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Warnings: Mentions of scars, injuries, kidnapping, angst
Nobody knows about Robbyβs childhood friend- you.
The boy he grew up beside until you both were fifteen years old. Who went missing one cold winter, never to be seen again.
His childhood friend, and first ever crush. The boy that made Robby feels things that heβs never felt for anyone else, even now. The boy Robby wanted to eventually confess to, and maybe even marry one day if you agreed.
All dreams that he held onto even after you went missing. Even after you were presumed dead after a few years. Because to Robby, youβre not dead until he sees the body.
Itβs that time of year where he starts thinking about you nonstop. Usually, he can push the thoughts away, focus on work. Focus on the people that are actually here with him. But when it gets to the time of year that he should be celebrating your birthday with youβ¦ he gets distracted.
He still has the gift he bought you thirty years ago. It usually sits deep in his closet, buried beneath other boxes storing items. Hidden from view but still there for the few days a year he decides to torture himself by holding it. Debating whether or not this will be the year he finally throws it away.
He never does.
Probably never will.
But it doesnβt matter.
Because in just a few hours heβll be heading off for his sabbatical, where he may or may not have certain plans. Plans that involved him taking the gift from his closet and tucking it into the bag on his bike because he refused to leave that one last piece of you that he has behind.
He just has to get through this shift and then heβll be ready to go.
Except he can already tell the shifts going to be long and rough the second he walks through the door.
Nurses rush about, going in and out of one particular room- a room with cops positioned outside. The cops are quietly talking, their brows furrowed and stances stiff showing that whoever is in that room really did something to affect their moods.
Robby barely makes it to central before Jack is approaching him, his own brows furrowed, eyes showing the clear stress heβs been feeling for who knows how long.
βWhat happened?β Robby questions, glancing back towards the busy room.
Jack lets out a long sigh as he rubs a hand tiredly over his face before straightening up. βA civilian called in about a man unconscious in an alleyway. Upon examination, we found some concerning injuries along with scars that didnβt heal properly- including some kind of brand. Called the police and it turns out that the patient is a part of some kind of illegal underground fighting ring theyβve been struggling to locate. Theyβre waiting for him to wake up to question him.β
βHow long has he been out?β
βNot sure. Thereβs no way to tell how long heβd been unconscious before being found, but itβs been about two hours since he arrived. His visible injuries have been treated, but weβre still waiting for scans and tests to come back. The nurses have been taking care of him quite well, trying to keep him comfortable so hopefully when he wakes up he doesnβt become hostile.β
βHis blood results are back, Dr Abbott.β Somebody rushes by, handing Jack a tablet before disappearing to help with another patient.
Jack studies that tablet, looking through the different test results. His brows shoot up a bit in surprise as he continues reading. βHigh amounts of Diazepam. And Scopolamine, which means he hasnβt been unconscious for very long. Usually stops being detected after five to six hours, meaning heβs probably only been unconscious for four hours at most.β
βDoesnβt sound like he was at that place willingly.β Robby sighs, shaking his head.
βWell, thereβs no DNA match in the system, so if thatβs true heβs been there a long time.β
Robby doesnβt get the chance to reply when a nurse comes out of the room of the mystery patient, yelling out that theyβre awake. Robby and Jack both instantly move, heading into the before anyone else. As Jack moves to reassure and assess the patient, Robby freezes just a few steps into the room.
Because sitting in that bed is you.
Scarred, older, and definitely not the sameβ¦ but itβs you, nonetheless.
Heβd recognize you anywhere, no matter how much time has passed.
Because there hasnβt been a single day he hasnβt dreamt about seeing you again.
PAIRING β’Β jack abbot x Paediatric nurse! male reader
SYNOPSIS β’ Stuck in student debts from your nursing school had you reaching out to more drastic measures, which meant signing up to be a sugar baby to none other than the Doctor Jack Abbot. Of course, you have no idea youβre working at the same hospital and thus never expect to meet up. However, it all comes to a head when youβre called down to the ER and sees a very familiar man in a SWAT uniform.
CONTENT WARNING β’ no use of y/n, YEARNING, fluff, angst, panic attack (probably very incorrect), reader is mentioned to have muscles, age gap, jack calls reader βkidβ, slightly ooc Jack, hurt then comfort, sexual innuendos, flirting, sexual tension, bad descriptions of hospital stuff
WORD COUNT β’ 10.7 k [request]
AUTHORS NOTEΒ β’Β as you can see, I absolutely RAN away with this although it is not exactly like the request, because the way the story flowed just worked out differently than what had been requested, but I hope I did it justice anyhow. I donβt like the end so much, because at that point I just wanted to be done with it, but hope itβs up to your standards anyhow!
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You had never meant for it to get anywhere, to be something other than a way for you to earn some extra cash alongside your work. Student debt was killing you, but that was nothing new. It was killing all of the other nurses, as well. Still, it would have been nice to afford a proper meal at least once a day.
You mentioned it to a buddy of yours who off handedly suggested you start selling feet pictures. He was joking, of course. You hoped he was.
But it got you thinking of another friend who had gotten a sugar daddy and was now living life without any worries of her student loans. Gods, you would have lied if you said you hadnβt been jealous. So you reached out to her and she directed you to the site she had used, which was an immediate shock. Here, you could see multiple entries posted by sugar daddies and mommies alike, all of them in various ages and requirements for their sugar baby. You hesitantly filled out your own profile to be put on the site so others could see you.
Suddenly, it seemed too much. You didnβt want to compromise yourself or your body just for money. No offence to those who do, but a pit in your stomach told you that it wouldnβt be worth it.
Before you had a chance to close the site, you had gotten a message.
Your eyes flitted to the edge of the screen, a small pop-up message showing that a βJackβ had written to you. Curious despite yourself, you clicked on his profile. There was no picture, weirdly enough. You couldnβt blame him, though, as you had also chosen to refrain from using a picture. You didnβt want any random people finding you or recognising you. Your name, you could handle people knowing, but your face was uniquely yours. You supposed this Jack felt the same way, or according to his message, he did.
JACK
You also hesitant of these websites?
You paused, looking at his profile again. He had the βSugar Daddyβ status, but nowhere did it say he was requiring anything sexual from you. It couldnβt hurt to reply, could it, right? Your fingers typed on your keyboard before you even had the chance to think about it.
YOU
Yeah, is it that obvious?
He responded immediately, and it almost made you chuckle. This guy must really want to write with you.
JACK
Takes one to know one, I suppose.
YOU
What?
Sceptical and cynical?
JACK
You could say that.
YOU
What are you doing here then?
JACK
My therapist said I needed a hobby.
YOU
Funny.
JACK
Iβve heard I have a great sense of humour.
YOU
Youβre not at all what I was expecting from a man on this site.
JACK
What were you expecting?
A creepy guy only wanting to jack off to younger men?
YOU
Kind of, how do I know youβre not one of those creepy guys?
JACK
For one, I am not asking for anything like that.
I respect whatever your wishes are.
YOU
What are you asking for then?
JACK
Company I guess.
YOU
What, the people in your life arenβt company enough?β
JACK
What is this, a job interview?
YOU
Well, kind of.
Since I am the one who will get paid in this.
YOU
Guess youβre right, but itβs so much more fun if I am asking them.
JACK
Fun for you maybe.
YOU
Exactly.
JACK
Okay. To be honest, I guess Iβm a bit lonely.
I donβt have a lot of time for people outside of my work and when Iβm working all Iβm thinking about is, well, work.
YOU
So you are still working? What do you do?
JACK
Of course, how old do you think I am?
YOU
Do you honestly want me to answer that?
JACK
Now thatβs just rude.
And Iβm a doctor.
Pays pretty well you know.
YOU
Thatβs impressive.
What position?
JACK
Attending physician at the ER.
Not a lot of people ask for what position you work as when you say youβre a doctor.
You in the medical field yourself?
YOU
Hmmm, Iβm not sure I should tell anything personal about myself to a stranger.
JACK
I told you, man.
YOU
Well maybe you have less self preservation than I do.
And here I thought with age comes wisdom.
JACK
Good one.
Maybe I want to get to know you.
YOU
I hope you know that no matter wherever this goes, we will never actually meet.
JACK
Wasnβt counting on it.
Like you said, Iβm only a stranger.
And like I said, I respect your wishes, whatever they are.
YOU
And youβre willing to pay me to just talk to you? Nothing else?
JACK
Yeah, nothing else.
I promise.
YOU
It seems too good to be true.
Why?
JACK
Listen kid, I respect how careful you are.
The truth is I donβt have anything good to else spend it on and I like taking care of people.
Probably why Iβm a doctor.
YOU
Sounds about right.
But why me specifically?
Unless you have a group of younger guys youβre entertaining on the side?
JACK
Oh god no.
Youβre the only one.
YOU
I must be special, then.
JACK
Kinda.
I mean you are the only one Iβve properly written to on this website.
You seem interesting.
YOU
If you are trying to flatter me then youβll have to come up with a better compliment than that.
JACK
If Iβm the one paying you shouldnβt you be the one complimenting me?
YOU
Maybe when I find something worthy to compliment.
JACK
Youβre funny.
YOU
I try.
Listen, I hate to cut this short but I gotta go to work.
JACK
Wait before you go.
Give me your Venmo info.
YOU
Why?
JACK
How else do you expect me to send the money?
Now come on.
YOU
Well, thank you.
JACK
Itβs my pleasure, kid.
Until next time.
You watched with awe as you get a notification from Venmo that five hundred dollars had been deposited into your account. This guy must really want this agreement with you to spend that much only on the first conversation. You werenβt one to complain, however, as you could finally treat yourself to a good meal. Thank fuck to whoever this Jack was, and thank fuck that your friend had set you up with the site.
Over the next few days, you got to know him better as you conversed. You had told him that you worked in paediatrics as a nurse, and you learnt that he worked nights, which left you little option when to message him, mostly before your shift, when his was ending, and after yours, when he had just woken up. He was easy to talk to and you enjoyed his sarcastic humour.
And he kept his promise, never pressuring you into doing anything more. However, you had noticed that Jack would occasionally address you with something that wasnβt strictly platonic but also not forthcoming enough to be discernible as flirting. But you would be lying if you said you werenβt flirting back.
It was simple and he was easy-going, and charming. Whatever ego Jack has, he wore it real well. He was cocky but not arrogant, and a little self-deprecating. And gods did he know how to bring a stupid smile to your face. Your conversation flowed easily enough that you didnβt even have to think about what to respond to him.
You still couldnβt help but wonder why he had chosen to talk to you, out of all the other applicants, who actually were willing to do more than platonic stuff.
You chose to ask him that a week later, one night after your shift, when you had arrived home and successfully crashed on your bed.
YOU
I still canβt really get over why you chose to talk to me specifically.
I mean, Iβm sure there are lots of other guys vying for your attention?
His reply came only a few minutes later. He had told you that he worked nights, so you guessed he was writing to you in between patients.
JACK
I wouldnβt be so sure about that.
And none are anywhere near as interesting as you.
YOU
Still, my point stands.
JACK
Are we not done with the twenty questions yet?
Thought I showed I was serious about this arrangement.
YOU
OK, thatβs fair.
Iβll stop.
JACK
You are terrible at letting up control.
Let me take care of you.
YOU
I just feel bad because Iβm getting so much from this and all youβre getting is sucky conversation from me.
JACK
You better step it up then, kid.
I told you Iβd be expecting compliments.
YOU
Wow.
JACK
Iβm only pulling your leg.
Donβt sell yourself so short.
Youβre really great.
I enjoy talking to you.
YOU
Thank you.
I also enjoy talking to you.
JACK
Look at that, I knew you could take a compliment.
Iβm proud.
You couldnβt help the small smile that spread across your lips. Damn Jack and his easy charm.
YOU
Maybe because this one was actually good.
JACK
Thereβs more where thatβs coming from.
YOU
Shut up.
JACK
Unfortunately I donβt know how to.
YOU
Damn, guess Iβm stuck with you then.
JACK
Guess you are.
YOU
Itβs not the worst thing in the world.
JACK
High praise.
You really know how to warm a guyβs heart.
YOU
What can I say? Iβm a charmer.
JACK
Oh I bet you are.
He was just so effortless in the way he spoke and complimented you that hadnβt you previously agreed to keep this professional between you two, you would have seriously thought there were something between you. The thought didnβt exactly displease you. Of course, you had no way of knowing if he even wanted more. His profile was suspiciously empty of any sexual wishes for his sugar baby and he had said he wasnβt expecting anything of the sort. Maybe he was the one who didnβt want anything non-platonic and was just acting under the guise of respecting your wishes to stay professional. Maybe you were the one who was going too far, flirting and acting this casual with him, perhaps even making him uncomfortable.
Fuck, the thought filled you with dread. Not only because youβd grown to care about Jack over the past couple of weeks enough to worry about making him feel uncomfortable, but also because this was technically supposed to be a business agreement. He was your client and you were making money from this. The agreement had been clear and you couldnβt let Jackβs personality lead you astray from that.
He had wanted company and conversation. It wasnβt his fault that it happened to make something stir within you, just by him being himself. You cursed yourself for letting yourself get in the way of yourself. Jackβs a good guy, genuinely caring and thoughtful, and he wanted to take care of you, so you couldnβt let anything ruin that what you had.
He just made it so fucking hard when he was such a gentleman.
YOU
Hey, is there any possibility I could get an advance on this week?
The notification of your Venmo came before the notification of Jackβs reply and you inwardly cringed of how readily he sent you the money, without a second thought even. You knew he made more money than he had use for and was more than happy to spend it on you, but his willingness to help you still made your heart skip a beat.
JACK
Of course.
What gives?
YOU
Just got in a bit of a bind.
Needed the money quickly.
JACK
Anything more I can do to help?
YOU
You donβt have to do that, you know.
JACK
Do what?
YOU
You know, care so much.
JACK
How do you mean?
YOU
This is a professional relationship and youβre technically my client, Jack.
Please feel no obligation to do any more than you want to.
JACK
Well then, I want to.
Simple as that, kid.
You rubbed a hand over the bridge of your nose, sighing in frustration. How was it that Jack managed to solve your problems that easily at the same time as he caused new ones? Because how were you supposed to maintain a professional relationship with him when he went around saying shit like that? He both infuriated and made you joyous at the same time.
Any hope of avoiding any growing feelings would have meant to avoid talking to Jack altogether, but that was impossible since your agreement meant literal conversation, and because Jack was impossible not to talk to. You kept your back and forth, messages sent between shifts and breaks, whenever you had the time over the next month. When you needed him, he was always there.
YOU
Hey do you have a minute?
You donβt have to pay me for it.
JACK
Of course, is everything okay?
YOU
Yeah, I just needed a distraction.
JACK
And you came to me? Iβm flattered.
YOU
Shut up.
JACK
Wouldnβt dream of it.
Are you sure youβre alright?
YOU
No. Iβm not.
I lost a patient at work today. A kid.
I guess it just hit me heavier than I thought.
JACK
Hey thatβs nothing to be ashamed of.
Weβve all had those days where things feel a bit too tough to handle.
You just gotta remember that none of this is your fault.
You did the best you could but sometimes that isnβt enough.
YOU
I know youβre right but itβs hard not to feel like this one is on me.
JACK
I know you are terrible at letting up control but you gotta trust me on this.
All you can do is focus on the medicine.
The medicine is the only thing that saves the patient.
And your sanity.
You are excellent and there was nothing more you could do.
YOU
Thank you, Jack.
It means a lot coming from you.
JACK
Anytime.
Remember to breathe and try to take it easy.
Even nurses deserve breaks you know.
YOU
And god do we need it.
Iβll try, but with the way people are getting hurt I canβt see me getting a break anytime soon.
JACK
I hear you there.
Hey I sent a little something as a pick-me-up. Enjoy it.
YOU
I told you you didnβt have to do that.
JACK
And I told you that I want to take care of you.
Accept it and shut up.
YOU
Sir, yes, sir.
It felt good to confide in someone like this. He could relate to the feelings and trauma that came with working at a hospital; that, sure, you saved and helped a lot of people, but you werenβt magicians. There were bound to be people you couldnβt save. Every hospital worker learnt not to take it personally,Β
Like Jack, you worked a lot of long shifts after each other, rarely having a free day for yourself. It didnβt exactly allow you to socialise or make friends with a lot of people outside of your work. You supposed you and Jack had that in common.
Β He, however, liked to keep much busier than you. Since he worked nights, you had figured he would sleep most of the day, but no, he was just as quick to respond to your messages during the day as he was in between your shifts. You started to suspect that he didnβt sleep much, since he had also mentioned he usually tries to keep tabs on the police scanner he owned in case of any emergency. You had asked if he had anything outside of saving lives to keep him busy and he had suspiciously avoided the question with a clever quip. So, you decided not to push it, allowing him to share however much he wanted to with you.
Eventually, you exchanged numbers with him, when you felt that you were more comfortable with him. Despite yourself, you had grown to trust this man, with his easy remarks and charm, disregarding all the safety measures surrounding strangers your mum had drilled into you since an early age. Jack wasnβt just a stranger anymore, but someone who you could confide in, trust with your doubts, and who could easily cheer you up with a simple message.
JACK
Buy yourself something pretty alright?
You smiled when you saw the text, currently out shopping for things you needed. However, he changed that, and you decided to go get something you wanted. A nice top that fit your torso nicely. You took a quick picture in the dressing room, showing how the shirt wrapped around you, accentuating your muscles. Your face was still hidden, however, so you figured it would be safe to send to Jack.
YOU
[ATTACHMENT: 1 Photo]
This pretty enough?
JACK
Very.
That caused a smile to spread across your lips. You werenβt sure if he intended for it to have the effect on you that it did. It felt like he was flirting, but it could also be part of his natural charm. You didnβt want to be the guy who misinterpreted every interaction and thought he was into you when he wasnβt so you didnβt dare say anything. But you couldnβt help but play along.
Especially when you started calling, two and a half months in, and you heard his voice for the first time.
βHey.β He said it almost like a whisper and he sounded almost out of breath, as if he was nervous? That couldnβt possibly be the case, however. You were probably just imagining it.
βHey, Jack.β
Fuck, his voice was amazing. It was all melodic and low, sounding as if it came from deep in his chest, a light rumble to it. You couldnβt help but imagine all the things that voice could tell you.
βFeels weird actually talking now that weβve been writing for so long, huh?β he said, and you nodded subconsciously.
βWeird is one word for it,β you agreed with a light chuckle.
βDonβt tell me youβre regretting it now,β came his quick reply.
You scoffed. βNo, fuck, thatβs not what I meant.β
βWhat did you mean then?β he asked. Perhaps you were imagining it, but you thought you could hear a teasing tone to his voice, almost as if he knew exactly what you meant but wanted you to hear it for himself.
βYou know, youβre just as annoying to talk to as you are in writing.β Despite your words, a small smile formed across your lips.
βSo Iβve heard.β
βItβs a wonder Iβm still talking to you,β you muttered.
βAnd every day I thank God for that.β
You tilted your head, frowning. He didnβt peg you for a religious man, but you never knew. βYouβre religious, Jack?β
βNot one bit.β
βHmm.β
βHave I told you you have a very pretty voice?β Jack asked, a sweet roll to his voice. It was the most beautiful thing you had heard and you were sure he was aware of it.
That made something in your stomach flip. Stop it, you were scolding yourself. Jack had been the one that told you that what the two of you had was strictly platonic and professional. He was respecting your wishes, and you had to respect his. Still, with the way he was speaking to you, it was difficult to keep your heart in check.
βYou have not, no,β you breathed out, careful not to let your voice shake with nervousness.
βOkay.β
βArenβt you going to?β
βHmm, maybe.β
βGod, youβre an ass,β you said, laughing lightly.
βI like to refer to it as my charm.β God, he sounded smug. Somehow that made him even more attractive.
βHmm, donβt know if I would call it charming.β Yes, you would. But no way were you going to admit that to Jack.
βI would.β
βI know, Jack.β
You heard how he took a deep breath on the other side of the call, the silence being filled by his slow exhale, before he spoke. βYou know, I do love hearing you say my name after all this time.β
You werenβt sure how to respond to that except for with a witty remark, βSure you do,β effectively letting the matter drop.
βββ
Jack was a busy man.
Anyone who knew him knew that, and there werenβt a lot of people who did know him for that matter. You had been recently added to that list, with the amount of time he spent texting and calling you.
He liked to work as much as he could, usually sticking to the night shifts but occasionally taking on a double or jumping in during the day when he was needed. And even when he was free, he liked to stay at home listening to the police scanner he had or going with his buddyβs SWAT team as their field medic. He liked to do as much as he could. Robby had called it an addiction of his.
Jack knew he was right, and so was his therapist when he had told him that he needed to find something else outside of work and outside of SWAT. He also realised that he was lonely, because all the people he conversed with were tied to those two.
He knew he didnβt need a lot, but someone who he could bond with outside of it and perhaps care for. Ever since the death of his wife, he had missed having someone to take care of. He had a ton of disposable income that did nothing but collect interest in his bank account so he might as well spend that on someone, he thought. He knew that heβs not in the right place to meet someone the old fashioned way, and after seeing an advert for sugar babies, he went that route.
Jack felt hesitant to do that, though. It felt perverted to use his money to require sexual favours of a younger person, like he saw other sugar daddies and mommies do on the website he had found. Could he put in no requirements to his page? All he wanted was company and conversation to feel less lonely. Thatβs why he didnβt see a point in putting a photo up either. Since he didnβt want someone to talk to him merely because of his looks, but rather someone who could match him in conversation.
Thatβs when he found you, a younger man who seemed decent enough based on his profile, but it was hard to tell because like him, you had no profile picture. You had also specified that you would not engage in any sexual activities as your role of a sugar baby, so he thought he might as well shoot you a message. It couldnβt hurt, right?
From the very first message, Jack found himself interested in you. You matched him easily in his banter, had fun quips ready to respond to his, and he found that he had fun talking to you. Despite the unnatural arrangement of him paying you for conversation, it felt weirdly natural between the two of you.
As time went on, your messages developed from the regular get-to-know conversations to more banter and comments that bordered on flirty. Jack couldnβt ignore it, the pull he felt towards you, and he couldnβt help but indulge in it. It was just too easy to compliment you, or tease you, because your personality drew him in with something he hadnβt felt in a really long time.
He found himself telling you things he didnβt tell a lot of other people, some things even Robby didnβt know about. Jack told you about his past; his time as a war physician, his leg that had gotten amputated, his late wife. You took it all in stride and somehow it didnβt feel awkward after heβd told you, like it did with most people, but he rather felt much lighter in the chest. However, he did not tell you about his problems sleeping, at keeping the trauma at bay, because he didnβt want to worry you. In truth, he didnβt want to be a bother.
It was ironic that he wanted you to be able to rely on him, so he could take care of you, but he was afraid of being a burden to you. So, instead, he usually sent you small comments each day, updates about his shifts or his coworkers, or just little observations about you. He could talk to you for hours if youβd let him.
You had told him about starting a new job soon. Youβd still be a paediatric nurse, but it was in a new hospital because your last one hadnβt treated you so well, is what you had said. You hadnβt shared which hospital it was, and Jack hadnβt pried. It wasnβt like he wasnβt curious, because he wasβwhen it came to you, he wanted to know practically everything he couldβbut he didnβt want to force any information you werenβt willing to give up. And you had made it clear that you werenβt ever going to meet, so what was the point? He couldnβt pretend that he wasnβt the slightest bit of disappointed by that fact, but he refused to let it cloud his relationship with you.
It got you talking about your jobs one afternoon, almost three months in.
JACK
I donβt think I could ever do pedes.
I tried it during my MS days, but itβs way too boring for me.
YOU
Hey, watch your words, old man.
JACK
Oh I know youβre not calling me old man, kid.
YOU
Keep running your mouth and I will keep calling you that.
JACK
Okay, sorry. Itβs way tooβ¦
Advanced for me.
YOU
OK, now youβre just being patronising.
JACK
Alright, letβs just say itβs not for me.
Donβt get me wrong, I do like kids.
But thereβs something about how busy the ER gets that keeps me coming back.
YOU
And thatβs fine.
I love pedes because itβs so much calmer. The ER stresses me out.
And well, kids can be really sweet.
Itβs just like night shifts are not for me.
They sound brutal, I donβt know how you do them.
JACK
My therapist thinks I find comfort in the darkness.
I like nights. Donβt you?
YOU
OK Batman.
I like sleeping through them.
JACK
I canβt argue with that.
YOU
Damn right you canβt.
Iβm sorry, Jack, no matter how much I like you my bed will always be my #1.
His heart skipped a beat at that. You liked him, you had said. Then he shook his head, mentally berating himself. No, you had merely meant platonically that you liked himβnothing more than that. You had made it painfully clear that you wanted this relationship to stay professional, despite his unconscious attempts at flirting. He couldnβt help it! You were just too easy to compliment.
JACK
Thatβs hurtful, you know?
YOU
You can handle it.
JACK
Iβm not so sure, I might need some reassurance now.
YOU
I think youβre being a baby.
But, sure.
[ATTACHMENT: 1 Photo]
What you had sent had Jack choking on a breath, his eyes flitting over the phone screen in rapid movements. He could feel the beating of his heart as he took in the view before him. What you had sent him was a picture of your chest, your skin revealed by the top buttons of your shirt being unbuttoned, and your throat adorned by a silver chain. It wasnβt even that revealingβJack saw plenty of undressed guys at work every nightβbut something about the thought of you posing for him to see this made his stomach tighten.
JACK
You must be an amazing nurse because Iβm suddenly all better.
Maybe he had read you wrongβor, well, right. Maybe you did want something more with him, despite what you had said. Or, were you only sending that because you felt pressured by him? Oh god.
He rubbed a hand over his neck, closing his eyes. Had he been too forward, too much? Had he made youΒ feel so uncomfortable you felt you had to play along with him in order to still receive the money? The knot in his stomach wasnβt from happiness anymore, but now from worry. He silently cursed himself. You had made it so clear to him and still he kept walking that line between flirtatious and platonic because he couldnβt keep his damn feelings in check. Sure, he was a flirt by nature, but you managed to draw it out of him so easily, and he wanted to with you.
Jack decided to try to keep himself in check from now on, despite how difficult it would be.
βββ
Today was the day: the day you started at your new job.
You were slightly nervous, seeing as this hospital seemed much better than your last and you really wanted to keep this job, so you couldnβt fuck up. Despite their ER being nicknamed βThe Pittβ, you were impressed by their stats and by the few members of staff you had met at your interview. And besides, you werenβt going to be working in the ER, but in the paediatrics department.
A message from Jack and you smiling at your phone. Somehow, he knew you would be nervous for this without even having to tell him anything. Thatβs how well he knew you.
JACK
Hey kid, good luck today.
I know youβll knock it out of the park.
YOU
Thank you, Jack.
The message ended up not being needed, since your first day went swimmingly. You decided against telling Jack that, though, because any praise or encouragement was more than welcome from him.
To be honest, anything he sent was more than welcome. Usually it was banter, a flirty comment here and there that never failed to put a smile to your face and made you question the nature of your relationship, or some updates from his work and the occasional gossip about his colleagues. Sometimes it were heavier things, like things from his past that made you frown with sympathy for him, because no one deserved to have gone through all that. But it never got heavier than that.
Thatβs why it came as such a surprise when he called you in the middle of the day when you were at work, his breathing uneven and words clipped with a cadence that you didnβt usually hear from him.
βHey, Iβ Iβm sorry, itβsβ¦ fuck!β he started, then coughed. βIβm bothering youββ
You immediately put down what you were doing, rushing to go into an empty room. βYouβre not bothering me, whatβs up?β
βIβI just, fuck. I canβtββ He was breathing heavier now, sounding as if he was gasping for air but unable to take any in.
βOh shit, Jack. Jack, listen to me. Just breathe. Hey, focus on me,β you tried, calming your voice to the one you usually used for patients in distress. Jack needed you, and that was all you needed to know for you to enter a deep state of focus.
βI canβt breathe, I canβtββ
βYes, you can,β you interrupted him. βListen to me, I know you can do this. Just focus on my voice. Breathe inβ¦and breathe out. Slowly. And again. Inβ¦ and outβ¦β
There were several minutes of silence, the only sounds being Jackβs breathing on the other side of the line. They were ragged, heavy and deep, with quiet sobs accompanying them every once in a while. You waited patiently, a steady presence for him to lean on. You only wished you could do more for him.
When the breathing had gotten quieter on his end you dared speak again. βJack, howβre you doing?
βUh, better. Not great.β His voice sounded like full of gravel, thick with unshed tears and sobs that he seemed to be choking down.
βOkay, thatβs something,β you said. You took a breath before asking, βWhy donβt you tell me whatβs going on?β
Jack sniffled. βI, uh, had a pretty bad dream. From the war.β
Ah.
βI was back there, and, um, I was getting shot at and, uh, shit, andββ His voice was getting unstable again, his words quivering as he got worked up again. You interrupted him before he had the chance to.
βHey, itβs okay, you donβt have to explain more,β you said.
You heard a small laugh come out of him. βI just, fuck, all I could think about when I woke up was you.β
His voice sounded pained and heavy with memories of his time as a soldier and you could only imagine the trauma he carried with him from it. A stab of pain shot within you in empathy for him. A sudden urge to be there, physically, with him to be able to hug and hold him better.
βListen, Jack, itβs OK,β you said, trying to stop any oncoming protests from him.
It didnβt work. βIβm sorry,β he breathed. βI know this is far beyond what our agreement wasββ
βI donβt mind, seriously. I like being here for you.β You said the last part especially slow so that he could really understand how much you meant those words. You donβt even think you had known how much you meant them before that moment, but now you did.
βOh, thank God.β He let out a relieved laugh, before sucking in a breath. βDonβt know what I wouldβve done if you turned me down.β
A smile spread across your lips. βI would never do that.β
He cleared his throat and let out a small laugh. βI think Iβm good to go now. I need to try to get some more sleep, and you shouldβ¦ go back to work?β His words were clipped and dismissive, as if he wasnβt telling the entire truth.
You frowned, but nodded. βAre you sure? Please, I donβt want you saying that just to not worry me.β
βIβ thank you. But I am seriously alright,β Jack said, and you chose to believe him. βIβll send the money later. Thank you.β
That made you pause. βDonβt you dare,β you said quickly.
βWhat?β came his shocked reply.
βJack, you know I care about you,β you said, your shoulders relaxing. Did you really need to spell it out for him? βLet me be here for you, without the money.β
There was a small moment of quiet where you feared he wouldnβt respond. When he did, his voice was smaller, somehow. βOkayβI will talk to you later?β
βI canβt wait,β you chirped, smiling.
βββ
Jack was confused.
The way you had spoken to him and cared for him, without the expectation of money, made him feel all warm inside and as if your relationship had grown outside of your agreement. Maybe it wasnβt such a crazy thought to have. Jack found himself smiling more since he had begun talking to you and even imagining meeting you in real life, despite that you had said that would never happen on the very first day. He had to respect your wishes, because he was nothing if not a gentleman.
No longer was he only losing sleep because of the nightmares from the war, but he also found himself thinking about you. When he closed his eyes, all he could think about was how you would look and all he could hear was your voice, talking to him in that sweet way of yours. It kept him up, thinking about you, but he found that he didnβt mind one bit. Especially as it seemed that you were just as eager to talk to him as he was to talk to you.
YOU
Iβve been thinking.
JACK
Should I be worried?
YOU
Thinking about you.
JACK
Okay now that sounds more promising.
Canβt say I donβt think about you either.
YOU
Iβm relieved to hear that.
Well, Iβve been wondering what you look like.
JACK
Wow is my sparkling personality not enough?
You need to see my handsome face as well to satisfy your needs?
YOU
I donβt know if I would describe your personality as sparkling.
JACK
You didnβt deny about the handsome face part.
YOU
I havenβt seen it yet so I canβt really judge, can I?
That was sorta the point.
JACK
No you donβt want to see this old face.
Surely itβs got nothing on yours.
YOU
I wouldnβt be so sure.
What Jack, are you shy?
JACK
I donβt get shy.
YOU
Time to put your money where your mouth is, then.
Iβve heard your voice and if you look anything like how you sound Iβm sure I wonβt be disappointed.
A warmth that had nothing with the actual temperature in his apartment spread across his body, feeling it colour his cheeks. How could you say those sort of things and not expect them to affect him? There was no way you werenβt aware at this point, but the thought that you were aware and still did it made his cheek grow even warmer. Fuck, what were you doing to him? And he hadnβt even seen you or met you! Not that he would ever do the latter thing, anyway.
JACK
Jeez I knew you were a charmer but not like this.
YOU
That isnβt a no.
JACK
Fine.
But only if you also send a photo of yourself.
This is an equal partnership you know.
YOU
That sounds fair, but you first since I asked first.
JACK
If you insist.
[ATTACHMENT: 1 Photo]
It felt as if the beating of his heart thundered in his throat as he stared at the three dots on his screen. Despite his usual confidence, Jack was scared. He knew that he was good looking, if all the comments he had received over the years was anything to go by. But he felt an unusual sense of nervousness at the thought that you would finally see what he looked like and reject himβwhich was ridiculous, but still he couldnβt help it. He wanted so badly for you to think he looked good, because the alternative was too scary.
YOU
You have freckles.
JACK
How did you know thatβs exactly what I wanted to hear?
YOU
Sorry, I just wasnβt expecting it.
It suits you.
JACK
Thanks? I hope.
YOU
Yes, itβs a compliment.
Thought you wanted more of them. Now take it.
JACK
Wow bossy.
I kind of like it.
YOU
What can I say?
I have many sides.
JACK
I canβt wait to see them all.
Now you go.
YOU
Since you asked so nicely.
[ATTACHMENT: 1 Photo]
Canβt wait to hear all your compliments now.
Fuck, Jack thought as he stared at the photo you had sent. He felt the threads that kept him together so carefully start to unravel, because it couldnβt be, could it? But he knew he was lying to himself, trying to convince himself that what he was seeing wasnβt true. There was no doubt about it, it was you. The same nurse he had caught a glimpse of in the hallways a few days ago at the Pitt. He had thought you were handsome, his eyes following your movements, and of course Robby had teased him about it.
But now that it meant that the guy he had been talking to and grown closer with over the better part of three months, who he was effectively dreaming and thinking about every free moment he had, who could put a smile to his face much easier than anybody else he knew, and who he had made peace with never meeting, was the same guy he was looking forward to seeing on the rare chance heβd come to the ER. Which meant that you could be meeting, which he was sure you did not want. Sure, you could have been flirting with him this entire time, but you had made it painfully clear that you did not want to meet up.
YOU
Jack?
Hello?
OK, I was only joking, you know?
Fuck, what was he supposed to do with this now? He couldnβt ignore you and he couldnβt lie about the fact that he knew you worked at the same hospital as him.
A reminder popped up on his phone that his SWAT shift was starting soon and he cursed. He didnβt have time to think through what to say to you, but figured he would respond later when he was free. Jack thought that he could use the time on his shift to figure out what to respond with.
βββ
Fuck.
That was the first thought that flew through your mind.Β
First it had been because of finally seeing Jackβs face because, unfortunately, he was unfairly attractive despite his older age. Second, it had been because he wasnβt responding to any of your messages.
What the fuck was Jack thinking, leaving you on seen like that? You had sent your picture, just like he had, and then he didnβt respond? Did he not know the effect he had on you? This was something that could easily send you spiralling, and it would have, had you not been called in for work.
It was looking to be a busy 4th of July, but without any other plans you might as well work and earn some extra pay. If nothing else, it would also keep your mind off of Jack and his lack of reply.
You had finally seen the looks of him and he was the very picture of handsome silver fox, someone you would dream about had you met them for real. The fact that the sarcastic and funny guy you had gotten to know the last three months was someone this good looking sent your mind spiralling somewhere too far for you to reach right now.
So, you did the only thing you could: put on some gloves and got to work.
You had been right, it was a busy day. Other than the normal chaos of a holiday, it was unusually hot today and Westbridge hospital had been closed down as well, so the PTMC was taking the brunt of it. It was difficult to keep track of everything amidst the chaos. A the beginning of your shift, you had gotten a call from the ER that they had a baby Jane Doe who needed tending, and despite your dislike for the ER you had gone down to check on her every once in a while throughout the day.
However, as you went down slightly after 12 PM, you were met with a sight you had not expected. You had just checked on the baby when you went to the reception to talk to Princess. Despite not working in the ER, it was difficult not to become friends with the other nurses here, as they were more than chatty and sometimes friendly..
A team in army uniforms, βPOLICEβ written over their chests, rushed inside from the ambulance bay with a gurney carrying another one of them between them all. A figure you recognised as Dr. Robby moved to them immediately, looking to the man who was holding the ventilator balloon to the patient.
You followed his gaze and swore your heart stopped.
He was rattling off the words, looking increasingly stressed. βIntubated neck wound, sats not great. We were diverted here.β Then he turned to the reception, and you hoped against everything that he wouldnβt notice you. Luckily, he seemed to only briefly glance up and shout, βIs there a trauma room open?β
Princess pointed to a room to the right. βTrauma 1,β she replied.
As they all went into the trauma room, you felt your breath return to somewhat normal, the initial shock settling for something else. You had to be seeing things, right? It couldnβt be him.
But however much you tried to convince yourself, you knew you were wrong. Despite only having seen one picture of him, you knew you would recognise that man anywhere. It was the same salt and pepper curls, the same faint constellation of freckles smattered over his face, and that same voice. The voice you had so often heard on your calls with him and more often than not in your dreams about him, as well. And the fact that he was dressed in a SWAT uniform. It all checked out. There was no doubt on the matter. It was Jack.
You still had to make sure, however, so you turned to Princess and cocked your head to trauma room 1. βWho the fuck is that?β you asked.
She tilted her head to the side. βWho?β
βThe guy in the military uniform.β
Her answer confirmed both your worst fears and your greatest hopes. βOh, thatβs Dr. Jack Abbot. Heβs the attending on the night shift.β She glanced at your face, smirking smugly. βSmoke show, right?β
βRight. OK. Fucking great.β You nodded, absentmindedly, before turning to go back upstairs.
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.
You swore inwardly with every step that you took up the stairs. What were the chances, out of all the hospitals in America, or even in Pittsburgh, that Jack had to work at the very same as you? Technically, he had been working here longer than you, but that fact didnβt matter. All that mattered was that the man you had tried but effectively failed to get out of your head, was some kind of boss to you. Not directly, of course, since you answered to the paediatric department. But every once in a while, against your will, you would be called down to the ER when they were short-staffed, and that would put you under Jack.
You dragged a hand across your face, groaning. You couldnβt believe your luck, that the man you were practically dreaming about and definitely flirting with was your once-removed boss. Would you need to get HR involved? No, nothing had happened. Yet, a small part of your brain supplied helpfully. But you and Jack had agreed to never meet, so what you would do with this information now was as of yet unclear to you.
That was also when you remembered the fact that Jack had avoided answering to the photo you had sent him. You had never thought of yourself of ugly or anything of the sort, but maybe you just werenβt his type? Maybe that was the reason he hadnβt replied. The thought of then having to see him in person, knowing of all the times you had flirted with him and must have embarrassed yourself, mortified you beyond anything else. You werenβt sure if you could live with knowing the answer.
But not knowing was so much worse, you realised, and against your better judgment you stormed back down to the ER in search of him. You grabbed hold of the first nurse you saw, which happened to be Jesse.
βHey, is Dr Abbot here?β you asked, trying to sound more cool than you felt.
He blinked at you before nodding. βI think I saw him go into Central 7.β
βGreat, thanks,β you threw over your shoulder as you rushed in the direction.
Without allowing yourself a moment to hesitate, you threw open the door and pushed away the curtains. There, shirtless and tall, stood Jack Abbot in all of his glory. He had his back turned to you, showing off the broad muscles that rippled under his skin as he moved, as well as the constellations of freckles that extended across his shoulders and down his arms. God, he was in good shape, was the first thought that popped into your traitorous mind. The second being that there was a wound on his left shoulder, but that fact catalogued itself somewhere in the back of your brain in favour of the view of a shirtless Jack in front of you.
βJack?β you said, before your brain had time to catch up with the fact that you were currently seeing him shirtless, of all things. βOh, shitββ Hereβs to first meetings, you supposed.
He turned around with a frown before his brows lifted in shock. βYeah? Oh.β
You bit your lip, crossing your arms over your chest. Jack looked just as good from the front as he did from the back. You had to physically shake your head to rid your thoughts, focusing instead on meeting his eyes. God, he had a steady gaze, you realised. It was difficult not to feel put on the spot underneath it.
βMaybe I should be calling you Dr. Abbot, instead?β you asked, although rather unkindly.
Jack only nodded dumbly, his mouth still hanging open slightly.
You grimaced. βYou know, for a man who can never seem to shut up youβre being unusually quiet.β
βUhuh, well,β he croaked, his voice unusually unstable. Then he let a small smile lift the corner of his mouth. βI am just a bit caught off guard. What are you doing here?β
βI work here. Well, in pedes upstairs.β You gestured upwards, scoffing as if it was obvious.
βRight,β he replied, those beautiful hazel eyes narrowing at you. βWhat are you doing down here? Thought you said the ER stresses you out.β
βIt does,β you said, frowning slightly. You were surprised he remembered that detail you had mentioned in passing. βYou remember that?β
βYeah, of course.β Something about those simple words twisted something in your stomach. The casualness that he said it with, as if it had been obvious that he would remember the small things you told him.
You cleared your throat, coming out of your thoughts to answer his earlier question. βGot an abandoned baby that I was called down to check on. The better question is what youβre doing here? As far as Iβm aware, itβs not night.β
βGood solve, Sherlock.β
Even in person, Jack was quick to answer with a witty remark. Gods dammed his wit and his sarcasm and his humour. He was just as attractive in person as he was over the phone, if not more, and his intense stare made you want to avert your eyes. Was it always this intense, or did it just feel extra so under the circumstances?
βThis is less than ideal,β he finally said after clearing his throat.
βYeah,β you breathed out. You took in his shirtless torso, quickly looking away so that he wouldnβt notice your staring. βDo you want me to come back? Give you a moment?β
βNo,β Jack replied with a small smile. He was sitting down now and putting forward medical supplies and bandages. βItβs okay.β
To avoid whatever that meant, you focused on the task his hands were doing, which also meant you had to keep your thoughts in check, because damn, even his hands were attractive. You cleared your throat. βWhat happened to you?
βOh. Bullet grazed my vest,β he said simply, his eyes on his hands, as casual as if you had asked him about the weather.
βYou got shot?β
βShot at,β he corrected, eyes flitting up to yours. βItβs no big deal. I can take care of it myself.β
As Jack said that, you saw him reach a cotton swab with a lotion over his shoulder, struggling to get the angle right. After a few minutes of craning his neck, you sighed and stepped forward, relaxing from your tense posture.
βLet me help you,β you said, beginning to put on a pair of gloves.
His head turned in your direction as he grimaced, his hand gesturing as if to wave you away. βNo, donβt worry about me, Iβm fine.β
An eyebrow raised in his direction. βNow whoβs the one being too stubborn to accept help. Iβm a nurse, let me do my job.β You stepped around him, holding out your hand for him to give you the swab.
βA nurse in paediatrics,β Jack pointed out, but relented with a small sigh. The brief brush of your gloved fingers meeting his ungloved one caused shivers to travel up your arms, almost as if you had been shocked by electricity.
You scoffed. βThat doesnβt matter. A wound is a wound.β
You began cleaning his wound, carefully inspecting him for any sign of discomfort. Instead, you only found how much more handsome he looked up close. You could see the small wrinkles on his forehead, the way his eyes stayed dutifully ahead of him, and his posture was as straight as a soldierβs. Not the only thing that remained from his war days, you thought as you sneaked a glance at his right leg. But it didnβt make him look old, no. He looked like a weathered man, with tons of stories held inside that pretty head of his.
Your thoughts went back to the conversation at hand, sighing as you swapped the cotton swab for another. βYβknow, I never pegged you for one to look down on other areas of medicine,β you mentioned.
βSorry, I donβt,β he said, shrugging a bit as if bashful. βIβm just still surprised that Iβm actually seeing you right now. That weβre finally meeting.β
You tilted your head. βYou donβt sound so surprised.β
It took a second for him to answer, and it was with a grimace you could only half see has he turned his head away from you. βWell, I knew you worked here.β
You paused in your movements. What? βAnd you didnβt say anything? How long have you known?β
βOnly found out when you sent your picture,β he admitted, craning his neck to meet your eye. βI recognised you.β
βWhat?β
βItβs hard to forget a face like yours.β Jackβs smirk was infectious and you had to fight your own from forming as he then shook his head. βSorry, that was inappropriate.β
βNo, um,β you cleared your throat, βwhat do you mean by that?β
Jack shrugged sheepishly. βJust that I noticed you, even before knowing that you are, well, you.β
βOh,β was your only reply, continuing to clean his wound. βWell, I hope thatβs a good thing.β
βVery.β
You could almost hear the smirk in his voice, that tone that you had gotten painfully familiar with over the past couple of months. And God was it a blessing to be able to see it now in person, finally witnessing how it made his eyes scrunch up in delight, wrinkles forming around them, and it made him look exactly as self assured as you had pictured during your long talks.
You ignored it in favour of putting down the cotton swab and beginning to dress his wound, clearing your throat at the same time.
βSo, care to tell me the story behind this?β you asked, just to get away from his burning gaze.
Jack looked down into his lap, his smirk dropping. βGeniuses thought today was the day to rob a goods warehouse. Didnβt think about how long it would take to load the appliances. They panicked. All hell broke loose.β
You narrowed your eyes at him, applying the wound dressing. βWhy do you do this?β
βMy therapist said I needed a hobby,β he said as he shrugged.
You scoffed. βThought that was the reason you reached out to me, remember?β
βI can have two hobbies.β
Your hands smoothed out the dressing before you removed the gloves and stepped around Jack, shaking your head. βNot if one is putting you under active fire.β
βCareful, it almost sounds like you care.β
When you looked at him you saw a tiny smirk playing on the edge of his lips. You averted your eyes from them, raising an eyebrow and humming a reply. As you turned around to walk away, Jackβs hand shot out to grab your wrist.
βListen,β he started, letting go of your hand. You already missed the warmth from his skin. βI wanted to say sorry.β
βFor what?β Your voice was carefully devoid of any emotion that he had managed to stir up in you.
βFor not answering, earlier.β
You merely hummed as a reply.
His eyes looked up to you, now shadowed by a hint of guilt and sadness, not unlike the eyes of a puppy. It made something twist inside you, a twinge of guilt suddenly shooting inside you from the knowledge that you were the cause of it. βIt wasnβt cool of me, I didnβt mean to worry you.β
βYou didnβt worry me,β you said, way too quickly.
He ignored your words, still keeping that damned eye contact. βI should have just responded right away, but I wasnβt sure what to say. Or do. You said you didnβt want to meet, soβ¦β He chuckled, sounding a bit unsure of his own words.
You tilted your head to the side, crossing your arms over your chest. βSo, what, you figured you would keep it secret that we worked in the same hospital? Just so weβd never meet.β
βI didnβt want to make you uncomfortable,β Jack explained, a pleading tone now sneaking into his voice.
You sighed, rubbing a hand over your face. βJack, Iβve told you. You could never make me uncomfortable.β
Something in his eyes lit into a spark. βReally?β
βPlease,β you chuckled, glancing to the side with a hint of a smile. βThe fact that you were ever worriedβ¦ is kind of attractive.β
The words were out of your mouth before you could stop them. You closed your eyes in frustration and berated yourself. It was one thing to flirt over text, because that gave you plausible deniability. But admitting he was attractive after he had effectively ignored you for the better part of the day after had had finally seen your face, was something else. If he really wasnβt interested and you hadnβt chased him away yet, you would surely have done it now.
However, when you looked back to Jack, meeting his gaze, all you could see was the mirth in his eyes.
βYou think so?β he asked, and that smug smirk was back on his face.
Your eyes narrowed at him, taking in the way he was leaning slightly forward and looking up into your eyes, all open and honest. There was something in the way he was looking at you that made your stomach twist, but not in a bad way, as if he knew something you didnβt. You didnβt know what, but it felt like the air had suddenly gotten heavier in the room, your shoulders tensing and lips pressing together.
That smug smile on his face made you roll your eyes. βFuck off, you know youβre good-looking.β
Jackβs head tilted to the side, but his eyes never left yours. βHmm, is that so? And do you find me that? Good looking?β
He was enjoying this more than he should. βPerhaps,β you said and shrugged, despite yourself. βAlthough I must say your picture does not quite make you justice.β
βNow, thatβs a compliment.β His smile had widened, reaching his eyes as well and the sight was almost too much for you.
βI do know how to give compliments, yβknow,β you said with a scoff.
βWould love to hear more of them,β Jack replied with small nod.
You gave him a meaningful glare. βDonβt know if your ego could take it.β
At that, his smile widened into a grin. βI can take more than you think.β
Your narrowed eyes met his smug ones and you had to fight the urge not to smile. He really had a reply to everything, this man. Then your eyes flitted down to his body, noticing the army pants he still wore, remembering how good he had looked in his SWAT uniform earlier.
βIn that case,β you started, βyou fill out that uniform quite well.β
βYou should see me as a flight attendant,β Jack said. He didnβt miss a beat, his eyes still trained on you, eyes flitting all over your face.
βMmm, bet.β When you noticed he wasnβt saying anything else, but merely staring at your face, you spoke again.βJack.β
He nodded. βMhm.β
βYouβre staring.β
βIβm just looking,β he said, but he was definitely staring.
You lifted an eyebrow at him, taking in the way he was staring at you. More than once, you had noticed how his eyes flitted down to your lips and that made your stomach fill with warmth. βNo, youβre looking at me as ifβ¦β
βAs if what?β he asked, head tilted but that smile on his face that told you he knew exactly what you meant.
βNo, forget it,β you countered, ever so stubborn.
Jack stood up, now looking at you from your eye-level. βTell me.β
You tried to discern whatever he was trying to say behind those eyes, but all you could see was a hint of teasing and hopefulness in them, as if wanted you to say exactly what you were thinking. Could he really want the same thing as you, even after all this time?
You furrowed your brows but finally said what was on your mind. βAs if you wanna kiss me.β
βWould that be so bad?β His smile formed into something kinder, softer, as he took a step closer.Β
You shook your head before your mouth had a chance to catch up. βNo, not really.β
βIn that case, may I?β he asked, as one hand reached out to caress your cheek, the other landing on your small back. Your arms uncrossed themselves to grab his arms and the nape of his neck. You couldnβt help the laugh that escaped you at his questionβthe fact that he even had to ask.
βWeβre at work,β you whispered, despite wanting to relent and press into him with all that you had.
Jack closed his eyes in frustration, forehead pressed against yours. He was so close, yet so far awayβ¦
βFuck,β he muttered. Despite all his feelings for you and the desire to do nothing else than press you up against a wall right there and then, he still had some sort of decorum and professionalism in him. But when he gazed at you, looking so handsome in his arms, his resolve started to dissolve bit by bit. βIβm not on the clock, though.β
βBut I am.β
Jack bit his lip as he looked away, swiftly stepping out of your grasp and going over to close the door of the room before he pulled the curtain closed as well. Then he stepped closer to you, the question written in his eyes as clear as days. You couldnβt help but grin at him, at the slight flustered breath as he leaned in closer.
βYouβre such a dork. Cβmere.β You saw his eyes soften as they traveled down to your lips.
βThank god,β was all he said as he leaned in and met your lips with his.
Jackβs skin was warm as he pressed closer to you, his lips moving against yours with a hunger and firmness you werenβt expecting. The way he moved his hands over your body made you groan into his lips which only made him grasp you harder. He felt heavenly against you, the way his warmth seeped into yours.
You grasped the nape of his neck, deepening the kiss by pushing against him. It was hard to ignore his shirtless torso as well, so you made sure to run your hand down his back, noticing the shivers that erupted in your fingersβ wake. He let out a low moan at that and you made sure to file that information away for future use. When you pulled away, his full blown pupils were staring into yours with smirk on his lips.
βYou have no idea how long Iβve wanted to do that,β he breathed, his lips venturing further south as he placed small kisses against your chin, your throat, down to your collarbone.
You let out something that was a mix between a laugh and a moan. βI think that broke the rules of our agreement.β
βFuck the agreement,β Jack said as he met your eye properly. βI want you, with or without it.β
Your smile turned crooked. βDoes this mean youβll stop paying me?β
βNo, you should be prepared to be spoiled even more,β he replied, his own smirk widening.
βYou donβt have to, Jack,β you said, meeting his gaze with a meaningful glare.
Jack merely stepped even closer, incasing you in his strong arms, his lips lowering to your ear as he whispered, βI want to.β And looking into those eyes of his, you think you finally believed him when he said that.
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