Perpetual Sadness

still caring about internet friends you lost touch with years ago is so embarrassing. yeah i had a deam we met up irl recently. the last time we spoke was maybe 7-8 years ago. i still wear the laces we randomly decided was a sign of our friendship. i dont know what any of your socials are or if youre even active on any. sometimes i see someones art resemble yours and i wonder for hours. do you still go by that name you chose? whenever i see it i wonder if its you. we couldve passed each other in this vastness a thousand times and not have a clue.

we were lonely kids having fun together. do you remember?

so. Doyle happens and JJ comes back from Afghanistan the second she hears Emily's name. Askari happens and Emily comes back from London the second she hears JJ's name. and then JJ hallucinates Emily while she's on the verge of dying and delirious from pain. I feel like this was a personal attack. happy pride month