something good is going to happen

okay, researching kinks for writing IS fun!

reading a paper on pubmed for a fic is next-level research lmao

paddy mayne is the definition of a power bottom. send post.

ive been pondering this a lot because of the fic im writing but i think much of the reason younger ruben (sub)/consciously bullies niall into the closet isn't really because he cares if niall is gay or not, but because if niall is openly gay it would force him to examine their relationship (which he can't afford to diminish in closeness) through that lens to some extent. if they don't talk about it, and continue the facade of heterosexuality, their mutual attraction (that ruben is somewhat aware of) can continue as meaningless and their affection towards one another as purely familial, but if niall puts shape and words to his queerness, what does that mean for ruben? he can't not be uncomfortably close with niall and at the same time can't stand to face his own homosexuality because of his father and all the bundled up shame from being sexually abused by a man. so. the only option for both of them to keep this relationship is niall staying in the closet. and somewhere they both know this.

religion is so fucking funny the world is just too beautiful there must be a higher entity behind all this. lets oppress women

im an absolute fan of when characters have their own twisted perceptions of love. like holy shit that guy thinks inflicting pain is affection! woah this silly man believes love is a form of ownership! give me more.

being mutuals with really skilled artists is so funny. van gogh & monet are in the tags of my shitposts telling me they love my sense of humor. I feel like roger rabbit

cd has a hole. record has a hole. casette has 2 holes. streaming? zero holes. i think i’ve made my point

a relationships that is built on obsession codependence and attachment. where the line between loyalty and destruction is blurred. when one person’s existence revolves around the other even when it hurts them both. trapping both in a cycle of obsessive need and toxic longing. No matter how much they push each other away, they always find their way back, trapped in an endless cycle of desire and control.

If I ask nicely will people reblog and put in the tags what their favorite kids movie is? Can be something you loved as a kid, or something aimed at kids that you watched as an adult and really liked. Please?