[Simon's eyes have only just started to glaze over again, his wild panic tipping back into disassociation, but then the Light is back and it's so much worse, because he can't look away. It's everywhere, it's surrounding him and it's in him and it's cracking open his skull, letting his filth and sin spill out with the grey matter. He thinks he screams, but he's not sure - he can't hear anything over the rushing of blood in his ears, over the voices hissing at him, screaming his name, Butcher, Butcher- and then he hits the ground, and that's worse. The sky is orange - no, red, and his lungs are full of blood, and he's certain that if he were to turn around he'd see It, the God, the Eye, and he can't. He can't move. Butcher screws his eyes shut and rolls over onto his side, curling up into a fetal position, hands over his ears, ignoring the way it makes his ribs explode in pain. He won't look, he won't, no matter how much that muffled voice yells and cries. His quiet muttering is almost inaudible, little flecks of blood spraying from his lips as he keeps praying, the only thing he knows how to do on instinct.]
P-Please, please, Mater nostra quae in terra es, b-bl'ssed be thy r- please, th'r-rot- please, g-guh, please-