mondaze
i'm listening to a random compilation of blue eyed soul on the spotify. i should really get away from spotify but fuck it's just way too convenient to not. it's the early morning in the beginning of the work week and i just really wanted to start it off right with the young rascals "it's a beautiful morning". it is a beautiful morning and i'm trying to start this week off on a real nice, smooth crystal clear but no pressure HIGH NOTE. after writing in here i need to choose the first song of my show and start programming today's playlist.... in exchange for MONEY (bc that is part of my job) and idk. it's pretty good out there or rather, in here, right now. things are kinda not good out there actually and i've been ignoring it. i wonder how long i can keep this up before people either start getting very exasperated with me and/or follow suit and join me. or stuff just implodes and i don't know if shit hits the fan and it all gets destroyed (our country) then i guess it was meant to be - it was just this country's turn to take a fucking hit and remind the rest of the world again to try and not repeat history. i don't think we as a species will ever learn. it's not in our nature as stupidity seems to keep happening again and again and over and over. here's the thing and the bottom line, all we have is now. and if that's the case i cannot even for one second spend too much time worrying, hurrying, ruminating. yet i do spend time in that way - it creeps up. i guess i'm writing as a reminder to focus on the present moment.
and the present moment involves a third listen to "you didn't have to be so nice" by the lovin' spoonful. if optimism could be defined in song i believe this one would be listed under the definition.












