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Snapchatting with this chick. (at Highland, Arkansas)

Happy Thanksgiving!!! I hope everyone has a great Thanksgiving.

"I can't handle these pressures All I can say is this stress hurts Things are supposed to get better I just need to put myself first I'm always trying my hardest Not to pick myself apart, this Energy's killing my vibes now Sometimes I just wanna drown out All of the thoughts in my mind Too much going on at the same time I wish it would stop and I've tried, but Life just sucks then we all die That's just reality, yeah don't lie to me Yeah I'm fucked up but I don't wanna be I wonder if I'm good enough But maybe I've just had too much To drink, to smoke, to swallow I'm drownin' up my sorrows There's rules I'll never follow Pretend there's no tomorrow I wish there was no tomorrow But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die Wish I could erase my memories So I could stop feeling so empty I wish this shit wasn't so tempting But it's hard to resist when there's plenty Of things I could do to fuck me up I wanna let go but I'm feeling so stuck So all I can do is fill up my cup And sit here alone hoping no one disrupts That's just reality, yeah don't lie to me Yeah I'm fucked up but I don't wanna be." - @oliviaobrien Empty. This song is my favorite right now. Because I relate to the meaning of it so much right about now. (at Ozark Acres, Arkansas)

Empty Olivia O’Brien

I'm to weird for my own good.

Is anyone missing this cute sweet little guy? (at Ozark Hearing Aid Center)

Glad I got to spend my Halloween with my Thunder Buddy and the dark angel @allicia.nicole17

at Highland, Arkansas

Hanging with my best friend. (at Arkansas)

"And did you think this fool could never win? Well look at me, I'm coming back again I got a taste of love in a simple way And if you need to know while I'm still standing you just fade away Don't you know I'm still standing better than I ever did Looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid I'm still standing after all this time Picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind I'm still standing, yeah, yeah, yeah I'm still standing, yeah, yeah, yeah." 🚶🚶🚶👼👼🙌🙌🙏🙏💔❤💛 I relate to this song in a way that I could have fallen to pieces when I lost my best friend Kelsey. I still can't get over it. I still have days where my mind perceives that she is still here. Even though, I know she's gone. I am working through it. I'm still standing even in the hardest time of my life and I still stand there strong enough to ask for help. (at Highland, Arkansas)

"Eines Tages, werde ich mich wieder finden können. Bis dahin werde ich Die Wahrnehmung sein, die ich erstellt." "One day, I will be able to find myself again. Until then I will be the perception that I created."

In a way this song reminds me of Moberly. Because I am still holding onto the hope of seeing my friends again. Even though he is talking about a person. What does this song mean to you?

Congratulations to all the football boys. You all did great tonight on the win. (at Highland, Arkansas)