runforfun

If humans are at the top of the food chain, hunting is essential for population control and without humans all species of animals would be extinct,

Why is it that with the removal of human beings from existance the planet would thrive and revert back to its original peaceful state, However if the humble bee for example was to go extinct the earth would no longer be able to function. This is the same for every other animal on the planet, except humans. 

Specifically competitive bodybuilders/CrossFitters. All of a sudden everyone is a fucking “sponsored athlete,” expert coach or IFBB pro. People with 0 credentials other than competing in 2 bikini competitions are selling misinformed people macro plans and workouts. Everyone’s offering discounts using their bullshit codes for supplements that are likely just amphetamines with a different label. ~Fitfluencers~ have gag-worthy biographies on their pages claiming to be “entrepreneurs, motivators,” and other self-proclaimed titles.

There’s so much deception. Everyone is using steroids, even the ones who claim to be “all natty.” Fitness models Photoshop the hell out of their photos. People consider an “active recovery day” to be 2,000 meter rowing intervals and gymnastics work. 

You have people weighing salads and crazy disordered behaviors all for the sake of ab veins so that they can get on stage with their Oompa Loompa tans and spread their ass cheeks for judges. People who are newbies to lifting are suddenly training like professional athletes.

I get that we all want to strive to better ourselves. I’m still a long way from where I want to be. I guess I’m just really beginning to loathe all of the fake people in this industry.

Let’s talk food, nutrition, and overall health. For those of you who have been following me since I started this blog in 2012, you’ll probably already know my journey and all I’ve gone through to make this much progress in loving and accepting myself as much as I do today. I struggled with bulimia for several years before I realized that what I was doing to my body was harming it so much more than it was helping it. I never thought that any long term effects of my disorder would carry on and affect my health in the future, but man was I wrong.

During the height of my disorder and relapse episodes during recovery, I lost a lot of hair due to malnutrition and an imbalance of electrolytes and hormones. My hair became weak and the hair loss was so severe that I could easily pull out a small handful of hair at any give time. To this day, my hair still hasn’t fully grown back to the luscious locks that I had before my disorder.

These photos are of me sitting in my dermatologist’s office waiting for her to give me the results of my scalp biopsy and 5 blood tests I recently did to measure hormone, vitamin, iron, and electrolyte levels in my blood to determine what treatment path to do to treat my hair loss. Tomorrow, I have an emergency appointment with my dentist to retake X-rays of my teeth because she noticed how irregularly worn out my enamel is due to repeated purging from the past. And will then decide if I need fillings for almost half of my teeth.