agustina.

Even when invited, I don't feel like I belong or wanted..

I wanna be soft with someone and not regret it after

Everything seems to be exhausting me. No matter how much sleep I get. Or how much coffee I drink. Or how long I lie down. Something inside me has given up. And I am always so exhausted.

I don’t wanna get out of bed. I don’t wanna eat. I don’t wanna go to work. I don’t want to go anywhere. I just wanna fall asleep and never wake up.

I think I’m getting better and then everything gets bad again. 

wish i had someone to cheer me up

i just want someone whos gonna treat me right. i want someone who won’t take advantage of my big heart and caring soul. i want someone who won’t make me regret seeing the best in people, or giving second chances. i want someone who won’t flip between loving me and hating me. i want someone who loves me like they should.