When you got drunk and yelled at me that I was a selfish girlfriend, I said sorry and forgave you.
When you got drunk and told me how worthless me and my father were, I forgave you.
When you got drunk and broke your hand hitting a pole so you wouldn’t hit me, I forgave you.
When I wanted to have fun but you wanted to get drunk, I let you or I would be miserable the whole night.
When you got touchy at night and I said I didn’t feel like doing anything, I apologized while you rolled over.
When I begged you for a ring every day because I knew you were the one and you wouldn’t give it the time of day, I said “maybe he’ll come around”.
When I moved and gave up what I wanted to because I loved you and wanted to be closer to you, it was never appreciated and held over my head that I didn’t have to do it.
When I told you how I felt about things, it always caused an argument.
When I asked for flowers, you acted as though it was the biggest inconvenience.
When I told you my depression was coming back, you said “I’m sorry”.
When you liked girls’ pictures and I felt insecure enough to tell you, you said it’s not a big deal.
When I decided to follow my dreams and do something for myself, we broke up.
For 5 years, I was there for you and love you with every ounce of blood in me.
For 2 of those years, I felt alone in a relationship that should have been two people.
For 1 year, I grew exhausted of being degraded and trying to fix something I knew would never work.
For 6 months, I didn’t feel loved at all.
For 3 months, I knew it was coming to an end.
For 1 month, I knew it was over.
I now know what I deserve and what I don’t, thanks to you.
I now know that real love isn’t suppose to hurt you the way that I have felt hurt for the past year.
I now know, what I am worth.
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