linn ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

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technically the second blog is mine because they used my name but i don’t really want to be on the boy blog and I think this is unfair.

I’m trying to update my prns cc .. 😭

i literally am just a horny teenage boy and thats all one needs to know about me

I wasn’t acting like this earlier. Maybe I am just hungry. I am drawing. I have a headache because I tried to remember things. My bad. Ow.

Technically ive only had like 4 full name changes though. By that I mean when everyone abandoned me I used to change my name, and my personality and my gender shifted and obviously my entire identity changed with the name, it wasn’t something I was aware that I did and honestly its been a long time since Ive done it but there were 2 of them. Which isn’t crazy but its odd i guess. Teddy, and Kat. I guess kat still is a name of mine but i don’t use it so much as I use Katty. Teddy died years ago; 2018-2020 era of discord, died in like 21’ or something idk. I don’t remember it like at all. I know what happened loosely and theres pictures of it but I don’t actually remember. I feel incredibly weird even looking at the name Teddy. There was Kat too, she’s more recently gone. I guess its was over a year ago or something like that, but it feels recent. Kat died when Hannah left me. I spent an entire therapy session crying over Hannah. I don’t cry in front of people. First and only time I cried in front of my therapist. I don’t remember her much anymore. I know what she liked, and I remember her personality loosely, but I don’t remember spending time together very well. I have videos of us calling though. I don’t watch them. After that I switched over to Finn, which— is just boy Linn. I don’t really count that as a big identity shift even though I probably should.. I don’t remember being Finn either. Finn was Ivy’s era. Every era has a name. The other names were in-between ones. Kam was in between Kat, so original i know.. I was Kam irl and I was Kat online. completely separate personalities. I don’t remember.. like.. switching between them. Like I feel like i should be able to remember going from offline to online but I don’t. It feels like they’re completely separate timelines in my head even though they’re happening at the same time. Like an alternate universe or something. Kam is the identity Rue became friends with; separate from Kat but obviously it’s all me so still friends both times. it just weird to think about. I can’t think of Kam and Kat in the same timeline. It doesn’t fit in my head. They’re such complete opposites. it’s probably stupid.

MIGHT BE MISSIN YOU FOREVER BUT YOURE EVERY SONG I SING.

Who ordered a list of all my names/nicknames ive ever used????

i have 4 days to read my library book or ill never get it again cuz 30 people are waiting for it