G O O D B Y E
wow oh wow. it’s been four years since a friend dragged me into this mess and although i’ve went through a couple different face claims, amber has been the original bae. since it has been quite some time, departure is inevitable. i can barely keep enough muse to write a thread and i’ve caught myself hurting friends more than i can make them laugh nowadays. my personal life hasn’t been the greatest either so i’ll be leaving the krp world.
but before i disappear into the sunset, i have to thank a handful of close friends, people whom i admire, and etc.
first and foremost ;
zhang yixing ( emily ) ; of course you’re the first who i have to thank. you’ve been with me for the entire ride. i probably wouldn’t have gotten through these years without you and you’re considered as one of my closest friends. we’ve caused mayhem with our muses. definitely defining the true meaning of friendship goals. i couldn’t have asked for a better friend so i sincerely thank you. thank you for being exactly who you are and accepting me for who i am. as always, c’ya later hater.
whom i’ll never forget ;
@incognitc ; i don’t know if you’re on tumblr anymore so i’m not sure you’ll see this but i have to thank you nonetheless. you’ve made the past year and a half the most enjoyable experience i could’ve asked for. seriously. nober will forever be the best and messiest ship i’ll ever love. nora is one of my favourite muses to follow and the hilarity the couple brought ─ it’s almost ridicules. i have no idea how we began talking ooc but i’m so glad we did. you’re absolutely hilarious and adorable. and super intelligent??? you’ve basically been my doctor for a year although most times you’d point out the symptoms of some kind of death-defying illness. but i loved it. you’re amazing and i can’t say that enough. you’re also the only one who helped play a shitty game so i can get a prize. i was smiling nonstop throughout the entire time. you’ve given me your time, patience, and laughter. so thank you for being an amazing friend. i hope the world gets easier for you. always dream big and never stop dreaming. you’re worth being loved. you’re worth more than this universe. i love you. remember to take care of yourself first.
@leeyjin ; i mean, do i really need to say anything here?? you know how much i adore you and your muse. the friendship ailee and amber had was more than i could’ve hoped for. they were dorks who couldn’t be serious for a millisecond. the highkey sexual tension was the cherry on top. some days they acted like best friends, other days it was like an old married couple, but most days they were like newly dating. i loved every bit of their interactions. i fell in love with your muse the moment i saw them. i was a stalker for the longest time─reading your interactions and etc. it took me a moment but i eventually threw amber at you. we haven’t talked much ooc but during the times we did, i could tell that you’re so sweet and amazing. it makes me we wish i did bother you more ooc. but i have to thank you for dealing with the mess of this human bean that is amber. their friendship will forever be my favourite. thank you. and i hope you find a better amber for your ailee.
@wvndxrlxst ; can you believe we’ve known each other for 2 years ??? maybe even 3 ?? that’s honestly so crazy. we’ve only recently began talking ooc but that doesn’t change the fact about how much your characters ( especially sunny ) had an impact on amber and even myself as a writer. sunny will forever be ‘ the one that got away ‘ and although we never got to ship, it was AMAZING to see them interact. so thank you for putting up with my muses wildness and even my own. i wished we talked a little more ooc because you’re so easy to talk too. it was an honour writing with you !
@jessicastrung ; i know you probably never want to hear from me and after this i’ll grant your wish but i have to bother you one last time. i was a fan of your muse the moment i saw your ad on the dash. i read every inch of jessica’s bio and other pages which only made me fall in love more. in the krp world, it’s risky to portray a girl who’s proudly open with her sexuality. the word ‘slut’ gets thrown around a lot to female muses so seeing a muse with an occupation that’s highly looked down upon is admirable. i never expected to receive a message from you but i’m so happy i did. our muses had a lot of bumps in the road but you know how stubborn i am. they were adorable and i honestly loved them more than you can imagine. their relationship was different. it wasn’t always a happy fairy tale but you can see the love in their eyes. but i have to thank you more than i thank your muse for being unique. i’m an ignorant fool and i know i’ve hurt you. i’m forever going to have that guilt weighing on my shoulders but you have no idea the amount of times i was smiling like a complete idiot behind the screen. you’re absolutely stunning. you’re hilarious. you’re insanely intelligent. and you’re someone whom i love. please never change who you are for the sake of others. that goes for your muse as well. you’re a close friend and i can proudly say you’ll never be forgotten. thank you for everything you sacrificed for my idiocy. i sincerely thank you. you got me to realise that i may not be as fine as i wish to be. you made me realise how thankful i am to have someone that can look past a smile. i wish you the absolute best. thank you for everything.
whom i deeply admire ;
@hyunani , @jngej , @flightfxcilities , @exo-leader , @chjun96 , @yoonphrodite , @hey-its-svnbvns , @wangjac , @itzlily , @oleejinki , @spvtnik , @89tys , @chjun96 , @jonghyuna , @keybums , @giraseoul , @princess-elgu , @dxnghxe , @csyng , @94vousmevoyez , @nogsaeg , @s-ga-in , @sngriyah , @tzuchu , @00ksy
whom i’m sorry i couldn’t get to acquaint ;
@nevstcries , @goneshik , @98east , @bxhyung , @intoyxurheart
