LoveAlwaysAndForevermore

Oh well.

Time to be depressed again.

But...

Never mind.

At least I still have that other crush.

It most likely won't go anywhere either.

I wrote about her on here when I though I had a chance with her...

She found her 1st wlw relationship after officially coming out and idk if she's still in it...

But I think she might have moved back to where I live...

I just know I gradually starting liking her, eager to see her again and again, and she isn't the typical beauty.

Don't get me wrong she is pretty but in a undescribable way.

I also try not to stare stare at her if I can help it.

I literally have to force myself not to look.

To resist is harder than you think.

And being around someone that is genuinely interested in you is so nice.

As well as being around her in general is something I do enjoy.

She could be spending her time with anyone in the whole world and she choose and chooses to spend her time with me.

But I didn't. : /

Oh well.

Maybe I will gain confidence tomorrow.

Maybe not.