amongst the stars ✨✨

And I hate that I treat you like trash

It's just sometimes I can't help it, I hope that you can hold onto me till I get through

You can say whatever then but now is the time that I wish you'd look into my eyes and see beyond my fake smiles

You'll look past my happy demeanor and see my pain and inner struggles

now we've made a mess

spilling guts and breaking hearts

setting souls on fire

I am human and impulsive

you made me like this

what can I do about the burning houses

what can I do about the emotion that makes me drill holes deep enough to sink me

No home awaits me when I return

no one awaits my arrival

the emotion has reduced acquitances to ashes

to rest at night I have made a home I shall destroy by morning

When all is dark and night birds call from afar

When she walks in, a chill spreads through the room.