luke

I wanna be smoking at the gas station near by skinny not going to the beach with my friends skinny

Just so we're all aware eating disorder or not 200-300 calories is WAY TOO MUCH to spend on a snack like a snack should be 10-50 calories like fr

I just ate over my cal limit 158 to be exact I cried like tears down my face even while I was eating the damn thing I purged it and texted my best friend telling her what was going on and she completely ignored me she always fucking ignores me she asks me what's wrong then says "that sucks" and wonders why I don't fucking open up what does she want from me? She wants me to be happy all the time and perfect and never problems always help her with her problems always be a shoulder for her to cry on? But never reciprocate any of it. Fuck it I'm not leaving classes to listen to her cry about her shitty grandma anymore I'm fucking done can you not just listen to me for one fucking time. I can see she opened it she entirely ignored me on purpose. She had nothing to say. Not even "damn I'm sorry man" fucking hell I'm questioning all my friends now I'm so fucking done

Daily reminder this is a lifestyle so you need to make lifestyle changes

I wanna be the kind of superior anorexic that brags about how much they don't eat subtly

Don't rationalize eating, like bro don't you goals an shi?