Lord Darius

I hope you're happy.

I found your picture folder and keep sakes today. Fuck did that hurt seeing how happy we actually looked. It still hurts, what you did to me, even this long. It doesn't help that you moved away even though it should help me out the most knowing you're gone and have a very low chance to see you again.

I was just going through my discord messages, advertising my game I have been working on to distract me from my depression. I saw your messages between us, and they were so damn stupid, just me responding to your messages with some dumb response like I usually did. I’ve given up on you, but it still hurts to know you are not alone.

I met this girl a while back, and recently became very close, which I was fine with. Now hanging out and talking so much, finding out a lot about her and how similar both of us are. I'd never tell her, that's why I am posting this here because Tumblr helps me get my emotions out with expressing them to that person, which in this case is preferable.

Juliet Nicole Simms