the universe expressing itself as human

And like yes, we can all say that we know that. But I’m talking about on smaller scales too.

People will just decide they don’t like you, whether it’s because you called them out on some bs, they’re threatened by you, maybe you’re neurodiverse, or what fuck ever. They’ll decide you’re public enemy number one and make up the most heinous shit of your life, for no reason other than wanting to hurt you.

And they’ll hate you so much they’ll tell everyone so that all these other people will be like OMG that’s awful and then hate you too.

I deserved better, I have never done any of the shit bitch face G or KC accused me of. I’m not a cheater, and I would never dream of doing that. yet they say it, because I call them the fuck out, and everyone believes them.

And I know this happened ages ago, but like they haven’t been in my life for so long and yet they’re still trying to destroy me. This fuck ass city is ridiculous and everyone knows everyone who knows someone etc, so shit spreads.

And you could say “why do you care what people like that think?” But honestly that’s a fucking cop out response. I care because it’s fucking cruel! It hurts because it’s mean. I’m allowed to be upset, but whenever I try to bring it up people just say that, like that’s supposed to make it all better? In reality it’s just that they probably don’t wanna hear it! But I deserve to be able to talk about. And be sad. And beat the fucking dead horse.