me. Mind you I would've never known she found the dog if it wasn't for her but that's not the point and my mom isn't the one that hit the dog. So she goes to take him to a shelter but the shelter wasn't taking anymore dogs and she couldn't find another one bc for some reason they were all closed and she needed to get ready for work. So she brings the dog back and basically I become the foster mother for this dog I take it out, feed him, gave him a bath, etc. Anyway he isn't neutered and I also have a dog so the stray kept peeing in the house. Every time the dog would pee I would pick it up immediately and take the dog for a walk. So...here's where the issue kind of begins... my grandma...that lady, well, she has the patience of a fruit fly when it comes to things smaller than her and well her patience with the stray was hanging on by a thread. Mind you we've only had this dog since Wednesday so by the time we got a kennel, which was Sunday, the dog had peed quiet a bit I won't lie but I did pick it up each time he did it. Well on this Sunday the day she, my grandma, got the kennel the stray peed again and this set her off. She hit him with her hand then ran to look for her fly swatter. She found her fly swatter and was yelling, pointing and trying to hit him with it. The dog got scared and ran behind me and was growling at her and that made her even more angry so I told her to calm down more like chill out. (Before I go on further i just wanted to say I agree with her that the dog shouldn't pee in the house but it didn't need to get to the point she escalated it too right? like I was cleaning it up and taking him out so it just didn't need to go there.) And then she started talking about how it was disrespectful and all that crap and I was like ok but you had already hit him (with her hand) so like its ok (its not really ok but i didnt want to tell her thst)and i cleaned out the kennel she got bc she got it off Facebook market place (I forgot to mention where she got the kennel) and so I began cleaning it to put him in and was telling her its ok. Then the next day the lady began packing up her room and basically went on "vacation" to my aunts house. My aunt is out of town and she was calling me rude/disrespectful again i will admit the dog peed in the house again but again I picked it up and put him in the cage I didn't even see him do it and he has to eat and drink and he cant be in the cage all day. She was so angry she wouldn't even talk to me im like we've had this cage for one day, less than a day really and your going ballistic war missle on me and isolating me lmao. This is a 70+ year old woman and she wasn't even a good grandmother and an even worst mother and also very religious plus she's a boomer so honestly I shouldn't be surprised that this was her reaction. I think she was upset that she couldnt hit/yell at the stray again bc i called her out so she decided that I was public enemy number one instead of reflecting and understanding that its literally just pee and pee can be cleaned up and I forgot to mention we have hardwood floors.

Also i didn't even mention this isn't the first time antagonizing the stray. I know that makes me seem like a bad person but with my grandma she's quick to be offended and feel disrespected and ive been avoiding doing that for 2 years anyways idk if that lady is coming back home or not and if I'm being honest I really dont gaf. We didn't have a relationship my whole entire life. The only reason I'm even still talking about this is bc im still tryingbto figure out how IM the bad guy when she's hitting him and im telling her to stop. Stop hitting him and you won't get called out. Also I want to reiterate that I agree the dog should not be peeing in the house. Which is why I was walking him after he peed so he'd associate outside with pee. I also think he has to eat and get water stuff like that. 😮‍💨😑 this been a shitty two weeks ill tell you that lmaoo.

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Gmmtv you wack bitch you will pay for your crimes. I'm literally shaking with rage the one and only couple I wanted to see have just one other series and I dont even get that and now they bring nick back into only friends: dream on only for him to be unavailable bc now in the gmmtv universe he's got a fixed partner. Fuck fixed partners why cant we just have actors do their jobs which is acting? This has NOTHING to do with marks fixed partner this has everything to do with the bl industries business model(and the fans if im being honest). All I wanted was one more series with mark and neo then they could go their separate ways thats all I ever want with side couples just one more series where they get to be the main couple in love. Ahhhhhhhhhhhahhhhhh im crying screaming sobbing please gmmtv you can keep mark in his new couple but please just give me one neomark series thats all I ask. I'm pleading with yall.

Im so sick and I dropped only friends: dream on bc i thought the drama wasn't as good as the 1st season(its not btw) so imagine my surprise when im seeing edits of bostonnick. Ooohh gmmtv wants to see me de*d in a ditch somewhere so they can point and laugh over my body. I'm so upset right now. Idek the full context i just saw an edit and I immediately wanted to find someone at the gmmtv headquarters and yell at them.

I fucking hate fixed partners so much I complain about this all the time and you're probably like but you have jimmytommy as your pfp...Just bc I liked them in why r u the series doesn't mean I want them to be stuck together in multiple series actually quite the opposite. When jimmy got with his new partner I said nothing the same with ohmnanon, I use a pfp of them too, but when they went their separate ways I said absolutely nothing bc these are real people so I tend to keep my mouth shut. And also I'm not asking for neomark to be a fixed pair I just wanted one more series where we 1.got to see their characters be happy and 2. See their full chemistry one last time and again this is how I feel about a lot of these actors. You'd be surprised about the actors I would love to see on screen together as a matter of fact I'll list out two right now and it involves the same person...1. First and force and 2. Force and mark. Yea bet you didn't see that shit coming hell I even want to see gun act again with that guy he was just in a series with (not off) idk the guys name bc I didn't watch the series I only caught snippets of it on my timeline and I noticed they had a shit ton of chemistry but bc of this fuckass fixed pair model we'll never get to see these actors with other peopl and see different kinds of chemistry I hate it so much. Also no I don't hate marks new fixed partner it will never get to that its just if the bl industry didn't have fixed partners maybe we would've gotten so many different mixes by now.

I also blame the fans too but that's a conversation for another time when I can articulate how weird the fans in bl are and how they lowkey limit these actors but whatever that's neither here nor there.

Man.. tumbler gets the worst ads ever like what the fuck bro

Watching ep 5 of pursuit of jade and helloooo??!?!? Hello??? HELLOOOOO?!??!$;^#?!??<÷^#%#!?!??@?!?!??@,!?!?!&#,'<#&>$_#^#**#^ like wait I'm only maybe 12 mins in so I don't know where this is going but ahhhhh??!?!

Also not them having Harper hook up with the guy that turned on the ride wow

THE WAY THEY JUST RUINED MISSY AND SPIDER OH MY IM SICK TO MY FCKING STOMACH AND THEN TO USE THAT FKA TWIGS SONG DURING THEIR BREAK UP OH IM ABOUT TO THROW UP WHY WHY DID THEY DO THAT IM HEART BROKEN

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All these years later and I STILL hate Harper like my god where does she get off and why does the show always put her on a pedestal like again amerie is getting blamed when she was not the only person at that stupid fucking carnival it was all of them so why should she take the fall for being there its ridiculous at this point like its almost as if Harper is always right and amerie is always wrong and its like everyone knows amerie didn't even do it so she'll be taking the fall for what why doesn't Harper come forward as being there or is that only amerie's responsibility and amerie didn't even want to take the damn head in the first place ik she did take it but she didnt want to do anything at first and ive noticed that that happens a lot in this show amerie doesn't necessarily want to do anything the others convince her to do it it takes the wrong turn then boom she gets blamed (by herself btw) then she gets in trouble (by herself btw) then all her friends turn their backs on her its crazy she didnt do that map thing alone its been years and Harper has still not taken any accountability on that either but again only amerie had to like give it a rest its always amerie i don't know what the writers have against her but it sucks is it bc she's a person of color and Harper is white and they realized they made Harper hella unlikeable so they try to make her seem like she has some sort of high ground or something to change how we see her bc everything they try to do just makes me dislike her more and it also makes me see her as a hypocrite bc she just be weird as shit bro I can't

😒 annoying so annoying

Omg I just remembered there's one ship that's new (outside of Jaime and brienne that's new too) that just so started and its 911 nasville and guess who it os??? Taylor and blue ahhhh and its a black girl and she isn't mixed and she's so beautiful and I love her and she's so talented a beautiful voice and personality eeeeee I love her why is this currently the only ship with a black girl that's going good I really hope nothing changes and you know what she isn't lightskin either she's a deep brown not ambiguity there and that makes me smile im dark skin so its nice to see her and they were so cute the episode blue was trying to hide his feelings but then got a little jealousy and then ended up confessing and she also confessed after she had basically asked him out aahhhh it was so buzzy

Why do i always ship the couples that'll never happen? Bamon, Sydcarmy, Jaime and brienne. I'm sure there's more i guess im just addicted to never seeing the characters i like(I don't really like Jaime but you get what I mean) getting a happy ending together apparently bc thats three too many couples I ship that'll never come to fruition. Oh here's two more aliyah and jet li in Romeo must die they don't get together and raizo (i think that's his name) and Mika from ninja assassin don't get together. lmao most of the girls are black I think I just answered my own question there didn't I. thats actually so funny but at the same time not funny.

Recently I watched a reaction page's reaction to game of thrones ive never seen the show except like the 1st two episodes so I never really seen the ending and I didn't know the plot and as I was watching the reactor react to the show my interest in Jaime lannister and Brienne of tarth piqued and I began to ship them (whoops🤷🏾‍♀️) and you all know what happens when we start shipping i started looking for fanfics, I wanted to spoil the rest of the season (she's currently on season 7 and I did infact finish it on my own and then watched half of season 8) I looked up gifs of the two and when I finally spoiled most of the season (season 8 atp) without her I walked away almost wishing Jaime and Brienne never happened now im not a big fan of this series I never watched it properly and I never will I never read the books and ill never read them so I cant say how the fans of the show felt about the quick two min relationship they got at the end of the serious but to me it felt like a real "here, damn, leave us alone. You happy now?" Kind of situation bc what was the point in having Jaime realize how toxic the situation between his sister and him was realize that maybe he did have feelings for brienne only for him to ditch her and run back to cersei do I think Jaime deserves a good ending no not really i guess in the context of everything he's done no I don't think he does but I liked the idea of this tall handsome man (who yea you could call a pretty boy) fell in love with a taller woman who isn't necessarily what you'd call (the picture of) feminine like for this time period brienne is an outlier she's tall she doesn't conform to maidenhood and she's a freaking knight thats crazy then you have this man who is the picture of what that time period is all about and he falls in love with her thats kind of iconic and then they take that away from me so he can chase after his going insane sisterwife I just truly felt sick to my stomach and the way he took her first experience not saying that that shit is important but the time they're in it means something to do something like that especially bc even if she doesn't subcribe to it she is a lady its just mmm and then to try and leave her in the middle of the night when its quite clear theyve done something again is crazy I kind of stopped there bc genuinely the reason I even went to further investigate the series without the reactor is bc i saw some gifs and I was like I wanna know how it all leads up to that so I went and now im like why even bother doing that? Also the fact that fool could've gotten her pregnant who knows what could've happened anyways i still ship it but to me the shows ending for them isn't what i picture for them

Wait and to be even more like why did they do this he could've gotten her pregnant and cersei was already freaking pregnant now that im lamenting over this he was gonna have two baby mamas at the same damn time crazy work idk I just hate that it was like why did they make this character do that? is that really him? I mean why give him a chance at change just to pull some shit like that? It's just not the ending I wanted for brienne at all still ship them though there's plenty of fanfics where they are together and thats alright with me and maybe its different in the books probably not though oh well🤷🏾‍♀️

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My computer battery died 😣😢😭 now i have to buy a battery and im praying that its the battery bc if its not i don't have the coin for a full blown repair at the moment im so upset I keep wanting to turn it on and nothings happening im scared that the real problem is the charger but when I noticed it was dieing my screen kept saying on battery everytime I took the charger out then put it back in idk please I hope its just the battery I promise I'll treat my computer better this time 😭😭

I killed my laptop and idk what to do about it and I don't have any money to get it fixed or replace it and my mom isn't talking to me right now so I can't complain to her about it so basically I'm screwed yay

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