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you were practically the only concubine sukuna ever asked for anymore.
because why would he ask for anyone else? you were the only woman that satisfied him. the only woman that dared to challenge him.
not that heâd ever admit it, but there was something special about you â intriguing. he often caught himself watching you pad around the gardens, barefoot, cupping the roses in your hands as you inhale their sweet scent, appreciating the little things in life as they came.
âtsk⌠pathetic humans and their need to romanticise everythingâŚ" he hisses under his breath, observing you from his window.
yet he refuses to look away, all four crimson eyes drawn to you, the way your soft body moves with such natural grace, the way you were alive with such warmth and curiosity.
the other concubines lived in fear of sukuna, moving like frightened birds when he was near â desperate to please.
but you?
you always adressed him with such casual confidence, like he wasnât twice your size with four gigantic arms, four eyes, and a mouth on his stomach that looks like it wants to eat you alive.
what he enjoyed most about you was that you werenât some frail, petite little thing like the rest of them.
sure, you were still pathetic compared to him, but at least you had some meat on your bones â full breasts, a soft stomach, hips wide enough to bare his children.
it got to the point where no one dared to say one bad thing about you, or even so much as look at you the wrong way. anyone that did seemingly ended up deceased or "missing."
sukuna would deny up and down that it was him when youâd ask, the man who takes pride in killing wouldnât admit the lengths heâd go to for you.
"how strange," heâd say, his expression bored and stoic as always.
but you knew. of course you knew.
although, you only realised the depth of his quiet obsession when he began asking you to his chambers every single evening without fail.
you often take your time before meeting with him, combing your hair fifty times over, spending an extra hour bathing, not because you need to, because you can.
because you know heâll wait.
"have i kept you waiting long?" you say, entering through the large doors as uraume closes them swiftly behind you.
sukunaâs eyes immediately find you, looking you up and down, both of his monstrous cocks hardening knowing what heâs about to do to you.
"âŚnot at all," he purrs, a slight grin forming on his face.
A/N; making this a series so feel free to req some stuff! this is just kinda an intro post to it hehe
ŕłŕż*:シ Bringing your best friend Satoru to a wedding to make your ex jealous! | Gojo x reader fluff
ŕłŕż*:シ
Your best friend Satoru happily agreed when you asked him to be your plus one to a friend's wedding.
Your shitty ex was on the guest list and you couldn't bear the thought of showing up alone. Better yet, you asked Satoru to help make him jealous, batting your pretty lashes at him while you asked so sweetly. How could he possibly say no?
Your best friend Satoru, who you dragged along with you to shop for a dress. He pretended to be inconvenienced, of course, but in reality watching you light up over shoes you "had to have" and blush when you tried on a revealing dress might've been the highlight of his life.
He wasn't much help when it came to actually choosing a dress, considering that he thought you looked beautiful in everything you tried on. But when you found the dress, Satoru was at a loss for wordsâunsettling behavior from someone who was well known for never shutting up.
"You're quiet," you frowned, silky blue fabric twirling as you spun away from the mirror to face him. "You don't like it?"
Black swallowed blue as his pupils dilated, eyes looking you over from head to toe slowly, cataloguing every divine detail.
"Just speechless is all," he said finally, a lopsided grin stretching across his face. "It's like it was made for you."
Your best friend Satoru, who insisted on finding a tie that perfectly matched your dress. He was committed to the task, dragging you along to store after store. "Payback" he'd called it, for generously buying your dress, although he'd do it again 10 times over for only the smile on your face in return.
Your best friend Satoru, who nodded eagerly when you offered to put his tie on him, struggling to form coherent thoughts with your pretty face just inches from his. He shuddered when your fingertips brushed the sensitive skin of his neck and silently hoped you didn't notice.
Your best friend Satoru, who drove to the wedding so you wouldn't have to worry about drinking. Plus, he pointed out, you'd look "hot and mysterious" showing up in his expensive sports car. He was right if the look your ex shot you as the two of you pulled up was any indication.
As he opened the door and helped you out, his large hand found its way to the small of your back. It stayed there for most of the evening.
Your best friend Satoru, who held you close, always touching you somewhere; your hips, your waist, your face. He had to be convincing after all, especially with the man who fumbled you watching.
Your best friend Satoru, who grew bolder as the night went on. His touch grew more possessive with every glance your undeserving ex stole, and his hands began to wander when you leaned approvingly into his touch. His fingertips traced lazy circles over the silky fabric that concealed your thigh, and Satoru couldn't suppress a grin when you hummed approvingly, satisfied with his touch.
Your best friend Satoru, who led you by the hand to the dance floor when a slow song came on. Your bodies fit together like puzzle pieces as he held you close, dancing with a calm confidence that quietly urged you to follow his lead.
Your best friend Satoru, who kissed you under the twinkling fairy lights of the dimly lit venue as the music concluded. Maybe your ex was watching, but he was long forgotten, especially with the way you kissed him back.
âŕ¨ŕ§Ë ⌠SUMMARY In which Gojo is stupidly and utterly obsessed with you.
CREDS. gojo art - thatsallitchief, pics found on Pinterest, divider by @/strangergraphics
CONTENT. FLUFF Gojo being a hazard to himself and society, not rlly proofread. WC. 0.6k
A/N. You missed me sooooo badddd ahahaha you wanted me back sooooo badddd hahahahah......
You and Satoru had an interesting relationship.
Formed through a combination of Gojo's nagging and complete inability to respect others' boundaries, you were dragged into what could only be described as a one-sided romantic (non)friendshipâagainst your will of course.
The moment you walked into Jujutsu High, you already felt it.
felt him.
That unmistakable presence that made the hairs on your neck stand and your eye twitch in pure annoyance.
Because Satoru gojo was standing in the hallways like a six-foot-three LED billboard on the Vegas strip, waving at you with both of his lanky arms like a toddler lacking self awareness.
"Y/N!!!" he shouted as if you were across a football field and not a mere 10 feet away.
you sigh, and blink once. "Why are you yelling."
"Wanted to make sure you saw me," he shrugs, shoving his hands in his pockets and leaning against the wall.
He brings a hand up to push off his blindfold, revealing his terrifyingly blue eyes.
They sparkled. Literally. Like someone installed RGB lighting in his head.
"put the blindfold back on please," you said. "you look like a glowstick."
Gojo gasps, clutching his chest and stumbling back. "You wound me. These eyes are a national treasure. Wait no- global."
"no they're a safety hazard."
"you're so hot when you're mean to me," he sighs, trailing behind you while you ran around the teachers lounge moving papers and files.
"don't you have a job to do, Gojo?" You finally turn to him.
"Yeah. Admiring you," he winks at you.
"Do you have something in your eyes?"
"Just blinded by your beauty," he smiles.
Eventually, after threatening to report him to HR, he ran off to go harrass another innocent person while you got to working on planning your next lesson for the first years.
for a little while at least, the halls were quiet. calm, even. Until they werent.
Gojo teleported to your side, leaning down so close you could feel his hair tickle the side of your face.
"Hi," he whispered. "miss me?"
"no," you instantly replied.
he froze before grinning. "Liar."
you didnt look up from your paperwork. "What do you want?"
"you." he sat in the chair beside you, kicking his up onto the table and right by your head. you glared at him.
"soooo," he began, "when are we going on that date you havent agreed to yet?"
"we're not."
"Great! I'll pick you up at seven."
"Gojo-"
he vanished before you could finish.
then reappeared. "seven thirty?"
"NO."
âEight?â
âStop.â
âOkay, okay,â he said, hands up in defense. âWeâll compromise.â
You cap your pen before setting it down. âOn what.â
He smiled, eyes growing wide in excitement behind his blindfold.
âYou pick the time. Iâll pick the place.â
You gave him a blank stare, although you for some reason couldn't help but find his persistence charming.
âI hate you.â
"yeah you hate me now, but you'll love me eventually," he says, tugging gently at a strand of your hair.
"when is eventually?" you ask.
"when we're married with 3 kids and a dog and a fish and a house on the lakeside," he explains.
"right..."
you turn your head, looking at the indents in his blindfold where his eyes are. you saw the way his hair stuck up in every which way, the white strands reflecting the dull overhead lights.
you always noticed the way his shoulders untensed when he was around you, and how his infinity always faltered.
The way he looked at you like he'd already made up his mind about you years ago, when you first made your way through the threshold of Jujutsu High.
That was the problem.
I mean, you said he was annoying, but you never said he was ugly. it's not that he wasn't the typical guy you would go forâbecause he was very much your typeâyou were just scared to be in a relationship with the life you live.
You didn't want to lose someone you cared so deeply about, and unfortunately for you, you dont think Gojo is going to let you go anytime soon.
bakugou whoâquietly yearns for you ever since he laid his eyes on you, which became his favorite habit.
𦹠content. k.bakugou x reader. fluff
Katsuki Bakugou liked to think he wasnât the type of person who got distracted.
He trained harder than anyone else in Class 1-A. He didnât waste time daydreaming. He didnât stare out windows. He certainly didnât spend entire lessons watching someone instead of paying attention.
At least, thatâs what he told himself.
The problem was you.
Bakugou still remembered the first time he saw you. It wasnât dramatic. No slow motion. No grand realization.
You had simply walked into class on your first day, looking mildly annoyed because your bag strap had gotten caught on the door handle.
Most people wouldâve ignored it.
Bakugou didnât.
And somehow, after that, he never stopped noticing you.
At first, it was accidental.
He noticed how you always arrived a few minutes early.
How you tapped your pencil against your desk whenever you were thinking.
How you scrunched your nose when reading difficult material.
How you secretly slipped snacks to Kaminari whenever he forgot breakfast.
Tiny things. Meaningless things.
Things he absolutely shouldnât have remembered.
Yet somehow, they stayed.
Watching you became a habit.
Then the habit became his favorite part of the day.
Heâd catch sight of you laughing with your friends in the hallway.
See you practicing your quirk after class.
Hear your voice across the training grounds.
And every single time, something inside him settled.
Which was incredibly irritating, because Bakugou Katsuki didnât do feelings. Especially not whatever this was.
Unfortunately, his classmates were beginning to notice.
One afternoon, everyone was gathered in the common room.
You sat across the room, completely unaware.
Bakugou wasnât even trying to stare.
He just happened to glance up.
And then glance up again. And again. And maybe a fourth time.
âBro.â Kirishimaâs voice cut through the silence.
Bakugou frowned. âWhat?â
Kirishima looked between him and you.
Then back at him. âOh.â
Bakugou immediately hated that tone. âOh what?â
Kaminari suddenly sat up. âWhat? What happened?â
Kirishima pointed. At him. Then at you.
Bakugouâs stomach dropped. âNo.â
âOh my god,â Kaminari gasped.
âNO.â
âYou like her!â
âI DONâT.â
âYouâve been staring at her for fifteen minutes.â
âI HAVE NOT.â
âYou literally smiled.â
The room went silent.
Bakugou froze. ââŚWhat?â
Kaminari looked horrified. âDude.â
Kirishima looked equally shocked. âDude.â
Bakugouâs eye twitched. âWhat are you idiots talking about?â
âYou smiled.â
âI did not.â
âYou did.â
âI DID NOT.â
âYou looked at her like she just won the Sports Festival.â
Bakugou felt heat crawl up his neck.
Impossible. Absolutely impossible.
He was careful. Nobody was supposed to notice.
Unfortunately, at that exact moment, you looked up.
Your eyes met his.
For one terrible second, neither of you looked away.
Then you smiled. A small one. Soft and warm.
Only for him.
And Bakugou forgot how to breathe.
Across the room, Kaminari slammed both hands over his mouth.
Kirishima looked like he was witnessing history.
Bakugou immediately stood. âIâm leaving.â
âYouâve got it bad.â
âSHUT UP.â
He stormed out of the common room while laughter erupted behind him.
But as he walked away, one thought lingered stubbornly in his mind.
Because for all his efforts to hide itâ
for all the years heâd spent pretending not to careâ
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touchy bestfriend!tojiâs broke ass crashing on your apartment
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ââyouâre terrible at this,â you mutter, squinting as you try to read the faded print on the back of a box of instant pancake mix.
âtoji is leaning against your kitchen counter, his massive arms crossed over his chest, watching you with a look of lazy amusement. heâs wearing one of your oversized t-shirts that looks ridiculously tight on him, the fabric straining against his shoulders. âi didnât come here to be a chef. i came here because my apartment doesnât have electricity right now.â
ââyeah, well, if youâre going to crash here, youâre helping.â you point a finger at him. âstir the batter.â
âhe lets out a low, huffing chuckle, stepping up behind you. heâs so large he completely blocks out the light from the kitchen window, his shadow enveloping yours. instead of taking the bowl, toji just reaches around you, his chest pressing flush against your back, his large hands resting over yours on the counter.
ââlike this?â he asks, his breath warm against the shell of your ear. his voice is a low, teasing rumble that makes your heart do a stupid flip.
ââyouâre not even stirring, youâre just standing there,â you huff, trying to ignore how hot your face feels.
âtoji doesnât move. he just leans his chin heavily on your shoulder, his thumb casually rubbing circles against your hip. âexactly. i'm doing a great job.â
a/n: tojiey the brokey, idk man.
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Osamu whips around on instinct, confusion quickly taking over when he sees you storming straight toward him.
Fast. Angry.
Gorgeous.
Heâs sure heâs never seen you before, but the way youâre looking at him, it seems youâve definitely seen him.
Youâre frowning, anger written all over your face, but all he can think is how unfair it is that someone this pissed off can look that good.
He barely has time to process whatâs happening before youâre right in front of him, foot tapping, arms crossed, irritation rolling off you in waves.
âHey asshole,â you snap, âI know you think youâre too good for this group project but if you donât get your shit together Iâm gonna shove your volleyball so far up your ass youâll be tasting it for yearsâ
Osamu blinks.
Once.
Twice.
ââŚHuh?â
âDonât âhuhâ me, you fake blondeâ you fire back instantly.
Oh.
The dots finally connect in his brain, this is not about him. Unfortunately, that realization comes just a second too late, because youâre already going again, words sharp and relentless.
âJust because you think youâre hot shit doesnât mean you get to ditch your part and leave the rest of us hanging!â
The dumbstruck look on his face does nothing to calm the anger burning in your stomach. You scoff, eyes rolling on instinct, âHelloooo? What, did you finally take one too many balls to the head?â
He knows he looks stupid right now. Feels it, too. Mouth slightly open, eyes stuck on you like he forgot how to function.
God.
Heâs in love, has to be.
He opens his mouth, ready to correct you, maybe even flirt a little..
âGet your part doneâ you cut in, âYou look fucking stupid in a hat, by the wayâ.
Ouch.
You flash him quick, biting smile, spinning on your heel and leaving in a silent fury.
He just stands there, heart beating way too fast for someone who just got verbally torn apart for no reason.
ââŚMan,â he mutters under his breath, a slow grin spreading across his face, ââŚAtsumu, yer so screwed.â
He continues his walk home like nothing happened, but your face is already burned into his brain.
That little frown.
The attitude.
The confidence.
The way you didnât hesitate for even a second to go off on someone twice your size.
Thereâs a photo booth tucked into a quiet corner of the mall. Its faded plastic siding and heavy velvet curtain make it look like a relic from another decade. You stop so abruptly that he almost walks into you.
âOh, no,â he says immediately, already knowing what youâre about to make him do.
You turn with bright eyes. âKuna.â
"A photo booth? Seriously?" Sukuna flatly cuts in and takes a step back, shoving his hands deep into his pockets, looking at the machine like itâs an insult to his intelligence. "We're adults, not high schoolers on a first date. Iâm not squeezing into that tiny fucking box."
âYou are,â you insist, reaching for him with both hands.
âI'm literally two meters of muscle, angel. I don't 'fit' in there,â he grumbles, but you've already hooked your fingers around his wrist and started pulling.
Sukuna lets out a long, resigned, and put-upon sigh to show you heâs doing you the biggest favor in the history of the world, but he follows, easily keeping up with your excited steps, even if he complains the entire time. âItâs dumb. Weâre both going to look stupid, and Iâm too big for that thing anyway.â
Standing in front of the booth, he looks like he's regretting every life choice that led him here, rubbing the back of his neck with his free hand. He has to duck just to get his head past the top of the frame. Once inside, the space feels impossibly cramped, even more so than it seemed from the outside.
His broad shoulders take up nearly the entire width of it, forcing you to tuck yourself firmly against his side just to make room for his legs.
"Move over, Sukuna. You're hogging the whole seat."
âIâm not hogging it. Iâm on it,â he grunts, his knees nearly bumping the opposite wall as he awkwardly tries to maneuver his massive self. He looks less like a man getting his photos taken and more like a bear that accidentally got stuck in a dog crate. âThereâs not enough room, woman. This thing was built for children.â
You burst out laughing at the sight of him being so clearly defeated by a piece of 90s mall furniture. âYou look completely ridiculous. Here, stop fighting it.â
Without waiting for him to argue, you step over his leg into the narrow gap between his knees and sit down on his right thigh. Sukuna lets out another low grumble, and his big hand immediately comes up to steady your waist.
âWell,â he mutters as he adjusts. âI guess thatâs one way to solve the floor plan issue.â
You pop the coins in, and the machineâs timer begins to count down for the first photo.
Flash. Sukunaâs still wearing the same deeply unimpressed look he brought into the booth, jaw tight, brows slightly furrowed, the full weight of being dragged into something he would rather not do visible in every part of his face. You, on the other hand, are bright-eyed, caught in a blur of laughter, your face turned toward him instead of the camera, delighted by his misery.
âThatâs perfect,â you beam.
âItâs awful,â he mutters, silently begging the machine to wrap it up so he can escape this cramped little prison with whatever scraps of dignity he has left.
You canât resist teasing him just a little, so you reach up and poke his cheek, giggling softly as you whisper, âCome on, at least pretend youâre having fun, you big grump.â
The machine beeps the second countdown, and his arm hooks securely around your waist, pulling you flush against his chest so you donât slip.Â
Flash. This time, he's got a look of reluctant acceptance, as he's finally resigned himself to the fact that escape is impossible and that the only way out is through. His chin rests near your temple, the scowl is a little less intense, and he looks like heâs trying really hard to remember heâs supposed to be annoyed.
âOkay, noâwait,â you say, trying to physically force a smile onto his face by lightly pushing the corners of his mouth up.
He catches your wrists instantly, pinning your hands away from his face.
âI'm not smiling for this.â
âYes, you are.â
âIâm not.â
You poke his cheek again, a little harder this time. âYou look like someone stole your last protein shake. Come on, just one little smile for me, Kuna.â
He huffs through his nose, low and exasperated, keeping his jaw stubbornly locked.
For the third countdown, you lean in to murmur softly into his ear, âYou know I still have a video of you trying to pet that stray cat and getting rejected. Imagine Satoru seeing that.â
Sukunaâs eyes widen, and the corner of his mouth twitches violently at the memory as he fights the laugh that wants to break free.
âYouâre lying.â
âIâm not. You called it âbaby,â remember?â
He clenches his jaw, stares straight ahead with fierce determination, struggling visibly as his shoulders tense and his nostrils flare slightly, but he refuses to give you the satisfaction of seeing him break.
Flash. The photo captures his full internal battle.
You giggle against his ear, poking his cheek one last time for good measure. âSee? Youâre fighting it so hard. Itâs adorable.â You turn back to the screen with a wide grin, basking in your small victory.
With only four seconds left on the timer, Sukuna suddenly moves. His hand shoots from your waist to the back of your head, tangling in your hair and pulling your face to his. His thumb grazes your jawline, turning you fully toward him, and then he meets you halfway, drawing you into a deep, slow kiss.
Flash. It goes off right in the middle of it, capturing the moment perfectly, but Sukuna doesnât stop. He just keeps kissing you, even as the machine starts spitting out the first photo strip. His hand stays tangled in your hair, his other arm locked around your waist like he has no intention of letting you go anytime soon.
The photos slide out of the slot, but neither of you reaches for them.
When Sukuna finally pulls back, youâre both a little breathless. He rests his forehead against yours, looking at you with dark and satisfied eyes.
His voice is low, rough, and full of that familiar blend of exasperation and affection as he murmurs against your lips, âYouâre impossible.â
You smile, still a little dazed, fingers curled into the front of his shirt. âAnd you love it.â
He lets out a quiet chuckle, presses one last soft kiss to your mouth, then keeps one arm around your waist as you step out of the cramped booth and back into the bright lights of the mall.
You grab both strips of photos, the paper still slightly warm, and look at the progression from grumpy husband to reluctant participant to barely contained laughter to the sudden, fierce kiss that ends it all. You giggle and make a big show of tucking them into your purse, giving him a mischievous side-eye.
"Well, since you were so miserable and forced to be in there," you tease, starting to walk away, "I guess you won't want these. Theyâre both mine. Proof of your suffering."
Without saying a word, his long fingers dip right into your bag, snatching one of the strips before you can even react.
"Nice try, brat.â
He carefully folds the paper, making sure the crease falls between the photos, then flips open his leather wallet and slides the strip behind his driverâs license, smoothing it with his thumb.
"I did the time," he says after, catching your hand in his and lacing your fingers together as you head for the exit. "Iâm keeping the prize."
gojoâs fingers are stained with a faint trace of soot and grease, his expensive black silk shirt torn slightly at the shoulder where a stray bullet had grazed him an hour ago. he doesnât seem to notice or care. heâs sitting on the edge of the polished mahogany desk in his private office, one long leg dangling off the side, watching you pace the floor.
âhe wears his usual dark sunglasses instead of the heavy blindfold, the bright blue of his eyes visible beneath the rims.
ââyouâre going to wear a hole in my rug, sweetheart,â he hums, his voice entirely too light for someone who just survived a coordinated ambush by a rival family.
ââou could have died, satoru!â you snap, stopping right in front of him, your hands trembling as you glare up at his smug face. âyou took off your vest. you promised me you wouldnât do something stupid.â
âgojoâs smirk softens, the playful, dangerous mask completely dropping from his features. he reaches out, his massive hands catching you by the waist and pulling you firmly between his knees. the heat radiating off his body is sudden and overwhelming. he tilts his head down, his dark glasses sliding down his nose so he can look directly into your eyes with an intense, fierce gravity.
ââi took it off because it was slowing me down,â he whispers, his voice dropping into a low, gravelly register that vibrates straight against your chest. his thumb brushes a stray tear from your cheek with an achingly slow, careful pressure. âthe only thing that scares me in this city is the thought of someone getting past me to get to you. iâm the strongest man in the underground, my love. but the second you cry? i feel like iâm losing the whole world.â
a/n: everyone i write are losers in love, how i love simps ;(
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ruin the friendship | gojo satoru x you
⥠fluff, soccer player!gojo, lowkey a 5+1 if u squint | 2.7k
Satoru meets you on a fleeting day that only September knows how to do. The autumn afternoon tasted of woodsmoke, the sky a deep blue that seemed to go on forever. The soccer field impossibly green against the fire of the turning trees, gold and scarlet leaves drifting lazily across the track, the whole campus holding its breath⌠Or maybe none of it looked like that at all.
Maybe it was only because seeing you standing there made Satoru's whole world arrange itself into something worth looking at.
Well, the half of you that he could see in his vision. You were tucked behind your friend, who had enough to say for the both of you. She was halfway through introducing the college newspaper before he noticed you at all. The setting sun pooled golden along your throat and cheekbones, your hair lifting softly in the wind, and your expression, through all of it, utterly relaxed.Â
"So would that be okay?" Yumi finishes, he had caught her name somewhere in the middle of her spiel, but the rest of it flew over him.
"Uh," Satoru hums, a real testament to his sharp mind. Suguru answers for him; at least one of them had been listening. Suguru walks Yumi back through everything she had just said, the newspaper, the semester, the plan to cover the sports section, like he had been listening to every word.Â
Well, because he had been. Suguru had been listening while Satoru was just standing there with the sun in his eyes and you in his line of sight, watching the way you hadn't looked at him yet, the way he already found himself wanting to know what your voice sounded like, what you thought about, what you were like when you weren't standing on the sideline of a soccer field looking like you had somewhere better to be.
"Great! See you tomorrow," Yumi says, already turning on her heel. You nod after her, a small polite gesture, your eyes cast somewhere just past Satoru's shoulder, and then you turn and follow her across the track, leaves skittering around your sneakers as you walk away.
Satoruâs eyes follow you, and he only snaps out of it when Suguru reaches over and smacks the back of his head.Â
âYou done?â
Satoru gapes at him. âWhat?â
Suguru just looks toward where you disappeared, then back at him.
Satoru immediately looks away. âShut up.â
âDo you like soccer?â It slips out of Satoruâs mouth before he can stop himself. It was either that or saying something objectively worse, like admitting the fact that heâs thought about you an unreasonable amount since yesterdayâs practice.
Suguru told him your name yesterday, and you introduced yourselves properly today, which means there is absolutely no reason for him to be embarrassing himself like this already.
âNo, not really,â you confess with a shy laugh. âThe sports section wasnât exactly my first choice-â Your eyes widen slightly. âNot that thereâs anything wrong with soccer. Or sports. God, that sounded bad.â
Satoru laughs, not because youâre funny (although you are, a little) but because youâve known him for roughly 10 minutes and already managed to reject something he likes, unlike most people who hear he plays soccer and start pretending theyâve always been deeply invested in its history.
Satoru has never put much belief into that whole opposites attract thing, mostly because it sounds like something people say after making objectively questionable decisions, but he looks at you for a second longer than necessary and thinks maybe there are more flawed theories in the world.
Satoruâs known you for almost a month, mostly through awkward encounters at practice and increasingly less awkward walks afterward. Somewhere between post-practice interviews and waiting for his teammates, who insist warm-down stretches take thirty years, he learns youâre pre-med.Â
He also learns that youâd originally wanted to cover research studies in the biology department for the paper instead of sports. Unfortunately, most of those positions had already been filled by upperclassmen before applications even reached sophomores.
Satoru nods sympathetically and says something supportive like a normal person when you tell him. Secretly, though, heâs glad, which immediately makes him feel like a terrible person.Â
He wants you to get the opportunities you actually wanted, but selfishly, he likes that sports means you end up here instead, sitting on cold bleachers with your laptop open and asking him questions after practice and pretending not to laugh when he starts giving useless answers just to keep the conversation going.
On the first practice of the week, youâre nowhere to be found. Satoru notices on his first sweep of the bleachers, the sidelines, and the small cluster of students hovering near the track. Yumi is there, which means you should be too, tucked somewhere close to her with your laptop balanced on your knees. But today the space beside her is empty.
He tells himself itâs nothing. People miss things; itâs normal. He repeats this to himself twice during drills and once more during the cooldown. But after practice, he finds Yumi anyway, hands shoved deep in his pockets like that makes any of this casual.
"Hey," he says, "Where's your friend?"
Yumi's pen stops moving. "She's sick."
"Sick?"
She turns to face him fully then, "Relax, sheâs not dying. It's a cold, not medieval tuberculosis."
Satoru laughs in return, because it was funny, but underneath it, the same low hum of worry was sitting unmoved right in the middle of his chest. "...Do you think I could get her number?"
Yumi stares at him. "I just told you," she says slowly, as if he's a little bit foolish, "she's sick."
"I know."
"So why do you need her number?"
He opens his mouth, then closes it. His hands are still in his pockets, which is the only place they could be right now, because they have gone slightly damp, and he absolutely has no interest in Yumi knowing that.
Yumi watches him for another second, letting him sit in it, and then the corner of her mouth pulls up. "I'm kidding," she says, already flipping to a new page in her notepad. She scribbles your number down, tears it off, and holds it out to him.Â
Satoru sits in his car for an embarrassing amount of time, staring at your name at the top of a blank text message. He types something. Deletes it. Types something else, reads it back, winces, deletes that too.
He deletes it. Too formal, sounds like a get-well card from a coworker.
Satoru: Hey! Itâs Satoru from the soccer team. Yumi gave me your number.
He deletes that too. He shouldâve scrapped it after the exclamation point.
Satoru: Hey.
He stares at that for a long moment, then deletes it. He throws his phone face down on the passenger seat and runs a hand through his hair, tipping his head back against the headrest. He has played in front of hundreds of people, taken penalty kicks with the score tied, and not once felt his hands shake, so he doesnât know why drafting a single text message to you is doing this to him.
He picks his phone back up.
Satoru: Hi, itâs Satoru. Yumi mentioned you were sick, feel better soon.
He reads it four times. Itâs fine. It is completely fine and normal. He sends it before he can talk himself out of it and turns his phone face down on the passenger seat, wishing that he could do the same with whatever is sitting in his chest every time he thinks about you.
He hears his phone ding and something in his chest flinches, which is insane, which is genuinely embarrassing. But he still reaches for his phone off the passenger seat so fast he nearly fumbles it between his fingers.
You: hiii satoru!! yeah im okay, just a cold! thanks for checking in tho
He reads it once and types back:
Satoru: And here I thought you had perfect attendance
He stares at it and immediately regrets sending it. But 2 minutes later, your typing bubble appears.
You: i have a 102 degree fever. so sorry i couldn't make it out to stand in the cold and watch you run in circles like a hamster on a wheel >:( have some compassion
He grins at his phone like an idiot.
The next time you come to practice, there is a bottled tea drink sitting in your spot on the bleachers, impossible to miss. Beside it, a post-it note pressed flat against the cold metal.
Glad you're feeling better.
Beneath the words, occupying considerably more space, is a small doodle of a hamster. You look up. Satoru is already on the field, in the middle of warming up, looking right at you.Â
Suguru falls into step beside him during a water break, glancing once in your direction and then back at Satoru. "So when are you going to tell her?"
Satoru, mid sip, chokes. Water goes everywhere, a significant amount of it landing directly on Suguru, who recoils and shoves him hard in the shoulder.
"Tell her what?" Satoru asks.
Suguru wipes his sleeve, unimpressed. "That you like her."
Satoru wipes his mouth with the back of his hand. He seems to be processing this like itâs new information. "I don't⌠" he starts, and then stops, and then says nothing.
You had only made it out to a handful of games during the season; you and Yumi split the roster between you, trading off week by week. But itâs the last game of the season, and you are both there, and Satoru sees you from across the field during warm-up and has to actively remember how to breathe.
You are wearing his jersey. His number, his name across your back, which you have because 2 weeks ago in the library, you had knocked your drink across the table and onto yourself, and the only thing Satoru had in his bag was a spare jersey. You had given it back the next day, freshly washed, but he had told you to keep it and then walked away before his face could do anything embarrassing.
Your hair is tied up with ribbons in the teamâs colors, and there is face paint on your cheeks. You are standing next to Yumi, who is scribbling something in her notepad.
Suguru appears at his shoulder. "Breathe."
Satoru shoves him lightly for being insufferable and then, annoyingly, takes his first breath after seeing you.Â
A week after the last game's victory, the final sports issue finally gets printed. You and Yumi had spent stupid amounts of time on it, more than necessary, probably. You had argued over layouts, stayed late editing quotes, and gone back and forth over photos until both of you were cross-eyed under the fluorescent lights of the newspaper office.
You almost don't give it to him, but you'd written this one with him in the back of your mind the whole time. And it was the thing you'd spent the better part of two weeks on, the piece your editor sent back twice with notes that made you want to close your laptop and walk into the ocean.Â
There was no practice to go to anymore, no bleachers to sit on, no easy excuse to find yourself in the same place at the same time. You hadn't quite realized how much of your access to him had been built into the structure of the semester until the season ended and took all of it with it.
But you ran into him on a Thursday morning. He was coming out of the building you were going into, his bag over one shoulder, looking like he'd had roughly just enough sleep.
"Hey," he says
"Hey," you hum back, and then, before you could think about it long enough to talk yourself out of it, you pull the folded copy from your bag and hold it out to him. âThe final issue."
He takes it and finds your name before he finds anything else, which he does every time. He stands there in the cold of the path like he has nowhere else to be, like the words you wrote were worth taking the time over, and you let yourself look at him the way you don't usually let yourself look at him.
October had been all fire and gold, the air still holding the last warmth of summer in the afternoons. But November had come in quietly and taken all of that away, leaving something crisper and cleaner behind, the trees stripped back now, the sky a pale gray that sat low over the campus.Â
Satoruâs white hair catches the morning light the way it always does, but there is something about the gray November sky behind him that makes it look softer. A few strands have fallen across his forehead, and the cold, with its real teeth to it this week, has put the faintest color along his cheekbones.
He turns another page, and something in his expression shifts. You look away before he can catch you watching.
"You wrote about the last game like you actually cared about it," he says, which was not what you expected him to say.
"I did care about it," you say, carefully.
"You told me a month ago that you didn't even know the offside rule."
"I looked it up," you confess, and something paints his face at that, something warm and slow, and you feel your heart do the thing it has been doing around him for months.Â
He closes the issue and looks at you. "It's good," he says, which you can tell is not what he actually wanted to say, which is its own thing to think about.
"Thank you," you say.
The wind moves through the bare trees lining the path, and he shifts the issue to one hand, and you watch him not quite look at you, which is unusual because Satoru Gojo has never once had trouble looking at anything directly in his life.
"I kept thinking about what you'd write," he says finally, still not quite looking at you.Â
You don't say anything.
"And then I kept thinking about that and then about other things and then," He stops, then starts again. "You take up all my mind when you're not with me. And half of it when you are."
Something blooms in your chest, your heart doing something without your approval, your hands not entirely steady either.
"That's a lot," you say finally, which is not really a response, which you are aware of. So you reach out and close your fingers around his wrist, then lean forward and rest the top of your head against his chest.
"I know," he smiles.
You pull back to look at him and think about September, the soccer field, the afternoon you didnât dare to look at him yet. You think about cold bleachers and post-practice walks and every conversation that started about one thing and ended somewhere neither of you had planned. You think about his jersey still hanging in your closet.Â
"I chose the photo of you from the third game," you say. "There were better ones technically."
"You're not looking at the camera. You're looking at something off to the side, and you're..." you stop for a second. "It's the best one because of your smile. I've never seen you smile like that in any of the other photos."
"I know that photo," he says, quietly.
"It ran on the front page."
"I know." He hums, "I was looking at you."
He closes the distance slowly. His hand comes up to your jaw, cold from the November air. Heâs so close that you can see the gray sky caught in his eyes, and then he kisses you, his thumb moving once against your cheek. When he pulls back, he doesn't go far; his hand is still at your jaw, and you feel the cold on your face and the warmth of his hand and your own heartbeat, shaky and loud, and entirely his fault.
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the cigarette between satoruâs lips burns down to the filter, a thin trail of smoke curling up past the jagged, pale scar that cuts directly through his left eyebrow and runs down to his cheekbone. heâs leaning against the brick wall of the alleyway, his tailored black suit jacket unbuttoned, looking entirely too relaxed for a man who just cleared a room of rival syndicates single-handedly.
âyouâre leaning against his chest, shivering slightly from the cold rain, his heavy cashmere overcoat slung over your shoulders. his left hand is resting flat against the wall right next to your head, effectively locking you into his space, while his right hand gently pinches your chin, forcing you to look up at him.
âwith his dark sunglasses slid down the bridge of his nose, those piercing blue eyes lock onto yours. âi told you to stay in the car,â he murmurs, his voice a low, gravelly rumble that vibrates right against your ribs.
ââi got worried,â you whisper, your fingers tightening around the lapels of his coat.
âsatoru spits the cigarette butt onto the wet asphalt, a slow, dangerous smirk spreading across his face. he leans down until his lips are brushing against your ear, his thumb smoothing over your lower lip with a rough, calloused gentleness. âworried about me? sweetheart, you know full well what iâm capable of. but...â he drops his forehead against yours, his breath warm and smelling faintly of tobacco and mint. âthe fact that you care makes me want to do something really stupid. like kiss you senseless.â
a/n: was honestly js looking at a scarjo fanart..
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frat!gojo, who swears heâs not possessive over youâyou guys are friends, the kind of people who can joke about terrible dates and worse hookups, taking bike rides to the beach in the dead of night, laying in the sand and staring at the stars, the kind of people who know each other inside out, close enough to test the boundaries of whatâs platonic but never enough for it to be romantic.
frat!gojo, who hates how nervous he gets around youâheâs good with women, with sorority girls throwing themselves in his direction all the time, but youâre just different. youâre soft, youâre sweet and when you look at him he can feel his words die down in his throat, blood rushing to his head when you smile at him, itâs damn near pathetic.
frat!gojo, who always butts into conversations you have with other people, trying his hardest not to punch suguru through a wall while he whispers into your ears, making you laugh the way only gojo is allowed to :c.
frat!gojo, who always waits outside your classes until theyâre done, following you around like a lost puppy, hogging all your attention all dayâwell, heâs a lot more interesting than the rest of your friends anyway, can you blame him?
frat!gojo, whoâs always begging you to go to his frat partiesâyou know that itâs just his excuse to wanting to see you all dolled up and on his arm, but a part of you also wants to make him suffer every single time you set foot into one of his parties.
frat!gojo, whoâs has the wind knocked out of his lungs the second you make your way through the door, your dress shimmering in the shitty lights, your jewellery shining through while you awkwardly wave at him from the entrance.
frat!gojo, whoâs at your side instantly, pulling you closer to him by your waist, bringing his glass of vodka to your lips while you tilt your head back, swallowing while staring right at his pretty blue eyes. and gojo nearly has his heart beat out of his chestâthe way you were looking at him really wasnât fair, your eyes all wide and trusting it just wasnât good for his heart.
frat!gojo, who swears he doesnât do relationshipsâhe doesnât know what it means to be a good boyfriend, but when he looks at you, he knows that he can try.
frat!gojo, who slowly has his chaotic facade crumble before youâheâs softer around you, more genuine, itâs like his fratboy persona switches off the second he has you in his vicinity itâs almost comical.
frat!gojo, who holds himself back when he sees people asking you out. he knows it isnât fair to be all jealous over you, you arenât even his, but a part of him knows that if he doesnât get his act together, someone will swoop in and take his place.
frat!gojo, whoâs petrified of losing youâand the only way he knows how to show it is to be insufferable, constantly annoying you, making sure heâs part of your daily life so you donât forget about him.
frat!gojo, whoâs so down bad his frat brothers almost feel sorry for him, watching him eye you from the distance, just hoping someday, heâll have to courage to get closer to you.
:3 heâs so laaaame
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smau!, where you agreed to casually see satoru gojo. what you didn't agree to is him trying to be something more than fwb
satoru is down bad, reader is kinda mean, pining, suggestive, satoru is annoying (canon), reader is in love now but they dodge it
part 5 | part 6 | part 7
a/n HIII im back i have so much stuff irl but tumblr literally brings me joy lmaoo so i wrote this rq. english is not my first language so yk
â â â
you never mention any of it â the soup, the caring, the shower. satoru takes two days off to recover. he texts you nonstop after he gets a little better and now you canât stop smiling from how annoying he is.
shoko is looking knowingly at you while you try to stay calm. you donât hold for long, though. âwhat?â you scoff and she laughs at you, her long fingers playing with a cigarette.
âstop smiling like an idiot. who you texting?â
you donât answer. she already knows.
âand here i thought he was the one whipped. girl, youâre glowing.â shoko sheepishly says, eyes crinkling as you roll yours and turn away. she starts smoking and opens window further so the smoke wonât get into the apartment.
âitâs the new serum iâm using.â you reply trying to dodge all the allegations but fail miserably when your phone tings and you quickly look to see if itâs satoru.
âdamn, serums text their owners nowadays?â
you leave her without any answer, just flipping your friend off.
â â â
âearth to my precious baby,â satoru says right by your ear, making you groan. you open your eyes and see him already giggling like a child he is. when you roll to the side and pull the blanket higher to continue sleeping, he protests, âno, no, no. we have a lecture in twenty.â
âi donât.â you mumble and slowly drift off as he traces her fingers along your hips. âsatoru, leave me aloneââ
âdonât say it like that, iâm fragile,â he sighs and pouts â you can tell it from the way his fingers stop and his voice changes slightly. âstop pouting, youâll get wrinkles.â
âi donâtâ okay now youâre being scary. how did you know?â
âyouâre predictable.â you say, trying to fall asleep.
âno, iâm not!â
âgojo, i swearââ
âokay if i am predictable, was it predictable iâm gonna do thisââ
you donât register what happens. he starts tickling you so hard you yelp. he gets your stomach, hands and the spot you hate the most because itâs too sensitive â your neck.
you hated how satoru knew so much.
âsa-sa-satoru! st-stop!â
you laugh together and he ends up on top of you, your head caged between his hands. and in that moment, satoru looks too domestic, too cozy. he looks like someone you would spend your life with.
and it terrifies you.
maybe he sees that in your eyes, because he quickly pecks your lips and leans away, still smiling.
satoru knew he was trouble. everyone said that. his family (mostly, lovingly), his friends, professors, people around him. but you? you were much bigger trouble for him. and he was completely fine with that.
he just couldnât understand why would you reject him. he thought you liked him, too?
after awkward silence you quickly gather your things and leave. satoru doesnât stop you because he knows if you have set your mind youâre doing it one way or another.
laying in bed naked and sad, satoru texts suguru. his best friend will totally get him and help, right?
âŚright?
satoru tells him everything and waits but his best friend ignores him. what a douchebag.
when heâs all alone in the class he doesnât even care about, he slouches in an uncomfortable chair and texts suguru again, thinking this time geto will be in a better mood and help.
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frat!sukuna, who first insisted that your relationship was strictly sex, nothing moreâwith some flimsy excuse about how he doesnât have the time for a relationship, doesnât have the time to commit to something that serious, and about how a relationship would only drag him down.
so he does what any good friend situationship?would doâhe shows up to your place, fucks you until you canât remember your own name, and leaves before something in his chest convinces him to stay.
frat!sukuna, who has to have you facing him to cum, something about just looking at your face contort in pleasure while you take him in, the way tears rim your eyes while he thrusts into you languidlyâhe simply canât bring himself to cum if he isnât look at you and your pretty face drunk on his cock.
frat!sukuna, who tries to walk out of your apartment the second heâs done with you, but he just canât bring himself to do it. so he lingers, hovers around your sleeping form until you finally drag him back under your sheets, calling him ridiculous while he presses soft kisses to the back of your neck.
frat!sukuna, who has your drink order memorised to perfection, always leaving your sugary concoction of a drink on your desk before each class begins with a scrawled on note that says âdonât get any ideas.â
frat!sukuna, who never denies anything when his frat brothers start calling you his girlfriendâitâs too much work to correct them, he says, but you donât miss the way his cheeks tinge the same shade as his hair every single time one of them pats him on the back and calls you his girl.
frat!sukuna, who always has to have you close to him, with his arm slug around your shoulders or wrapped around your waist when heâs near you.
âitâs to make sure you donât run away.â
ânow, why would i do that?â
frat!sukuna, who almost decks toji in the face when he sees him flirting with you, his split lip curled into a girl while you laughed at his stupid jokes and for one second, sukunaâs afraid heâs going to lose this, that heâs going to lose you.
frat!sukuna, who starts tiptoeing around the idea of a relationship, insisting he takes you on datesâtaking you out to fancy restaurants and late night bike rides when he knows exam stress starts to take over your brain. heâs spent enough time around you to know everything there is to know, but what sukuna doesnât know is how to handle a relationship.
frat!sukuna, whoâs been treating you like his girlfriend since the start, never skipping aftercare, always being there at your every beck and callâand avoiding every girl that had eyes for him like the plague since he met you.
âgood god, did she neuter you, kuna?â toji slurred between drinks while sukuna tried to dodge the sorority girls coming his way.
âshut up.â
frat!sukuna, whoâs softer during sex now, worshipping your body endlessly, covering you in soft kisses and bites marks before he eats you out like a man starved.
frat!sukuna, whoâs basically a guard dog around you, glaring at everyone who so much as shows even mild interest in you, clinging to you like a needy puppy every second of the day that he possibly can.
frat!sukuna, who has words stuck in his throat every single time he tries to ask you out, always stuttering out nonsense he didnât mean to say because, what if you turn him down? and what if thereâs someone better?
frat!sukuna, who gets you a massive bouquet of your favourite flowers, showing up to your apartment in the dead of night, flowers scrunched in his hand, his chest heaving when he finally asks you out.
frat!sukuna, who tries to hide his flustered face when you finally say yes, spinning you around in his arms while he kisses the top of your headâbecause after all the mental gymnastics heâs done to have you in his arms, he finally gets to call you his girl.
eek.
dividers: @/pixopix .
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Hi!â(áľáľáľ)â I was wondering if you would be able to write a Patrick Jane (The Mentalist) x Reader with this prompt âShe never smilesâŚâ âyouâve never seen her looking at you then.â with Patrick saying the first part? Of course you don't have to if you don't want to!â¸( > á´ <)â¸âĄ - Anonđ
Heâd been fascinated by you, usually Jane could predict what people were going to do but with you it was harder.
He could get a read of you like everybody else, if you were having a good day, a bad day, things like that, but when it came to guessing your next move you always kept him on his toes.
Nothing was as simple as it seemed either you.
Walking over to your desk, Jane set you down your favourite coffee and beamed brightly at you as you looked up at him.
âWhatâs this for?â You asked.
âYouâve been busy all morning, you havenât had your daily coffee yet.â
You took a sip of the coffee, nodding your head as you stood up, grabbing a couple of files.
âThanks Jane, Iâve got a meeting but Iâll be back in an hour or so for our game of chess.â
He smiled softly, watching as you walked down the hallway.
Then he frowned a little bit, sitting down in your chair as he looked through your desk.
Most of the time you kept books or games for him in there to keep him from getting too bored, and finally he found what he was looking for, and he started going through the books.
âItâs illegal to go through a federal agents desk Jane.â
He looked up at Rigsby.
âIâm looking for a book, but I do have a question for you.â
Rigsby gave a small nod of his head, leaning against the desk behind him.
âHave you ever made (Y/N) smile?â
Rigsby thought for a moment, then he finally shook his head.
âNo, I donât think anybody has.â
Jane nodded his head, getting his book and stood up, making his way over to his couch.
Heâd tried a lot to get you to smile, getting you your favourite things, playing small jokes on you, showing you photos of baby animals because everybody loved them.
But you didnât smile.
He wouldnât say you were emotionless, you had great control over your emotions, but he did recall them all saying you used to be an undercover agent.
When you came back from your meeting, you came back with Lisbon, and she walked over to him while you walked over to your desk.
Jane studied you as you spoke with Grace and Choi.
âShe never smilesâŚâ He mumbled.
Jane looked up at Lisbon.
âYouâve never seen her looking at you then.â She smiled.
With that, she left, and he went back to reading.
As evening came around, you werenât getting ready to go home when you noticed him sitting ready.
You smiled a little bit, and began packing your things again, only turning around when you were done and you found him stood in front of you.
The little smile quickly fell as you took a few steps back.
âJeez Jane, you canât be sneaking up on people itâs how you get hurt.â
He grinned a little.
âYou smiled at me!â He beamed.
âI didnât..â you grumbled.
You brushed past him as he quickly followed you.
âYou have a really beautiful smile.â He said softly.
You smiled a little bit more, and you looked at him, which made him grin brightly to see you smiling directly at him
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a/n: "jess wtf is this??" well it's an idea that wouldn't leave my brain until it was done ok. i don't even know who would fuck with this but here you go enjoy patrick jane being soft. is this the thing that gets me back into writi g period?? who knows man but this felt nice to write enjoy yall
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âWhat are you doing on my couch?â The soft voice that worms into your ears only makes the pressure behind your eyes pound even more.
"Itâs not your couch, Jane," you grumble, "and it should be pretty obvious what I'm doing."
Even with your eyes closed, you can still hear the faint smile in Jane's voice. "Okay, fine. I'll redirect. Why are you on my couch?"
You take a grounding breath through your nose; your exhale escapes like a whistle from your lips. It helps. A bit. "Guess?"
If it's even possible, you can hear Jane's grin get wider. "That's no fun."
"It's all you do, guess," you grumble. The leather underneath you squeaks as you shift your weight. "Shoot, Sherlock."
Jane goes silent a moment. You think he's probably scrutinizing you the way he does your suspects, with those unreadable eyes of his and a vague smile on his lips.
His footsteps shuffle against the floor of the station, echoing against its silent interior. It's just you and him tonight. You make quite the duo - insomniacs whose jobs are never done.
The air shifts. When you crack one eye open - against your better judgement, as the harsh lamplight bores into you and into your brain - Jane has crouched down to meet your gaze.
The quip you have behind your lips dies when you actually see Jane's face. Instead of the wry smirk you're expecting him to wear, he looks strange. The look in his eyes is as unreadable as ever, of course, but it's not assured or even amused. It's something else you can't place, something duller.
"Are you okay?" you ask. You move to sit up - he gently, but firmly, lays one hand on your shoulder.
"That's my line," he quips. His other hand lifts to your forehead, his fingers gently coming to rest against your chilled skin. Under his breath, he mutters, "I was right."
"Aren't you always?"
The look in his eyes snaps away, that strange look disappearing the moment one side of his lips curls upwards. "I suppose." He releases your shoulder but keeps his other hand on your forehead. âTime for my line. You okay?"
You shrug noncommittally. "It's not that bad. Just a headache. Figured I could crash on your couch."
The other corner of his lips lifts. "So you think it's my couch."
"Shut up, Jane,â you grumble. Janeâs hold on your shoulder relaxes, but he doesnât let go. âLet me rest my eyes in peace, will you?â
âNo,â he says simply. No? He cocks his head to the side. âLift your head up.â
You quirk an eyebrow, but do as he says. He smoothly moves to sit where your head once was, places his fingers gently on your face, and guides you so your head lies - surprisingly comfortably - in his lap.
Something is wrong, yes, but itâs not the headache drumming behind your eyes or the growing chill in your bones that makes you ache. Itâs the fact that your head is in Patrick Janeâs lap and itâs⌠fine. It feels normal. What it should be doing is making your heart beat out of your chest, not slowing it down.
"Thatâs good, thank you,â Jane murmurs. He brushes his fingertips against your forehead. He squints at you. Frowns. That strange look appears again. His eyes seem focused, but vacant, sad. His pupils dart around your face, searching for something. âSure youâre not sick? Pretty sure youâre burning up right now.â
âScorching?â you ask, trying to smile.
He mirrors it, but it doesnât quite reach his eyes. âPositively. Third degree burns.â
One of Janeâs hands comes to rest in your hair, the other settling on your shoulder once again. And again, against your better judgement (which youâre beginning to believe just may not be in the room with you right now), you raise your hand to your shoulder, placing it above his.
His eyes widen a fraction, then soften. âYou donât have to do that. Youâre the one whoâs sick. I'm just trying to help.â
âHad to do something.â Thinking is getting harder to do. You let him hold your hand. Itâs firm, and comforting, and is he rubbing his thumb against your palm? âYouâre doing that that thing you do.â
âI donât do a thing,â he protests, then frowns. âCorrection, I do many things, but Iâm not doing one right now. Youâll have to be specific.â
âWith your face.â God, has Jane always been this warm? âYour eyes.â
Jane smiles. This time it reaches his eyes. They crinkle kindly, but something lingers.
âWindows to the soul,â he murmurs, running his fingers through your hair. The pressure against your scalp feels amazing, and he must notice, because he doesnât stop. âYou should try to sleep. Youâll feel better.â
"No,â you mumble, but Janeâs warmth and the way heâs running his fingers through your hair and how heâs holding your hand is taking you away, somewhere far and soft and gentle, away from your bodyâs aches and pains. You can feel his chest as he slows his breathing, buoying you into the clement waves of sleep.
The last thing you remember before sleep pulls you under is the soft brush of lips against your forehead.