lilikoichi

life feels a little different now, all I do is reminise the good times from the past. It's kind of crazy to miss the old days and wanting to go back to it just to feel it all over again. I miss those days so bad, I wish I can just go back in time, not to even change change anything but to relive it all again. I fell so nostalgic from everything, I miss how beautiful love was and how we used to think we were going to be together forever and get married is crazy. I've dated so many people and I still haven't felt the kind of love that we had before. I know I shouldn't even be thinking about him after all the painful things he has done to me and I know I shouldn't be stuck in the past. but damn I wish things ended up different in life. They were right, you will never forget your first love and your first love will shape the way you love someone.

Do you think I can have one more kiss? I’ll find closure in your lips, and then I’ll go. Maybe one more breakfast, one more lunch, one more dinner. I’ll be full and happy and we can part. But inbetween meals, maybe we can lie in bed one more time. One more prolonged moment where time suspends indefinitely as I rest my head on your chest. My hope is if we add up the “one mores” they will equal a lifetime and I’ll never have to get to the part where I let you go. But that’s not real? Is it? There are no more one mores. I met you when everything was new and exciting and the possibilities of the world seem endless. And they still are.... for you.. for me.. but not for us.. somewhere between then and now, here and there, I guess we didn’t grow apart, we grew up. When something breaks, if the pieces are large enough, you can fix it. Unfortunately sometimes things don’t break, they shatter. But when you let the light in, shattered glass will glitter. And those moments when the pieces of what we were catch the sun, I’ll remember just how beautiful it was. Just how beautiful it’ll always be. Because it was us, and we were magic. forever ~

I wanna go on a picnic and watch the sunset with you 🤍

Happier than ever 🤍

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I’m baccckkk

I’ll do anything to just lay in the sand with you again, I wish I can replay this memory over and over again...