sidehoe

I would melt if someone tenderly cupped my cheek !

she is the sweetest girl ever and she don't even know it, i've been spiraling the past few days, quite badly...... and than her message has me 🥺

a dogodi se svakome

wtf is it with scabs that while they're still healing that they itch so bad....... ugh

i still can't believe i met her doppelganger this weekend, it just didn't feel right, he even had some of her mannerisms i still remember.... only three things were different about him, blue eyes, deep voice and his age.... made me wonder if she was like him at that age and that made me smile... my initial shock on saturday became genuine joy on sunday, all cuz i got to see and remember her with his actions and reactions, made me think of the good old days.....

self isolated a little too good and now have nobody who actually knows me....

I was so insecure about gaining weight, looking weird and feeling like shit, and I did for a while,I was really at my lowest until summer came and I was working my ass off in the garden, working in the field, doing any type of physical work I could do, and my body didn't change much but it became stronger, something I didn't realize until a little while ago, when I stepped on to the volleyball court and played the best I ever have, I was never the best at it but now I am so strong and I love the sheer force and power my body possess which I can control to play great games with great people around me!!!!

why the fuck is my family so stupid!!!!!!!!!!!

i have been heaven blessed, had a perfect cat loaf sleep in my lap today!!!!!!!