Youβve probably noticed that lately I appear here quite rarely, and if I did reply to anyone, I kept it short and seemingly without any interest. All of this is the result of an agreement between me, my Mistress, and my Mother β for almost three weeks I was in real slavery. Regular sessions (even if sometimes long) were replaced by literally permanent existence in the state youβll see in these photos. I literally had only two breaks a day for basic needs β the rest of the time was complete and merciless bondage, dollification, and total female control over me.
This was an experiment that was supposed to show whether itβs possible to live the way many people fantasize about (including me, back when I couldnβt even imagine where this kink would take me). And Iβm afraid Iβll disappoint many of you (because youβre here for the fetish, arenβt you?). Fantasies are one thing β reality is another.
IT. WAS. VERY. HARD. Both psychologically and physically.
Psychologically β at some point Iβm realize how idiotic and wrong it is to stay in that state day after day. Iβm loose touch with reality, the days blur together, and at one point I genuinely stopped feeling like a human being. I was just a fetish object and their sexual toy.
Physically β this is more obvious. My legs were in agony from high heels worn for 20+ hours. The huge thick gags literally destroyed my mouth β my jaw would cramp up, and sometimes the decorative elements on the lingerie (rhinestones, bows, etc.) used as stuffing would dig into the roof of my mouth, making the gag even more unbearable. The armbinder made my arms go numb to the point where I couldnβt feel them, and I was scared it might cause lasting damage (thankfully it didnβt). The tight ropes cutting into my body. And THESE HUGE AND HEAVY TITS. Being with them 24/7 turned out to be a real challenge β their weight, the way they got in the way and bounced made them a genuine problem. The big supportive bra stopped being just an item of clothing for me; it became a necessity.
During this period, Mom installed several cameras in the house so she could monitor my condition when she or Mistress wasnβt right next to me. Safety was important in this experiment, and she kept an eye on me. (I might show screenshots from those cameras later.)
When Mom or my Mistress were with me, I became a toy in their hands β spanks, squeezes, and βdrowning my face in their titsβ became the bare minimum.
I truly experienced this crazy and very strange experience. And I still donβt fully understand whether I liked it or notβ¦
Hereβs a photo of my βusualβ state during those days. A full day in the βoffice dollβ style, as my mom called it. The complete set of her tight office clothes on me:
High-heeled office shoes;
A large bra with thick push-up cups to make my tits even bigger;
Shaping lingerie and petticoat from Rago (I think if you search this brand, youβll understand how tight this womenβs shapewear is);
A very narrow skirt that hugs my ass and restricts leg movement;
A white tight turtleneck that emphasizes my tits;
A white cardigan on top (as I understand it, this item was meant to shift attention away from her mom bust);
Add to this restraints - a wide collar, a tight latex hood, a merciless armbinder, and a thick gag β and you get the result you see in the photo.
Iβm looking forward to your feedback. Iβd be really interested to know what you think about this experiment and my outfit in this photo. Iβll be happy to reply to everyone.