Kaali Aakhon Vali

i want to run an ecological study to assess if everyone gowning and gloving is really necessary to preventing infection or if it results in diff rates of infection or nah

learning to not internalize or fix for other peoples' failures or mistakes

desi boys just have so much NAKHRA

i feel like when i was working in corporate i was so cut off from what was like “right” in the world. I recall sort of saying like “ ic an’t really cahange much other than get people promoted within the system and help in little ways” and that feels so wirdly diff now. maybe because back in school? maybe because of the impact of the work being 1:1? 

i want to run a human behavior study that is about recall about intense stressful events after-the-fact and how accurate/inaccurate that might be 

also medical shcool is a special kind of weird rn bc it’s so like “wow i’m good at nothing???” but ur also learning os many things all the time 

did a needle guided ultrasound today :]] and the preceptor said i was the SECOND best in the group to pedro which makes me like. lol 

i feel like everything in my life is on track rn except my romantic life which is like. what do you even do abt that 

ngl med school is a little bit hard  

it’s certainly hard to have your hoe phase in rochester, mn, but imma do it 

you were my north star but now i have to find a new path, trust my own instinct, read the sun 

there is such a deep tension between wanting to do better for yourself for your family and wanting to do better for people because no one should have to feel like they desperately need to do better for their family