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i'll admit i felt a bit discouraged when i was manifesting the infection to disappear, specially during the days when it was the most irritated, because it felt itchy and straight up painful the whole time, so sometimes i'd let my focus slip. still, i stayed firm in my truth, that the infection was false, a figment of my imagination, that the truth was that i didn't have the infection anymore. guess what? it healed extremely fast, in about 4 days new rashes & blisters stopped appearing and the ones i had were drying up completely!

then, i had my prom! i'm actually writing this the morning after. i initially was going to buy a very simple dress, something that would cover my legs and back so people wouldn't see the dark spots left by the infection, but i saw the most beautiful brown backless silk dress with a slit, and knew i HAD to buy it. it was just too beautiful.

so, i manifested the spots disappearing in about a week! every time i saw them when looking at my legs or in mirror i told myself "this is false. the actual truth is that my skin is perfectly healthy and clear." and moved on with my day. even went out with shorts without feeling insecure because i knew the actual truth was only one: my skin was perfectly fine. aaand... the dark spots disappeared in about a week! had a blast at prom, without feeling the need to constantly hide my body!

my biggest turning point when it comes to manifesting was knowing non-dualism and then understanding that i'm not a person trying to manifest something. there's no me here and my manifestation there. there's no A and B.

i am my manifestation, matter of fact, i am everything. i am the experience. i'm not the human, i am the experience experiencing itself.

after understanding that, labels started to lose meaning. things like "bad" or "good" are meanings created by humans to help us explain how we feel and make us have a criteria to make decisions. those meanings make sense to me because i am, indeed experiencing human life, but i'm not bound to that, i'm beyond that.

as i said, i'm the experience. so, without labels, i started to realize that everything we experience is simply neutral. we are the ones to assign meaning to it, but, at its core, everything is neutral.

i'll give you an example. let's say you crash your car, you're not hurt or anything, but your car doesn't work and you need to take it to a mechanic, the mechanic tells you it's gonna cost a lot of money to fix your car. you'd certainly think "hell, this situation sucks. i have to spend a lot of money and i won't have my car for a few days." you claim this situation is bad. the mechanic on the other hand, thinks "ha! this dumbass crashes their car and now i'll get a lot of money!" he claims this situation is good.

same situation. two completely different interpretations. everything we experience simply is. not bad, not good. it just is. you can decide its meaning.

okay, got that. so how do i manifest with this?

we've learned that everything is neutral, we are the ones who can assign any meaning to anything. "true" and "false" are meanings created by humans, not set in stone laws. see what i'm getting at?

when manifesting, i simply assign meaning to my experience. i decide what is "true" and "false". i look at my initial circumstances, say for example: lack of money, bad skin, no job — and deem it false. deem it simply my imagination. not real. then i say to myself "the truth is actually that i have money, or clear skin, or my dream job." and done. saying it only once is enough. then i move on, and go on with my life knowing what is truth and what isn't.

at moments like these i like to remind myself that i'm not the human. i'm not a human trying to manifest something and i'm not stuck to identifying with something forever. i am the experience, i am the observer of the experience, therefore i can simply identify with a different truth.

that's how i ignore the 3d. or, rather, how i don't. i never force myself to ignore something, specially when it comes to circumstances that are hard to ignore. personally, it just causes me anxiety to force myself to ignore something because of the idea that "if i don't ignore it, i won't get my manifestation". whenever unfavorable circumstances arise, i acknowledge them, and gently remind myself "hmm... no. this is false, the truth is that i already have my desire." and move on. again, i decide what is truth and what isn't, i decide the meaning of everything because i am everything.

finally, i wanna highlight that, for me, 'knowing something is the truth' is not constantly affirming, doing 10 different methods at once, listening to thousands of subliminals until i convince myself. i also don't have to constantly be happy and gleeful about having my manifestation. i simply have to know it is the truth and naturally sustain that truth. like: when you got your dream phone, you were very happy for the first few days, but a year later with that phone, you're out of that "honeymoon phase", you just know you have it and... yeah. that's all there is to it. i simply have to know my manifestation as a natural and instinctive truth. doesn't matter what circumstances i see because i can simply deem them imaginary/false and still know my truth, sustain that truth for as long as i want.

there's two ways you can go on about this: manifest a change or revise.

the first way, all you need to do is visualize. you can do this any way you want, looking at pictures, editing your photos, imagining, pick anything. literally all you need is imagination.

the important thing here is: you're not visualizing to get that. you're visualizing because you already have that. this is key!

there's no difference between your imagination and the physical, actually, the physical is simply your imagination being reflected, being materialized. everything that exists was once mere imagination. the moment you imagine something, boom, it's real.

so whenever you visualize it, know you have it. be confident. when looking for results, you're indirectly reinforcing the idea that it's something you want, not something you have, and you'll be stuck in an endless chase.

and obviously, persist in your visualization. affirmations are good too. whenever you catch thoughts that serve the old story, correct them. do whatever you want in order to persist in the desire until it stops feeling like a desire and starts feeling naturally yours.

in the second way, revision, you'll be changing your past too.

the only proof the past exists is your memory. luckily for all of us, reality is malleable, and our mind is insanely powerful.

essentially, the process is the same as the first one, except you'll look at your desired changes as something you have always had. as something you were born with.

besides visualizing, you can also try to feel it. close your eyes and try and feel as if your body is exactly how you desire, familiarize yourself with this feeling.

repeating myself here, but once again, persist. let go of the old story, of the old past, rewrite your story and persist until there's not a doubt in the world that it is your.

now, if we're talking about methods, i'm going to be honest, i don't really use any.

i think they're totally fine and i see why they're such a big help for some people, but they are NOT necessary. at all. also, this a personal mindset of mine, but it if they're not necessary, why would i do something i don't need to? for me, that just reinforces the idea that i don't have that, why would i go through hoops and loops to get something i already have? would you do a method to have the ability to read? to have a phone in your hands right now? no, because you know you have all those things, duh.

the only thing i do that can be considered a method is making vision boards on pinterest. i do these with the intention of familiarizing myself. i look & visualize so i can really get a grasp of the details, of how it looks, of how it feels, etc. make it feel completely normal to me, like second nature.