Multi-Fandom Mess

Following a few years later you four were honestly inseparable. Although you were the oldest who cared deeply for each and every one of them they too cared immensely for you hence why jisung, even in 85 degree weather, would continue to cling to your side. At first you thought it was adorable, until all his body heat began to transfer over to you. But this little bub wouldn't let up, each time you tried to get your hands out of his grip he would tighten his hold and look up at you with puppy dog eyes and the cutest little scrunched up grin. All you could do was annoyedly smile back and continue on your laptop going through the endless gaming channels. “NOONNAAAA!” you heard Channie yell from the kitchen as he raided the fridge for food. “Noona can you make us food pleassseeeeee!” he whined as he gripped onto his tummy. “Mmm okay i’ll be right there... if I can somehow pry jissunggie off my arm...haha” you said as you tried to get your arm out again but to no avail. He snickered as he continued to hold onto you not wanting you to move seeing as he was way to comfortable with his head resting at your side. “Jissunggie please I need to go make food, I bet your also hungry?” you said poking at his belly. And with a pout he firmly shook his head no. At this point you were over it, desperate times calls for desperate measures you though. Raising your hand quickly adjusting your fingers you flicked at his forehead, not to hard as to hurt him to bad but enough for him to release you, “ahhh noona that hurt…” he said rubbing at his head as he got up from the bed. “You wouldn't move even when I asked nicely so you get what you ask for kid.” you said shrugging your shoulders and laughing as you walked out in channs direction. “ Ah hyung...you couldn't make food yourself?… I was comfortable.” Jisung complained and hearing that Minho butted in “ Ya! Find something else to cuddle with she's mine!” he said winking in your direction only causing you to blush badly. All the boys began to laugh and snicker at your reaction. So at this point you were ready to fight fire with fire. “Actually hyunjins more my type anyways...oops?” you said as you walked past minho into the kitchen. Although they were members you knew minho got jealous any time you mentioned being with anyone else especially his members. His laugh immediately stopped and his smile dropped into a scrunched up eyebrow and frown. “Ahhhhhahhh...dont say that…” he huffed cutely and it took everything in you not to give in so easily. “You want to act like brats then I will forsure be that noona!” you said sternly crossing your arms staring at all three of them. Their faces, priceless as they knew you were kidding yet something about your aura scared them at times. Channie awkwardly laughed and immediately went to you trying to act cute, “ hmmm noona is so pretty hehe.” he said with twinkling eyes showing off his dimples. You turned away slightly not wanting to give in just yet “mhhmmm” you hummed and then followed jissunggie, “our noona is the best noona ever” he said as he attached himself to your side nuzzling into you a bit. Your arms were still crossed but you couldn't help but fight the small smile threatening to break on your freckled face. Minho would be the last one to go up and you were anticipating this, and never expected what was coming. “(Y/N) Noona is mine, and only mine, no one else can have her because i love her…” he said in his most cutest poutiest voice going over to you and kissing your cheek, making you break out into the the cutest smile, your eyes brightening even more with your now red cheeks. You giggled at all of their attempts and finally answered “hmm noona loves you brats too!” you said rolling your eyes at them with the biggest smile. Finally going into the fridge to see what you could make these dorky boys. “It will be a minute you guys can go rest.” you told them,yet they wanted to stay and help.Chan saying how even though it's hard for them they know it's also hard for you. “We can help prepare the food how we do it in the dorm, together, as a family!” he said as they all nodded in unison and smiled back at you. Nodding your head in approval, although they could be brats sometimes you swear you were one of the lucky ones to have such loving people by your side.  

“Seunghyun-ah! Hurry up we are going to be late!” yelled Hongki from the car downstairs. He quickly threw on his shoes before darting down stairs trying not to trip over his own legs in the process. Finally getting to the car Seunghyun still hadn’t been the most focused and in the shower his thoughts had decided to go rampage again. He cant help how he feels towards his hyung but he also knows that he needs to value a friendship more than anything else. Both boys jumped into the back seat of the car, looking forward to about an 45 min drive to the studio. There was a silence as the car began to move. Both boys sitting in the back Seunghyun was a bit stiff, continuously telling himself to breathe and not seem strange but having been together for 11 years Hongki knew something wasn't right. “Seunghyunnie what’s wrong?” he asked gently, making Seung snap his head in his direction. Nervously laughing he replied with “Nothing...just tired is all.” Hongki wasn’t buying it but he didn't want to push it either so he just hummed in response. Seung tried to ease himself up, he opened the window a bit and just tried to focus on the scenery and for a moment it helped until he felt Hongki's head fall into his lap. He tensed up immediately but lucky his hyung had began to fall asleep so he didn't notice. “Breathe seung breathe…” he murmured to himself feeling Hongki shift a bit, but sooner or later he was able to relax. Seunghyun, tried so hard to focus his gaze out the window but having his hyung, laying there in his lap was all the distraction he needed. “Why do i feel this way towards you hyung…?” he thought to himself, a slight panic beginning to set in. “I know i'll never be able to tell you how i truly feel, seeing you smile and how my face lights up immediately, how your jokes although so cheesy make me laugh so hard and how being here right now in this moment with you makes my heart pound...I don’t know how to take these feelings away hyung..” Seunghyun sighed as his though began to get the better of him. He raised his hand high enough to place it on Hongki’s head to potentially stroke his hair, he hesitated in the end. Balling his hand into a fist he placed it slowly back onto the seat of the car, it wasn't worth it,it wasn't worth getting caught. He dropped his head feeling beat tilting it ever so slightly just to catch a glimpse through the window of what the world looked like, it felt unfamiliar to him more so today than ever before. “Hyung...even though you could never love me back I want you to know how much I will always love you, no matter what.” he said with a soft smile on his face. A friendship means more than a lost love, Seunghyun would just need to slowly learn that his feelings will fade, and someone else will come along but for now his Hyung will forever hold his heart.

“Uhhhhggg” you groaned sitting at the kitchen table. There were papers spread out all in front of you, your calculator held numerous number formulas and patterns that made no sense to you and the trash can that laid a few feet away was filled and overflowing with so much scratch paper. You had been working and studying for finals and you were beyond irritated, you had been sitting at this table for hours and you weren't quite understanding the material in front of you. Burying your face in your hands a huge sigh escaped your lips as you stated your defeat against this endless misery.  Your shoulders slumped as u threw your head back feeling drained and annoyed. From the living room you could hear you boyfriend snickering at how flustered you were do to your lack of mathematical understanding. You lifted your head abruptly and sharply turned to him “HEY! It's not funny Benji!” you yelled from the table. You had began to crinkle a piece of paper into a ball out of anger as he continued to laugh. You had the back of his head in your sight as you aimed and threw the paper in his direction, but of course you weren’t really coordinated causing you to miss. As soon as he saw the paper fly by he stopped laughing and turned to you with a lifted brow “Good thing you never played softball, ouch you would suck at being pitcher.” He said with a cheeky smile on his face. “It's not funny” you pouted, “Seriously I don't understand any of this and i’m so tired of studying and my final is in two days” you said laying your head on the table. Benji could see how bummed out and drained you were so he decided to turn of the tv and headed in your direction. “Hey baby girl don't be like that, I know your smart,you have it in you.” He said as he reached out to you placing his hand and your head and gently running his fingers through your hair. You shuddered as his large hand brought warmth to you, and it was the first time you had smiled since you had started studying. “Princess why don't you let oppa help you? I’m pretty decent in math and maybe I can ease the stress a bit, so how bout it?” he stated with a smile pulling up a chair and sitting beside you. “That would be great...thank you oppa..” you said running your hands through the back of his head trailing down to his neck. You reorganized your papers and reset the calculator, took a deep breathe and began. “Here let me see what it is you're working on.” He stated reaching across from you to see your worksheet. His eyes scanned over the paper full of numbers and symbols and letters, he had the cutest thinking face on, his eyes were concentrated looking all over the paper and his eyebrows furrowed as he pursed his lips and this sight made you laugh a little. “What? what is it?” he asked confused, “Nothing your just cute when you are focused” you shyly answered back your cheeks growing a bit red. He chuckled and continued to stare at the paper until you saw his face relax and you knew that he understood what had to be done. “AHHH! I get it!” he half yelled and with a sigh of relief you asked “please help me understand too I can't afford to fail this class…” Benji looked up at you and smiled but it wasn't his usual sweet smile, this one was kinda devious...you cursed in your mind thinking what this dork had in store for you. “...what?” you asked half scared of the answer. “Oh nothing…” he said smirking. “Tell me please..” whining, you hit his arm playfully. “Ok Fine. what if we motivate you to understand quicker?” you looked at him confused but urged him to continue. “Every answer you get right, you get a kiss...every answer you get wrong...I get a free back massage?” You looked at him slightly annoyed knowing that you may get every single one of these questions wrong so you whined “But..But i'm bad at math you know this...it's not fair!” you said pouting your lips…and of course he gave in. “Fine, Fine. No back massage but every question wrong means no kiss got it?” A bit annoyed you nodded thinking you had nothing left to lose and at least it was fair. He looked at you with supportive eyes and you guys were about to begin until you thought you would ask for a motivational kiss to start. “How about I get a kiss before starting so I have the energy to continue?” Your trailed off a bit not wanting to make eye contact as you waiting for an answer. He looked at you and laughed “nope sorry baby girl that was not apart of the deal...so shall we begin with question one?” you furrowed your eyebrows and swore underneath your breath but started. As you began and as he explained you prayed that you would understand what was going on. Somehow when he explained the problem it seemed simple, and you were able to understand it a bit better although you still struggled some. You began to work out problem one as Benji guided you through it, in a matter of about 7 min you had finished solving it so he took the answer sheet and your paper to compare answers. You looked at him in hopes to see a smile but there was nothing on his face that told you, you had gotten it right. His eyes stayed glued onto the two whitepages that laid before him. You thought you had messed up yet again and hung your head in dismay knowing you had to work twice as hard now but also  the fact that you wouldn't be getting that kiss. You sighed but soon after you felt a warm hand pull at your chin, he tilted your head up to meet his. His met your gaze and his sweet smile had returned. You were confused and didn't understand really what was going on until he pulled you into him gently planting the softest kiss upon your lips. His lips fitting perfectly with yours, he was warm and loving and your eyes fluttered shut at his actions. You smiled into the kiss as did he, your hands getting lost in his messy bed hair. He grabbed you by the waist and pulled you onto his lap from your chair and continued. This encouragement kiss was truly working out for you, if he was going to respond like this each time heck you would have asked him for help sooner. You both pulled away from the kiss slightly gasping for air, your cheeks were red and you looked down as you did every time he kissed u because you were shy afterwards. He moved his hand from your waist to lift your head from your chin once again.“ I knew you could do it princess, you got it right...anything is possible as long as you put your mind to it” he kissed your nose and just continued to smile. “Thank you, seriously thank you. With you helping I feel like I can conquer anything...especially this final” you said chuckling. “Now lets keep going so you can be done and feel better about your math skills and after we can eat ice cream and watch some movies to distress?” the smile on your face grew “I would love that” you said slowly moving your gaze from Benji to your math paper. You began on the second question and you were more concentrated than ever. “You could feel your boy staring at you in a loving way you caught a glimpse of him admiring your focused expression and you felt the heat rising in your cheeks. He brought a hand up and brushed it against you face as he chuckled a bit and began to help you with the second problem.

It was around 2 in the morning and you couldn't really sleep, you were tossing and turning all night and couldn't figure out why you felt somewhat anxious. You couldn’t necessarily describe the feeling so you tried to take your mind off of it. You turned to face Wonho, who had been peacefully laying there, the room was quiet so all you could hear was his breathing which in a way comforted you. You admired his face, everything from his nose to his cheeks, strands of his black hair falling over his eyes. Everything about being with him just felt safe. Feeling a bit better you turned your body to face away from him adjusting yourself once again into a comfortable position leaving behind some space between you and him hoping not to wake this precious bodybuilding bunny. As you finally lay your head on the white sunken in pillow you felt his arm snake around your waist and pull you into his chest. He was warm and you enjoyed the heat you felt emitting from his chest onto your back and your eyes slowly began to shut but your mind was still not fully ready to fall asleep. Little did you know that he had been awake the whole time. Every night he would wait until you fell asleep, he wanted to know you were alright, and a part of him also enjoyed how mesmerizing you looked, soft breathes escaping you as you dreamt. So therefore he waited until he finally thought you were asleep, he knew you had been having a bad night and he knew exactly what to do. He gripped onto you a bit tighter and began to speak of the first time the both of you met, the present and the future he hoped to have with you and anything else that would come to mind. Little did he know you could hear all he was saying this time. “I know you have been having a rough night but i'm glad you are finally able to sleep. (Y/N) ,you know I love you right?” he stated with a deep sigh leaning his chin against your head slowly as he continued.  “Before I met you I was stuck in the dark, I didn't know how to escape until I met you, and you were the light I needed. Someone to help me find my way out.” A smile slowly creeping amongst his soft porcelain face. “Even to this day you shine so brightly, I don't know what I would do without you” he breathed in deeply with a small smile still plastered on his face happy to know you were asleep. He felt embarrassed being this cheesy as he is every night when u have drifted of to sleep, but he continued. “ I just want to stay in this moment forever, you here, laying against my chest as I hold you close to me, I never want this to end. If I could I would spoil you to the ends of the earth because you deserve it, yet you refuse to let me buy you anything” he scrunched his nose and chuckled a bit thinking of your cute stubborn face whenever he tries to pay for anything. “ Every time I see you my heart stops. You and your beauty and your loving heart are everything I could ever want and nothing more…I want it to just be you and me until the end of time..” You could feel yourself blushing and smiling in the darkness of your room, “did he really mean all of these things.” you wondered not really knowing what to do. You tried to stay still to make him believe you were still asleep but all you wanted to do was turn and hug him but you allowed him to continue. He kissed the back of your head before continuing, “ um...eh I know you are asleep but I still get kinda nervous talking about things like this, I know it won't happen for a while but kids, our kids, will be so lucky to have a mother like you. Our kids I hope turn out to be just like you (Y/N).” At this point you were stupidly smiling, you couldn't believe all these things escaping his mouth but you loved it nonetheless. “I want to grow old with you princess, but I would need to die first because if you go before I do I wouldn't be able to live another day without you. You are my everything and without you I am completely and utterly lost. I love you(Y/N).” You knew he wouldn't say more because you hear a soft yawn escape his mouth which meant he was ready to fall back asleep. With your cheeks red and smiling wide you were lucky it was hidden within the darkness of your room, you swiftly turned to him and placed a kiss upon his lips. Your hands raising to cup his cheeks, both of you sinking deeper into the kiss. He was tense at first seeing as you had caught him by surprise and later easing up finally understand what was going on. He pulled you closer to him and both of you just smiled into one another. But even so you couldn't seem to shake the feeling, so you asked, “Did you really mean all you just said?” you asked pulling away from him a bit trying to focus your vision onto his eyes staring right back at you. Wonho looked stunned as he thought you had been sleeping, you could feel his body shift as he was a bit embarrassed but he responded with a breathy and nervous “I meant every single thing...” trailing off. He took you into another deep passionate kiss. Your lips clinging onto his although trying to capture every sweet bit of him you could.  You turned to the clock with its bright green numbers screaming 3:30, the anxious feeling you held before was gone and in that moment you were the happiest you could be. The both of you laid facing one another, your hand was placed upon his cheek as your thumb softly rubbed against it and his arm gripped at your waist firmly reassuring you that he would never let you go.  The both of you stayed this way for a while until you were both fast asleep to the sound of soft breaths escaping from you and Wonho.

So I think I'm finally gonna start posting some stuff on here 😅. Mostly kpop writings and poetry. Hopefully u guys enjoy, I'm not the best writer but hopefully through this I can get better and provide better content😊 I love u cuties💞-Don