a reflection of self

god i hate him so much

sometimes the end happens before it’s over

hahahaahhaa my bf tattooed another women’s name on his knee i have to die

if he breaks up with me wait till he sees who i pop out with….

everything hurts and then your friend asks you to watch their cats for 10 days, it can’t be bad the babies need me

i hope you’re having fun, i’m in bed writing poems about you

im on the pursuit of a hobby

ghosted all my blogs, i missed you im sorry

eating raspberries smoking weed

normally i would run and hide but if you showed my your true colours i would paint myself with them, and in blood red ink i am staining myself to appease you

i sold my stomachs lining for beer and regret

i’ll swallow pills but not my pride because this ego was not built by me. it was built by the child i used to be. i will not bite my tongue or straighten my back, i will lift up my skirt, i will bare my teeth, i will be vulgar and ugly, i will bruise and bloody myself for her.

i’m like if the scaredest girl was brave