I’ve felt so depressed lately, my room hasn’t been clean in weeks, my semester did not go as planned, I’ve had the worst 6 months of my life because I fell for some narcissistic asshole who literally made it his life goal to make me feel so small. I’ve been betrayed by people who were supposed to be my close friends, someone I could rely on. I’ve just wanted to let go and move on from here. I need to change my surrounding, the people, places and things in my life need to be replaced. I can’t do this anymore. I can’t feel sad every day, I can’t spend any more days in my bed not eating and hoping it’ll just change. I can’t spend time with people who are just trying to get something out of me. I need time for myself. I need time away from here. 
