if come another chance

let’s state eye to eye

wish to be more wise

wish to appreciate everything

wish to burn the fire inside

the heart beat that extends our wings

i wish to say all the things that bring love

and unity

once more

i’m sorry for not realizing the alchemising powers inside me, and for being blind of you

the treading of communication with intentionally absorbing yourself into the feeling of what you want to say

because everyone knows

but sometimes, when not strong enough

the other way, is you say what you mean, even if you arent absorbed in the feelings.

but how will other people know you really mean it

the people are really fragile nowadays

because the world has been so insensitivie

everything can hurt

everything can take you away from who you want to be

anyone could be out for you

but anyone could love you

people could heal you

everyone can give you strength in their own way

everyone could be blind

but everyone could see clearly

or learn to see clearly

in our own light

individualized energy flow mapped out

this is who i am, this is really who you are

in its truest form

behind this map, there isnt prejudice, their isnt death

inner expedition experience taking shape

i know so many more things belive me

the language of love + real esoteric slipped my mind

ive become too fluent in the other one perception

the hardship of being multilingual

love and logic

its almost like i want to learn the 64 languages

this is so crazy cus last time i listened to this was 2017 and like no matter how mindful i am , i act, don’t act, i learn on a logical and feeling level about what energy i have to ground myself vs what i need for my spirit and what i value and my passion but this saturnian energy from the transit is so loud and strict and suffocating

like i’m ngl i have been having a shit ton of revelations and understandings tho but my emotional swings are so overwhelming like i didn’t know this could be me. and i feel i don’t have a space outside where i can be real without remembering my toxic past relationship with social media and using my private accounts as a diary where i literally share absolutely everything. i just feel so sorry and guilty for how i lacked boundaries and let people see me talking to myself like that