Nerves
Two more weeks until my departure. Â It is all now starting to hit me and my nerves are kicking in. Â I am most nervous about the unknown- the surprises and bumps that will come my way. Â Life isn't supposed to be a smooth ride. Â You live and learn. Â I can't help but feel a little uneasy. Â I am a planner. Â I like to plan everything and know what to expect. Â That is part of the reason why I chose Ecuador, because I am familiar with it. I know what to expect to an extent. Â But visiting and living are completely different.
 My life and job are going to completely change in just a couple weeks.  It is scary!  I had a long talk with a friend and in conclusion we both agreed: If I did not take this opportunity and just stayed where I was, I would spend my future wondering what if...
I am mostly looking forward to the big changes up ahead, even though I am afraid of them. Â The changes in my job. Â The people I will meet. Â Coming from a lazy beach town, to living in the center of a busy city that is surrounded by mountains. Â And mostly, I think this is most important, I am looking forward to calling it "home."Â












