lydia

when oscar wilde said ’i am tired of myself tonight, i should like to be someone else’ and when sylvia plath said ’i wish i knew what to do with my life, what to do with my heart’ and when rilke said ’this heavy humanness’

the smell of the wind, rain, and earth all at once is so overwhelmingly calm and gives me so much serotonin it’s unimaginable

oldest daughters have more de-escalation training than cops do

daughters deserve some kind of compensation for the shit they have to go through

then you hug me and i hug you and you hug me tighter and i hug you tighter and i’m just thinking i never want to let go

I really love touching. It doesn’t always have to be in a sexual way, it could be like you sitting next to me and our knees touching a little or you putting your hand on my mine, little things like that mean so much to me and I crave it, all the fucking time, it drives me insane.