Baby Is Coming

So far behind in posting my progress pictures

26 weeks and 4 days. Finally feeling him move now (thanks to my anterior placenta it took me a while before I felt a good amount of movement). I’m also feeling huge; I’ve been trying to stay active and exercise as much as I can but I feel like I’m as heavy as a bus lol.

We actually got our two hour delay yay extra sleep!

I’m the area is on a two hour delay but of course the one I work at isn’t -_-

12 weeks 4 days no bump yet but almost out of the first trimester.... hopefully the morning sickness ends soon

Which hopefully means less throwing up and maybe I’ll get some energy back. Working all day with a class of 18 4 year olds and constantly having to be energetic and hyper to keep their attention is exhausting... I used to be able to come home and take the dogs for a run. Now I’m lucky if I can come home and walk to the couch without wanting to cry from being so tiered.

Also at work I almost knocked a kindergartner over as I ran to the bathroom so I didn’t throw up on said kindergartener

No one knows that I’ve been pregnant three times. No one knows that each time it has ended badly. No one knows how much I wish I was pregnant.

He was so excited last time and it broke my heart to see his face last time.

I can’t get the idea that maybe I won’t be able to have children…. I know one miscarriage especially this early on is relatively common but I can’t get that thought out of my head.