Collection of my stories, drabbles, request, etc. for this account! Enjoy my đŠľSabrina Carpenter Erađž and other sweet & spicy things that I obsess over.
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đ - Smut đ - Fluff đ§ď¸ - Angst
The Boys
Youâre Worse than Me - đThe Boys get dragged out by their girls to go dancing. Ainât nothing like wrangling a bunch of drunk women to keep them from fighting or fucking in the middle of a club.
Fantasize - đKimiko takes matters into her own hands and gives her friend a little nudge in Butcherâs direction (inspired by Fantasize by Ariana Grande).
Soldier Boy and Butcher being Dads - đLittle glimpse into the beginning of The Boys going domestic.
Too Cozy - đđ§ď¸ Theyâve been casually hooking up for some time. Just when things seem like theyâre about to get kinda serious, Butcher pulls away and starts ignoring her. Certain signs lead her to taking a pregnancy test, which leads to confronting Butcher. In front of everyone.
because i liked a boy - đđ§ď¸ It was all so innocent, dating boys with exes. While Soldier Boy isnât phased by the scandal, sheâs being painted as the slut that broke up Americaâs favorite couple.
buy me presents - đ Soldier Boy canât help his obsession with his little Beverly Hills beauty and spoils her for Christmas.Â
Hedonism - đ (buy me presents pt. ii) A vulnerable goddess prey to his godly appetites. Sheâs the prize of one man. He just has to catch her first.
Why Bunny? - đThe Boys find out why Butcher calls his girl bunny.Â
Wanna Bet? - đđ§ď¸ After inviting her to be his date to some dinner, she finds out about the cruel and sleazy bet between Soldier Boy and his sidekick.
Smell so Sweet - đSoldier Boyâs powers make it easy for him to read peopleâs physical reactions. He happens to pick up on the fact that every time sheâs around Butcher and himself, she gets REALLY horny.
Incentive - đ Butcher and Hughie dress to the nines to attend a movie premiere with their Supe girlfriends. Butcher is apprehensive since heâs gotta rub elbows with the likes of Homelander, but she promises a reward to her good boy if he behaves.
âCatâ - đ Soldier Boy goes on and on about how much he loves âcatâ, but sheâs never seen him with an animal.
Dirty Little Secret - đ Secrets, secrets are no fun, unless that secret happens to be a beast in the sheets.đ (Billy Butcher)
Tears - đ âI get wet at the thought of you, uh huh, be-ing a responsible guy!â (Billy Butcher)
âŚBut I Wish It Was - đđ§ď¸ She hated him and wished it was her, but it wasnât. (Soldier Boy)
Sweet Dreams - đ Dreams do come true. Inspired by The Boys Seasons 5 Trailer. (Soldier Boy)
Sweet Dreams pt. ii - đ Dreams become a reality. (Soldier Boy)
Manchild - đ She wrote a hit about him. Now heâs out to prove her wrong. (Soldier Boy)
Shower Confessions - đđ Billy catches her self-doubting in the mirror.
The Good Girl Tapes - đ Sleeping with the talent wasn't a good idea, and filming it was an even worse one. (Requested: Soldier Boy)
The Engagement - đđ (Pt. ii to The Good Girl Tapes) The engagement is for the cameras. The feelings are not. (Soldier Boy)
Read Receipts - đ Sheâs drunk, sheâs horny, and sheâs feeling brave enough to text Billy.
Negan/JDM
Purely Precious - đđ§ď¸How could something so beautiful, so precious, have been created from a man who lusted for blood? How could fate be so cruel as to make her have his distinct dark hair and his dimples?Â
Part I Part II Part III Part IV
Fragile- đđ§ď¸Â Itâs not everyday the devil meets a woman he wants to be gentle for.Â
You Ainât Easy to Love - đđ§ď¸JDM as a cowboy OC I created. (Rooster x ofc)
Part I Part II
Misc.
What's My Name? (Alfie Solomons) - đ Alfie wants to hear his name leave her lips.
My Sultan (Nandor the Relentless) - đ While the boys are away, Nadja and Nandorâs human lover have a girls night in of swapping juicy secrets. Nadja reveals to her mortal friend that Nandor gets a hard on when being called âsultanâ, the ultimate position of power and dominance for a once great and aspiring Ottoman general. Nadja, and the whole house, will soon realize what Nandor is capable of.
Obvious Solution (Laszlo Cravensworth) - đNandor and Nadja have become so busy with their Vampiric Council duties that their respective lovers are starting to feel forgotten and neglected. Even though he enjoys feeding on the quarreling couples, Colin Robinson suggests an obvious solution: letting Laszlo and Nandorâs lover satisfy one another when their partners arenât available.
Let Me Make You Juno (Ian Malcolm) - đWhen Ian returns from Jurassic Park, he has a new perspective on some decisions heâs been contemplating. Like the need to lock down the love of his life. (Inspired by Sabrina Carpenterâs song Juno)
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Billy had made it clear that their playful banter was nothing more than that, but she wasnât buying it. It felt like another one of his self-sabotaging bullshit excuses.
âListen, love. Ya too young to be tied down to a grumpy fuck like me,â heâd explained. âGot a whole future ahead of ya.â
Sheâd only stared at him, confused. He clearly didnât see the irony in what heâd just said while they were both members of a team that hunted supes for a living.
That night, sheâd waited beneath the covers for the safe house to fall asleep. Once the house had gone quiet, she slipped from her bedroom, padded past Hughie and Frenchie asleep on the pull-out couch, and quietly crept into Billyâs room.
The only light came from the moon filtering through the slats of the blinds, casting pale stripes across the manâs half-naked chest.
He took up most of the narrow twin bed, lying on his back with one arm tucked behind his head while the other rested across his abdomen. Even while peacefully asleep, he still looked so ruggedly handsome.
She tiptoed closer, shedding a piece of clothing with each step until nothing remained. Nerves and anticipation churned in her stomach as the front of her thighs brushed the edge of the mattress. Her gaze traveled from his sleeping face, down the expanse of his broad and scarred chest, stopping where the trail of dark hair disappeared beneath the sheets.
With tingling fingers, she carefully reached over and peeled back the covers, curiosity doing what it did best. Sheâd spent weeks wondering what exactly gave Billy that cocky swagger.
He wasnât fully hard, but there was more than enough to understand where all his confidence came from.
Billy suddenly shifted. The cool air against his exposed skin drew a sleepy twitch from him before he settled back into the mattress, his breathing evening out once more. She lowered the sheet to his feet before delicately climbing between his legs, settling on her knees. The soft pads of her fingers skimmed up his hairy thighs, over his hips, until they brushed his semi-hard length. The velvety skin was warm to the touch.
She shoved aside the small glimmer of doubt lingering in the back of her mind as she firmly took him in hand. Her mouth watered as she began to work him, dribbling saliva on to his thickening cock to help with the glide.
His hips twitched, followed by a sharp inhale, but he didnât wake. That gave her enough courage to lower her mouth and lave her tongue over his tip.
A soft groan escaped his lips. She glanced up to find his eyes moving rapidly beneath closed lids, his dreams no doubt growing far naughtier than they had been before sheâd arrived. The taste of his skin and precum had her quietly moaning around him, pushing her to take him further down her throat.
Fear slowly gave way to excitement as she could feel his body responding to her touch. Warmth pooled low in her stomach, her hips unconsciously seeking friction. When he was fully erect, she pulled away, letting him lie against his abdomen.
A smile tugged at her lips as she admired her handiwork. Heâd been impressive before, but now? He truly was a sight. She couldnât resist any longer.
Crawling over his body, she hovered over him before carefully settling her folds against his cock. She bit into her lip, stifling the satisfied gasp threatening to escape. Billy let out a sleepy gasp of his own, hips jerking instinctively.
A soft moan slipped free as the head slid against her sensitive clit. Her hips rolled on their own. It felt so good she struggled to contain her whimpers and whines. Hands braced against his chest to steady her movements. His chest rose sharply beneath her palms, his eyes beginning to flutter until they slowly opened.
It took him a moment to clear his vision before realizing his dirty dream wasnât a dream at all.
âF-Fuck! Wâaâwâat you doinâ, love?â His voice came out rough, still thick with sleep.
A quiet moan escaped once more as she rocked her hips. âI couldnât resist, Billy. I-I just want you so bad.â
Billyâs hands flexed at his sides, fighting the urge to reach for her. âFuckâshitâI told ya. W-We canâtâah, damn it allâwe canât be doinâ this.â
âWhy not? Doesnât it feel good?â
He was panting as his hands drifted up her thighs. âI can feel ya drippinâ down me bollocks! Y-You donât undaâstand, darlinâ. Ya not playinâ fair.â
She smirked at his attempts to resist. âYou donât play fair and get what you want. Thought Iâd give it a try. MmâŚfuck you feel so good, Billy!â
His eyes flicked from her flushed cheeks to her swaying breasts before his callused fingers dug into her hips. âIâm no good for ya, pet. Noâno matter how much I⌠you think ya want this.â
Her pleading gaze never faltered as she whispered, âLet me take care of you, baby.â
A deep, frustrated growl rumbled in his chest, but he still didnât move.
Instead, she took his wrists in her hands and guided them up her stomach until he was cupping her breasts. He nearly choked feeling her hard nipples pressing into his palms, her soft skin a wonderful contrast to his rough fingertips.
His brows knit together, sweat beginning to dampen his forehead before he gave a reluctant nod.
A victorious smile spread across her lips as she reached between their bodies. She stilled her hips long enough to sit up, taking his cock in hand and guiding him into place.
They moaned in unison, feeling him fully seated inside her warm channel.
Her head fell back between her shoulder blades. âF-Fuck, baby⌠youâre so big!â
âChrist⌠your lilâ cunt is so wet!â he groaned, thrusting into her.
Before she could blink, Billy flipped her onto the mattress, smashing their lips together. Their tongues clashed as he thrust into her with abandon. She wrapped herself around him, keeping their bodies pressed together. Her fingers dug into his unruly hair, tugging every time he found that spot that stole the breath from her lungs.
As he hitched her legs higher around his waist, he lowered his mouth to her neck, sucking deep marks into the delicate skin. Her moans grew louder until they were abruptly muffled beneath his palm.
âSsshh. Want the whole team ta hear ya gettinâ ya brains screwed out?â Though his words were confident, his voice trembled around the edges, his sanity hanging by a thread.
Every stuttered breath and muffled moan chipped away at Billyâs resolve. Heâd pictured this scenario a thousand times, but he never dreamed she would actually take what she wanted. Waking up feeling her hot, wet cunt rutting against his hard-on would drive any man mad. Now, with her beneath him, writhing and purring like a cat in heat, he wasnât sure he wanted to control himself anymore.
Her thighs began to shake, her walls fluttering just as his resolve cracked.
âCâmon, darlinâ. Let me âave it,â he moaned against her ear, his teeth grazing her earlobe.
She squealed into his palm as the feeling crested. Though the sounds of her release were muffled, they were enough to send him tumbling over the edge with her. He buried a deep groan against her skin, his body finally giving in.
Her body writhed beneath him as warmth spread through her, leaving them both trembling in the aftermath. The feeling of his cum inside her made her squirm, but she didnât pull away. His hand slipped away from her mouth to cradle the side of her face.
Their labored breathing was the only sound filling the silence. She pressed gentle kisses along his sweat-dampened shoulder and neck, still holding him close as the rush faded into a tired sense of satisfaction.
Pulling his head up, he met her gaze, gently stroking her flushed cheek with his thumb.
âStill think we shouldnât do this?â
A breathy chuckle escaped him. âWhen ya make an argument like that⌠not really.â
summary: dragged into herogasm by mistake, you find soldier boy is the only familiar face in the room, and heâs not letting you leave.
cw: soldier boy x reader, smut 18+, dub-con, manipulation, praise kink, breath play, creampie, daddy kink
hii! i was going through a lot of personal issues and needed to take a break from writing for a bit, but iâm finally back! this fic was a request i received a while ago, thank you so much @violetskies21 for this request đ so sorry for the wait
the night at the vought cafe always ended the exact same way: you washing cups and plates, the smell of coffee soaked into your apron, and exhaustion piled up on your back. you wiped the damp cloth across the wooden counter, watching the yellow light reflect on the clean glass. outside, the city was already washed in the late afternoon sunset, and all you wanted was to finish closing the register, pack your stuff, and leave.
you were heading over to close up when the bell above the glass door rangânot a subtle chime, but a loud rattle as the door was shoved open with force.
your eyes slowly drifted up, and the air left your lungs.
it was soldier boy.
he walked in wearing his full suit. his shield was in his massive hands, and every step he took in those heavy boots made the wooden floor creak so hard it made your chest vibrate. he was huge. his presence took over the space in a suffocating way, radiating raw, dangerous, and completely unpredictable power.
panic hit you like a punch. your hands, still holding the rag, started visibly shaking.
he walked up to the counter with a calculated slowness, his eyes locked on you from the second he stepped through the door. he wasn't in a rush. he stopped right in front of you and, with a fluid movement, rested his huge hands on the counter, leaning in slightly until you could smell him.
"evening, kid." his voice was deep and raspy.
"g-good evening, soldier boy." you stammered, your voice barely a whisper, your wide eyes focusing on his sharp jawline and short beard. you could barely hold his gaze.
ben smirked, a slow tug of his lips showing he knew exactly how terrified he made you. he loved it. loved seeing genuine panic in people's eyes. and fuck, he loved seeing the panic and fear in yours. the way you looked so tiny and helpless in front of him. so fucking cute.
"black coffee. no sugar," he ordered, short and straight to the point, his voice dragging as he stared at you.
"y-yes, sir." you replied in a tiny voice, turning around quickly to the espresso machine just to escape that intensity.
as the hot water ran through the ground beans, your hands were shaking so bad you almost dropped the porcelain cup. that wasn't the first time he'd come into the cafe. far from it. over the last three weeks, soldier boy had been dropping by at least twice a week to get coffee, and every single time was identical. you barely spoke, but the routine was agonizing for your nerves.
you remembered the first time he showed up perfectly, on a tuesday morning. the cafe was packed with vought employees, assistants, and secretaries rushing around. when he walked in, the entire place just fell silent. he walked straight to the counter, ignoring everyone, stopped in front of you, and said the exact same line: "black coffee, no sugar." you handed it over with fingers freezing from terror. he took the cup, left the exact cash on the counter, and drank it right there, standing, staring at the ceiling with a bored expression before turning around and leaving without another word.
then came the second time, on a rainy thursday. the place was empty, just you cleaning the tables in the back. the bell chimed loud and his massive silhouette crossed the entrance. he didn't even look around. went straight to the counter, tapped his heavy fingers on the wood, and waited. you rushed over, heart in your throat. "black, no sugar." that was all he said. you served the bitter black coffee, and he just took the paper cup, locked those dull green eyes onto yours for three full secondsâholding a silence that almost made you cry from nervesâand walked out into the rain with heavy steps.
and now, there he was again, right at the end of your shift.
you poured the dark, steaming liquid into the cup, trying to take a deep breath to stop your hands from shaking. you set the cup on the saucer and, with small steps, walked back to the counter, sliding the drink toward him real carefully so it wouldn't spill.
"h-here, soldier boy."
ben didn't pick up the cup right away. he kept his hands flat on the counter, his analytical eyes tracing down your server uniform, noticing how the apron looked way too big on your small frame, before moving back up to your neck where he could see your artery pulsing ridiculously fast. the fear radiating off you was tangible, and to a guy like him, that was better than any compliment.
he reached out his thick fingers and grabbed the handle, bringing it to his lips. took a long sip, his firm gaze locked on your face the entire time, without blinking. you stayed completely still, arms pulled tight against your body, wishing you could just vanish.
"perfect," he murmured after swallowing the bitter coffee, tapping the cup lightly against the saucer. "you're good at this, girl."
he tossed a bill worth way more than the coffee onto the wooden counter. you looked at the money and then up at him, confused.
"soldier boy... hm, i need to get your change from the register..." you started, taking a step toward the cash drawer.
"it's okay, girl." he cut in, his tone so authoritative it froze you in your tracks.
he turned his back and walked toward the exit with that imposing posture of a man who owned everything. the door bell rattled again as he passed, leaving behind only silence and the heavy scent of leather and cologne. you let out the breath you didn't even realize you were holding, relaxing your shoulders. it was over.
you put the money in the tip jar, finished wiping the counter, and ran to the breakroom. you were so tired your brain could barely process anything. you took off your apron, grabbed your bag, and were ready to go.
after locking up, night had fully fallen, bringing a cold fog over the streets. just wanting to get home fast, you decided to take a shortcut through a wide, dark alley behind a club, a place known for hosting vought big shots and millionaire execs.
the alley wasn't empty. further down, lit by the weak glow of a flickering streetlight, a group of about ten women was gathered. prostitutes. wearing provocative lingerie under expensive fur coats, stilettos, and heavy makeup. they were talking in low tones, some touching up their lipstick, others smoking. they knew exactly where they were going: vought had paid a ridiculous amount for them to be the entertainment at the herogasm. there was fear in them, an obvious nervousness about dealing with supes.
you tried to walk past on the other side of the alley, hugging yourself, clutching your bag straps tightly, keeping your head down to avoid drawing attention.
that's when hell broke lose.
the tires of a black van with heavily tinted windows screeched on the asphalt as it turned sharply into the alley, slamming the brakes right in front of the group. the side doors flew open, and two massive vought guards wearing black suits and tactical vests, armed to the teeth, stepped out looking stressed and aggressive.
"come on, move! all of you inside now! you're fucking late already!" one of them barked, his voice echoing in the alley as he started shoving the women into the van.
panic set in and you picked up your pace to get out of there, but the second guard looked over and spotted you walking by. in the dim light of the alley, he didn't even notice your simple work clothes or student backpack; to him, you were just another young girl in the designated area.
"you there, inside now!" he yelled, taking long strides toward you.
"no! wait! i'm not part of this, i was just passing through! i work at-" you cried, your voice cracking with terror as you backed away, tears stinging your eyes.
he didn't care. he grabbed your arm with brutal force, thick fingers digging into your skin in a way that was definitely gonna leave dark bruises. you tried to pull back, tried to fight, but against a trained vought guard, you were completely powerless.
"shut up, bitch! get in the fucking van!" he growled, dragging you through the alley without a care and throwing you violently into the dark vehicle.
you fell to your knees on the floor. the side door slammed shut, the electronic lock clicking like a final sentence, and the driver accelerated hard, throwing your body against the seat.
the panic inside was claustrophobic. the interior lights were a dim neon blue. the other women looked at you on the floor, crying and hyperventilating, and instantly realized the huge mistake the guards had made. an older woman with a pitying look leaned down and helped you sit on the leather seat.
"jesus... they grabbed a girl by mistake," she whispered, looking at your bag and your utter panic.
"please, let me out! tell them to stop the van!" you pleaded, tears pouring down non-stop, choking on a severe anxiety attack.
"listen to me, girl, look at me." she held your face firmly, her eyes dead serious. "if we scream or try to stop this van right now, those guys up front will make us disappear."
"where are we going?" you sobbed, pulling your knees to your chest.
she swallowed hard, looking away before whispering, "to herogasm. the annual supe orgy. your only chance is to get inside that mansion, find an empty room, lock yourself in, and try to disappear until the party ends tomorrow morning. don't draw any supe's attention, got it? if one of them notices you, you're fucked. literally."
the drive lasted only a few minutes, but it felt like pure torment. you were dissociating, the sound of the women talking among themselves to cover their own panic sounding distant, like you were underwater. it all felt like a grotesque nightmare you couldn't wake up from.
when the van finally stopped, the doors opened and reality hit you like a train.
the isolated mansion in the middle of nowhere was massive, surrounded by armed guards on all sides. but what was coming from inside was the real horror. the deafening sound of heavy electronic music mixed with loud laughter, depraved screams, and echoing moans vibrated through the lit windows. herogasm was already in full swing. smoke, the smell of alcohol, drugs, and bodily fluids floated in the air.
the high-end escorts took a deep breath, put on their seductive posture, and stepped out, marching toward the main hall to do the job they were paid for. you were pushed along by the crowd, your feet dragging against your will.
crossing the entrance hall, the sight of all that depravity made your legs give out completely. there were dozens of half-naked supes acting like animals, using people like disposable objects for pleasure. the room reeked of veiled violence.
you were completely dissociated, body trembling, silent crying swallowed by the loud music and screams around you. you just wanted to die so it would stop.
in the middle of the main hall, oblivious to the chaos and full of arrogance, was soldier boy.
he was holding a glass of whiskey in one hand, laughing at some stupid joke another minor supe was telling. he acted like the king of the place, radiating a disgusting air of superiority. bored with the conversation, ben turned his head, letting his eyes wander through the room looking for something that might actually catch his interest amidst all the cheap exposed skin.
his gaze passed over the group of women with initial disinterest, until it locked onto you.
you looked so tiny in the middle of it all. hunched over, arms wrapped tight around yourself in a futile attempt to hide, eyes glued to the floor, completely dissociated. fear had you paralyzed.
ben's brain worked fast. he recognized your face, and a subtle, dangerous smirk formed on his lips.
he stood up, his massive presence hushing the nearest heroes. he walked over to the guy who brought the girls and pointed directly at you, never breaking eye contact with your shaking frame.
"that one. she's mine," ben stated, his deep voice echoing with the authority of someone who'd never heard the word "no" in his life.
the guy grinned, bowing slightly. "yeah, soldier boy. all yours."
you blinked, coming out of your daze at the sound of his voice, and looked up. the panic in your eyes skyrocketed as you saw soldier boy staring back at you.
ben didn't wait for a reaction, didn't ask for permission, and completely ignored the fact that you were cowering. he stepped forward, grabbing your arm firmly. his fingers dug into your arm so hard that you let out a soft groan of pain, terrified it was gonna start bleeding.
"p-please..." your voice barely came out, a terrified whisper as you instinctively tried to take a step back.
"shut it," he murmured near your ear, his tone hard and unyielding, keeping up the act for anyone watching. "you're coming with me now."
with a firm yank, he started pulling you out of the hall. you tried to plant your feet on the floor, but your shoes just slid like you were trying to fight a moving concrete wall. ben dragged you through the noisy hallways, ignoring your subtle tremors and the stares from other supes.
you were completely vulnerable, pulled along by the hero who, to the public, was a symbol of protection, but in here held your arm like you were just his property.
when you reached the door of one of the most isolated rooms on the top floor, he opened it with one hand, shoved you inside without an ounce of gentleness, and slammed the door shut, locking it with a sharp click that echoed in the quiet room.
panic rushed up your throat, and you closed your eyes, bracing yourself, expecting him to start tearing his clothes off and using you like a toy.
but that's not what happened.
instead of throwing you onto the bed or barking orders like you'd seen other supes doing downstairs, soldier boy slowly let go of your wrist. he took a long breath, unbuckling his iconic eagle shield from his back and placing it carefully on a leather armchair. then he unfastened the heavy green chest armor, setting it aside and leaving himself in just his tactical shirt, making him look a little less like a military tank and a bit more human.
he turned to you, crossing his thick arms over his chest. his expression was still stern, but there was genuine confusion shining in his eyes.
"what the fuck are you doing here?" he asked directly, his deep voice echoing.
you shrank back, taking a step until your back hit the locked door. the tears caught in your throat finally overflowed, blurring your vision. you tried to speak, but only managed a painful sob.
"i... i don't know..." you started, voice completely failing.
ben took a step toward you, uncrossing his arms. his face softened a bit, taking on that calmer look you knew from the cafe.
"hey, it's okay. look at me," he said, lowering his voice to a quiet, almost intimate tone. "i recognized you the second i laid eyes on you down there. you're the girl who makes my coffee. so explain it to me, how'd you end up here?"
"those men..." you choked out, wiping your face with shaking hands, trying desperately to breathe. "i was walking home from work... cut through the alley behind the club and they... they grabbed me. i screamed that i had nothing to do with it, but they wouldn't listen. they threw me in the van with those women and brought me here. please, sir... just let me go. i'm begging you."
hearing your explanation, ben let out a soft huff of a laugh, shaking his head with a fake annoyance that felt real enough.
"those fucking vought idiots are total morons. bunch of incompetents," he muttered low, walking over to you with slow steps, arms slightly out to show he didn't mean to attack. he stopped right in front of you. "listen to me, girl. look me in the eyes."
you slowly raised your head, meeting his eyes.
"you're safe in here with me. got it? nobody's coming through that door and nobody's touching a hair on your head. i'm not gonna hurt you. i'm not like those animals downstairs. c'mon, sit down."
he gently took the tips of your fingers and guided you to the edge of the bed. you let yourself be led, too exhausted to fight it. you sat on the edge of the soft mattress, pulling your legs in, while soldier boy sat right next to you. the bed dipped under his weight. he leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees, looking at you from the side.
you let out the breath you didn't know you were holding, your shoulders dropping slightly. innocence made you want to believe every single word coming out of his mouth.
"thank you..." you whispered, feeling a spark of genuine gratitude. "p-please... can you take me home?"
he reached out slowly, calloused fingers touching the side of your face with a lightness you'd never expect from someone his size.
"i don't think so... i told you it's fine, doll. you're safe with me," he repeated softly, almost soothing, as his fingers slid into your hair, pulling a few strands behind your ear. "nobody touches you in here. i'll take care of you."
you gave a small nod, swallowing hard. the relief of hearing those words was huge, but as his hand stayed there, sliding through your hair with a calculated slowness, a strange chill started creeping up your spine.
ben's eyes didn't keep that warm look for long. slowly, while he repeated once more, "you're safe here, nobody's gonna hurt you, i promise," his gaze started dropping. he looked down your neck, focused on your collarbone, and dragged his eyes over the curves of your body, assessing you top to bottom with a heavy, possessive intensity.
that silent inspection made you freeze up instantly. your back straightened on the bed and you tried to pull your legs in closer, feeling your heart race in a completely different way now. it wasn't just the shock of being kidnapped anymore; it was a new kind of fear, born from realizing his protection came with a price tag.
"soldier boy...?" you whispered, voice trembling, stepping back a millimeter on the mattress.
"you can call me ben, little girl," he murmured, leaning his body closer to yours, making the mattress sink even deeper under his weight. his warm breath brushed your cheek. "don't get nervous, okay? you're safe."
his hand, previously in your hair, slid down your shoulder in a slow, firm trail, pressing into your skin with a control that made it clear that despite the sweet words and promises of safety, he had zero intention of letting you off that bed.
ben kept staring, the mattress dipping significantly right beside you. his proximity was already intimidating, but the air shifted completely when he started leaning over you. taking his time, he brought his face close to the side of your neck, closing his eyes and burying his nose there, inhaling deeply to catch your scent.
his hot breath against your skin gave you full-body chills, but in a purely terrifying way.
"you smell like strawberries..." he murmured, his voice muffled and raspy against your skin, like he was savoring the moment.
panic shot through your chest. heart in your throat, your survival instincts kicked in and you pulled away abruptly, trying to put distance between you and him on the bed. fear was written all over your wide eyes.
ben opened his eyes slowly. he didn't look mad, but that soft smile from before vanished, replaced by an expression of pure possessive determination. he simply moved right back toward you, wiping out the space you'd just gained, trapping your body against the headboard.
seeing that he wasn't stopping, complete panic took over. you slammed both hands against his massive chest and pushed with everything you had. you pushed hard, arms trembling from the effort, but ben didn't move an inch. it was like trying to push a concrete wall.
"n-no... please, get off!" you let out a choked cry, voice breaking as tears flooded your face again.
realizing physical strength meant nothing, total desperation set in. you started thrashing around, kicking, trying to pull your arms back, anything to escape his suffocating presence. your breathing got short and fast, a full-blown panic attack choking you.
ben just watched your struggle for a few seconds with a disturbing calm. then, with one quick motion, he reached out and pinned both your arms, throwing his body weight over yours and forcing you flat against the sheets, crushing any chance of resistance.
when you tried to squirm out, ben grabbed your waist tightly, fingers digging into your skin through your clothes, pulling you back with a rough yank that flushed your bodies together. his face was inches from yours, green eyes flashing.
"i'm horny, baby. what're you gonna do to help me out?" he asked, locking your body beneath his.
desperation completely overwhelmed you. you shook your head repeatedly as hot tears spilled over again. you sobbed, pushing against his broad shoulders, trying to break free from an embrace that felt like a steel cage.
"no, please... ben, let me go..." you sobbed weakly.
he just put on a fake sense of sympathy, letting out a soft sigh and tilting his head, pressing a gentle kiss to the top of your hair while holding back a sarcastic laugh deep in his throat, finding your innocence amusing.
"none of that, baby. why're you crying, hm? what's wrong?" he asked in that soft, manipulative voice.
when you didn't answer, frozen in fear, his patience flickered. his hand slid down your side and he squeezed your leg so hard, digging his thick fingers into your thigh, that your muscles instantly cramped up. that was definitely leaving a deep purple bruise.
"ah!" you whimpered softly, shrinking back onto the bed. "i don't wanna do this... please, ben."
he heard the plea and gave a subtle nod, eyes half-lidded. he looked at your desperate face before slowly dragging his eyes down, undressing you with his gaze, hungry for your fragility.
he smiled sweetly while raising a hand to stroke your cheek. but before you could breathe a sigh of relief, he closed his fingers and pinched your cheek hard, crushing skin against your teeth, making you groan in pain from the pressure.
"i don't think you get it... i'm horny and i need to get off," he continued, tone turning icy and direct while keeping his grip on your face. "if you don't help me, i'm gonna have to force you, baby. and neither of us wants that, right? we were doing so well. don't ruin our night."
you cried quietly, chest heaving with sobs, shaking your head against his palm, feeling his fingers hurt you while you still uselessly tried to wriggle out from under his weight.
"listen to me, fuck- i'm only gonna say this once, you need to do this," he growled, tone shifting into a sharp military order, the nice guy mask slipping completely. "you don't wanna get shared around by a bunch of different supes downstairs, do you? your little friends down there are probably used to it, but i know you aren't. be a good girl for me, sweetheart. i'll take real good care of you after. don't make me fuck you by force, it won't be fun for either of us."
he slowly released his grip on your face and went back to gently stroking your skin, using his thumb to wipe away your tears with a fake gentleness that gave you chills.
"please, baby."
after a few seconds of silence, you nodded with frightened eyes.
ben grinned, a wide, almost proud smile for breaking your resistance. he leaned down and pressed a quick, soft kiss to your lips.
"good girl. now get on your knees."
you were already on your knees on the floor, body trembling, when he pulled his dick out of his briefs and brushed it against your closed lips.
"open for me, baby."
you hesitated for a second, but he tilted his head with a look that took no for an answer. you opened your mouth, and he slid inside, slow at first, letting you get used to the taste and size.
"there... good girl," he murmured, his hand firm on the back of your neck. "your mouth is so warm."
he started moving, pushing deeper with every thrust, and you tried to keep up, but he quickly took total control. his hand tightened on your neck and he started fucking your mouth hard, using you however he wanted.
you gagged, eyes filling with tears, instinctively slapping his thigh, but he just threw his head back and groaned loud.
"fuck... such a good mouth," he whispered, not slowing down his rhythm. "you're taking me so well, doll. feels like you were made for this."
every compliment confused you more. you hated it, but hearing him say those things made a strange warmth bloom in your chest. you wanted to be good, even this.
even with tears streaming down your face, throat burning, gag reflex triggering with every deep thrust, you wanted him to be satisfied with you.
he kept going, faster, deeper, his hips smacking against your chin with a wet, obscene sound. drool leaked from the corners of your mouth, forming a string that kept snapping and reforming with every motion, running down your chin and dripping onto the floor.
"look at you," he whispered, looking down with eyes dark with lust. "little girl."
he gripped your head with both hands now, fingers tangled in your hair, guiding you at a faster pace, thrusts getting shorter and deeper, his dick hitting the back of your throat every time.
you felt the air running out. your nostrils flared desperately trying to pull in oxygen, but every time he went in, he blocked your breathing, and every time he pulled out, you barely had time to inhale before being filled up again.
"breathe through your nose, baby," he instructed, his voice entirely too calm for what he was doing. "you're okay."
you tried, but it wasn't enough. your head started feeling light, the edges of everything blurring. you slapped his thigh again, harder, asking him to stop, to let you breathe.
he stroked your cheek, stretched over his dick. he paused his hips for a second, and you gasped, pulling in air in ragged gulps. he kept stroking your cheek and then, while you were trying to catch your breath, his hand moved from your cheek up to your nose, pinching your nostrils shut and blocking your air completely.
your eyes went wide, absolute panic taking over. your mouth was full, your nose was shut, and he started moving again, his hips returning to that heavy rhythm.
"hang in there, baby. i'm right here with you," he murmured, looking down at how red your face was turning. poor thing.
you tried to fight back, hands hitting his thigh with all the strength you had left, but he was immovable. the lack of oxygen made you dizzy, bright spots dancing in your vision. you felt your face burning, pressure building inside your head, the only sound you could make being muffled gagging around his dick.
you felt the air vanish completely, lungs burning, vision going black around the edges. your body went limp, your hits against his leg losing power, fingers slipping off his skin.
you were gonna pass out. you knew you were passing out.
just as your eyes fluttered shut, he let go of your nose.
air rushed into your lungs like a wave of pure relief, and in that exact moment, his body tensed and he came with a long, raspy groan, hot liquid filling your mouth, the taste spreading over your tongue.
"swallow," he ordered, voice firm, the hand on your nose moving down to cover your mouth, not letting you spit.
you swallowed, throat straining, the liquid going down. it tasted strong, salty, making your stomach turn, but you swallowed it all, just like he told you to.
when he was done, he let go of your mouth, and you collapsed backward onto the floor, gasping, lungs burning, head spinning. you were way too weak, too dizzy, body shaking uncontrollably.
ben looked down, seeing you collapsed on the floor, curled up and trembling, breathing erratic, eyes glassy and teary. he smiled, a slow, satisfied grin.
"you did so good, baby girl," he murmured softly, like he was rewarding you. "i'm so proud of you."
he kneeled beside you and ran a hand through your hair, smoothing down the sweaty strands with a slowness that contrasted brutally with what happened seconds ago.
"how're you feeling, baby? talk to me," he whispered, fingers stroking your cheek.
"i... i feel tired... i think," you managed to say, voice cracking halfway through.
ben didn't even wait for you to finish. he gave a sympathetic smile and slid his arms under your trembling body, lifting you into his lap effortlessly, pulling your chest to his. you instinctively rested your head against his shoulder, smelling his skin mixed with sweat as he carried you the short distance to the bed.
he laid you down on the mattress carefully, like he was handling something fragile and precious. the moment your back hit the soft sheets, ben got comfortable beside you. one of his hands immediately went to your head, long, firm fingers sliding through your damp hair, massaging your scalp in a slow caress that started making you relax.
"sorry for being so rough..." he murmured near your face, voice laced with a regret that made you forget the grip on your nose from moments earlier. "sometimes i lose control a bit, i didn't wanna hurt you."
while his fingers kept up the soothing rhythm in your hair, his other hand moved down to the hem of your shirt. with slow movements, he started pulling the fabric up over your stomach, fingertips brushing your warm skin and giving you goosebumps.
"let's take this off, hm? so you can breathe better," he whispered, lifting your upper body slightly with one hand to slide the shirt off your arms, exposing your black bra.
his hands moved to the clasp on your back, undoing it and letting the bra loosen. he slid the straps off your shoulders, exposing your breasts, nipples hardening from the cold air.
he didn't even wait for you to get used to being exposed. his eyes darkened instantly, locked onto your chest, and he leaned in, burying his face against your skin.
you let out a nervous little laugh as ben's hot mouth cupped your nipple, sucking with a hunger that caught you off guard. his tongue worked slowly, alternating between both sides, licking and sucking like he was starving.
you wriggled, feeling heat rush through you, and after what felt like forever, you whined softly, "ben, my... my tits hurt." the sensation felt good, but it was starting to ache from how hard he was sucking. you put your hands on his shoulders to try and control the pace. your nipples were getting sore and sensitive under his mouth.
hearing you, he slowed it down. he pulled back slowly, dragging his face up your chest until he reached your mouth, leaving a long, sweet kiss, pressing his lips to yours with a gentleness that melted your whole body. when he pulled away, he kept his eyes on yours, breathing a little heavy.
his hand slid down your waist, resting on the waistband of your pants. "can i?" he asked in a raspy whisper.
you hesitated for a second, heart jumping in your chest. his eyes were patient, waiting for your okay.
"yeah..." you answered softly, looking away for a second.
he smiled when he heard you, a slow, satisfied grin, like you'd just handed him a present.
he slid your pants down your legs with slow movements, fingers brushing your skin. when they hit your ankles, he tossed them aside, but his eyes never left your panties. they were visibly soaked.
he tilted his head, a slow smirk spreading across his face.
"look at that," he murmured, eyes fixed on the wet spot. "you're already dripping, sweetheart."
he ran a finger over the fabric, pressing lightly over your entrance, feeling the heat and wetness through the cloth. the touch made you shiver, your hips moving involuntarily toward his hand.
he chuckled softly, shaking his head.
"are you like this 'cause you sucked my cock? or 'cause i sucked your tits?" he asked, eyes studying you.
you didn't answer, looking away embarrassed.
he let out a low, warm laugh, shaking his head with amusement.
"little one," he murmured, leaning in to press a lingering kiss to your cheek. "don't be shy."
his lips brushed your skin as he spoke, stubble lightly scratching your face.
his hand on your waist started moving down. slowly, fingers slid over your stomach, tracing a path down to your groin. his palm pressed against your panties, feeling the heat, the wetness, your body trembling slightly.
"it's okay," he whispered, voice soft against your cheek. "let me touch you."
his fingers found the exact spot over your panties, starting to move in slow circles, pressing, stroking. you held your breath, hips moving on their own, seeking more contact.
he kept up the movement, fingers sliding over the wet fabric, finding your clit and rubbing firm, slow circles. you let out a soft moan, eyes closed, head falling back.
"that's it, doll," he whispered, lips brushing your ear. "let me hear you. let me feel you."
his fingers sped up a little, pressure building, and you felt pleasure surge, heat spreading through your core.
"you're so wet," he continued, voice low and raspy. "i could stay right here all night, y'know? just touching you, listening to you moan."
you felt the pressure mounting, pleasure building way too fast, a strange urgency overtaking your lower belly that you couldn't control.
"ben... wait..." you groaned, voice shaky, hands flying to his wrist. "stop, ben... i think i'm gonna pee..."
he didn't stop. if anything, his fingers kept moving even firmer, and he tilted his head, a slow smile forming on his lips.
"oh yeah?" he asked, voice dripping with amusement. "you think you're gonna pee, baby?"
"yeah, ben, stop, please..." you begged, hips trying to pull away, but his free hand gripped your hip tight, pinning you in place.
"you're fine," he said, voice calm, almost sweet. "you're not gonna pee, sweetheart. you're gonna come. that's all it is."
his fingers sped up even more, pressure intensifying, and you felt the orgasm crashing in, your whole body shaking.
"that's it, doll," he whispered raspily. "come for me. let me see you come."
and you came, body arching, a scream trapped in your throat as pleasure washed over you in waves. he kept moving, stretching out your orgasm until you were way too sensitive, hips squirming to get away from his hand.
he slowly pulled his fingers away, thumb still tracing light circles on your swollen clit, feeling you pulse. he brought his fingers to his mouth and licked them, eyes locked on yours, a slow smirk spreading.
"you're so sweet, sweetheart," he murmured softly. "so fucking hot. i could fuck you up all night."
he leaned down and kissed you, slow and deep, tongue sliding against yours, making you taste yourself on his mouth.
he pulled back and positioned himself between your legs, the head of his dick resting against your entrance. he stayed there for a moment, just pressing lightly, feeling the heat and wetness.
"you feel that, baby?" he asked gently. "feel how hard i am?"
you stayed quiet, eyes darting away, body tense. you were scaredâwas he really about to push that... inside you?
he waited a second, two, and when he saw you weren't gonna answer, he shook his head with a smile.
he pressed in a little more, slipping past your entrance, making you feel the heat and pressure.
then you spoke. your voice came out as a fragile, trembling thread.
"please, don't..."
he froze instantly. for a second, he stayed dead still, and you felt his body go tense over yours. when he raised his head to look at you, his eyes were cold.
"what?" he asked, voice low.
"i don't think i want to..." you repeated, voice firmer, but tears were already spilling over. "please... can i just go home?"
he huffed, an annoyed sound escaping his throat. the hand resting on the bed beside your head balled into a fist.
"no, doll... you're staying here to keep me company, yeah?"
you didn't answer, and he tilted his head, eyes dark. he grabbed your hip hard, fingers digging into your skin, and shoved his cock all the way in at once.
you screamed, a sharp, painful sound, hands flying to his shoulders, trying to push him off. but he was immovable, heavy, and started moving rough, thrusts deep and brutal.
"shh... i know, it hurts, right?" he whispered near your ear, hot breath mixing with his rapid breathing. he kept pounding into you, firm thrusts making your body shake on the bed, his hands gripping your hips. "but look at you, baby. you're so strong, y'know that? taking all of this for me... you're being so brave, sweetheart."
you blinked back teary eyes, mind confused by the mix of severe pain and the sweet words he was saying. you looked at him, eyes shining with unshed tears, and whispered in a small, naive voice, "do you... do you promise? please"
an insanely sweet, warm smile spread across his lips, contrasting completely with how hard he was fucking your pussy. he leaned down and kissed your forehead gently, then the tip of your nose.
"of course, my baby," he answered, voice full of pride and genuine adoration. "such a good girl."
hearing that made something shift inside you. his validation, his protective tone, and the compliments started acting like a drug on your brain. your fear started receding, replaced by a desperate need to keep pleasing him, to keep hearing those sweet words.
you let out a shaky breath and consciously tried to relax your hips, stopping the fight against the pain, letting him slide in easier.
his face lit up when he felt your body stop gripping his cock so tight. he let out a low, satisfied groan and slowed down his pace just to savor the feeling of you giving in completely.
"there... doll," he praised, voice thick with lust as he ran his fingers through your hair, pulling back gently to make you look at him. "look at how well you take me. you're a good girl, aren't you? my good girl."
you nodded, teary eyes shining with a mix of physical pain and a strange sense of relief and comfort. hearing that you were good, that you were doing the right thing, and that he was proud made all the pain feel manageableâalmost necessary.
one of his hands stayed at your core, stretched around his dick, rubbing you slowly. his other hand slid up your stomach, large fingers moving millimeter by millimeter, tracing your ribs until resting at the base of your neck, feeling your pulse racing.
he gave a deeper thrust, real slow, savoring the way you caught your breath. his hips pressed against yours, holding there for a few seconds before slowly pulling back.
he nuzzled his nose against your cheek lazily, moving down to your neck to leave a long, wet kiss. "can daddy come in this little pussy? can i fill you up with my cum?"
he paused his movement, staying still inside you, broad chest rising and falling against yours. he raised his head slowly, looking straight into your eyes. for a second, you thought he was gonna get mad again, but his expression stayed soft, almost comforting. a small smile touched his lips, the thumb of his free hand stroking the corner of your mouth so sweetly.
"look at me," he whispered, voice sweet as honey, though carrying that undeniable tone of authority that kept you nervous. "let daddy fill you up, yeah? please"
you looked up at him, eyes shining, tears finally spilling over your temples. the way he spoke, mixing that sweet tone with such aggressive actions, made your head spin. you wanted to be protected. wanted him to keep telling you that you were good.
"okay..." you whispered, surrendering what little resistance you had left.
"that's my good girl. you did so good."
he started moving again, slow at first, deep thrusts making you feel every inch of him sliding inside. his hand stroked your face as he moved, thumbs wiping away the tears still falling.
"such a tight fucking pussy," he whispered low, like sharing a secret. "and it belongs to me, right?"
you opened your mouth, but no words came out. you couldn't say it.
he waited a second, two, and when he saw you weren't gonna answer, his patience ran out.
his hand left your face and dropped to your neck, thick fingers wrapping around your throat. he squeezedânot enough to choke you out, but enough to scare you, to remind you that your life was in his hands.
"is this pussy mine?" he asked again, voice slow and clear, hand still gripping your neck, eyes locked onto yours.
you felt the pressure increase slightly, a reminder of what could happen.
"it's yours," you whispered, voice broken.
"nah baby, not like that. louder, yeah?" he ordered, grip tightening a bit more.
"it's yours!" you said louder.
he smiled, satisfied, and let go of your neck. his hand moved up to stroke your cheek, touch gentle now, like a reward for obeying.
"such a grown-up girl. that's it, my baby," he murmured sweetly.
he leaned down and kissed you, slow and deep, while continuing to fuck you hard, his body shaking over yours.
you felt your muscles start to contract, hips moving on their own, fingers digging into his shoulders. moans slipped out of your mouth uncontrollably, breathing short and shallow.
"doll... come for me, yeah?" he murmured against your ear, hand sliding down to your lower belly.
he started rubbing your clit while your body stayed stretched open around his dick, fingers working slow while he kept fucking you.
you felt the orgasm approaching like an unstoppable wave.
your legs started shaking and your thigh muscles tensed.
he felt your body clamp down tight around his dick while you moaned softly.
he kept rubbing you, extending your orgasm until your moans turned into whimpers.
"daddy..."
his body shook, muscles tensing, and he came immediately, the hot spurt filling you up with an intensity that made you groan again.
"fuck, goddamn..." he growled, voice raspy and broken, body shuddering over yours.
when he finally stopped, he stayed on top of you for a long moment, out of breath, forehead resting against yours. his breathing was heavy, body still trembling slightly.
he stayed still for a while, just feeling you pulse around him, hot breath against your face. then, slowly, he raised his head and looked at you. his eyes were softer now, the intense rush fading, his hand coming up to stroke your face.
"you alright?" he asked, voice low and raspy, almost worried.
took you a second to answer, voice stuck in your throat. tears were still slipping out the corners of your eyes, body still trembling.
"i..." you started, voice cracking. "yeah..."
you couldn't finish the sentence, and he waited patiently, eyes locked on yours.
"does it hurt?" he asked, hand sliding down to your thigh, fingers tracing circles on your skin.
"a little," you admitted, voice weak.
he leaned down and kissed your forehead, a long, warm kiss.
"it'll pass, girl," he whispered against your skin. "it'll pass, i promise."
he moved slowly, pulling his dick out, and you felt the empty sensation followed by the warm trickling down your thigh. he laid down beside you and pulled you close, wrapping his arms tight around you.
"take a deep breath for me," he requested calmly. "inhale... and let it out slow."
you matched his breathing, taking a deep breath, feeling air fill your lungs, then releasing it slowly. his hand stroked your hair while you breathed, fingers sliding through sweaty strands.
"that's it, baby," he murmured. "slowly. you're doing great."
you felt your body start to relax, tension slowly draining. he kept stroking your hair, hand warm and firm on your neck.
"does it hurt a lot?" he asked again, sounding concerned.
"just a little," you answered softly. "i'm a bit sensitive too."
he smiled, a tired but genuine smile, and kissed your forehead again.
"you were so good, little one," he said, stroking your cheek.
you felt a strange warmth in your chest hearing that, even after everything that had happened.
"you really think so?" you asked, voice tiny.
he raised his head to look at you, eyes locked on yours.
"fuck- yeah, baby."
he pressed you against his chest, arm wrapped around your waist, hand resting on your stomach.
you felt your eyes getting heavy, exhaustion taking over your body. his hand was still on your stomach, the warmth of his palm comforting you as you snuggled against him.
"get some sleep, doll," he murmured into your hair.
and you fell asleep, body aching but mind quieted down, curled up in his arms.
...
days later, when you were back working at the cafe like normal, he walked back in.
did you really think he'd avoid you? silly girl.
you handed him his order, black coffee, as usual.
he took the cup, took a sip, and left without saying a word.
but before stepping out, he looked back over his shoulder and gestured with his head toward the restroom.
and so, every week, he'd show up right at the end of your shift, order his coffee, finish it, and head to the bathroom.
he'd force you to your knees, unbutton his pants, and shove his dick in your mouth. you'd gag every time, tears spilling over, and he'd keep fucking your mouth hard anyway, ignoring your hands slapping his thigh.
he didn't talk to you beyond what was necessary. it was always a "my good girl, hm?," "shh doll, hang in there fuck," "night, baby." "please make daddy happy"
a few times he'd turn you around, lift your skirt, and fuck your pussy against the sink. you'd hold onto the cold edge, knees weak, while he shoved in hard and came inside you. the cum would drip down your thigh, and he'd kiss your forehead.
"did i hurt you, doll?"
you'd always say no, and then he'd fix your panties and skirt, leave a wet kiss on your lips, and walk out.
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thinking about how brat tamer!ben would handle you the second you started acting up.
one smart comment too many and heâs got you face-down on his bed , chest pressed into the mattress , one heavy arm locked around your head so youâre forced to look straight into the mirror across the room. he isnât choking you , yet. benâs making sure you canât hide your face.
god , heâs so big it feels like being buried into the sheets. the dense hair of his unkempt beard scrapes along your shoulder as he mouths at your neck with sloppy kisses. the fat head of his cock reminds you just how bad you need this. dragging up through your folds , smearing wet precome over your sopping cunt.
âcouldâve just asked me for dick , instead aâ beinâ a brat.â he muttered against your ear , amusingly. âall you needed was this cunt filled.â
and thereâs nowhere left for you to go. long deep strokes that force the air out of your lungs every time he bottoms out. the wet slap of his hips against your ass fills the room. every thrust punches a broken sound out of you.
your toes curl tight. drooling seeping onto the bicep locked under your jaw. when he flexes it , the muscle tightens against your chin and forces your mouth closed a little more. the bush at the base of his cock relentlessly scratches against your lower back.
ben can feel how close you areâ the way your cunt keeps fluttering and squeezing around him with every deep stroke. but he canât let you get off that easy.
the long , heavy thrusts turn deliberate and maddening. dragging almost all the way out before pushing back in so slowly you can feel every thick notch and vein of his shaft.
âyou think brats deserve to come?â he asks mockingly. âafter all that attitude?â
and of course you break. shaky pleas spill out of you against his arm âplease , please , iâll be good , i promiseâ while your hips try to push back for more.
but only when your voice is properly wrecked does he give in. driving back into you hard and deep, fucking you through an orgasm until your whole body tightens around him. you come in pulsing waves , milking his cock while youâre held down in place.
and when ben finally comes heâs flooding you until creamy white rivulets start to leak out around his cock and drip down your thighs.
âyouâre too fuckinâ pretty to be giving me lip,â he mutters against your ear, almost proud. ânext time your horny just ask for it.â
the first time you call soldier boy dad itâs in a sarcastic tone bc heâs old and being his usual gruff rude self while telling you you canât do something whatever it is and heâs popping a semi immediately even if youâre rolling your eyes saying and I stand by that bc heâs icky and I love him
Yes!!! He actually cannot control himself. A made-up sex tape of you choking on his cock while you try to whine for your daddy is already on loop in his brain.
âą ... SOLDIER BOY ... âą
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cw - use of dad[dy], fingering, oral f-recieving, p in v
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read another version of calling him daddy for the first time here! (happens during anal :()
"Oh, is that what you think I am?" he'd ask, seeing how you'd react now that he'd pointed out your little... slip. You must know what he's thinking, the wheels that are turning in his brain, right? The amount of times you've called him a pervert, rolled your eyes at his obviously-wandering gaze, it should really be no surprise that he can already feel the blood leaving his brain.
"If you keep acting like it," you shot back, something you would defend to the grave as annoyance leaking into your tone. "Not your job to tell me to put my shit in the dishwasher."
"What if I just want to watch you bend over?"
"Then I retract my statement," you responded wryly, feeling hyperaware of his gaze on you while you loaded your plate. You hadn't meant much by it, hadn't expected him to latch onto the idea like he had. Thought he'd be more focused on telling you that for a broad you should be better at dishes.
"Now why would you do do that," he drawled, standing close enough for his heat to sink through your jeans.
"You mean why would I not want to insinuate that my dad likes watching my ass?"
"Yeah. 21st century, right? Anyone can be anything and all."
"I think you have a very perverted sense of liberation. Gotta love soldier boy's america."
"Fuck yeah, I do," he said proudly. "Used to be illegal to film a bitch takin' it up the ass and screamin' for her daddy."
"Oh yeah?" you snorted. "Which part." Your voice was dry enough that anyone else would take the hint to leave you alone, but, as suspected, he stuck around like a fucking cockroach. You couldn't deny a certain level of intrigue for his words, as vulgar as they may be. You also couldn't deny the tug in your gut at the appreciative way he used the word 'bitch.'
"Every fuckin' part. Didn't bother me because I'm goddamn soldier boy," he proudly adjusted his belt, "but it's important that the country I defend stands for the same things that I do."
"I bet. What kind of country would we be if we couldn't 'scream for daddy' on camera."
"Have you tried it?"
"No," you refuted quickly. And despite yourself, you felt your face warm.
"Mmm, see that's a problem," he murmured, cornering you against the counter. "Called me dad all easy?"
He leaned in even closer, speaking directly into your ear. "Most girls aren't looking for a tent when they use that word."
"I wasn't," you protested weakly.
"No, it's okay," he said, his hand smoothing up your thigh like he was trying to calm a startled animal. "It's okay to want some of daddy's attention."
In the ultimate act of betrayal, your breath hitched. Your entire body was molten, and all he's done is touch your thigh. It was the way he was speaking to you, crowding you, and worst of all, seeing you. You could admit that you enjoyed sparring with ben, each of you having plenty of opportunities to get your licks in, but lately it had felt... charged. You could call him out, call him disgusting, and instead of dealing you one back he'd just stare. Stare like he was waiting.
"You've just been begging for it lately."
You felt like a fish on a hook, and the bait was the way he was cooing at you. It still had the signature ben condescension, but the softness is what made you nod in agreement.
He hummed, and when his lips pressed against your neck your eyes slid closed. His hand slid farther up your thigh until his thumb hit your clit, a grunt of approval leaving him when your hips shifted.
"Fuck you gave up easy. Stop fighting when it comes from your daddy, huh? Where'd that little brat go?"
You shrugged, your brain already feeling too weak to string together a response. Later, you'd probably remember to be embarrassed that you did stop fighting the second he called himself daddy.
"Nothin' to say? That's okay. Rather hear you moan than talk, anyway."
His lips crashed against yours, warm and soft and way too perfect for a creature as abominable as ben. He set the rhythm, and your hand crept up to feel the way his jaw worked against yours. His free fingers wound in the nape of your neck, pulling and puppeteering you into letting your mouth fall open for him. He groaned when his tongue met yours, the gentle meeting of flesh feeling terribly intimate.
He pulled away, slow enough to savor each lingering atom of contact, and in a way that was uniquely ben managed to say something perverted enough to put you at a loss for words.
"Christ, that mouth's leakin' for me like your little cun."
The words were dipped in honest-to-god adoration, and coupled with the way his thumb swiped to clean up your lip you didn't even argue when he scooped you in his arms.
He tucked you in his chest, and the security of being held in his arms felt better than it should. You knew he was gross, hell, he was fucking revolting, but all you did was get all stupid with how close he was.
The moment you reached the bed ben fell to his knees, your back still bobbing on the mattress when he slipped off your pants.
His gaze was locked on your heat, and he looked so damn pleased with himself that you had to wonder how long he had been thinking about this.
His head bowed, the tip of his nose nudging against your clit like he was leaning in for a kiss. He pressed his tongue against your slit, lapping at the wetness he drew from you before fucking his tongue into you. You had never realized that a tongue could feel so... big. The way it flexed and delved had you panting like you were taking a couple fingers, and the bump of his nose on your nerves only made you more needy.
"Ben, I-"
He delivered a harsh slap to your hip, the sound and the sting echoing through the room.
Maybe you just knew ben well enough to know what he was asking for, or maybe the bite against your skin broke down the feeble walls that shielded you from the truth.
"Daddy," you tried again, the word soothing the ache better than any cream.
He groaned against you in approval, only letting out a ragged jesus when his mouth moved to suck on your clit. His fingers quickly replaced his tongue, splitting you open with the new depth they hit. It was only two, but ben's fingers were thick. They dragged against the soft walls of your cunt, drawn to your most sensitive spots like magnets.
"Is daddy makin' you feel good, princess?" he asked, sucking your clit hard enough to make any possible answer scatter from your brain.
All you managed was a pathetic little 'mhmm' and a tightened grip in his hair.
Cruelly, he chose the moment that your legs started to tremble to tear himself away. You felt the heat inside of you blaze before ebbing again, your mushy brain struggling to catch up to your new situation.
"Shhh, doll," he soothed, sensing your prickles of panic. "Just gonna stuff you nice and full 'a dad, okay?" His huge body blanketed yours, and he notched his head against your entrance. Even though it was only the tip that was caught inside, he felt big. Big enough that you couldn't decide if you're glad you haven't seen it or not.
He eased himself inside, his movements like warm honey. Tears pricked your eyes from the pleasure of the stretch, and the sparks of pleasure that raced along your body started feeding the flame building in your gut.
"That's it. Takin' dadcock so well I can't believe it's your first time, sweetheart."
He finished his statement by bottoming out, his hips circling against yours in a firm grind that made you mewl.
"You'll be purrin' like that little pussy in no time. Just gotta relax." His words slipped out like syrup, and by the time you noticed he had a hold on your leg it was already propped against his shoulder. The stretch in your hamstring was sharp, but the new angle he was hitting you at immediately eased the ache.
"Dad," you slurred, your moans sounding like purrs just as he promised. "Feels so good."
"'Course it does, baby. Been asking me for this since the day you laid eyes on me. All that attitude just beggin' to be fucked out."
His hips drove into yours rhythmically, the head of his cock bumping out a noise of pleasure with each thrust. His lips captured yours, swallowing the worst of the sounds, but when his thumb found your clit your mouth opened too wide to kiss. He settled for biting on your lips, licking his tongue into your mouth in a way that reminded you of the way he worshipped your pussy.
He worked you back up in tight circles, slowing down each time you got close to keep the flame in your gut roaring.
"I know," he cooed after you whimpered. "Just wanna see if you can soak me."
You shook your head deliriously, nothing in the world sounding better or more important than getting your orgasm right now.
His thumb slowed to a crawl, more pressure than stimulation while his cock hit deep enough that it felt like it was in your stomach. Instead of your pleasure peeling back without his thumb, it grew hot and urgent inside of your cunt.
"Yeah that's it," he coached, taking in your knit brows. "Little cun wants to cum so bad, baby. Squeezin' me all desperate. Letting dad take care of her."
The band inside you broke, and white-hot pleasure melted from your hips and all up your spine. Your back bowed off the bed, and you pulsed and gushed around ben's thick cock in a way that was utterly overwhelming. He fucked you through it, his thrusts becoming animalistic when he realized how thoroughly you were soaking him.
"Fucking drenching me sweetheart," he panted, his voice sounding wrecked. "Thought I'd have to teach you that."
His thrusts quickened, all of his self-control gone now that you had been taken care of. The pace fanned the last flames of pleasure, drawing out the wave that was breaking your body.
"Gonna--fuck, gonna fill you up, baby. Gonna make this cunt all sloppy and full."
He buried himself inside, his fingers pressing into the back of your thigh and his face in the crook of your neck while he pumped his seed deep inside. It was warm, the heat soothing some of the ache from the thick split of his cock.
He groaned into your skin, the intimacy of the afterglow somehow making you shyer than anything physical.
"Like a fucking fountain," he said, his voice muffled. "Like a goddamn motherfucking fountain."
Your face warmed, beads of sweat finally breaking out along your hairline.
"I've never done that before," you whispered amazed at how you still felt floaty with pleasure, not just contentment. "Felt really good."
"Yeah?" Ben sat up, a shit-eating smirk making it's way back on his face (did it ever leave?). "What do you say."
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ᯠsoldier boy would definitely baby trap you, after all, breeding is his middle name.
when youâd first became intimate, heâd always wore protection, although you had to remind him constantly. itâd gotten to a point where he just didnât want to anymore.
âi just wanna feel you, doll.â heâd say, kissing his way down your throat. your core would pool and eventually youâd cave. âas long as you pull outâ, youâd say. he always reassured you he would.
heâd pound into you, thick cock squeezed by velvety walls, and it drove him nuts. he just loved you so, so much. heâd groan and huff by your ear everytime his hips met yours.
âsqueezing me real tight there, sweetheart,â he choked. his hand found itâs way to your lower belly and pressed down on it. the pressure made your head tilt back in a moan while you clenching around him. âshe seems like she wants to be filled, hm?â
being all cockdrunk, you just whined with a hum. unfortunately for you, you didnât process what exactly youâd agree to.
so when you felt him twitch deep inside you, you tried to push him away, to get him to pull out. but he didnât, in fact he seemed to be trying to go deeper.
âcâmon, doll. she needs to be full, sheâs so empty,â he almost seemed to be mocking. then he spilled inside of you. the feeling was different. had you not wanted it, you mightâve let yourself get absorbed into it. the feeling of fullness caused you to clench just a tad around him earning a grunt.
he let himself sit inside of you even as he began to soften. âyouâre gonna look fuckinâ delicious with a belly on ya,â he mumbled, lost in thought.
Youâre on your back and heâs already inside you when the insecurity hits hard.
The lamp on the nightstand is too bright. You didnât think about it when he pushed you down and shoved your legs open. Now every time he thrusts you feel the soft jiggle of your stomach, the way your thighs spread wider than you want them to, the silver stretch marks across your hips catching the light. You try to pull the sheet up over your middle. Your arm gets in the way of his chest and he makes a low frustrated sound, catches your wrist, and pins it to the mattress beside your head.
âStop,â he mutters, voice rough from breathing hard. âDonât do that.â
You turn your face into the pillow anyway. âThe light...â
âFuck the light.â He doesnât slow down. His hips keep rolling, thick and deep, the wet sound of it loud in the quiet room. âLook at me.â
You donât. Your free hand slides down and tries to cover the softest part of your belly, the place that folds when he presses in. He notices. Of course he does. Soldier Boy notices everything he decides is his business.
He lets go of your wrist only long enough to bat your hand away, then plants both of his on either side of your waist and holds you open. His thumbs dig into the plush skin there, right over the stretch marks.
âBenââ
âI can see you,â he says, almost angry about it. âYouâre trying to disappear while Iâm fucking you. Cut it out.â
Your eyes burn. You hate that your voice comes out small. âI just, I donât look likeââ
âLike what? Like a fucking magazine?â He drives in harder, sharp enough that your breath catches. âI donât want a magazine. I want this.â One hand leaves your waist and slides under your thigh, hauling it higher so he can get deeper. The new angle makes your stomach press more against his and you flinch. He feels it. âYou keep tensing up every time your body moves. Like youâre ashamed of the way it feels when Iâm in you.â
You bite your lip. âItâs soft.â
âYeah.â He says it like itâs obvious. âItâs soft. It gives. It feels fucking good.â He leans down, forehead against yours, still thrusting in that steady, heavy rhythm that makes the bed creak. âYou think I care that your stomach isnât flat? That youâve got marks? Iâve got scars older than some countries. Youâre not broken.â
A small, embarrassed sound slips out of you. You try to turn your face away again and he follows, kissing the corner of your mouth, then your cheek, then the side of your neck, open-mouthed and a little desperate.
âKeep your hands where I can see them,â he mutters against your skin. âNo covering. I want to feel all of it.â
You leave your hands above your head, fingers curling into the sheets. Itâs hard. Every deep thrust makes your body move in ways that feel too much, too visible. The soft slap of his hips against yours. The way your breasts shift. The stretch marks on your inner thighs pulling tight when he spreads you wider. You can feel yourself getting wetter anyway, traitorous, and he groans when he notices.
âThere you go,â he says, voice lower now. âThatâs better. Stop fighting it.â
He shifts, hooks one of your legs over his arm, and starts fucking you properly, long, hard strokes that force little punched-out sounds out of your throat. His free hand stays on your belly the whole time, palm spread wide, not pushing down or trying to hide anything, just, there. Holding the softest part of you while he uses the rest.
âFeel that?â he asks, breathless. âHow you take me? How wet you get even when youâre busy hating yourself?â He grinds deep and stays there a second, rolling his hips so you feel every inch. âThatâs not nothing. Thatâs you wanting this. Wanting me.â
You nod, eyes wet. âI do. I justââ
âI know.â He kisses you properly then, slower than the rest of him is moving. When he pulls back his voice is quieter. âYou donât have to look perfect for me to want to stay inside you. You already are. Soft and marked up and mine right now.â
Something in your chest loosens. Not all the way. But enough that when he starts moving again you donât try to hide. You let your hands come down and hold onto his shoulders instead. Your legs stay open. The light stays on. And every time he bottoms out and your body shifts under him, he makes a low, rough sound like itâs exactly what he wanted.
He comes first this time, deep, hips stuttering, a bitten-off curse against your throat, then keeps going until you follow, shaking and quiet and holding onto him like you might float away if you donât. Afterward he doesnât pull out right away. Just stays heavy on top of you, one hand still resting on the soft curve of your stomach, thumb stroking absently over a stretch mark like itâs nothing special and everything at once.
Summary: Soldier Boy fucked Firecracker and you're not happy about it.
Warnings: Explicit Smut, Dub-Con/Consensual Non-Con, Rough Sex, Choking, Slapping, Degradation, Praise Kink, Possessive Ben, Toxic Relationship, Emotional Manipulation, Oral Sex (f + m receiving), Unprotected P in V, Orgasm Control, Overstimulation, Soldier Boy being Solider Boy, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
A/N: Been wanting to write this for forever. Also if it isn't obvious, reader has telekinesis.
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The door to your room at Vought shut with a click that made your jaw tighten. You'd been avoiding him for two days, ducking into conference rooms when you saw him coming, taking the stairs to bypass the common areas, eating meals in your room like some kind of hermit.
It was pathetic. You knew it was pathetic.
But you'd heard Firecracker echoing through the halls, that annoying twang bouncing off the walls. You heard her talking to someone about how she fucked Soldier Boy last night.
You'd walked away before you could hear the details. Before you could picture it. Before you could remember the way Ben's rough hands felt gripping your hips, the way he'd growled my girl against your neck like he had the right to claim you.
You weren't his girl. You weren't anything. You'd abandoned The Boys, abandoned Butcher's whole disaster of a plan to use Soldier Boy to take down Homelander, and crawled back to Vought because you had nowhere else to go and, honestly? It's all you knew from the start anyway.
Couple years later, when Homelander unthawed Soldier Boy, then introduced him as number two in The Seven, Ben wasn't surprised to still see you here.
"Guess there's one good thing about being on this team," he'd said and winked at you.
Fuck him. Fuck Firecracker. Fuck all of it.
You kicked off your boots and flopped onto your bed, staring at the ceiling.
The knock came a little before 11 PM. Three sharp raps. You knew it was him, who else would be knocking on your door this late?
"Go away," you called out.
"Open the door, doll." Ben's voice was muffled but unmistakable. That gravelly, deep tone that still made something stupid in your chest flutter.
"I said go away."
"And I said open the door." A pause. "Don't make me ask again."
You should have left it locked. You should have told him to fuck off. But your feet were moving before your brain could catch up, your fingers undoing the deadbolt with a resentful twist.
He looked good. Too good, all broad shoulders, the green undershirt of his uniform tight on his muscular form. He still smelled like tobacco and Old Spice and something uniquely him, maybe gunpowder, regrets, and memories you didn't want to have.
"You've been avoiding me," he said.
"Been busy."
"Busy." He stepped into your space, forcing you back into the room. "That's funny. Everyone said you didn't have anything scheduled today."
"Stalking me now, Benjamin?"
"Watching out for you." The door clicked shut behind him. "Like I always have."
You laughed, sharp and bitter. "Right. You watched out for me so well when I was the one keeping you from nuking Manhattan. When I was the one letting youâ" You cut yourself off, cheeks heating.
"Letting me what, baby?" His voice dropped, that annoying smirk appeared. "Say it."
"Nothing. Whatever," you spat, "it's in the past. Doesn't matter."
"Is it?" He circled you like a shark, and you hated how your body responded, how your breath hitched when he stepped close enough that you could feel the heat radiating off him. "Because you sure are acting like a jealous little brat for someone who doesn't think it matters."
"I'm not jealous."
"No?" He grabbed your chin, forcing you to look at him. His green eyes were cold, "Then why've you been ignorin' me, doll, hm? Why've you been staring at Firecracker like you're contemplating throwin' her off the goddamn roof?"
"She's annoying."
"She's a good fuck," he said deliberately, watching your face. "Eager. Obedient. Knows how to take orders."
Your power flared, your books rattling on their shelves, the lamp flickering. "Get out."
"Make me."
You shoved him. Hard enough to crack concrete. Hard enough to send a normal man through the wall. Ben barely stumbled, his hand moving to grip your throat.
"That's it," he growled, and there was something almost proud in his voice. "There's my girl. Thought you'd gone soft on me, running back to Vought with your tail between your legs."
"Fuck you."
"That's the plan, doll."
He kissed you like he was trying to consume you, all teeth and tongue, pressing hard against you, his hand squeezing your neck with just enough pressure. You bit his lip and he laughed against your mouth, that dark, delighted sound that had haunted your dreams for months.
"You want to fight me?" He spun you around, shoving you face-first against the wall. Your cheek pressed against the cool surface, his body caging you in, that hard length grinding against your ass. "Go ahead. Give me your best shot."
You tried. You threw an elbow back with supe strength. He caught it, wrenched your arm behind your back, and you gasped at the stretch. Wincing from the pull.
"Pathetic," he breathed against your ear. "You used to be able to take me down. What happened? Got comfortable here in your ivory tower? Forgot how to be dangerous?"
"I hate you."
"No, you don't." He yanked your other arm back, pinning both wrists in one massive hand. "You hate that I fucked her. You hate that I fucked her before I fucked you since being out of the fuckin' box. And you really hate that you want me anyway."
"Let me go."
"Say please."
"Fuck you."
He laughed again, that deep, low chuckle, and dragged you backward toward your bed. You struggled against him, wriggling and trying to using your strength and telekinesis to get away from him. He loved it.
He threw you onto the mattress and you bounced, scrambling backward, but he was on you in an instant, those heavy thighs straddling your hips, his hands tearing at your clothes.
"Benâ"
"Shut up." He ripped your shirt off. "You don't get to talk. Not after a whole day of the silent treatment. Not after you made me chase you like some kind of bitch."
"I'm notâ"
He slapped you. Not hard enough to bruise, he knew your durability, knew exactly how much force to use. The slap was sharp, stinging, enough to make your head snap to the side and your pussy clench around nothing.
"Did I say you could speak?"
You glared at him, defiant, and he slapped you again, his other hand roughly palming your breast through your bra, thumb dragging over your nipple until you couldn't suppress the moan.
"That's better," he murmured, leaning down to bite your neck, your collarbone, leaving marks that would fade but felt permanent in the moment. "Stop pretending you don't want this."
"I don'tâ"
He cut you off with a hand around your throat, squeezing just enough to make your vision spot. "Lie to me again and I'll gag you with my cock. Understand?"
You nodded, pulse hammering, and he released you only to tear your bra off completely, tossing it aside. He palmed your breasts roughly, pinching and pulling at your nipples until you were arching into his touch despite yourself, despite the anger still burning in your chest.
"Look at you," he sneered. "All that attitude and you're already aching for me. Is this what you wanted? For me to come find you? To remind you who you belong to?"
"I don't belong to anyone."
"No?" He shoved your legs open, palming you through your pants, and you bit your lip hard enough to bleed to keep from crying out. "Then why are you dripping through your pants, you little slut?"
"Stop calling meâ"
He slapped you again, then gripped your jaw, forcing your mouth open. "You don't tell me what to do. I tell you. And you're going to take everything I give you, aren't you? Going to be a good girl and spread your legs and let me use you however I want."
"Benâ"
"Wrong answer."
He flipped you over like you weighed nothing, yanking your pants and underwear down in one rough motion, leaving you bare and exposed. You tried to push up on your hands and knees but he shoved you back down, his palm between your shoulder blades, pinning you to the mattress.
"Stay."
You struggled anyway, trying to move away, and he brought his hand down on your ass with a crack that echoed through the room. Then again. And again. Until you were gasping, your skin hot and sensitive, your pussy absolutely aching.
"Please," you whimpered, and you hated yourself for it.
"Please what?"
"Pleaseâ"
He spanked you again, harder, and you saw stars. "Please what, you stupid fucking slut? Use your words." He was already undressing himself.
"Please fuck me," you sobbed, the words tearing out of you like a confession. "Please, Ben, I needâ"
"That's it." He pulled your hips up, pressing against you, his cock heavy and hot against your thigh. "That's my girl. Begging for it like the desperate little bitch you are."
He didn't prepare you. Didn't ease in. He shoved inside in one brutal thrust that made you scream into the pillow, your body stretching around him, your telekinesis flaring so hard that every loose object in the room lifted into the air and crashed down around you.
"Fuck," he groaned, gripping your hips hard enough to leave bruises. "Still so fucking tight. Still mine, aren't you? Even when you pretend you're not."
"Not yoursâ" you gasped out, pushing back against him.
He laughed and started to move, setting a brutal pace that had the bed slamming against the wall, that had you clawing at the sheets. He wasn't gentle, he didn't do gentle, especially not with you, not when he knew that you could take it. That you wanted it.
"Say it," he demanded, yanking your head back by your hair, arching your spine. "Say you're mine while I fuck you. Say it or I'll stop."
"Don't...don't stopâ"
"Then say it."
"I'mâ" He angled his hips, hitting that spot inside you that made your vision white out, and you sobbed. "I'm yours, okay? I'm yours, I'm yoursâ"
"Louder."
"Yours!" you screamed as he pounded into you, as his free hand reached around to rub rough circles on your clit. "I'm yours, Ben, fuck, pleaseâ"
"Good girl." He released your hair only to grip your throat again, pulling you up against his chest, changing the angle so he was hitting even deeper. "Now take my dick like the good little whore you are. Take it and thank me."
You clenched around him helplessly, teetering on the edge but not quite there, but close. Very close.
"Ben, I'm gonnaâ"
"Did I say you could cum yet?" He pulled out and you whimpered at the loss, at the emptiness, at the way your arousal started to drip down your thighs. "Greedy little thing. You think you deserve it?"
"Please," you whispered, shaking.
"Please what?"
"Please let me cum. Please, Ben, I needâ"
"Show me." He flipped you onto your back, shoving your legs wide, and stared down at where you were spread open for him. "Touch yourself. Let me see how desperate you are."
You reached down, embarrassed and aroused and hating how much you wanted this, and started to rub your clit. He watched, predatory and pleased, his cock stirring against his thigh.
"Faster," he ordered. "And look at me. Don't you dare close your eyes."
You obeyed, your fingers working yourself in tight circles, your hips bucking, your whole body flushed and overheated. He watched you like you were the only thing in the world, like he was memorizing every expression, every gasp.
He knew when you were close, just about to cum.
"Stop."
Your hand froze, trembling, right on the edge. "Benâ"
"I said stop." He grabbed your wrist, pulling your hand away, and you actually cried out in frustration. "You don't get to finish yet. You haven't earned it."
"I did everything youâ"
"You ran," he interrupted, his voice going cold and dangerous. "You ran away from me. Now I'm back and you ignored me over one little fuck. You think this fixes that?"
You stared up at him, chest heaving, tears pricking your eyes. "I had to leave. Butcher wasâ"
"I don't give a fuck about Butcher." He climbed onto the bed, kneeling over your chest, his cock hard and heavy in front of your face. "Open."
"Benâ"
He slapped you, sharp enough to get your attention. "Open your mouth. Now."
You obeyed, hating yourself, loving it, and he pushed his cock between your lips, his hand gripping your hair to hold you still. He tasted like salt and your own arousal, and you gagged as he hit the back of your throat, your eyes watering, your hands coming up to push at his thighs.
He didn't let you pull back. He started to thrust, shallow at first, then deeper, using your mouth the way he'd used your pussy, rough and completely in control.
"Look at you," he murmured, his hips snapping forward. "Taking my cock like you were made for it. Is this what you wanted? To be on your back, dripping wet, while I fuck your throat?"
You couldn't answer, could barely breathe, but you moaned around him and he groaned in response, his grip tightening.
"That's it. Take it. Take all of it, you beautiful fucking brat."
He came down your throat with a groan, holding you still as you swallowed around him, as tears streamed down your cheeks onto your tits. He pulled out slowly, his cock still half-hard, glistening in the light, and you gasped for air, your chest heaving.
"Good girl," he said softly, almost tenderly, stroking your cheek with his thumb. "Such a good girl for me, hm, doll?"
You turned your face away, embarrassed by the praise, by how much you craved it, and he chuckled, low and knowing.
"Still fighting it?" He moved down your body, settling between your legs, and you tensed. "Relax, sweetheart. Let me take care of you."
"Benâ"
He buried his face between your thighs without warning, licking a stripe up your slit, gathering your juices on his tongue. You cried out, your back arching off the bed, your hands flying to his hair.
"Oh godâ"
"Not God," he murmured against your skin, the vibration making you whine. "Just me."
He ate you like he was starving, his tongue rough and demanding on your clit, two fingers pushing back inside you, curling to find that spot that made you see stars. You were so sensitive, so overstimulated, your body trembling from the sensations.
"Please," you begged, not even sure what you were begging for anymore. "Please, Ben, I can'tâ"
"You can," he insisted, his fingers working you ruthlessly. "You will cum when I tell you to cum."
He licked and sucked at your clit, adding another finger to your hole, curling them at just the right spot.
"Cum," he said, the vibration of his voice sending you over the edge.
You shattered, screaming his name. He didn't stop, didn't let up, kept working you through it until you were trying to squirm away from his mouth, oversensitive and shaking.
"Stopâstop, I can'tâ"
He lifted his head, his mouth shining with you, his expression dark and satisfied. "One more."
"Noâ"
"Yes." He crawled up your body, his cock hard again already, pressing against your entrance. "One more, and you're going to take it. You're going to cum on my cock, understand?"
"Ben, it's too muchâ"
He silenced you with a kiss, tasting yourself on his tongue, and he pushed inside in one smooth thrust. You were so wet, so open, but still sensitive, and you gasped into his mouth, your nails digging into his shoulders.
"Ride me," he ordered, rolling onto his back and taking you with him, settling you on top. "Show me how sorry you are. Show me how much you want to make it up to me."
You planted your hands on his chest, your knees straddling his hips, and started to move. It was awkward at first, your muscles trembling, but he gripped your hips and guided you, setting a punishing pace.
"That's it. Fuck yourself on my cock. Use me, baby. Take what you need."
You rode him desperately, chasing the pleasure, your head falling back as you found the angle that hit just right. He watched you, his eyes dark and hungry, his hands roaming your body, pinching your nipples, slapping your thighs.
"Touch yourself," he commanded. "I want to feel you cum on my cock."
You reached down, your fingers finding your clit, and it was too much, the stretch of him inside you, the pressure of your own fingers, the way he was looking at you like you were the only thing that mattered.
"Benâ"
"Cum," he growled, his hips snapping up to meet yours, pounding into you from below. "Cum for me right now, squeeze my fuckin' cock."
You came with a scream, your whole body convulsing, your pussy clamping down on him so hard he groaned, his grip bruising on your hips. He sat up, wrapping his arms around you, holding you close as he thrust up into your spasming heat, chasing his own release.
He came hard, spilling inside you, filling you until it was leaking out around his cock.
"That's it," he panted against your neck. "That's my good girl. Taking my cum so good."
He held you there, pressed close, his heart hammering against yours, both of you gasping for breath.
For a long moment, neither of you moved. Then he softened, his grip loosening, his hands starting to stroke your back soothingly.
"You're an asshole," you mumbled into his shoulder.
"I know." He pressed a kiss to your temple. "And you're a jealous brat."
"Shut up."
He pulled back to look at you, his expression softer now, the dominance bleeding away into something gentler. "I didn't fuck her because I wanted to. I fucked her because I was trying to piss off Homelander."
You stared at him, surprised by the admission. "Benâ"
"Meant nothin' to me, doll," he said, brushing back your hair from your face.
You believed him. You shouldn't have found that romantic, probably, but something warm unfolded in your chest anyway.
He shifted, pulling out of you slowly, and you whimpered at the loss, at the sudden emptiness. He settled you beside him, tucking you against his side, his hand resting possessively on your hip. "You're mine. Even when you're being a pain in my ass. Even when you run. Understand?"
"You can't justâ" You started to protest, but he cut you off with a look.
"I can," he said firmly. "And I am. You're mine, and I'm yours, and we're both stuck in this fucking tower, so we might as well be stuck together."
You stared at him, at this man who'd been frozen in time, who'd come back angry and broken and somehow capable of being a little tender beneath that rough exterior.
"Okay," you whispered.
"Okay?"
"Okay. I'm yours."
He nodded once. "Good. Now get some sleep. Homelander's got some bullshit conference tomorrow."
"You're staying?"
"Where else would I go?" He pressed a kiss to your shoulder. "Beats seeing anyone else in this shithole."
"Guess I'm special." You said, leaning back into him.
"Yeah, doll. You're somethin'," he murmued, wrapping his arm around your waist tighter.
You closed your eyes, listening to his heartbeat, feeling the warmth of him against your back. Outside, the city hummed with its usual chaos.
But here, in the dark, with Soldier Boy's cum drying on your thighs and his arm draped possessively over your waist, you felt something dangerously close to safe.
"Ben?"
"Yeah?"
"If you fuck Firecracker again, I'll crush your skull with my mind."
Another fun request from me, @little-wicked10 đ
Billy fucking the insecurity out of you when he catches you doubting your attractiveness in the mirrorđĽ
I fucking love this đ¤
Every inch of you
MDNI!!
-Warnings: Butcher x Fem reader,Body worship, Negative Self talk,Crying,Praise,Swearing,Mutual ejaculation.
-Summary: Billy finds you crying in front of the mirror after a wave of body insecurities. Refusing to let you tear yourself down, he reminds you just how beautiful you are..in every way he knows how.
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Standing right in front of the bedroom mirror, you stared down at your reflection, A quiet sniffle slipped out before you could stop it, your chest feeling tighter with every passing second.. You smoothed your hands down your dress, turning slightly to the side as your gaze lingered on the way the fabric sat against your stomach. You traced a finger over the faint stretch marks on your arms, a wave of hot tears burning behind your eyes. You looked at yourself and just felt so ugly, feeling like everything you saw was wrong.
The bedroom door clicked open behind you, and heavy footsteps crossed the room before slowing behind you. before a pair of strong, familiar arms wrapped securely around your waist, pulling your back flush against a warm chest.
Billy rested his heavy head right on your shoulder, his dark brow furrowing as he caught the reflection of your tear stained face in the glass.
"Oi, what's all this then?" he murmured, his voice rumbling softly against you as he pressed a gentle kiss to your damp cheek. "Why you cryin', sweetheart? Talk to me."
"I just..i hate how I look, Billy," you whispered, your voice cracking as you looked down at your hands. "My stomach is sticking out, and these stretch marks.. I just feel so gross. I look awful."
Billy's expression hardened, not out of anger at you, but at the thought of anything making you feel that way. He turned you around in his arms so you were facing him, his large and rough hands coming up to cup your face, wiping away a stray tear with his thumb.
"Don't you ever talk about yourself like that," he growled gently, his tone fierce yet softening instantly as he looked down into your eyes. "You're gorgeous, pet. Every single inch of you. Stop looking in that bloody mirror and look at me."
Before you could argue, Billy gently took your hand, leading you over to the edge of the bed and sitting you down. He knelt on the floor right in front of you , his eyes full of a raw, devotional heat. He gently hiked the hem of your dress up your thighs, his hands sliding up your bare legs with an absolute reverence, smoothing over your skin as if you were the most precious thing on earth.
He leaned in, pressing soft, lingering kisses all along your inner thighs while murmuring against your skin. "Look at you..so beautiful, so perfect for me. Never say you're ugly again, you hear me?"
With slow, deliberate care, he hooked his fingers into the lace of your panties sliding them down your legs and tossing them aside. He stood up slowly, stepping between your knees, and gently pushed you back against the pillows, leaning over you to capture your lips in a deep, passionate kiss that completely melted away your remaining defenses.
When he shifted down, pressing his boner against you, he didn't push straight inside. Instead, he dragged his cock slowly up and down your wet folds, teasing your sensitive entrance with deliberate, agonizingly sweet friction.
You let out a soft, breathy whimper, your hips bucking up instinctively as a wave of intense need pooled low in your stomach.
"Please, Billy.. please," you sobbed out, your fingers tangling into his hair as you begged him for the friction you craved.
"Yeah, that's right," he breathed, a dark, fond smile touching his lips as he looked down at you completely undone beneath him. "Call out for me, love. Tell me how much you want it."
"Please, I need youâ"
With a low groan, Billy finally slid into you, stretching you out slowly and filling you completely. But there was no rush, no harshness..it was pure, passionate love making, every stroke deep and worshipful. He slid into missionary, propping himself up slightly so one of his strong hands gripped your hip to guide his pace, while his other hand rested softly on your tummy, stroking gentle, comforting circles against your skin.
"You're so fucking stunninâ, sweetheart," he muttered against your lips, kissing your face, your jaw and pressing tender kisses all along your arms, tracing over the very skin you'd just been crying over. "My gorgeous girl..look at you takin' me. So soft, so fuckinâ perfect." His lips lingered over the stretch marks on your arm. âSee?â he murmured. âCanât keep my hands off you.â
"Billy, oh godâ" you cried out. Every kiss, every touch, made it a little harder to believe the cruel things youâd been telling yourself.
"I've got you, love. Look at me, keep your eyes on me," he whispered, his rhythm steadying as the pressure inside you both began to mount into an unbearable peak. "Cum for me, sweetheart. Let go..I've got you."
The realization hit you like a wavee, and your entire body locked up as a shattering, blinding orgasmic rush tore through you, your inner walls milking him tightly as you cried his name out into the room. Pushed over the edge by the sight of your pleasure and your tight pussy wrapped around him, Billy groaned deeply his own control snapping as he drove into you one last time and spilled inside you with a breathless curse.
"Fucking hell..love you so much, gorgeous," he panted roughly, collapsing forward to bury his face in the crook of your neck, kissing your skin as he rode out his own climax.
As your tremors slowly faded and you lay breathless together on the sheets, Billy didn't pull away. He gathered you up tightly against his chest, wrapping his arms around you and pressing one final, lingering kiss right to your forehead.
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I fucking adore this request! So sorry it took me a while to publish this..Iâve been writing and drafting all the stuff that comes into my inbox lolol đ¤
Fanfic of butcher walking in on you when youâre using a vibrator. đ¤Ş
Plastic canât compare
MDNI!!!
-Warnings:Smut, Fingering (F!Reader Receiving), Sex Toy Use, Interrupted Masturbation, Praise & Degradation, Daddy Kink, Orgasm Control, Begging, Cum eating, Established Relationship, Strong Language.
-Summary: Billy mistakes your cries for something far more serious..only to discover youâve been keeping yourself occupied without him.
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Your hands were right between your legs, working your vibrator while the low steady hum buzzed straight up through your hips. You were completely lost in it, legs thrown wide and fingers tangled in the sheets, whimpering out loud as the relentless vibration battered your swollen clit.
The door creaked open without a warning click.
Billy was standing right there in the doorway. His brow was furrowed, concern written all over his face. Heâd heard you from down the hall and thought something was wrong. His usual Hawaiian shirt hung open over a dark tee, the bright colours looking almost ridiculous against the seriousness of his expression. Then his gaze settled on you. His eyes lingered for a beat, taking in the sight before him, and the worry slipped away. A slow smirk tugged at the corner of his mouth instead.
He didn't bother knocking or backing out. He just kicked the door shut behind him, his heavy boots thudding against the floorboards as he marched straight over to the bed. He climbed right up, his knees sinking into the mattress as he loomed over you, his gaze locked entirely on the piece of plastic pressed against your soaking pussy.
"Well, well, well," Billy drawled, a slow mocking smirk spreading across his face as he looked down at your trembling, humiliated form. "Thought you was hurt or somethin', sweet'eart. Turns out you're just layin' here squirmin' and hidin' your face 'cause you can't handle yerself."
"Billy..please, just go away..â you sobbed out, squeezing your eyes shut and trying to snap your knees together, but his big, heavy hand dropped straight onto your thigh, pinning it wide open with zero effort.
"Ah-ah. Keep 'em spread, love. You didn't lock the damn door, did you? Means you wanted someone to catch you actin' like a naughty little thing," he growled, reaching down to wrap his thick fingers right around the base of your vibrator and ripping it away from you before you could even protest. You let out a sharp and almost pathetic gasp at the sudden, empty ache between your legs. Billy tossed the toy carelessly onto the nightstand, chuckling. "Right, let's chuck that piece of plastic rubbish in the bin. That little toy'll never get you off the way my fingers will, pet. Look at the state of you..shakin' like a bloody leaf and drippin' all over the sheets."
Instead of staying crouched over you, Billy shifted his weight, sliding down the mattress to lie stretched out sideways right next to you. He propped himself up on one thick arm, his other hand sliding straight between your thighs and shoving two thick fingers straight up inside your hot, clenching pussy without a second's warning.
You let out a startled cry, your body jolting before you instinctively scrambled closer, burying your burning face in the fabric of his Hawaiian shirt. You couldnât look at him. Instead, you hid against his chest, fingers clutching at the loud floral print as if it might save you from the embarrassment.
Billy let out a rumbling laugh, his chest vibrating right against your cheek as he started pumping his hand in and out of you with a steady, punishing rhythm, his thumb pressing down hard and mercilessly against your weeping clit.
"Look at you, takin' my fingers like a greedy little pet," he muttered, leaning down so his hot breath ghosted right over your ear. "Soakin' wet and squealin' the second I fill you up. Tell me right now, sweetheart, does that cheap little piece of plastic ever stretch you out like this? Does it make you leak all over the sheets like a good girl? Fuck, your walls are clenchinâ down so tight on me already... you wanâ a real man's hand inside ya, don't you, love? You want me to tear you apart?"
"Please, Billyâplease, I'm right there..â you whimpered against his chest, your fingers twisting into the front of his shirt as the tension in your stomach tightened until it was almost unbearable.
"Are you now?" he scoffed playfully, keeping his pace heavy and deep, stretching you out until you were trembling all over against him. "Well, you ain't cuppin' a damn thing 'less you ask for it proper. You wanna finish, pet? You think a shy little thing like you gets to cum just 'cause she's whinin' into my shirt? You ask me. Ask your daddy if you can cum."
"Noâplease, I need itâ" you cried out into his chest, your vision blurring at the edges as he kept driving his fingers in and out, deliberately dragging out the torture, his strokes turning rough and filthy.
"Ah, what'd I say about askin' nice?" Billy growled, slowing just enough to keep you hanging on the edge. His fingers curled, drawing another broken gasp from you as his thumb moved in slow, steady circles on your nub. âUse your words, love. Say it. Please, daddy, can I cum?"
You were trembling so hard you could barely breathe, your teeth sinking deep into his shirt to keep from screaming as the pressure built higher and higher in your chest. You were entirely at his mercy, undone and dripping all over his knuckles.
"Pleaseâplease, daddy," you choked out, tears of sheer frustration and overwhelming lust soaking right into his clothes. "Can I cum? Please let me cum."
"That's a good girl," Billy murmured, a dark wave of pride washing over his features as he heard the words. "There you go, sweet'eart. Take it all, take every damn inch of my hand. Let me feel you melt around me."
He let go completely, his hand quickening until you couldnât hold on any longer. Your whole body tensed as the pleasure crashed over you, your breath catching while you clung to him, your voice muffled against his chest as you cried out his name.
Even as you convulsed and shattered against him, your thighs shaking uncontrollably, Billy didn't pull his hand out. He kept his fingers buried deep inside you, riding out your tremors and milking every last spasm out of your spent body until you were completely shattered.
Only when you were completely limp, chest heaving and hiding your face against his collarbone, did he finally slide his fingers out of your wet heat. He pulled his hand up slowly, bringing his glistening fingers right to his mouth. Then with an utterly filthy smirk locked on his face, he licked every single drop of your juices clean off his fingers, groaning softly as he tasted you.
"Fucking hell, pet," he rasped, his eyes dark and heavy as he swallowed you down and pulled you tighter against his chest. "Taste so sweet..fucking gorgeous for me, every single drop."
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warnings: drugs & drug usage, mention of addiction, benâs an eater ofc, squirting, fingering, fauxcest.
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For the last eight months, this has been your average afternoon.
You spend it high out of your mind, fading in and out of consciousness, yet your hands go on autopilot to bury into Benâs hair. Your feet are pressed onto his shoulders, each leg being held open by his unbearably strong hands; sometimes they turn your skin purple but you donât mind.
Heâs so skilled with his mouth that youâve never been able to understand why he doesnât just become a male hooker instead of selling drugs. Oh, what are you even complaining about? If he was, you wouldnât be here right now!
The first sensation that begins to lull you out of your daze is the scratch of his beard. Each thick, wiry strand nips at your pussy and gets immediately lathered in your own slick. His nose nudges against your clit as his tongue dips down between your ass and gives one firm lick until heâs back up. Ben groans and lifts his head, his face glistening like a glazed donut.
âFucking perfect.â He gasps. One big glob of spit smacks at your folds and drips between them. When he looks at you, all he sees is a scrunched face and blurry eyes. It almost hits like an insult. âYou falling asleep on me?â
Gently, you shake your head and tug at his hair. âMm-mm. Just- just keep going. Felt good and warm.â You murmur, stretching your hands down to the nape of his neck and back up again. âNo, baby. I think youâre going to fall asleep on me.â The words come out more softly than heâd like to admit. âIâll give you something.â
That perks you up. âWhat? No.â You groan, legs snapping shut once heâs standing again. âI donât have the money.â Ben laughs. Truly and deeply, he laughs. âWhenâd I say anything about money? Shut up and wait for me. Dadâll give you something you canât resist, yeah? Gonna be asking for it tomorrow.â
Oh, tomorrow. Yes, youâd do this again tomorrow wouldnât you?
When he comes back itâs with an orange pill bottle. The capâs been taken off or lost entirely and it rests between his fingers and palm. He settles himself right between your legs on the floor again like heâs done countless times over, and you open right up for him in that same droopy state.
âWhat is it?â You shuffle around and sit up, leaning over to look closer. He can only smile at your sudden alertness. âDex.â He shakes the bottle a little. âGonna crush it up for you and youâll do it on the back of my hand.â You nod eagerly, bunching your fists together. Youâre barely biting back a smile. âOkay.â
It feels longer than it really is for him to do it. You can hear every bit of that pill being crushed between his fingers and sprinkled out onto his skin. âBe ready.â He barks like youâre not practically bouncing at the edge of your seat. He turns in that careful way of his, a nervous scrunch on his face and his other hand holding his wrist still. No, he doesnât shake, but heâs still trying not to spill.
He looks at you expectantly, wanting you to make the first move even though youâre still waiting on his command. âFuckâre you waiting for?â
You hold his fingers with one hand and close a nostril with the other. Each deep inhale hits like youâre going to sneeze but your body realizes it before it can happen. It stings in a good way, as if youâre licking a dirty penny. The whole lineâs gone before you can finish thinking about how it feels.
Sitting up, the first reaction you see is his big, sexy grin. âAre you sure itâs free?â You murmur, rocking back and forth. Ben places his hands back on your legs, pushing them open and watching as you lay back for him. âAll you gotta do is look pretty while you cum on my face.â
..Sure.
You canât tell if you said that aloud or not.
Heâs all about making sure you look at him. Clicks his tongue like youâre a dog and makes you stare deep in his eyes as he tongue fucks you. His teeth graze your clit and yet you donât feel it. You definitely will soon.
The taste of your cunt makes his eyes roll all the way back. Itâs a sweet yet tangy taste that coats every crevice of his mouth thickly. Maybe thatâs his own addiction; how deep his desire goes to make you sit here and feel everything he gives you could rival even the craziest man.
Thereâs no clock to tell you how long itâs been since he started back up but at some point you started to feel again. Perhaps too much feeling because itâs starting to get a little unbearable. You can feel every harsh breath into your skin and how his callouses grip onto your inner thighs. On top of all that, you can feel the way his teeth scrape at your clit and suck on it like a lollipop. Your hands outstretch towards his hair, nails digging into his scalp at the sudden buzz of sensation in your stomach.
âJesus christ!â You groan, dropping your mouth open and squeezing your eyes shut. When he hums in amusement, you barely resist the urge to squeeze his whole face with your thighs.
Benâs tongue digs into your hole once more until that warmth gets replaced by two thick fingers attempting to plunge into you. âRelax,â He murmurs, voice muffled by skin. You shiver and jolt, nodding and letting go of him to sit back. He pops his mouth off to rest against your leg, gently easing in each digit until itâs rested at the knuckle. Youâre sure his fingers arenât that big, but it does feel like theyâre the same size as his dick right now.
A sharp breath is taken to suck in your teeth at his fingers curling up into you. âYouâre squeezing the shit out of me.â He groans, smiling up at you as he begins to pump his fingers. All you can do is nod and hiccup. âFeels.. big.â You slur, bucking your hips up into him. âMâgonna cum soon..â
âYeah? Gonna cum all over me?â He coos, inching his mouth closer, his warm breath fluttering over your skin. You nod, rolling your hips into him, your clit just barely grazing his lips. He takes that chance to part his lips and take it in, his tongue brushing the sensitive bud before sucking it.
The perfect timing of the curl of his fingers and the way he eats you out like an emaciated prisoner is enhanced by the drugs in your system pumping through your blood. You can feel your orgasm like a bunch of needles poking through your skin or the slap of a strong hand hitting your nerves. Itâs almost controllable, almost, but heâd never be gentle enough to let you savor it.
That wave of pleasure comes down like a storm. It swirls around your stomach and comes out of your urethra like a hose. Youâre squirting. All over him.
âYouâre a damn water fountain, baby!â He gasps, fucking his fingers into you until you finish. âDidnât think youâd do that. Gotta give you somethinâ for that, really I do.â If you had half a brain to be enthusiastic about it you would, after all itâs some of the best news youâve had all day. What you do instead is kick your legs at his shoulders and press your feet into his back.
When Ben pulls his fingers out theyâre coated in slick, the clear, thick fluid clinging onto his fingers like glue. âOpen up.â And you do. You take his fingers in your mouth like itâs normal because it is. You roll your tongue around, lick under his fingernails and nip at his callouses. He rubs the pads of his fingers on your tongue. âThere you go. Tastes like money, donât it.â
Summary: Soldier Boy had a hard day and you're his favorite way to decompress... That and your usual predator and prey game.
Warnings: ! NSFW MDNI 18+ ! Smut, dom!soldier boy, rough sex, unprotected sex (p in v), squirting, fingering, begging, dirty talk, degrading, praise, creampie, slight hyperspermia, soft!soldier boy (sorta), afab reader insert (feminine petnames), no mentions of y/n
Words: 2.2k ~ my first posted fic asdfgghjkl enjoy! kinda obsessed with him...
You don't see him yet, but the warmth radiating from him seeps through your sleep clothes.
"What're we hidin' from, Doll?"
Your breath hitches. He found you... Again.Â
"N-nothing... Just checking something." Your heart rate picks up again, a loud thump-thump-thump that tells him everything he needs to know.Â
He clicks his tongue as he steps closer, so close you can feel the press of his arousal against your ass.Â
"Our little game of hide and seek is over." He rasped. He doesn't touch you yet.Â
"Run." The command is a low vibration you can feel more than you can hear.
Then you run, an exhilarated smile on your face as your heart races and your breath picks up. He doesn't chase, you can hear every single slow step on the hardwood floor. He's savoring this.
"There you go, sweetheart. Keep running." His voice is laced with a predatory amusement, but you can hear the strain underneath. He feels it too, the absolute thrill of the hunt. Of knowing he will catch you, and he'll ravage you beautifully.Â
You keep running, before settling under the bed. You take steadying breaths and will your heart rate to calm down. He'll find you regardless, but maybe it'll give you a chance to last longer.
You can hear the faint sounds of his boots making their way towards you, the sound of his suit creaking ever so slightly. You knew he had a bad day at work and this, you, were his favorite way to decompress.Â
"You know darlin', I can practically taste how wet you are for me already. Probably clenchin' those perfect thighs together thinkin' about me between them." He stops walking, you can hear the slide of his hardness being released from his pants and his gloved hand wrapping around it. "Do me a favor and rub those tits for me, nice and slow like I showed you before."Â
Before you can even process it, your hands move. Sliding under your sleep shirt and rubbing your perked nipples just how he asked. He takes a few more slow steps.
"That's my girl... My good girl." His hand strokes faster, you can hear the creaking of his suit as he thrusts into his hand. "A damn shame your mouth isn't wrapped around me instead. I should change that don't you think?" His steps get closer, the speed picking up but you're too engrossed in the thoughts to notice.Â
Until his large hands wrap around your ankles, pulling until you're lying face up with him standing over you. His hard, leaking cock is the first thing you see.Â
His voice is a low, rumbling sound that makes your thighs clench. "There she is..." He starts stroking himself again, right over you with his gold-flecked green eyes looking down at you. "My beautiful little toy. Gonna be good tonight?" This is a test and you both know it. He doesn't want easy, he doesn't want a pretty little doll who listens to every word he says. So you shake your head, you try to run again but then it dawns on you. He's blocking the one way out of the room, you're trapped and the cornered look in your eyes is everything he needs to know.Â
He laughs, a deep amused rumble that ignites that tight feeling in your belly, but he doesn't move to grab you. Not yet. Instead, he looks right into your eyes and strokes faster. A low groan emanating from his large form.
He tilts his head. "Love when you do that thing, that scared little pet routine, as if you're not drippin'. Take your clothes off. Now." And you do. You pathetically listen, your eyes locked onto his as you peel off your sleep clothes and your underwear. His eyes graze over your newly-exposed skin like a physical touch, lingering on your breasts before sliding downward towards your closed thighs. He strokes faster.
"Open." His command is final, the sound of his husky aroused voice makes your legs fall open almost immediately. The cold air can't compete with the warmth of his gaze, hot and heavy. He growls, not grunts, not groans. Growls and licks his lips slowly.Â
"Spread yourself, darlin'. Let me see the mess you made just for me." He smirks, that arrogant confident smirk that sends a new wave of heat down to your core. That smirk that tells you he has you exactly where he wants you, that you're his and you both know it.
Your hands move slowly, spreading yourself for him and even you can feel the slick that's made its way across your thighs and lips. You can see the way his breath hitches, a small crack in the supposed control he always carries himself with.Â
"Fuck me... You're soakin' baby." He takes a step closer. "So fuckin' ready for me..." He takes another, his eyes locked onto the wetness pooling. "Most beautiful thing I've ever fuckin' seen." He moves quickly, your eyes locked onto him as he picks you up from the floor with an effortless motion that speaks of his brutal strength. You don't fight him, even as he throws you down onto the bed.
âGoddamn⌠I missed you.â He cages you in on the bed, his large hand coming up to tilt your head back. He leans in until your lips are almost touching. âLook at that pretty fuckinâ faceâŚâ He finally closes the distance, his lips crashing against yours in a breathtakingly passionate kiss. His teeth sinking into your bottom lip before his tongue slips against yours, there's no need to fight him anymore. You're right where you want to be and he knows it.Â
His other hand slips down, cupping your breast with a gentleness that defies the heat of the kiss as his thumb flicks over your hardened nipple. A sharp intake of your breath is swallowed by his mouth and he responds with a guttural groan that vibrates right through you. His hand travels lower, the pace agonizingly slow. A whimper falls from your parted lips before you can stop it and his hand pauses. He pulls back just enough to speak, his forehead pressed against yours.Â
âWhat? Begginâ already?â His tone is the perfect taunt, sending a fresh pool of wetness to your heat. He makes a sound almost like a chuckle. âYou're a desperate little slut, all worked up and I haven't even done anythinâ.â He pulls back and the loss of his warmth is immediate in the large room. Another whimper slips out and his head tilts, a filthy predatory grin spreads across his face.Â
âYou want it that bad, huh?â He shakes his head but his eyes never leave yours. âUn-fuckinâ-believable.â He doesn't move closer again, instead he slides his gloves off and flexes his fingers. His tone drops to an almost annoyed rumble.
âI'm over here beinâ all sweet and you're rushinâ me?â He lets out a sound that could almost be a laugh if he wasn't so visibly frustrated. He leans in, not close enough to touch you just yet but enough for you to feel his cock pressing against your thigh. âYou want it that bad, okay. I'll fuckinâ give you somethinâ.â And you almost smile, until you feel his hand moving towards your wetness.Â
He slips two fingers in without warning, without a warm-up, and a sharp gasp leaves your lips. He doesn't give you time to adjust, setting a pace that makes your back arch off the bed. His voice is a growl by your ear, his warm breath drifting along the shell of it.
âI come home⌠frustrated as hell⌠and you have the damn nerve to fight me? Whimper at me? Right as I'm about to give you what the fuck you want?â He curls his fingers inside you, hitting that spot that makes you see stars. âYou're just a desperate little thing, ain't you?â His thumb rubs circles along your clit with an expert touch, he already knows your body too well. The coil in your belly tightens.Â
âDon't stop begginâ now doll, Iâm already listening.â He leans down and wraps his lips around one of your nipples, his tongue flicking over the stiff peak before he sucks. Hard. Just the way you like it.Â
Your voice comes out as a desperate pathetic whimper, âPlease⌠Please sir⌠Let me cumâŚâ He chuckles against your skin, his other hand coming up to brush against your other nipple as he speeds up the movements within you and applies just the right amount of pressure to your clit to take you right over the edge.Â
âLet go, baby. I've got you.â He says into the sensitive skin of your breast, and you listen. The climax hits you in waves that make your vision go black for a second but he doesn't stop, he keeps moving until the trembles slow down. âThat's my girl⌠My perfect fuckinâ girl.âÂ
Before you can fully catch your breath, he's lining himself up with your aching hole. One of his hands comes up to hold the nape of your neck, tangling gently in your hair. You can't take your eyes off of him, even as he smiles in that annoyingly perfect way. Even as he slowly slides himself into you with a deep, primal groan.Â
âFuck⌠Waited all damn day for this, for your tight fuckinâ pussy.â His eyes close for a second, he takes in a strained breath as he glides in deeper. The stretch is a welcomed and familiar pain. âGoddamn, Iâll never get used to this.â He buries himself fully into you and his eyes open again. His hand on your neck tightens, not enough to hurt but to ground himself.Â
âMy perfect fuckin' girl⌠Say it.â He rasps out as his eyes lock onto yours, the intensity making you throb around him.Â
âI-I'm yours.â You manage to breathlessly squeak out between moans and whimpers. He slides himself out until only the broad tip is in you before slamming back in with a low deep groan.Â
âDamn fuckin' right you are, all mine.â He grunts out, sweat beading on his forehead as he sets a brutal pace, every thrust pulling the air from your lungs. His hand on your hip tightening with the pressure of keeping control, the sound of skin slapping against skin mixes with the desperate sounds falling from your swollen, parted lips like a sinful symphony.Â
âThatâs it baby, take it⌠Take it all.â He lifts your hips, angling himself to hit that soft spongy part that makes the pressure in your core peak. Your hands that were clinging onto his shoulders tighten, your nails digging into his skin as you feel the distinct warm gushes and the pressure subsides. He chuckles.
âMakinâ such a mess for me, my good fuckinâ girl.â He slows down, but only to flip you over onto your hands and knees. His hands gripping the supple skin of your ass in a way that's both possessive and reverent before he slams back into you with a strained growl. The position makes the fullness even more apparent, his thick length practically kissing your cervix. He moves faster than before, the new angle allowing him to chase his own release.
âFuck, doll⌠âm not gonna last long, not with you grippinâ me like thisâŚâ His large calloused hands grip your waist tightly, his breathing is ragged and strained with the need to wait for you to get close again. His thrusts become less consistent, taken over by the overwhelming need to fill you up.Â
âGonna fill you up nice and good, show you how much I needed this.â One of his hands slides between your legs, finding your clit with precision and applying the perfect amount of circular pressure.
âCâmon doll, gimme another one.â The combined sensations of his thickness slamming inside of you, his focused attack on your clit, and the pain from his grip on your waist brings you deliciously close to another climax. Your walls flutter around him.Â
âFuck⌠That's it darlin', come with me.â His thrusts speed up as he continues that same pressure on your sensitive bundle, his groans getting more unfiltered and betraying how close he is to losing control.Â
âI-I'm gonna-â You can barely scream out the warning before your walls clench rhythmically and violently around him, your back arching further into the bed as your hands grasp at the sheets. His hips stutter with a low, animalistic growl that turns to a roar. He thrusts deep and spills himself inside of you, hot, thick, and seemingly never ending as your eyes flutter shut. He rolls you both over, keeping himself inside of you, so he's spooning you as he catches his breath. One arm is under your head and the other is rubbing gentle circles on your bare stomach, his release spilling out onto your thighs as you feel him still twitching inside.
âGoddamn⌠I missed you so much, doll.â He manages to rasp out before pressing a lingering kiss to the top of your head.Â
âBest fuckinâ game of hide and seek in my life.âÂ
a/n: hope you liked it! :3 my first time actually posting my writing.
Summary: A feral Logan shows up unannounced and fucks you dumb. Thatâs literally it.
Word Count: 2.5k
Disclaimers: Rough sex, somewhat non-consensual. Logan and reader are toxic fuck buddies. Lots of explicit language and graphic descriptions of sex. Fingering, oral (f receiving), fondling, p in v sex. Breath play, dom/sub dynamics, some pain play with mention of blood. A few detailed descriptions of violence. Extremely NSFW. 18+ no minors!
A/N: I was in a MOOD when I wrote this and it just kept getting more and moreâŚtoxic? Explicit? Deranged? Whatever adjective that describes when you would like to get your shit rocked by 200 pounds of pure muscle with total disregard for your well-being. That. Well, I hope someone out there relates. Enjoy!
The walls shook with incessant pounding on the front door to your apartment. Giant, booming knocks reverberated so loudly that you were shaken awake from a dead sleep.
2:17 am
The blaring light of your phone screen blinded your barely awake eyes.
Who the fuck was waking you up at this hour?
Bare feet met cold hardwood floor on wobbly legs, a robe haphazardly draped over a tank top and shorts. Your fingers ineffectively smoothed down some bed head before you flung open the door, ready to cuss out whoever was behind it.
But you didnât get a single syllable out.
Logan.
The Wolverine.
He looked like shit. Mud, sticks, and leaves smeared across every bit of open skin. His X-Men uniform ripped in so many places you marveled how his ass wasnât hanging out of it. Dried blood laced the frayed edges of the fabric, but you knew thereâd be no scars. Luckily Logan had a convenient mutation for someone who looked like he fought a bear in the woods tonight.
You opened your mouth to tell him as much, but Logan grabbed your face in one hand and slammed his mouth to yours. He inhaled through his nose, breathing in your scent like an animal, and growled, a low, threatening sound from deep in his chest. His grip on your chin and cheeks almost hurt, and he only released you just enough to let you awkwardly gasp for air.
Oh fuck. Not again.
You tried to speak again but Logan grabbed your waist and suddenly you were staring at the wooden grain of the floorboards, followed by a door slam that rattled the dishes in the cupboard. Heavy feet carried you through your home, rapidly moving towards the bedroom, until you were unceremoniously dumped onto the mattress. The world spun again and you found yourself blinking at the overhead light in the ceiling.
It took you several seconds to get air back into your lungs, in which time, Logan had already ripped off what was left of his muddied uniform.
Goddamnit, heâs gonna leave a fucking mess.
Your mind barely had time to form the thought when you felt cold, hard metal slide along your stomach. Too shocked to speak, you froze in place as Logan sliced off your robe and pajamas until you were completely bare.
âLoâohhh!â Your words were cut off by Loganâs rough palm cupping your entire pussy. He was grinding down hard against your clit, followed by the impatient stroke of a hot, wet tongue. Was that whine coming from you? Automatically, your knees had slid up and fallen to the side to give him proper access.
When was the last time Logan was here? A month? Two? You couldnât seem to remember a thing when Logan was sending electrifying tingles through your abdomen with every movement of his hand and tongue. Regardless, your body knew his touch before your thoughts could catch up. In fact, any question had died on your lips the moment he grabbed your face and kissed you at the front door.
Fingers.
God, his thick fingers found their way into you and you could feel all your muscles clench tightly around him. Pulsing, squeezing, dripping wet. Yesâthatâs the spotâhe was pushing upwards now, pressing into your soft walls with every motion.
Logan knew exactly how to please you until you were his pliant, messy girl instead of the tough shit you actually were. You craned your neck, but you couldnât see his face because he was sandwiched between your legs. As he fingered and sucked you dry, Logan inhaled your smell again, like a predator and you were his all too-willing prey.
âFuck!â You blurted out, as your body seized up and you squirted all over his hand. The orgasm had come without warning, but Logan was ready. He promptly removed his digits and lapped up his own palm, then buried his face in your cunt. Your view was exclusively two pointed tufts of black hair, bobbing up and down as Logan drank you up. Without meaning to, you went limp, head falling back to the pillows. You could feel Loganâs scruff chaffing your thighs and pussy lips, but you had no energy to complain.
Goddamnit.
What were you going to say again?
A shadow crossed your vision, blocking out the light. Logan's handsome face slowly came into your view as you blinked rapidly, trying to regain focus.
âLoganâŚâ your voice came out in a whisper. Since when did you ever speak to him this gently? Most of your relationship consisted of you yelling, complaining, or swearing at the man. He was an asshole to you and a dick to everyone; reckless and selfish on the field, never bothered to stick to any sort of plan. Working with him was an absolute nightmare.
But he loved fucking you stupid any chance he could get. Somehow all that attitude and rage channeled into a heated night of passion that you could never take back. He finally got you to shut up and you melted into a needy, whiny, bratty princess the second he shoved his dick into you a year ago. And you hated that about him.
Itâs why you transferred to another team, and moved out of the mansion, and refused to answer his calls. But he knew where you lived. And he still came over sometimes to fuck you into next week. Unannounced of course.
And you let him.
Because Logan was the motherfucking Wolverine. No one else ever came close to what Logan could do to you. Throwing you around like a ragdoll? Diving face first into your dripping cunt? Then making you cum without saying a single word?
His face was cast in shadow, but you could see his eyes. Pupils dilated, glinting with primal need. It was in these moments that you knew he was more beast than man. More Wolverine than X-men.
More himself than he ever was in that stupid Kevlar suit he hated wearing. More than tracking down lost mutants in the middle of nowhere. More than even picking fights in a cage and leaving bad guys bleeding out of 6 holes.
What Logan wantedâno, needed was the adrenaline rush. Yes, he could get a rush from speeding on his bike in the pitch-black night, or letting his claws run wild and fuck up some pathetic soldier until he was sliced into pieces.
What most people didnât know was that The Wolverineâs preferred way of getting off wasnât fighting. It was sex. Specifically, fucking his favorite girl till she couldnât form a coherent thought. Especially that one hot-head who loved to boss him around. Now, that just turned him on even more because he knew how quickly he could dissolve all that attitude in minutes.
All it took was a few well-placed fingers and the first explosive orgasm from his not-so little dick and he knewâyou both knewâ this was gonna happen again.
So yeah. You knew it was Logan pounding on your door at 2 am. You knew what he wanted. You knew the adrenaline rush he was chasing.
And you were gonna give it to him.
Why?
Because itâs fucking delicious.
Loganâs cock brushed up against your belly as he held himself over you, eyes searching your face wildly. You couldnât tell what he was thinking, or if there was any thought at all. All you knew was that somehow, your hand was wrapped around his dick and it was so ridiculously huge. And hot. The man was drenched in sweat, heat coming off him in waves and he hadnât even fucked you yet. Warm breath fanned over your face as he pressed sloppy kisses onto you, eyes squeezed shut in pleasure just from you holding his cock.
Your fingers traced the veins in his dick, and god, he was so heavy. You had no idea how he ever fit into you, but somehow, he always did. Your other hand reached between your bodies and you stroked his lower abs, following the coarse hair until you felt his leathery sack, filled with cum that was sure to make a massive mess all over your sheets tonight. Logan grunted above you, biting into your shoulder, and you yelped in pain but your fingers kept stroking, feeling, touching.
âLogan, can IâŚ?â You began to ask. You wet your lips with the tip of your tongue which earned you a sharp inhale, eyes locked onto the small movement. If only he wasnât trapping his body on top of you, then you could just have a little taste.
But Logan drew himself up and grabbed your wrists, throwing them above your head. You were treated to an unobstructed view of his marvelous body. All thick muscle, wiry hair, and heavy breathing. His nostrils were flared, in what could have been anger. But you knew better. He was ready to fuck you and he wasnât gonna accept anything but the delicious vice-grip of your pussy.
âOhhhhhh!â
Logan gripped your thigh with his free hand and violently shoved his cock in one stroke. The scream that ripped through your throat must have been ear-splitting, but Logan was completely unbothered. The only reaction you saw was a deepened furrow in his permanently pinched brows. Then his fingers dug into the meat of your thighs and his hips jackhammered into your body, at an almost painful pace. But Logan was an expert when it came to your body. For anybody else, this would have broken them.
For you? He was hitting so deep you were clawing at his chiseled back like a feral cat. Only you were mewling, begging in mind-numbing pleasure. Every stroke sent shocks of sensation through every nerve.
âP-pleaaaase! Logan! Donât stop!â
You fell into a rhythm, Loganâs deep grunts punctuated by the filthy slap of skin on skin as he slammed you into the mattress. Knees bent, 45 degrees, arms wrapped in a chokehold. His cock thrust into you without stopping, and it was all you could do to keep your eyes open. You wanted to watch the pleasure begin to contort the face of your lover. You wanted to see the effect you had on him.
His uneven breath hissed through clenched teeth. A vein throbbed from the middle of his forehead. His feral eyes tried, and failed to focus on your face and instead found your open, pouted lips. You could feel him almost slip from how much your juices, intermingled with sweat, made a mess between your overheated bodies.
âF-fuck! Lo! Itâs so-oo g-good!â Your voice faltered with every bounce.
Suddenly, Logan bottomed out and he held himself still, crying out in a deafening roar. You flinched hard when his fists punched into the bed, right next to your face. Time seemed to slow down as you followed the silent motion happening in your peripheral.
Shiny, silver metal. Extending, slicing, ripping through his skin to the fabric. A slight sting on your cheek registered through the haze of your arousal. Arousal soon replaced by the slither of thrill and a touch of fear.
Did he just�
A new level of excitement unlocked, you turned back to look at Logan. Could he feel the deep throbbing, the overwhelming desire you had for him? He was staring at his extended claws, then the cut on your face, then back to your expectant eyes. Without missing a beat, Logan leaned forward, licked up the blood sliding down your skin, and pumped into you so hard and fast it made your head spin.
You didnât think it was possible but Logan hit overdrive until your mind had been completely wiped clean of thought. Through the static, you heard a distant yell and your own sharp gasp as Loganâs hips stuttered, slamming into you harshly.
Once.
Twice.
A third timeâand that was enough. Stars burst across your vision and a gush of your orgasm intermingled with his spend. What was mere seconds felt like an endless wave of pure ecstasy in the deepest parts of your being. You could have been floating, weightless, swept up in passion and pleasure. Did you even make a sound? Or simply a silent gasp as the orgasm flooded your senses? Only Logan could make you could cum like this. Only Logan could make sex feel like a literal drug. And you knew Logan was addicted to your bodyâno, to you. As much as you tried to resist, you knew you wanted him, craved him. More than youâd ever admit to him.
The sudden emptiness of Logan pulling out brought you back to reality. His weight disappeared from on top of your body and your eyes shot open at the sound of a crash.
The hell?
âLogan!â Your voice came out raspy, and utterly useless because Logan was roaring around your bedroom like a madman. His claws fully extended, splintering furniture, the wallpaper, the door. His bulging arms were fully tensed up until you could see every sinew, every muscle, even though he tore through everything like it was jello.
âStop it! What the fuck are you doing?!â You scrambled off the bed and shouted at his broad back. Logan whirled back to face you and you barely had the reflex to jump back from his extended claws. For the first time in a long time, you feel the cold shiver of fear down your back. He thought fucking you would help, and it did, but for some reason he couldnât come down. His adrenaline was still pumping like he hadnât gotten it out of his system, and now the alarming destruction clearly pointed to bigger issues. Rage was pouring off of him like a waterfall as if it had been building all night and had finally burst free.
Logan would never hurt me, right?
Before you had time to entertain that line of thinking, Logan retracted his claws and pulled you against his chest, crushing any air out of your lungs. He exhaled heavily and growled into your ear the first actual words heâd spoken to you all night.
âIâll fix this later.â
Then he released you into a heap on the floor as you gasped and spluttered.
âL-Logan! The fuck does that mean?!â
You could feel the vibrations of his stomping and then another wall-shaking slam of the door. He left you there, sore, naked, thoroughly fucked, and absolutely whiplashed from his beastly behavior.
Summary: Your boyfriend, Soldier boy comes over to help you build your desk after you struggled for a bit. Once he finishes with little to no complaints, he fucks you on it to test the durability.
You really should have known better than to buy the âeasy assemblyâ desk from that trendy online furniture place. After forty-five minutes of swearing, two broken nails, and one near-miss with a hammer to your thumb, you gave up.
Your phone was in your hand before you could talk yourself out of it.
He picked up on the second ring, voice gravelly and amused like heâd been expecting trouble. âYeah?â
âBen,â you said, trying not to sound as pathetic as you felt. âI need you.â
There was a low chuckle on the other end. âThatâs my favorite fucking sentence, sweetheart. You wet already or what?â
You rolled your eyes, âI bought a desk. Itâs in pieces. The instructions are useless. Please come over and use that ridiculous super strength for something useful.â
âYou want me to play handyman?â He chuckled, âAlright. Be there in twenty. Donât start without me.â
True to his word, because even Soldier Boy had his rare reliable moments, he showed up at your door exactly nineteen minutes later in a faded black t-shirt that stretched obscenely across his chest and shoulders, jeans slung low, hair artfully mussed like heâd rolled out of someoneâs bed and into yours. He smelled like expensive cologne, gun oil, and that unmistakable warm, masculine scent that always made your stomach flip.
He stepped inside, eyes immediately landing on the disaster zone that was your living room. One eyebrow arched.
âJesus Christ, doll. You really tried to do this yourself?â
âI got the legs on,â you muttered defensively, gesturing at the sad half-constructed frame.
He sighed, shrugging off his jacket and tossing it over your couch. The muscles in his arms flexed as he moved, and you tried very hard not to stare. Failed.
âMove,â he ordered, already crouching down. âWatch and learn.â
You expected complaints. You expected him to throw the instructions across the room and demand you suck him off as payment. Instead, Ben did it with no complaints. Large hands sorted screws with surprising precision. He didnât even need the little Allen wrench half the time, just tightened everything down with his fingers like it was nothing. The wooden panels aligned perfectly under his grip. Within twenty minutes the desk stood proud and solid in the corner of your room, sleek modern lines, drawers sliding in smooth as butter.
He stood back, hands on his hips, looking obnoxiously pleased with himself. A thin sheen of sweat made his t-shirt cling to the hard planes of his back.
âDone,â he announced. âTold you. Easy.â
You ran your palm over the surface, impressed. Sturdy. Wide enough for your monitors, your laptop, and still room to spare. âHoly shit, Ben. Itâs perfect. Thank you.â
He turned toward you, eyes dragging slowly down your body. You were still in comfy leggings and an oversized tee, hair up in a messy bun, but the way he looked at you made you feel like you were wearing lingerie.
âDonât thank me yet,â he said, voice dropping. âI gotta test the durability first.â
Your pulse jumped. âBenâŚâ
He was already moving, crowding you back against the freshly assembled desk until the edge pressed into the tops of your thighs. One big hand slid around your waist, the other braced on the surface beside you, caging you in. Heat rolled off him in waves.
âSolid construction,â he murmured, lips brushing your ear. âThick top. Good weight distribution. But will it hold up when Iâm balls deep in that tight little pussy, fucking you stupid?â
A shiver ran straight down your spine. Your hands came up to rest on his chest, feeling the steady thunder of his heart under super-soldier muscle. âYouâre ridiculous.â
âYou love it.â He nipped at your jaw, then your neck, sucking a mark that would definitely bruise. âCâmon, baby. Let me christen your new desk properly.â
You should have at least pretended to protest. Instead you tilted your head to give him better access, fingers curling into his shirt. âIf you break it, youâre buying me a new one.â
He laughed against your skin, low, filthy. âDeal.â
Then he was kissing you like heâd been starving for it. Soldier Boy didnât do soft and sweet unless he was in a rare mood; this was all tongue and teeth and possessive hunger. His hands were everywhere, squeezing your ass, sliding up under your shirt to palm your breasts, thumbs brushing your nipples until they pebbled. You moaned into his mouth and he drank it down, grinding his growing erection against your stomach.
âOff,â he growled, tugging at your shirt. You helped him yank it over your head. Your bra followed seconds later, tossed somewhere behind him. He lifted you effortlessly onto the desk, the wood cool against the backs of your bare thighs. The position spread your legs around his hips and he stepped between them like he belonged there.
âLook at you,â he said, voice rough with appreciation. He cupped one breast, rolling the nipple between thumb and forefinger while his other hand worked your leggings down. âSitting pretty on your fancy new desk, waiting to get fucked. My good girl.â
âBen...â You gasped as he dragged your leggings and panties off in one go, leaving you completely bare on the smooth surface. He pushed your thighs wider apart, eyes locked on your pussy like it was his favorite meal.
He dropped to his knees.
The first swipe of his tongue had your head falling back, a broken sound escaping your throat. Soldier Boy ate pussy like he fought, aggressive, relentless, and unfairly skilled. He licked a broad stripe up your slit, then circled your clit with the tip of his tongue before sucking it into his mouth. Two thick fingers pushed inside you without warning, curling just right, pumping steadily while he devoured you.
âFuck, Ben, oh god!â Your hands flew to his hair, gripping tight. He groaned in approval, the vibration shooting pleasure through you.
He worked you open, scissoring his fingers, adding a third when you started grinding against his face. The wet sounds were obscene in your quiet apartment. Your legs started shaking.
âThatâs it,â he mumbled against your clit. âGet nice and sloppy for me. Gonna need it.â
You came hard, back arching, thighs clamping around his head. He didnât stop, just kept licking you through it until you were whimpering and oversensitive.
When he finally stood, his mouth was shiny with your slick. He wiped it with the back of his hand, smirking like the cocky bastard he was. Then he was stripping, shirt first, revealing that ridiculous torso, then jeans and boxers shoved down. His cock sprang free, thick and heavy, flushed dark at the tip and already leaking. You reached for it instinctively but he caught your wrist.
âNah. Not yet.â He stepped between your spread legs again, rubbing the head of his cock up and down your soaked folds, teasing your clit. âWant you to feel every inch when I split you open on this desk.â
He pushed in slowly, savoring it. The stretch was intenseâalways was with him, but you were so wet it was easy. Inch by inch he sank deeper until his hips were flush against you, buried to the hilt. You both groaned.
âFuck, youâre tight,â he hissed, forehead pressed to yours. âEvery goddamn time.â
He gave you a moment to adjust before he started moving. Slow, deep rolls of his hips at first, letting you feel the drag of every vein. The desk creaked faintly under the force but held steady. That seemed to flip a switch in him.
âAtta girl,â he praised, voice wrecked. âTaking my cock so well. This desk gonna hold up while I wreck you?â
He picked up speed, slamming into you harder. The sound of skin on skin filled the room. Your breasts bounced with every thrust and he leaned down to catch one nipple in his mouth, biting just enough to make you cry out. One of his hands wrapped around your throat.
You clung to his shoulders, nails digging into his skin. He was relentless, pounding into you with that superhuman stamina. The desk scraped against the floor a little but didnât collapse. Good investment.
âBen, harder,â you gasped, legs locked around his waist.
He laughed breathlessly. âGreedy little thing.â He pulled out suddenly, making you whine at the loss, only to flip you around. Your chest pressed against the cool desktop, ass up. He kicked your feet wider apart and thrust back in from behind in one smooth stroke.
This angle was devastating. He hit that spot inside you with every brutal snap of his hips. His hand fisted in your hair, pulling your head back so he could growl in your ear.
âGonna fuck you until this desk is the only thing keeping you upright. You hear me? Want you dripping down your thighs when Iâm done.â
You could only moan in response, pushing back to meet his thrusts. He reached around to rub your clit in tight circles, the combined sensation pushing you toward the edge again embarrassingly fast.
âCome on, baby. Give it to me. Come on my cock while youâre bent over your pretty new desk like a good little slut.â
The orgasm crashed over you like a wave. You cried out his name, clenching around him so hard it dragged a guttural groan from his chest. He fucked you through it, pace faltering as he chased his own release.
âFuck, gonna fill you up,â he snarled. A few more punishing thrusts and he stilled deep inside you, cock pulsing as he came. You felt the hot rush of it, rope after rope until it was leaking out around where you were joined.
For a long moment the only sounds were your ragged breathing. He stayed buried inside you, arms braced on either side of your body, caging you protectively against the desk.
Eventually he pulled out with a low hiss. You felt the mess immediately, his cum trickling down your inner thigh. He turned you around gently, surprisingly tender for a man whoâd just railed you within an inch of your life, and lifted you to sit on the edge again.
His thumb brushed your swollen bottom lip. Green eyes searched your face, something almost soft flickering there before the smirk returned.
âDesk passed the test,â he said, voice husky. âSolid fucking investment. Maybe next time Iâll bend you over it while youâre trying to work. See how long you last typing with my dick inside you.â
You laughed weakly, still catching your breath, and pulled him in for a slow, lazy kiss. âYouâre buying the next piece of furniture too.â
After losing the bet to Soldier Boy, you lay naked on the bed, wearing only lace panties, breathing heavily from his kisses on your sensitive, soft breasts. Ben let out a husky, throaty laugh as he pulled away from your hips, his green eyes darkening with a mixture of arousal and a familiar, arrogant satisfaction. The sight of you lying there, your pale skin flushed by his lips, trembling under his gaze, was exactly what he wanted. He loved having you exactly where he wanted you, especially after he made you squirm with every inch of attention.
"Fuck, y/n," he growled, wiping a string of drool from his chin with the back of his hand. "Look at you. You're dripping like a broken faucet. You're such a pathetic little slut for me, aren't you?" His smirk widened as he watched your chest rise and fall. He wasn't trying to be cute; he loved the way his words made your breathing even more ragged. He loved being the reason you couldn't think straight.
He crawled onto the bed, the muscles in his arms tensing as he leaned against you, his gray sweatpants doing nothing to hide how much he wanted to plunge inside you again. "Bet you thought you could beat me, huh?" He leaned down, his beard scratching your soft skin, and whispered in your ear, "You should have been more careful. Now you're going to pay." His hand slid down between your legs, his fingers finding your clit without a moment's hesitation. "You're going to take every damn inch I give you today, baby. And you're going to fucking love it."
The moment your fingers dug into his biceps, searching for purchase as your body pulsed with desire, Ben didn't relent. On the contrary, your desperate, needy moan only fueled his fervor. He wasn't some fucking prince who would pamper you; he was a man who took what he wanted, and now he wanted to feel you surrender completely.
His free hand shot up, his palm cupping your neck. He didn't squeeze hard enough to hurt, but the pressure was enough to remind you who was boss, making you gasp as the air momentarily thinned. The dominance in his grip was instinctive, rough, and uncompromising. "Fuck yes, cry about it," he murmured, pressing against your skin, his voice a low, dangerous growl.
Then he pressed his lips to yours. This wasn't a gentle kiss; it was a hellish collision. His lips were rough, with a hint of whiskey and tobacco, and he invaded yours with an aggressive hunger, demanding you kiss him back. His tongue darted between your teeth, tasting your arousal as he kissed you as if he were trying to devour you whole. One hand pinned you by the throat, and the other slid down your body, leaving bruises on your thighs. He wanted you marked, wanted you to remember the feel of his hands on you long after he finished fucking you senseless.
Ben pulled away from your lips with a smacking sound, leaving you wet, breathless, and stunned. He didn't give you a second to recover before sliding between your thighs again. He wanted to throw you off balance, to completely surrender you to whatever he decided to do next. When his tongue first slid over your swollen folds, you let out a broken sound, half-sob, half-moan, your hips jerking involuntarily.
"Fuck, you're so damn desperate, aren't you?" he growled, pressing against your skin, his voice muffled but oozing with scornful amusement. He found your clit with alarming precision, sucking on it so hard it sparked behind your eyelids. As you writhed beneath him, your fingers desperately tangled in his dark hair, trying to either pull him closer or push him away from the overwhelming sensations, he only dug deeper.
Suddenly, he stopped licking and jerked upward. Instead of kissing, he sank his teeth into the soft flesh of your thigh, biting so hard he left a visible mark. You cried out, but the sound was cut off by his cruel, satisfied gaze as he looked up at you, between your legs.
"Look at you, just lying there like a fucking doll while I work you over," he smirked, his green eyes glittering with pure arrogance. "So fucking pliable. You're not even trying to resist anymore, are you? You're just waiting for me to fuck you. You're nothing but a fucking toy when I'm around, y/n."
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Asking Butcher if heâll give you your first creampie𫣠sorry not sorry lol
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MDNI!!
-Warnings: Butcher x Fem reader, unprotected sex,creampie,mutual ejaculation,praise kink,light biting,pet names, slight size difference.
-Summary: A shy confession leads to Butcher taking you raw and fast in missionary, filling you completely before pushing every drop back inside.
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The bedroom was quiet, save for the hum of the old floorboards and the heavy, electric tension hanging between you two. You were sitting on the edge of the mattress, knees pulled up slightly, your cheeks flushed red with hesitation as you stared down at your hands.
Billy walked into the room, wiping a streak of grime from his cheek, but his eyes locked onto you immediately. He stopped, his brow furrowing as he noticed the way you were fidgeting, looking smaller and uncharacteristically shy.
He closed the distance between you, dropping down on the bed right beside you. His voice dropped into that rough, low rumble, completely stripped of its usual bite. "Oi, whatâs up wiv you, pet? You look like you seen a ghost. Come on, talk to me. Whatâs wrong?"
You swallowed hard, looking away before whispering, "I'm just..I'm embarrassed, Billy."
A slow, dark heat flared in his eyes. The idea of you sitting there, all flustered and shy over him, hit him right in the chest. He let out a low coo, reaching out to hook a warm, heavy hand under your chin, forcing you to look at him. "Embarrassed? 'Bout what, sweetheart? Nothin' to be shy 'bout wiv me. Tell me. Go on."
"I..i want you to give me my first creampie," you blurted out, your voice dropping to a breathless whisper as your face burned bright red.
Billy let out a sharp, ragged intake of breath, his pupils blowing wide. That raw, filthy admission acted like a match to a powder keg, sending a violent spike of desire straight to his groin. His cock hardened instantly against his trousers, heavy and aching.
"Ffuckin' 'ell," he growled, the rough accent of his voice thick with sudden, ravenous hunger. " Yer want that, do ya? Yer want me to fill yer right up?"
Before you could even answer, he was moving, his hands gripping the waistband of your trousers and your panties in one rough motion, dragging them down your legs in a single fluid flick and kicking them aside. He didn't waste a second trying to prep you with his fingers..he wanted you tight, wanted you feeling every thick inch of him stretching you wide open.
"I ain't gettin' yer ready wiv my fingers," he rasped, dropping an octave as he shoved your legs apart and climbed right up on top of you, shifting you back onto the bed until you were flat on your back beneath him. "I want yer stretched. I want yer feelin' every bit of me right from the start."
He ripped open his fly, freeing his throbbing, heavy cock, and lined himself up at your entrance. You were already soaked, slick heat coating your thighs, practically dripping for him. Without a moment of hesitation, he pushed straight inside you in one brutal, gorgeous thrust.
"Bloody 'ell," Butcher hissed, his head dropping back as the friction of your unreadied heat slammed into him like a physical blow.
You gasped, your nails digging into his shoulders as he filled you to the hilt, the sudden, unpadded width stretching your walls so intensely that your breath hitched. "Billyâit's too much, it'sâit's too good," you choked out, your vision swimming from the overwhelming, burning friction of him resting deep inside you without any prep.
He looked down at you, his chest heaving, his eyes burning with absolute possession as he locked his weight into place above you in missionary. "Shh, yer alright," he cooed roughly, leaning down to press a harsh, demanding kiss to your lips before pulling back. "Yer can take it, love. I know what yer little body can handle. Just take it all."
And then he started moving, driving into you in a heavy, relentless rhythm that had the bedframe violently creaking against the wall. Every time he pulled back and slammed back down, the stretch was profound, electric, and dizzying, making you sob out his name against the sheets.
"Look at me," he panted, his voice a gravelly rasp as he hammered into you in missionary, his hands gripping your hips hard enough to bruise. "Yer so bloody soaked for me. Take it, pet."
The friction was building too fast, a white hot coil tightening low in your stomach. Butcher heard your broken whines, saw the way your eyes rolled back, and a rough, possessive grin crossed his face.
"That's it, love," he growled, driving into you deeper, harder, punishing yer wiv his pace. "Come on for me. Cum right on my cock, let me feel yer squeeze me."
The command pushed you over the edge. You shattered around him, an intense wave of pleasure ripping through you as you convulsed tightly against his length, crying out as you came hard over his thick cock. In the throes of your climax, you grabbed his forearm, sinking your teeth down in a hard, semi biting grip that drew a sharp, pleased hiss from his throat.
"That's itâŚbite me,mark me love," he rasped, his own control snapping completely under the dual sensation of your teeth and your tight walls milking him.
He let out a raw, guttural groan, his hips bucking hard as he buried himself as deep as he could possibly go. "FuckâI'm comin'!" he breathed out harshly.
Instead of staying still, the moment he emptied himself in a hot, thick rush deep inside your walls, he pulled his softening length right back out. Before you could even process the sudden emptiness, his thick, calloused fingers pressed against your opening, scooping and pushing every drop of his heavy release right back up inside yer.
"Can't be lettin' any of that go to waste, now can we, pet?" he rumbled, his fingers working it deep inside, ensurin' yer were completely stuffed wiv him. "Stay full of me, sweetheart. Every last drop where it belongs."
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Thank you so much for the request! Sorry Iâve not been publishing as many lately. Iâve been trying to work through my inbox and Iâve nearly finished! Requests are still open for fic and RP (Iâll reply as Butcher!), and they can be both NSFW and SFW đ¤
Explicit/16+ - oral sex, deepthroating, cum swallowing, sub leaning Butcher - gn!reader
You did everything you could not to wake him. Moving slowly and carefully, sliding under the blanket and climbing between his legs.
You hooked your fingers under the band of his boxers, pulling them back just enough to let his cock out, your fist curling around it gently.
He shifted, just a tad, eyelashes still resting softly against his cheeks.
You darted your tongue out, kitten licking at the tip to see if you'd get a reaction from him. You heard a slight grumble, still sleeping.
You took the soft head in your mouth, feeling him twitch against your tongue, beginning to harden.
After a few slow bobs all the way to the base, the blanket flew back from above your head.
"Fuck, Sweethear'"
You flicked your tongue under the head of his cock before you pulled off with a pop, looking up at him with a grin.
"Hope you don't mind" You started, fingers collecting the precum beading at the tip, bringing them to your lips to taste "Woke up hungry"
"Don't mi- Pet, this is- fuck. Y're perfect"
"Wait 'til I've finished the job at least" You playfully chastised, pressing a kiss to the head of his cock before sinking back down again.
This early in the morning, before he was even awake, there was no hope of him lasting long.
His hand drifted down to the back of your head, fingers curling into your hair, keeping you there.
The second you hollowed your cheeks, his grip tightened. It only took a few more bobs of your head for him to hold you down, ropes of cumming shooting out hard down your throat.
You swallowed and made your way back up, resting in his lap, leaning down to give him a bruising kiss, letting him taste himself on your tongue.
"Morning, Billy" You grinned, wolfish, as his head just fell back against the pillow, hands sliding up your sides.