𝓓𝓸𝓵𝓵

(I’m changing my name to 𝓔𝓾𝓹𝓱𝓸𝓻𝓲𝓬 when it lets me)

I work hard on what I post, it takes hours to get them perfect.

It is a yumiship in a way(Rue x Red).

It’s not exactly a fanfic, it’s just a little story I think of a lot and make up on my own.

I hate being friends with someone I do not like talking to. My friend ‘??’. They’ve given me many reasons not to like them. They’re very judgmental, too cocky, they’ve said they were gonna end it all and then ended up saying the next morning that they were just joking and were fine. And they CONTINUOUSLY mentioned SH’ing, knowing I struggle badly with it. Like they’d post shit on their story like “Taking a shower, cvt’s really sting in the shower.” And “God these showers sting..” and kept saying shit to me that was obviously saying they did cvt themselves, even if they were denying it. I’m genuinely only friends with them bc I feel like I have to or they’ll lose it, and they’re friends with my bbsf who’s like an older brother to me. I show obvious signs of not wanting to talk for too long, bc I get annoyed even if they just text. Then ‘??’ whined to me about being sexually harassed over text, and showed me ss’s of them FEEDING INTO IT. Bc they wanted something, mind you they have a partner. And they weren’t exactly saying no to the person doing it, they were mentioning their partner a few times, but not blocking them or anything. Because they wanted the person to give them food. And the person was obviously being creepy and about to send them nudes and I was just like ‘yo block them’ and ‘??’ was just like “but I wanted food, blah blah blah.” Like come on dude.

Like over anything and everything.

My partner, video games I love, foods I love, shows I love, friends I love, clothes I love, books I love, songs I love.

I said to my girlfriend “I’m literally nothing without you.” And I fucking mean that shit.

It’s not a joke, no.

I literally am nothing without her.