Limited Sight, a Lot of Vision

Goodbye!

Let me love you, let me take your hand in mine. I want to show you, I want to show you love can shine.

Why are you confusing me? are you doing it on purpose? I'm trying to read between the lines and not just on the surface.

I can't believe its over as if you even care, I can't believe it's finished as if the was nothing even there. I need an explanation to tell me how you feel, the way it's all happening it doesn't seem real. Did I make the right decision to end it like I did? Will I ever really know?

I need comfort I need love, not a push or a shove. I need kindness in your eyes in your words and in your heart, if you can't give me this, it's not a good start. I need smiles and hugs not frowns or shrugs. I need strength and support, if you can't do all of this then it's time to abort.

Did I take the wrong road? Life is such a heavy load, I wish I could find the strength to crack life's secret code.

If I could control my thoughts my mind would never wonder, when I find myself alone I sit? I think, I ponder, What could life be all about it feels so hard it makes me doubt, can I cope all on my own? I'm not made of rock or stone.

Don't tell me that it's over or that we have to end, a connection like ours is rare, a life without you I cannot comprehend. Left lost inside myself not knowing where to turn, I sit back and pray our ties don't burn.

My little bis, gis a kiss. With eyes like saucers and lips that pout, he never makes me scream or shout. He laughs & jokes all day long, he'll even do a little song. So tiny so small the cutest of them all.

Just another one of those days where everything goes past in a haze.

I am lonely, lost and alone, no one to turn to I'm struggling to understand myself. Is this real what I feel? Is this a test? What will become of the rest? Why do I do this? Set myself up for a fall? Why do I over think everything? My life needs an overhaul!

I didn't feel strong enough but I did it anyway and at the end there was no feeling of accomplishment, no patting myself on the back, just a mantra of "don't cry in public, you will be going home soon, just remember doing that is going to be just as hard, so keep it together"

Your words lay on my skin, a thin veil of pain, like water washing over a pebble my heart is worn down. To feel true love is to feel magic, if you are offered it you don't want let go, sometimes it's not enough.

It drags you under giving no time to stop and wonder. It wants you, it needs you, a numbing warmth that's strong like thunder. Sinking sand, I cannot see the helping hand, I let it take me, my breath is gone, my heart gives in, but my tortured soul moves on.

If I could reach beyond the sky. If I could spread my wings up high. I'd fly away with you and make my dreams come true. We'd fly above the stars, the world would be just ours.