BLACK LOTUS

1. mikaela hyakuya: from owari no seraph! a brooding vampire who was thought to be dead but instead turned into the one thing he hated the most (eg. losing his humanity) and being separated from yuichiro. i loved owari a lot when i was first into it T___T sadly didn’t keep up with the manga after too long but ! 2. lucifer: from granblue fantasy! the supreme primarch who governs over the skies. he’s an angel (primarch) created by an astral named lucilius. he then created sandalphon to be the next in line if lucifer was to ever fall/fail. their journey is touching and their story was very beautiful. 3. riddle rosehearts: from twisted wonderland! riddle is a child prodigy who takes after/symbolizes the queen of hearts. he’s a dorm leader who was a tyrant in his way of running his dorm/treating his students. riddle has a pretty rough home life with a rough upbringing and complicated relationship with his mother. i actually rped quite a few from twisted wonderland since i love the series so much. 4. yoshiya kiryu: from the world ends with you! he’s an angel. composer. overseer. someone who’s prissy, intentionally infuriating, and resided as a mystery between the real ground and underground and took part in the reaper’s game. pretty much someone who’s extremely intelligent and self-serving who lost faith in shibuya until having a journey with a player named neku sakuraba. twewy is one of my fave games ever so <3 5. xie lian: from tian guan ci fu! my forever muse, loml. i still write him! but i write him other places too. there’s a lot to say about xie lian but pretty much. yeah, love him! 6. yuri leclerc: from fire emblem three houses! i’m neck deep in the fire emblem series but have long since held some of it at arms length. i adore yuri though. a charming, elusive, bold leader of the ashen wolves. they were only in the dlc.  7. luo binghe: from scum villain’s self-saving system! of course. here i am. luo binghe is so complicated as a character and a protagonist but that only makes me love him more <3 my 2nd favourite mxtx character (after xie lian). would give the world for him. 8. childe: from genshin impact. relatively new muse. i play genshin casually and wouldn’t call it as massive of an interest as mxtx novels and so on, but i do admit that i adore childe a lot. 9. g’raha tia: from final fantasy xiv! yep i do play ffxiv. g’raha tia is my most favourite final fantasy character and i adore him to pieces. a lot to be said about him. 10. kuja: from final fantasy ix! my 2nd favourite ff character ever. kuja is a pretty antagonist, beautiful, extravagant, an experiment who only wants to live. to put it short. i care him and miss him. 

It isn’t enough, is it. Not the reassurance he needs, not the push to erase all that happened. He was still pushed into the abyss, still stabbed, and that wound remains. He can only stare, confused, eyes widening, then sneering, breakable, yet still in tact. “Apologize? Sincerely?” He asks as a mock but also for himself. He wants to pry out every little bit of truth he can, of reassurance that he was at least worth something more. Maybe still is. “Apologize for what has still happened. Tell me, Shizun. Was this disciple that bad?”

        “Shizun.” There is a myriad of questions needing answers that Luo Binghe could ask. Unclouding the mind proves impossible, and he dislikes it. If he could, he would want Shen Qingqiu to know that much at least. But instead of persisting or grovelling or any of the outcomes Luo Binghe has thought of, he smiles. Pride is an everlasting flame in him, although not the strongest one. He says, “come here to gloat have you? To laugh? Tell me.” @peerlesscucumbr​

        “I don’t like it. Too noisy.” Luo Binghe doesn’t bother turning or making eye contact. In fact, he’s making just as much noise himself. He has a stick in his hand, carelessly, yet with venom, stabbing it into the soil where he sits cross-legged, unmindful of his surroundings intentionally. He doesn’t care at all and it shows - he has too much on his mind already. And it’s aggravating. It’s not like anything really warrants him speaking out, but he does so anyway. “I’m trying to think.” @saccharot​

hello! this is an independent blog for luo binghe from scum villain’s self-saving system, written by laur! 18+ original character/multi-muse friendly. he’s just a chaotic half-demon who deserves a lot of love and will do anything that he can to get it. a mighty protagonist with an angelic face but that’s probably the only thing angelic about him!