Morgen M. Wodarczyk ~LokisDk~

Not only did my kid block me everywhere, but emailed me a letter full of bs lies, untrue accusations, and basically wrote that they were walking away from me.

You guys n gals know nerdofnerds. That is my kiddo.

Can’t call, as they never gave me their new phone number. On purpose, I am sure now.

I am blocked by them on fb & Tumblr. I could email but I responded to their email yesterday, bc I was so shocked; it took a while before I could respond to it.

I’ve been accused of abuse by my kid. There was no abuse. I cherished my only child who is now 21, still living with their Dad. I don’t know what abuse or where this is coming from.

All I know is that yes, I fked up when they were small. Kiddo was 4 yrs old when i realized we were in a baddddddddd situation…so yeah, for their safety, I allowed my lil one to stay w their dad…till I got back on my feet, we agreed.

I got them safely out…n for my troubles, got freaking raped when I told the jerkoff dude I was done n leaving. Ended up homeless for a while. Used to sleep beside or behind Quick Trip..yes, in the winter.

Did not report the rape bc I had broken up with the a$$hole not two minutes before. In that town, no cop woulda believed me, I know…just knew somehow.

A while later, someone helped me out by letting me stay in their unoccupied trailer free, so I could save up $$$ for an apartment or house to rent. Well, no matter what I did, their lying father made sure my only kid NEVER came home.

I never expected this from my kiddo.

I can’t even begin to describe the pain of losing my kid, every day is torture. Wake up n remember I’ve lost them, don’t even want to get up outta bed, but my parents are living w me n I can’t wallow in the mire created by losing my kiddo.

I know they are 21 now, supposedly doing great. I just can’t pinpoint where the abuse accusations are coming from.

So, my heart, my soul, is shattered & broken and torn apart. That email from my kid is brutal. But I do have friends who know the Truth. The real truth.

However, if one more person says Get over it or it’s just a phase, I’m gonna snap & just give up on everything.

This New Reality is so brutal and horrible as it feels rn, I really just can’t cope w it. Don’t have the tools to guide me or help me understand.