the-loyal-gentleman

Why do I always have such extreme feelings I fucking hate it

I wish I could just sleep for 24 hours straight. So I could just not feel anything

I hate how much I overthink and overreact to stuff that make up in my mind

WHY AM I SO UPSET FOR NO REASON

I wish I was a more interesting person… I wish I wasn’t such a fucking failure. If I don’t get a job by mid may it would 1 whole fucking year without a job. What a fucking useless piece of trash I am. I don’t even have a car or license… thankfully there’s one really amazing thing in my life right now. But idk why everyone keeps saying no. Even fucking Walmart won’t fucking hire me… I can’t even tweet anything because too many ppl follow me. I really only care for 3 specific ppl to see it. I don’t need anyone else to know. Ugh I need a schedule. Or something fuck me dude. I’m feeling so lost so confused so angry… idk what to do. I apply every fuckin day to different jobs and no. My gf applies to some for one day and she gets an interview while she already has a job. She’s fucking amazing. I’m a fucking nobody. Anyways i took sleepy medicine so gn. I wish I can take sleepy medicine all the time so I can stop thinking…

Im such a big overthinker and I’m so dramatic ugh I hate it

Porque yo uso twitter fb si yo no pongo nada que es mío? Yo soy un estupidez…

IM SO FUCKING STUPID