Gardinerne er trukket fra, og de mørke lejligheder bliver kun brudt af lysene fra gadelygterne. I min lejlighed er det eneste, der stadig er vågent, mig. Noter og papirer ligger spredt rundt omkring, som om tankerne er løbet løbsk og det eneste der tilbage er kaos.

Jeg lader mig drive af drømmen, den stille kraft, der holder mig i gang, mens kaffekanden langsomt koger. Duften af kaffe fylder rummet, en lille trøst i mørket.

Dette sted nægtede at give slip, da livet ikke bare testede mig, men knækkede mig. Samtidig blev min identitet revet fra hinanden, fordi jeg ikke levede op stedets forventninger.

Mens andre er blevet gift eller har fået børn, har jeg begravet mig selv levende, set verden uden de sædvanlige filtre og genopfundet mig selv.

Jeg vidste, at dette sted ville ødelægge mig – men også give mig alt. Nu stemmer forventningerne overens med virkeligheden, og alt den “såkaldte” succes byttes ud med kernen, som har været frosset herude i seks år.

This place kept me safe when this cruel world broke me while roaming every atom within me.

You gave me everything i ever wanted.

They called us dreamers

They call us an outlier now within this world.

They say we will change how the veiw of leadership is looked upon.

While all I ever wanted was to get you home kiddo. - look deeper, reach further.

This place has given me everything I ever wanted, and finally I can feel this spark again. Where these deep layers have been looked away, This pulsing feeling fills every inch of me. This passion dares to challenge the world.

This place I’ve called home all these years has played its part. It has given me everything I ever wanted… but most importantly—

I have realized that there were parts of me I didn´t know were still there.

I realized that the ghost of her still haunts me.

It scares me… how I see the world without its fillers, and how I don’t cling to illusions like most people do.

1. Reach out to people you truly trust and be vocal to those who genuinely want the best for you.

2. Choose those who are ahead of you—emotionally, intellectually, and in life. People who are ahead will meet you with understanding, but they will push you to be better. Because they see your potional. while those who are behind will be cruel when you ask for help.

They’ll say I can roam the living with ease.

My family speaks proudly of me among their closest ones - as they talk about the man who took this homemade-submarine ride.

I remember the popular ones confused when i got the attention for wearing a propel hat

I remember my boys shouting my last name when I roamed that one everyone tried to get.

I know you’re tired, bleeding out and scared.

I’ve done things I didn’t want to do, all for the one thing I want most. Dreams aren’t made here they are won.