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i’ve been so busy lately but i had a couple days free so i went to dallas to spend some time with my mimaw. just because, ya know, i don’t get to a lot and i wanted to before i get super busy with tour and whatever else. it was a short trip  --  just overnight  -- but still better than nothing. when it was time to leave, i didn’t even want to, i cried because i wish i could’ve stayed longer and now that i’m back, i don’t know... kinda want to build a blanket fort and not go to work tomorrow. but i guess i have to be a ‘responsible adult’ or some shit.

oh shit dude. yeah i wouldn’t count on getting those back especially if someone has it and realizes it was yours. hopefully they can find your shit though. i’d be so mad if that happened to me. you never know, could find your knickers on ebay. people will do crazy ass things for money. like selling your knickers on the internet... now i just like saying the word ‘knickers’. hah. but would you buy them back though? i’m tellin’ you z... once you go private there’s no going back. that’s obviously what the universe is trying to tell you. 

demi: i think i have an extra charger you can use if you need one tho

Sooo... I probably shouldn’t bring them more then? ‘Cause I was tempted to. Maybe they trade shifts between the two of them I bet they could make time to make all the stuffed animals feel included.

demi: but there are ways to ease it at least which you could look up or i dont mind doing that for you. im sure you could also go to the doctor and they can probably tell you

That’s not what you’re supposed to do. But I guess as long as you replace it after then whatever. I’m doing pretty good, handsome.  

yeah? that’s cool. it definitely helps when i’m mad or my moods are all over the place. it’s the best way to get out frustration and feel a lot better afterwards. i usually go every day anyway but yeah -- killer workouts for sure. if you wanna go with me sometime you’re welcome to any time. aw thanks baby! it was fun and i’m pretty proud of myself for not falling on my ass.

It hasn’t really caught my interest but I might just ‘cause everybody is always going on about it. I can deal with blood and all that. I love Dateline, it’s one of my favorite shows. That’s kinda funny imaging your being paranoid at every little noise. I was and I was a kick ass detective at that. At least you weren’t the one killed. I’m counting on you to save me if any start coming after me.

It’s easier now that I go basically everyday. It’s just habit at this point. Some days I don’t wanna get up but that’s the hardest part. Hi cutie. Oh yeah, love that tour life. I’m so excited to start that soon. Of course I’m sure when I’m on tour I’ll want to be home ‘cause that’s how it always works.

Love you. Please don’t actually  take a chainsaw to any furniture though. How’re you doin’ anyway?

That is true. Any bed is good. Something just makes it even better when you come back to your own bed though. After being away from it for a few days. I have a feeling that person would have a lot of besties ‘cause we’d all be lovin’ them. 

You did good Jonas. It might be my favorite song even.