locked and loaded.

hey @hellmadesirenx? i have a question for you when you have the time?

i feel you! it was a blast when i did it, do you have subscribers and all that too?

hey @hellmadesirenx? i have a question for you when you have the time?

about that streaming you do? do you still do it by any chance?

as fun as meeting fans can be, there are a few times i’d rather not be bothered and asked for pictures .. being out and trying to enjoy a drink at a bar is one of those times 😮‍💨.

i feel you on that, sometimes people forget we’re just people that want a little downtime outside of our busy lives. i’ve actually been followed in the car before when i had to pull over in a drive-thru, talk about invasion of privacy?

Seeing all of these secret santa gifts makes me curious as to who the unlucky soul is that got me. Have any of you that have received theirs figured out who your secret santa is or have any ideas? I'm purely curious 👀

i always love a good secret santa, we actually do this at home as a family and it’s always been a fun time guessing who got what from who. especially when my brothers get involved, they get the most ridiculous gifts for us all.

the better question is, if there’s anyone in the business you don’t know.

good question, well regardless i’m sure you’ll end up figuring it out! i have a pretty good idea on my end, thankfully haha.

the thing is, i’m not sure if i know anyone who knows them. i’ve been retired for three years, i’m out of touch with things. especially with people who weren’t ever part of the company i worked for. i feel like i’m being set up on a blind date.

well ain’t that just poop, hmm… well as someone who’s been in the business for years, is there any chance i would know them?

thanks, dad. <3 i didn’t get you but i promise if i did mine would have been the best.

no doubts in my mind that yours would be the absolute best with the most thought put into it!

umm… WHO got me this? my jaw hit the floor every time i opened a present. so much thought was put into this. seriously, i love you long time.

n’aw, how sweet of them to of put thought into their gifts! but that comes to no surprise there, you should have all the wonderful things!

i’m sad i missed the costume party, but i seen pictures online and all of you looked fantastic. i just got my secret santa name— and what happens when you haven’t had a single conversation with the person you’re assigned to? oh boy, this should be fun. i can only shop for myself, let alone someone i hardly know. it’s like disaster chases me everywhere i go.

i can’t believe you missed this too, this was definitely something you’d of loved! hmm, now could you not try to have a conversation with someone who knows them? try and get something out of them but be super sneaky about it!

is it only me, or i just simply don’t like sugar cookies. in my opinion, they’re really dry. ☹️

oh yeah! those ones, hmm. which ones are your favorite kind then since those are no good?

is it only me, or i just simply don’t like sugar cookies. in my opinion, they’re really dry. ☹️

the insult to sugar cookies, but nah you’re not wrong there.

It's kinda hard to see with all this special effect make up on so if I trip on my dress or anything in general no one judge me. Fashion over function.

a few stumbles but thankfully no casualties, which is a win in the book. i did! nothing like a good old get together with some great friends, new and old.

eeeeep. i wanna see your costume.

i can’t believe you would even consider such a thing.

eeeeep. i wanna see your costume.

i don’t think any of you is ready for a w as big as this, just give me my crown already.

It's kinda hard to see with all this special effect make up on so if I trip on my dress or anything in general no one judge me. Fashion over function.

no judging over here, i promise. and if you trip over your dress and i see, i’ll help you back up to your feet. deal?