✧ ⸻ hey, is that MELISSA BARRERA i saw going for a walk in SOUTHSIDE? no, it’s just 𝓛𝓾𝓬𝓲𝓪 𝓡𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓻𝓮𝔃, a THIRTY FIVE year old NURSE from NEVADA CITY. SHE/HER identifies as FEMALE and BISEXUAL. they seem +FIERCELY INDEPENDENT and -BLUNT, always reminding me of cracked earth and wildflowers. they’re most frequently seen at HIGH DESERT CASINO & CARD ROOM going on about THEIR SKILLS AT POKER AND BLACKJACK WHILE QUIETLY FEEDING THEIR GAMBLING HABIT and that’s okay because it’s been their thing for TWENTY TWO YEARS. you’re going to love them!
triggers: gambling, addiction, neglect, substance abuse, foster care placement.
✧ ˚ · . 𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓇𝓎.
Lucia Ramirez learned early not to expect much from the people who were supposed to love her. Her father walked out before she turned five, and her mother, once vibrant and full of stories, slowly dissolved into addiction, drifting between pills, alcohol, and men who never stayed long. Some days her mother was halfway present, other days she didn’t come home at all. Lucia figured out fast how to make herself small and quiet, how to survive on cereal and canned food, how to fake her mum’s signature when needed. When the state finally stepped in, it wasn’t a dramatic rescue; just a quiet knock, a polite stranger, and a trash bag full of her things.
She bounced between foster homes until she landed in a group placement in Coyote Valley at thirteen. She shared a room with two other girls and learned what it meant to fight for the shower in the morning and keep your secrets to yourself. Her foster siblings became the closest thing to real family she had, and she stayed in touch with a few of them even into adulthood. She hasn't seen her biological siblings in years, but the thought of them still lingers — a quiet ache, a maybe-one-day. Her foster father was a man who loved two things: whiskey and poker nights. At first it was just shuffling cards and calling out hands, but soon she was playing too, and winning more often than not. By eighteen she'd developed a taste for the high; not the money, but the rush. That itch never having fully gone away. Even now, she’ll sneak off to the tables on bad nights or good ones, telling herself she has it under control.
Lucia became a nurse because she wanted to be the person she’d never had, someone who knew what to do in a crisis. Calm under pressure, quick with a suture, and sharper than she lets on, she’s known for her cool head and dark, dry humor. She doesn’t flinch at trauma but has a hard time letting people in emotionally. She tells herself she likes being independent, and mostly, she does, but part of her still wants someone to come home to. A family. The unit she never really had. That part got her into trouble once, years ago, when a Vegas bender turned into a spontaneous wedding with a stranger she barely knew. She chalked it up to bad decisions and never looked back, and has yet to learn that the marriage was never annulled. She's still legally married; and whether that’s going to be another disaster or the best mistake of her life? Remains to be seen.
✧ ˚ · . 𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈𝑜𝓃𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓎.
Lucia is fiercely independent and quietly resilient, shaped by a childhood that forced her to grow up fast. She carries a calm confidence that makes her seem unshakable, but beneath her composed exterior lies a complex mix of vulnerability and guardedness. Quick-witted with a dry sense of humor, she uses sarcasm as both a shield and a way to connect. Lucia values loyalty deeply but struggles to fully trust others, often keeping people at arm’s length to protect herself from getting hurt. Despite her tough façade, she craves genuine connection and secretly hopes for a sense of belonging—though admitting that feels like her biggest risk yet.
✧ ˚ · . 𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒹𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒸𝑜𝓃𝓃𝑒𝒸𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃𝓈.
foster siblings (0/3) — maybe she's still in touch with them, maybe she's not;
biological siblings (0/2) — she hasn't seen them in twenty two years. maybe they pop up in town, holding resentment towards her, or seeking her out;
the vegas marriage — the one she married 5 or so years ago on a drunken night out in vegas. maybe they're trying to get married to someone else but realized they're still legally married to her;
patients at the hospital — someone she has treated or regularly treats;
poker night crew — those she regularly goes to the casino with/plays with;
long time/high school friends — lucia has lived in coyote valley since she was thirteen. connections from high school/her teen years of all kinds;
neighbors/roommates — she lives in a tiny condo/house she can hardly afford.
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"shiiit," came lowly with a crooked grin, "what if my name was lucy?" a shake of his head, jeremy's long hair down and freshly air dried, he reached a long arm out to turn some of the cups to read the names to see if his order was up yet. the day was very young and only getting started but that was the life in owning a business. the coffee order was simple, plain black in a medium cup, the wait was for the breakfast wrap. without an invitation, coffee now in hand, he sat at the opposite side of the table with her. "what kind of wild night did you have? i don't mean this offensively but ya look like you could sleep for two days straight. big emergency?"
⎯⎯𝓟eeling one eye open, Lucia gave Jeremy a tired look, unimpressed but far too exhausted to argue with him taking the seat across from her. ❝ You mean besides the woman who thought her appendix pain was just really bad indigestion for two days? Or the guy who had a screwdriver lodged in his thigh and wanted to finish the job before coming in? ❞ She blinked slowly, then took another sip of her coffee, the caffeine barely making a dent. ❝ It was less ‘wild night’ and more ‘chaotic marathon of human suffering.’❞ She tilted her head, studying him from under the loose wisps of hair that had fallen from her ponytail, getting a good look at him.. ❝ Also, thanks for saying I look like I’ve been steamrolled by a truck. That’s exactly the confidence boost I needed. Really lifted my spirits. ❞ A smirk appeared as she rested her chin atop her hand, looking over at him. ❝ But… I’d still probably fall asleep right here if you let me. So please, tell me something interesting enough to keep me awake. ❞
It seemed they were creatures passing in the early morning light, the nurse likely on her way home for much needed and earned rest while Rocco's day was only getting started. When he'd entered The Mug, Chelsea was at his side loyally, and he directed her to sit under a corner table and wait for him while he made an order and got her the deserved pup cup. ❝ ⸻ You've got donuts on you, in a coffee shop? Blasphemy, ❞ the ranger teased quietly, a wink before he stepped forward toward the counter.
Once he'd gotten his americano and delivered Chelsea's treat to her, Rocco rounded back to Lucia's table, which was only two away from his own and set a snack on the table for her. ❝ They don't have donuts here so you've got the scone or the muffin to choose from. I'll take whatever you don't want. ❞ Not only was he all about paying others kindness, he knew her line of work was demanding and was hard on the spirit. ❝ I know you've just sat and gotten settled—if you wanna join me and Chels, ❞ he canted his head in to the corner table where his beloved German Shephard laid well mannered under, ❝ you're more than welcome to. You probably don't want anymore noise, though. ❞ Notably a reserved and quiet man, he said that as though he'd talk her ear off.
⎯⎯𝓛ucia cracked one eye open at the sound of his voice, blinking as though she weren't sure if she was still hallucinating from pure exhaustion. But then she saw the familiar face, and something softened instantly. Her lips curved, slow and lopsided. Rocco Wade, looking unfairly good for this hour and holding out a bag of pastries like an angel sent from heaven. ❝ You always had a knack for showing up at the right time. ❞ She looked down at the scone and muffin like it was the most important decision she'd made all day, then up at him in appreciation. ❝ I'll take the scone. But only because you look like a muffin kind of guy. ❞
Carefully—like her body was debating betrayal—she stood, not even hesitating at his offer. She clutched her cup in one hand and the scone and muffin in the other, and followed his nod toward the corner table. Her gaze dropped to Chelsea, and her tired expression melted further as she knelt to greet the pup with a scratch behind the ears before settling across from him. ❝ Thanks for this. I was about ten seconds from spiralling into a complete existential crisis. ❞ Cradling her cup in both hands, she peered over at him with a bashful smile before taking a much needed sip of her coffee, savouring the taste as it coursed down her throat. ❝ So, tell me, what's been keeping you busy these days? Any new adventures I should know about? ❞
lena had been sketching when the door to the ugly mug opened. her sketchpad was open to a drawing of trees, a forest so still and carved out from memory - etched here while her heart ached and bled. she glanced up briefly before doing a double take. lucia had been a friend, someone lena knew and cared for, and seeing her look so tired made the normally stoic woman suddenly perk up. she'd been sitting here, drawn towards the trees in her memory, for so long that when she moved her back protested slightly. but she was on a mission. it didn't take long, and with the goods secured, she walked over to lucia, things in hand before she dumped them next to the open seat. placing the open sketchbook on the table, she sat next to the woman and held out a flaky pastry in her hand. "for you," she said sternly, eyes tracing the woman's form critically. "eat. i hear it helps you feel more human, sometimes."
⎯⎯𝓛ucia blinked herself back into focus, lifting her head from the wall with the sluggishness of someone three dreams deep. Her gaze drifted to the pastry and then to Lena, and for a second, she looked genuinely moved—though she covered it quickly with a soft huff. ❝ Look at you, all mysterious and vaguely benevolent, ❞ she said, accepting the pastry like it might vanish if she dared to hesitate. She broke off a corner, tasted it, and let out a low grown of relief. ❝ Mmm. Okay. Yeah. That’s actually illegal levels of good. ❞ She angled slightly toward Lena, shoulder brushing in quiet thanks, seizing the opportunity to glance at the sketch she was working on. ❝ Were you just lurking here waiting to save me, or do you do this for all the exhausted girls who crawl in looking like they lost a fight with the apocalypse? ❞
Lucia had been on her feet for sixteen hours, and it showed. She had entered the cafe with a glazed expression and the kind of limp that only nurses and bartenders earned honestly. Her ponytail was half way out of its tie, the sleeves of her scrubs pushed up haphazardly, and there was a smudge of something—coffee or pen ink—on her jaw. She hardly remembered giving her name at the counter. The barista handed over a to-go cup marked Lucy. She stared at it blankly for a moment, then gave a tired huff of amusement. ❝ Close enough, ❞ she muttered lowly to herself, sinking into the nearest seat just moments later like the chair had personally invited her. Cradling the cup in both hands, she let her head fall back against the wall. ❝ If anyone asks me for anything else today, I swear I'll cry, ❞ she said aloud, not looking around to see if anyone nearby was listening. ❝ Unless it's a donut. Then maybe I'll reconsider. ❞
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