Physical Graffiti

i thought i could clean out my photos a little and then got far too sad when i hit fall 2017 💔

now when i see the memories i question how you really felt

i still can’t believe you don’t care

wow i keep embarrassing myself awesome such a fun addition

what is it about me that causes this to happen continuously???

i think about it every second, the way i see everything is so different and confusing, and now life is so different. i just cant help but feel i’ll never be loved for more than a moment… idk why i don’t seem to be worthy

just wanna end it all like i just don’t know how to cope

i’m just so fucking sad. devastated. completely torn apart like idk i don’t know how to even process… like like everything

i cant believe my fucking life. i’m shook. bamboozled. nauseous.