Welcome to the velvet shadows. Dark, divine, and a little unholy. Where soft lips speak wicked truths and beauty is edged in blood. Come in, stay awhileâ youâve already been claimed.
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I write in tongues the moon understands.
My silence is not empty â itâs loaded.
Come closer, but bring your ruin with you.
đŻď¸ About Me
Name: Lost, but you may call me Tori.
Pronouns: She/Her
Time Zone: +08:00 â I exist somewhere between dusk and decay.
From: A place where monsoons whisper secrets.
Ko-Fi (no pressure at all đ¤) : https://ko-fi.com/lieslostinsilence
đ¤ What I Craft:
Ink-drenched desires and soft-spoken damnation.
Fanfiction | Originals | Poetry
ATEEZ | SEVENTEEN | Formula 1 RPF
Obsession, duality, power plays wrapped in velvet
NSFW & SFW, but always with teeth
Expect shadows, softness, and stories that bleed
đŤ Do Not Enter If:
You fear the dark
You silence others
You come with hate instead of hunger
(Minors, this place is not for you.)
đĽ Currently:
Tangled in unwritten fics
Sinning in thought â dreaming of my men beneath storm-soaked skies
Worshipping at the altar of angst and smut
If you found me, maybe you were meant to.
If you stay, leave your name at the door and your intentions bare.
𧡠Masterlist Index
Every story is a soft warning. Every kiss is a quiet weapon.
Browse carefully â some doors donât close once opened.
đ¤ Crossover
Series
[Two Ghostfaces and Nowhere to Run | Pt. I | NSFW] Bang Chan x Reader x Mingi - Two Ghostfaces break into your home and discover that fear and desire sound dangerously similar.
[Two Ghostfaces and Nowhere to Run | Pt. 2 | NSFW] Bang Chan x Reader x Mingi - You walk into Blackwood Manor knowing it is a trap, but some games are too dark to resist.
đ¤ Seventeen
Shared Lust
[Stretching Every Limit | NSFW] Seungcheol x Reader x Mingyu - In the heat of the gym, Seungcheolâs control and Mingyuâs impatience leave you stretched, filled, and completely claimed.
Seungcheol
[Saltwater & Shadows | NSFW] - Tension was the game all weekendâuntil you climbed into his lap and Seungcheol decided to end it by fucking you breathless.
[Thirty and Ruined | NSFW] - His birthday party was just the beginning â the real celebration happened behind closed doors
Wonwoo
[Warmth, Want, and Wonwoo | NSFW] - He came home intending to let you sleep â but one touch was all it took to have him buried deep, keeping you full until morning.
đ¤ Ateez
Series
[Summoned to Ruin | Pt. I | NSFW] Seonghwa x Reader - He came when you calledâbut now that heâs inside you, body and soul, he wonât leave until you say it: youâre his.
[Summoned to Ruin | Pt. I½ | NSFW] Seonghwa x Reader - You summoned a demon to fill the voidâbut now the void is staring back, and it calls you mate.
[Summoned to Ruin | Pt. II | NSFW] Seonghwa x Reader x Hongjoong - You thought youâd been claimed by one demon â until his oldest friend arrived with the same hunger in his eyes and a promise on his tongue: that some things are meant to be shared.
Shared Lust
[Overtime Privileges | NSFW] Hongjoong x Reader x San - You were supposed to deliver a schedule, not end up between them.
[Caught Between Hands | NSFW] Mingi x Reader x Yunho - What starts as betrayal becomes a hunger that refuses to be divided.
Member x Member
[Years of Longing | NSFW] Honjoong x Seonghwa - A beach house, two men, and years of hidden desire finally erupt into possessive, filthy intimacy.
[The Ban Doesnât Hold | NSFW] San x Wooyoung - A harmless habit turns into a need, and San decides exactly how Wooyoung is allowed to satisfy it.
Seonghwa
[Obsidian Coils | NSFW] - One wrong step into the forest, and something ancient decides you were never meant to leave unclaimed.
[Skin of a Memory | NSFW] - What begins as hatred turns dangerous when a witch in borrowed skin crosses paths with a naga who never learned how to let go.
Hongjoong
[Harder in That Vest | NSFW] - He wore the vest to provoke youâbut desireâs a dangerous game.
[Still. | NSFW] - Desire is meaningless until he permits it, and he thrives on the tension of knowing you need him more than you understand.
[Eyes in the Shadows | NSFW] - Being watched was just the beginning; being claimed is the ache, the fire, and the obsession that you never knew you craved until it was too late to resist.
Yunho
[Watching You, Always | NSFW] - Patient, silent, and utterly unrepentant, he stepped out of the shadows and left no part of you untouched or unclaimed.
San
[Mine, Always | NSFW] - Jealous, possessive, and utterly unrelentingâSan claims whatâs always been his, leaving you trembling, marked, and gasping for more.
[Mile High Tension | NSFW] - One bold choice in the dark, and the line between friendship and something more disappears.
[Screaming Is a Team Effort | Crack] - What starts as survival quickly becomes shared screams, shared hands, and the comfort of being scared together.
[Still Here With You | Angst + Fluff] - A quiet reunion, overdue apologies, and love that refuses to stay distant.
[Silver Cross, Filthy Thoughts | NSFW] - Your best friend reads the filthy fantasies you wrote about him⌠and decides to make every single one come true.
[Sanctified in Sin | NSFW] - Some prayers are meant for heaven and others are answered by something far more dangerous.
Mingi
[After the Lights Go Down | NSFW] - He performed for the crowd, but fucked like he owed you every verse.
[Who Seduced Who? | NSFW] - He thought he was the predatorâuntil she made him beg.
[Birthday Surprise: Wrapped Just for You | NSFW] - For Mingiâs birthday, the best gift isnât wrappedâitâs you, ready and waiting.
[When the Gloves Stay On | NSFW] - Black leather, dark eyes, and a promise that follows you backstage.
[Where the Ache Learned to Rest | NSFW] - What healed you was not time, but the man who never stopped watching.
đ¤ Stray Kids
Shared Lust
[Private Until It Wasnât | NSFW] Bang Chan x Reader x Jeongin - What should have stayed private is claimed instead, turning curiosity into participation and silence into command.
Member x Member
[We Know What You Need Better | NSFW] Bang Chan x Changbin x Han - They know exactly how to make him stop thinking and start needing.
Bang Chan
[Echoes Between Us | Pt. I] â He lingers like a half-finished sentence â heavy with meaning, impossible to forget.
[Echoes Between Us | Pt. II] â Some things were never meant to be said aloud, but still echo between hearts that never asked for mercy.
[Lose Control for Me | NSFW] â You begged him to be rough, and now heâs unleashing the darker, possessive side youâve been craving all along.
[Soft Hands, Rough Intentions | NSFW] â A quiet winter night by the fire turns into a slow, relentless unraveling as Bang Chanâs teasing touch gives way to filthy possession and desperate intimacy.
[The Punishment He Earned | NSFW] â Bang Chan tries to be good for No Nut November, but every day of restraint only primes him for the moment you finally touch him and take him apart with slow, deliberate cruelty.
[You Are Gonna Have Fun | NSFW] â A haunted maze, a bored ticket taker, and a monster who stops pretending.
Lee Know
[His Patient | NSFW] â He calls it care, he calls it protection, but behind closed doors treatment turns into possession.
Changbin
[Birthday Beats & Broken Moans | NSFW] â On his birthday night in the studio, you become the sweetest temptation, and Changbin takes you harder than any track heâs ever mixed.
Hyunjin
[The Way I See You | NSFW] â When you start comparing yourself to the world around him, Hyunjin makes sure you never doubt your place beside him again.
Felix
[The Devil's Angel | NSFW] â Seen once, followed forever, this is a descent into fixation told from the mind that refuses to let go.
Seungmin
[The Masked Artist | NSFW] â Miya, the mysterious masked tattoo artist, finds herself drawn into a slow, dangerous chase with Seungmin that ignites desire, obsession, and secrets darker than ink.
[Soft Enough to Stay | NSFW] â In the quiet of his room, fear unravels slowly under his touch, until all thatâs left is trust.
đ¤ Formula One
Max Verstappen
[Iâm Willing To Be Wrecked | Pt. I] â You donât fall for him â you offer yourself to the wreckage and call it devotion.
[Iâm Willing To Be Wrecked | Pt. II | NSFW] â He takes you like a promise fulfilled â slow, reverent, and entirely without mercy.
[Between the Lines of Control | NSFW] â Whatâs hidden beneath the surface always finds a way to resurface.
đ¤ An Index of Madness
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i had an idea where the reader is nervous for her first time with kim seungmin as she has never experienced this as she is scared of this as she has doubts and worries that if it hurts could you do a story sensual and beautiful as he is the king of consent as he kisses her shoulder and forehead as this song plays in the dormitory as he puts the playlist as she is shy
Title: Soft Enough to Stay
Author's note: Hello my loves~ this one goes out to @vernorica123. Thank you for trusting me with this ask. Iâm sorry it took so long to get to it, itâs been sitting in my inbox longer than Iâd like to admit, and I fear I may have rushed through this just to finally give it to you. I hope it still feels like something worth the wait. I did want to clear out my asks though⌠something is slowly simmering behind the scenes, and I promise it will be worth it hehe đ¤ I do welcome feedback or any thoughts! Enjoy~ Bye-um~
Description: Your first time was never supposed to feel like this, soft lights, trembling breaths, and a heart that wonât settle no matter how gently he looks at you. You expect pain, hesitation, something to go wrong. But Seungmin is patient, careful, learning you like something precious. Every touch is soft, every kiss a promise, until fear slowly gives way to something warmer, something deeper. And when it finally happens, you realise this is not just your first time, it is trust, it is tenderness, it is being held through every moment until even the ache feels like something beautiful.
Warnings: Smut (18+), explicit sexual content, first time, soft dom Seungmin, gentle guidance, reassurance, emotional intimacy, praise (âbeautifulâ), consent-focused dynamics, slow build-up, fingering, penetrative sex (please practice safe sex IRL), loss of virginity, mild pain â pleasure, aftercare, affectionate behavior, communication and trust, vulnerability, romantic tone.
Read Before Proceeding: This content is for mature audiences only. It contains explicit sexual material and detailed depictions of sexual acts. Reader discretion is strongly advised. MDNI â Minors Do Not Interact. As always, take care of yourselves, read responsibly, and know exactly what youâre walking into before you do. Thank you for trusting me with your darker thoughts and letting me put them into words.
Inspo Song: Love Me Like You Do by Ellie Goulding
For Requests: Whisper What You Need
Masterlist for my page: Lies Lost In Silence
The soft glow of fairy lights cast a warm ambiance across Seungmin's dorm room as you sat nervously on the edge of his bed. Your heart hammered against your ribs, a frantic rhythm that mirrored the anxiety coursing through your veins. This was your first time, and though you trusted Seungmin completely, your mind raced with worries about pain and inadequacy.
Seungmin noticed your trembling hands as he returned from his desk where he had been setting up music. The opening notes of "Love Me Like You Do" by Ellie Goulding began to play softly through the speakers. He approached slowly, giving you space, his expression gentle and understanding.
"Are you okay?" he asked softly, sitting beside you but not touching yet. When you nodded without meeting his eyes, he gently lifted your chin. "You don't have to do this if you're not ready. We can just listen to music and talk."
You shook your head, finally meeting his gaze. "I want to. I'm just⌠scared it will hurt."
Seungmin's thumb caressed your cheek. "We'll go as slow as you need. I'll stop anytime you say so. Your comfort matters more than anything." He leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to your forehead. "I care about you, not just about this."
As the song swelled, he captured your lips in a tender kiss that gradually deepened. His hands explored your back with deliberate gentleness, never rushing. When you responded with soft sighs, he slowly lifted your shirt, his eyes watching for any sign of hesitation.
"Beautiful," he murmured, trailing kisses down your neck to your shoulder. "So beautiful." His hands traced patterns on your skin, learning your responses, memorizing what made you gasp and what made you moan.
The music swirled around you as he carefully undressed you both, his movements unhurried. When you lay bare before him, vulnerability warring with desire, he covered your body with his, propping himself on his elbows to avoid putting too much weight on you.
"Tell me what feels good," he whispered against your ear. "Tell me everything."
His hands explored every curve and hollow of your body with reverence, his lips following the same path. When his fingers found your core, you tensed instinctively, but he paused, allowing you to adjust before slowly circling your sensitive bundle of nerves. Waves of pleasure built gradually, your nervousness dissolving into need.
"Seungmin," you breathed, arching against his hand.
"I've got you," he promised, continuing his ministrations until you were slick with arousal. Only then did he position himself at your entrance, his eyes locked with yours. "Ready?"
When you nodded, he pushed forward slowly, pausing when you winced. He kissed away your tears, murmuring reassurances against your skin as he waited for you to adjust. The initial discomfort gradually gave way to a fullness that was both overwhelming and exquisite.
"Move," you whispered when the pleasure began to outweigh the pain.
Seungmin's thrusts were measured and deliberate, each one building upon the last. The song reached its crescendo as your bodies moved together in perfect rhythm. His hands never stopped touching, caressing, worshipping. His lips found yours again and again, sometimes tender, sometimes demanding.
The pressure coiled deep within you, tightening with each stroke. Seungmin sensed your approaching release and shifted slightly, hitting that spot that made you see stars. Your orgasm crashed over you with surprising intensity, your body arching as waves of pleasure consumed you.
Seungmin followed soon after, his face buried in your neck as he found his release. He stayed inside you for several moments after, both of you breathing heavily as the song faded into silence.
When he finally pulled away, he immediately gathered you in his arms, pressing kisses to your forehead, your cheeks, your shoulders. "Are you okay? Was it good for you?"
You nodded against his chest, too overwhelmed to speak yet. He held you patiently, stroking your hair until your breathing returned to normal.
"I was so nervous," you finally admitted. "But that was⌠beautiful."
Seungmin tilted your face up to his. "Because we waited. Because we communicated. Because you trusted me." He kissed you again, soft and lingering. "And because I love you."
As you drifted toward sleep in his arms, you knew this was exactly how your first time should have beenâsensual, beautiful, and filled with more love than you had ever imagined possible.
Author's note: Hello my loves. I watched that fan meeting pepero game where Changbin and han literally held Chan down and something in me just⌠snapped. The way he let them, the way he turned red, the way they looked so sure of what they were doing to him. It stayed in my head longer than it should have, lingered, twisted, and this fic is what came out of it. I didnât plan this, I just followed the thought all the way down. đ¤ I do welcome feedback or any thoughts! Enjoy~ Bye-um~
Pairings: Bang Chan x Changbin x Han
Description: The studio lights blur after too many hours, the pressure of perfection sitting heavy on Chanâs shoulders until he starts to break. He tells himself he just needs to push through, just a little longer, but Changbin and Han see right through him. They do not offer gentle comfort or quiet reassurance. They take control instead, guiding him down, stripping away his control piece by piece until all that is left is need. Chan lets them, craves it, folds so easily under their hands and voices that it almost scares him. Tonight is not about rest, it is about surrender, about being used, held, and undone until he forgets the weight of everything else and remembers only this, the way they want him, the way they take him, the way he gives in completely.
Warnings: Smut (18+), explicit sexual content, M/M/M dynamics, threesome, double penetration, dom Changbin and Han, sub Chan, power imbalance, praise kink (âgood boyâ, âso good for usâ), possessive behavior, use and control dynamics, explicit oral sex (giving & receiving), anal sex, unprotected penetrative sex (please practice safe sex IRL), multiple orgasms, overstimulation, edging and orgasm control, dirty talk, command-based dynamics, obedience and submission themes, loss of control, erotic fixation, intense sexual escalation.
Read Before Proceeding: This content is for mature audiences only. It contains explicit sexual material and detailed depictions of sexual acts. Reader discretion is strongly advised. MDNI â Minors Do Not Interact. As always, take care of yourselves, read responsibly, and know exactly what youâre walking into before you do.
For Requests: Whisper What You Need
Masterlist for my page: Lies Lost In Silence
The studio lights felt too bright as Chan rubbed his temples, staring at the computer screen for what felt like the tenth hour straight. Digital editing for their upcoming album had him completely drained, shoulders tense and jaw tight. The mixing board looked like an incomprehensible maze of buttons and sliders tonight.
"Hyung, you need to rest," Changbin's voice cut through the fog in Chan's mind.
Chan looked up to see both Changbin and Han leaning against the doorframe, identical concerned expressions on their faces.
"I can't," Chan sighed, running a hand through his messy curls. "The deadline is too close."
Han walked over, placing gentle hands on Chan's shoulders. "That's why we're here, hyung. To help you relax."
Changbin circled around the desk, crouching beside Chan's chair. "You've been working too hard, our Channie."
Chan leaned into Han's touch, eyes fluttering closed. "I'm so tired."
"We know," Changbin murmured, his voice dropping an octave. "Let us take care of you."
Han's fingers worked expertly at the knots in Chan's shoulders. "Please, hyung? Let us help."
Chan's resistance crumbled under their combined attention. "Okay," he breathed, voice already sounding wrecked.
They guided him out of the studio and down the hall to the dorm, their hands never leaving his body. Once inside Changbin's room, Han locked the door while Changbin turned to Chan with dark eyes.
"On your knees, Channie," Changbin commanded softly.
Chan complied without hesitation, sinking to the floor. His breathing hitched as Changbin cupped his face, thumb brushing over his bottom lip.
"Such pretty lips," Changbin murmured. "Perfect for wrapping around cock."
Han knelt behind Chan, chest pressing against his back. "Our Channie looks so good like this."
Chan whined softly, already feeling himself slipping into that familiar headspace where everything else faded away except their touches and voices.
"Let's get these clothes off," Han suggested, fingers already working on Chan's shirt buttons.
Chan lifted his arms obediently, letting them strip him piece by piece until he was completely exposed. His cock was already half-hard, twitching with anticipation.
"Look at you, already so responsive," Changbin praised, running his fingers through Chan's hair.
Han's hands explored Chan's chest, tweaking his nipples until they were hard peaks. "So sensitive for us."
Chan arched into the touch, a broken moan escaping his lips. "PleaseâŚ"
"Please what, hyung?" Changbin asked, tilting his chin up.
"Need⌠need more," Chan whimpered, eyes glazed with desire.
Han chuckled against his ear. "Greedy boy."
Changbin stripped off his own clothes, revealing his muscular frame and already hard cock. "Open wide, hyung."
Chan parted his lips eagerly as Changbin guided his cock inside. Chan hollowed his cheeks, tongue swirling around the head as Changbin groaned above him.
"Fuck, that mouth," Changbin praised, hips rocking gently. "So good for me."
Han positioned himself between Chan's legs, hands spreading his thighs. "Look how hard you are already, hyung."
Chan whimpered around Changbin's length as Han's fingers brushed against his balls, rolling them gently. The dual stimulation had him seeing stars, pre-cum beading at the tip of his cock.
"Such a pretty cock too," Han murmured, leaning down to lick a stripe up the shaft. "Tastes so good."
Chan's hips bucked involuntarily, a choked sound escaping around Changbin's cock. Changbin tangled his fingers in Chan's hair, holding him steady as he thrust deeper.
"That's it, take it all," Changbin urged. "You're doing so well, hyung."
Han's mouth enveloped Chan's cock, hot and wet as he sucked him down. Chan's mind went blank, overwhelmed by the sensations of Changbin in his mouth and Han around his cock.
"Look at our Channie, so cock drunk already," Changbin chuckled, watching Chan's blissed-out expression. "You love this, don't you? Being used by us."
Chan could only whimper in response, tears of pleasure gathering in his corners of his eyes.
Han released Chan's cock with a pop, fingers replacing his mouth as he stroked him slowly. "I think our Channie is ready for more."
Changbin pulled out, helping Chan to his feet and onto the bed. "On your hands and knees, hyung."
Chan scrambled to obey, presenting himself to them. Changbin moved behind him, hands spreading his cheeks to reveal his hole.
"Look at this pretty hole," Changbin murmured, thumb circling the rim. "Already clenching for me."
Han knelt in front of Chan, lifting his chin. "Make use of those pretty lips around my cock, Channie."
Chan leaned forward, taking Han into his mouth as Changbin prepared him with slick fingers. He moaned around Han's length as Changbin scissored him open, stretching him carefully.
"Such a good boy," Han praised, fingers threading through Chan's hair. "Taking both of us so well."
Chan pushed back against Changbin's fingers, desperate for more. "Please⌠need you inside me."
Changbin chuckled, positioning himself at Chan's entrance. "Patience, Channie."
With a slow push, Changbin entered him, drawing a choked moan from Chan's throat. Han held his head steady, guiding him back onto his cock as Changbin began to move.
"That's it, take us both," Changbin urged, setting a steady rhythm. "You look so good like this, stretched around my cock while you suck Han off."
Chan was lost in sensation, his body moving between them instinctively. Every thrust from Changbin pushed him deeper onto Han's cock, creating a delicious friction that had him trembling.
"Close," Chan whimpered around Han's length.
"Not yet," Changbin commanded, reaching around to grip the base of Chan's cock. "You'll come when we say you can."
Chan whined, hips bucking uselessly as Changbin held him on the edge. His mind was hazy with pleasure, completely focused on the sensations coursing through him.
"Look at our Channie, so desperate for it," Han murmured, pulling back to let Chan breathe. "You want to come, don't you?"
Changbin released his grip, stroking Chan in time with his thrusts. "Come for us, hyung."
With a cry, Chan spilled over Changbin's hand, his body trembling with the force of his orgasm. Changbin followed moments later, filling Chan with his release before pulling out.
Chan collapsed onto the bed, boneless and sated, but Han wasn't done with him yet.
"Round two, Channie," Han announced, already positioning himself behind Chan. "Changbin's going to join me this time."
Chan's eyes widened as he realized what they meant. "Both⌠both of you?"
"Think you can handle it, hyung?" Changbin asked, already hard again.
Chan nodded eagerly, already feeling the stirrings of renewed arousal. "Yes⌠please, want both of you."
They worked together to prepare Chan, fingers stretching him wider than before. Chan moaned as they entered him one by one, the stretch almost too much but exactly what he needed.
"Fuck, so tight," Han groaned as Changbin joined him inside Chan. "Taking both of us so well."
Chan was completely overwhelmed, his body stretched to its limit as they moved inside him. He was lost in pleasure, only able to whimper and whine as they used him for their pleasure.
"Look at our Channie, so full of cock," Changbin praised, kissing his shoulder. "You love this, don't you? Being stuffed with both of us."
Chan could only nod, tears of pleasure streaming down his face as they drove him toward another orgasm. This time when he came, it was with a silent scream, his body convulsing around them.
They followed him over the edge, filling him with their release before carefully pulling out. Chan collapsed between them, completely spent and sated.
"You did so well, Channie," Han murmured, kissing his forehead. "So good for us."
Changbin wrapped an arm around him, pulling him close. "Our perfect hyung."
Chan snuggled between them, completely blissed out and content. "Thank you," he whispered, already drifting off to sleep.
Author's note: Hello my loves. I fear I have reached a point of no return because all I could think about was being right there between them. The twin towers dynamic does something deeply wrong to my brain and instead of dealing with it like a normal person, I wrote this. This fic is quite literally a manifestation of that obsession, the wanting, the hunger, the need to be seen and taken by both, to be something shared instead of chosen. So if you feel slightly unwell reading this, just know I was worse while writing it. đ¤ I do welcome feedback or any thoughts! Enjoy~ Bye-um~
Description: You thought you understood what love looked like, soft glances, quiet certainty, the belief that Song Mingi would eventually choose you. Instead, you walk into a truth that shatters everything, Mingi with Yunho, a secret you were never meant to see. But heartbreak does not end it, it changes it. They do not comfort you gently, they offer you something darker, something shared. A place between them. What begins as betrayal turns into hunger, into possession, into a love that refuses to be divided. And when you finally give in, it is not about choosing one of them. It is about letting them take you, together, until there is nothing left of you that does not belong to them.
Warnings: Smut (18+), explicit sexual content, threesome relationship dynamics, established polyamory, voyeurism â participation, exhibitionism, power imbalance, dom Yunho, dom Mingi, praise kink (âgood girlâ), possessive behavior, manipulation through desire, emotional vulnerability, coercive undertones (dubious consent elements at initial confrontation), explicit oral sex (giving & receiving), unprotected penetrative sex (please practice safe sex IRL), double penetration, anal sex, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, dirty talk, command-based dynamics, obedience and submission themes, loss of control, erotic fixation, intense sexual escalation, emotional dependency, soft aftercare.
Read Before Proceeding: This content is for mature audiences only. It contains explicit sexual material and detailed depictions of sexual acts. Reader discretion is strongly advised. MDNI â Minors Do Not Interact. As always, take care of yourselves, read responsibly, and know exactly what youâre walking into before you do.
For Requests: Whisper What You Need
Masterlist for my page: Lies Lost In Silence
The paper bag felt warm in your hands, the sweet scent of blueberry muffins a comforting promise. Today was the day. You had rehearsed this moment a hundred times in your head, a simple, heartfelt confession to Song Mingi. You were sure he felt the same. The way his eyes would linger on you a second too long, the inside jokes that were just for the two of you, the casual brushes of his hand against yours that sent sparks flying through your entire body. It wasn't just in your head; it was real. It had to be.
You had dressed with care, wanting to strike the perfect balance between cute and undeniably sexy. The crisp white shirt was innocent enough, but the black skirt that ended well above your knees was a deliberate choice. Paired with your favorite knee-high boots, the outfit was a silent declaration of your intentions. You wanted him to see you not just as a friend, but as a woman who desired him, body and soul.
His studio was just down the hall. With a final, shaky breath to steady your nerves, you pushed open the slightly ajar door. "Mingi? I brought youâŚ" The words died in your throat, the bag of muffins slipping from your numb fingers and hitting the floor with a soft, pathetic thud.
There he was. But not how you had ever imagined. He was on the couch, his head thrown back against the cushions, his face a mask of raw pleasure. And another man was with him, his mouth attached to Mingi's neck, sucking a dark mark into his skin. That same man's hand was wrapped around Mingi's exposed cock, stroking him with a slow, practiced motion.
A choked gasp escaped your lips. At the sound, both of them froze. Their heads snapped toward you, their eyes wide with shock and a dawning horror. Your own eyes locked onto the man touching Mingi, and your world shattered. It was Jeong Yunho. Mingi's best friend. The other half of the duo you had always admired from afar.
They scrambled apart, a frantic tangle of limbs and clothes, but it was too late. The image was burned into your retinas. Tears of betrayal and humiliation pricked at your eyes, blurring their panicked faces.
"Let me-" Mingi started, his voice rough and broken.
You didn't wait to hear the excuse. You turned and ran. You heard him yell your name, his voice full of agony, but you didn't stop. The blood was pounding in your ears, a frantic drumbeat that drowned out everything else. You ran and ran, the tears now flowing freely down your cheeks, hot and unstoppable. How could you have been so stupid? So blind? All the signs were there, the late nights, the shared secrets, the easy intimacy. You had just been too naive to see what it truly meant.
You didn't remember getting back to your flat, only the feeling of collapsing onto the sofa, the sobs ripping from your chest in painful, heaving waves. You buried your face in your hands, the scent of your own tears filling your senses. You had been so sure. You had built a future on a foundation of sand, and now you were drowning in the wreckage.
After what felt like an eternity, you heard it. A frantic knocking on your door. You stayed put, curled into a ball on the sofa. You knew exactly who it was.
"Please open up, lemme talk to you please." Mingi's voice was a raw, desperate plea that vibrated through the wood and straight into your broken heart. A war raged inside you. The part of you that was still furious and hurt wanted to ignore him forever. But the part of you that still loved him, despite everything, needed to understand.
With a trembling hand, you grabbed your phone and sent him the passcode. A moment later, the lock clicked. You listened, holding your breath, but the footsteps that approached were too heavy. It wasn't just one person. Of course, he brought Yunho with him. The betrayal was absolute.
You didn't look up. You felt the sofa dip beside you as Mingi sank to his knees on the floor. His familiar scent, now tainted with the memory of what you'd seen, filled your senses.
"Please look at me," he begged, his voice thick with unshed tears.
Hesitantly, you lifted your head. His face was a mask of pure anguish, his eyes red-rimmed and filled with a pain so deep it mirrored your own. He reached out, his thumb gently stroking a tear track on your cheek. "I love you," he whispered, the words cracking under the weight of his emotion. "I swear, I do. But I also love him."
Your eyebrows scrunched in utter confusion. "I⌠I don't understand, Mingi?" you managed, sitting up straighter, the sobs momentarily subsiding.
"What he is trying to say," a deeper, calmer voice cut in from across the room, making you jump, "is that we want you. Both of us."
Your head whipped around to see Jeong Yunho leaning against your wall, his arms crossed over his broad chest. His gaze was intense, unwavering, and held no hint of apology, only a raw, undisguised want. "Me with him⌠and you?" you asked, your voice barely a whisper, the concept too foreign to grasp.
Both of them nodded. The air in the room grew thick, charged with a new and dangerous energy. It was no longer just heartbreak and confusion. It was anticipation, a thrilling, terrifying current that ran straight to your core. Mingi was still kneeling, his eyes locked on yours. He slowly reached up and pushed the coat from your shoulders. It pooled on the sofa behind you.
A low groan rumbled in Mingi's chest as his eyes roamed over you, taking in the white shirt and the short skirt. "Fuck," he breathed, his voice husky. Yunho pushed off the wall and moved closer, his own gaze hot and heavy. "We knew you'd look incredible," he murmured, his voice a low purr. "But this is better than we imagined."
Mingi's hands found your knees, his touch sending a jolt through you. "We've wanted this for so long," he admitted, his thumbs stroking the sensitive skin just above your boots. "Wanted you." He leaned in, his lips hovering just over yours. "Let us show you."
You gave a silent, almost imperceptible nod. It was all the permission they needed. Mingi's mouth claimed yours in a searing kiss, full of desperation and a hunger that mirrored your own. His tongue swept in, claiming, tasting. At the same time, Yunho's hands came to rest on your waist from behind, his body a warm, solid presence against your back. He kissed your neck, his teeth scraping your sensitive skin, making you shiver.
They worked in tandem, a seamless unit of shared desire. Yunho's fingers found the buttons of your shirt, deftly undoing them one by one while Mingi's lips traveled down your jaw to your throat. The cool air hit your skin as your shirt fell open, followed quickly by the release of your bra. Yunho's large hands cupped your breasts from behind, kneading the soft flesh as Mingi leaned down to take one peaked nipple into his hot mouth.
You gasped, arching into the sensation. Mingi sucked and flicked his tongue against the sensitive bud, his other hand rolling your other nipple between his fingers. "So responsive," he praised, his voice muffled against your skin. "Perfect."
Yunho's hands slid down your sides, his fingers hooking into the waistband of your skirt. He knelt behind you, his lips pressing kisses along your spine as he slowly drew the zipper down. The skirt joined your growing pile of clothes on the floor, leaving you in just your knee-high boots and the thin lace of your panties.
"Look at you," Yunho groaned, his hands gripping your ass cheeks through the lace. He leaned forward and bit one cheek, making you yelp. Mingi chuckled, releasing your nipple with a wet pop. "Patience, Yunho."
They guided you to lie back on the sofa, a sea of warm, male bodies surrounding you. Mingi settled between your legs, his eyes dark with intent as he hooked his fingers in your panties and slowly, torturously, pulled them down. He tossed them aside, his gaze fixed on your now-exposed core.
"She's already so wet for us," he murmured, more to Yunho than to you. "So pretty."
And then he descended. His first lick was a broad, flat stroke against your folds, and you cried out, your hands flying to his hair. He ate you out with a focused intensity, his tongue delving deep, circling your clit, driving you wild with pleasure. Yunho knelt by your head, his own shirt now gone, revealing his sculpted chest and abdomen. He took your hand and guided it to the hard bulge straining against his jeans.
"Touch me," he commanded, his voice low and rough. You obeyed, palming his erection through the denim, feeling him twitch under your touch. He groaned, his head falling back. "Yes, just like that."
Mingi slid two fingers inside you, curling them just right as he sucked hard on your clit. The dual stimulation was overwhelming. Your hips bucked against his face, chasing the release that was building deep within you. "That's it, come for us," Yunho urged, his voice a dark caress. "Let Mingi taste you."
The command sent you over the edge. Your orgasm crashed through you, a powerful wave that left you trembling and gasping for air. Mingi lapped up your juices, his movements slowing as he helped you ride out the aftershocks.
They gave you no time to recover. They quickly shed the rest of their clothes, their hard, naked bodies a breathtaking sight. Yunho moved to sit on the sofa, pulling you up to straddle his lap. His cock was thick and heavy, pressing against your stomach. "You're going to ride me first," he said, his hands gripping your hips. "And Mingi is going to watch."
He positioned you over his length, and you sank down slowly, inch by delicious inch. The stretch was exquisite, a perfect, full feeling. You braced your hands on his shoulders and began to move, rolling your hips, finding a rhythm. Mingi stood beside you, stroking his own impressive cock as he watched, his eyes dark with lust.
"Fuck her harder, Yunho," Mingi gritted out, his hand moving faster on his shaft. Yunho responded, his grip on your hips tightening as he slammed you down onto him, meeting your thrusts with his own. The sounds of skin slapping against skin filled the room, mingling with your moans and their groans.
After a few minutes, Mingi grew impatient. "My turn," he said, his voice leaving no room for argument. They maneuvered you onto your hands and knees on the sofa. Yunho knelt in front of you, his cock, glistening with your arousal, right in front of your face. "Open up," he ordered.
You took him into your mouth, swirling your tongue around the head before taking him deeper. Behind you, Mingi positioned himself, his hands gripping your ass cheeks, spreading them apart. He gave one cheek a sharp smack, the sound echoing in the room. You jolted, the sting quickly turning into a delicious heat.
"You like that, don't you?" Mingi's voice was a low growl. "You like being spanked." He smacked you again, harder this time, on the other cheek. He then lined himself up and thrust into you in one smooth motion, burying himself to the hilt.
You moaned around Yunho's cock, the dual sensation of being filled from both ends almost too much to bear. They set a brutal pace, Mingi pounding into you from behind while Yunho fucked your mouth. They were both so dominant, taking what they wanted, using you for their pleasure, and in turn, giving you more than you ever imagined.
"Look at her, taking both of us so well," Yunho praised, his hand tangled in your hair, guiding your movements. "Such a good girl."
Mingiâs grip on your hips tightened, his fingers digging into your flesh as he drove into you with relentless force. Each thrust sent you further forward, pushing Yunhoâs cock deeper into your throat. The room was a symphony of raw, primal sounds: your muffled moans, their guttural groans, the rhythmic slap of skin against skin. You were lost in a haze of pleasure, completely at their mercy, and you wouldn't have it any other way.
"Fuck, her mouth feels so good," Yunho gritted out, his eyes rolling back as he watched you take him. He gently pulled out, a string of saliva connecting your lips to his tip. "But I want to feel these perfect tits around my cock."
He shifted on the sofa, and Mingi, understanding the unspoken command, slowed his pace. They guided you to sit up, your back still to Mingi's chest. He remained inside you, a deep, satisfying presence. Yunho knelt in front of you, taking your breasts in his large hands and pushing them together. He spat in the valley between them, the slickness making you gasp. He then slid his cock between your mounds, the hard length sliding against your soft skin.
"Look at me," Yunho commanded. You lifted your gaze to his, your eyes hazy with lust as he began to thrust. Mingi resumed his own slow, deep movements from behind, his hands coming around to play with your nipples. The dual stimulation was maddening. "You look so fucking beautiful like this," Yunho praised, his voice strained. "Trapped between us, taking everything we give you."
The praise sent a fresh wave of arousal through you. You dropped your head back against Mingi's shoulder as he began to pick up the pace again, his hips snapping up to meet yours. Yunho's thrusts became more erratic, his breathing harsh. "I'm going to come," he warned, his eyes locked on your face. "Paint these pretty tits for me."
With a final, deep groan, he released, hot stripes of his cum covering your chest and neck. The sight was enough to push Mingi closer to the edge. He pulled out of you suddenly, making you whine at the loss.
"On your back," he ordered, his voice rough with need. "I want to see your face when I fuck you."
You quickly complied, lying back on the sofa. He hooked your legs over his arms, folding you nearly in half as he entered you again. This new angle allowed him to go impossibly deep. He started a punishing rhythm, his cock hitting that spot deep inside you with every thrust. Yunho moved beside you, his hand snaking down to rub tight circles on your clit.
"That's it, Mingi. Make her come again," Yunho urged, his voice a low murmur in your ear. "Let us feel you squeeze around his cock."
The combined assault was too much. Your orgasm tore through you, more powerful than the last. You cried out, your body arching off the sofa as waves of pleasure washed over you. Mingi followed you over the edge with a loud, guttural moan, his hips stuttering as he filled you with his release.
For a moment, the only sound was your combined, heavy breathing. They collapsed on either side of you, their bodies warm and solid against yours. Mingi gently lowered your legs, his hands stroking your trembling thighs. Yunho used a discarded shirt to gently clean the mess from your chest, his touch surprisingly tender.
The silence stretched, comfortable and intimate. The frantic energy had dissipated, replaced by a profound sense of connection. You turned your head to look at Mingi, then at Yunho. The anguish and betrayal from earlier felt like a distant memory, replaced by a new, complicated, and thrilling reality.
Mingi leaned in and kissed your forehead. "Are you okay?" he asked softly, his eyes searching yours.
You nodded, a small smile playing on your lips. "More than okay."
Yunho chuckled, pressing a kiss to your shoulder. "Good. Because we're not done with you yet." His words held a promise of more to come, and as you lay there, sandwiched between the two men you had fallen for, you knew this was only the beginning.
A few months had passed, and the initial shock had settled into a comfortable, if unconventional, rhythm. It hadn't been easy. The first few weeks were a minefield of insecurity, the image of Mingi with another man sometimes a bitter pill to swallow. But you learned. You learned that Mingi's love for Yunho didn't diminish his love for you; it was simply another facet of the same brilliant diamond. He had a heart big enough for two, and you were learning to share it, and in turn, be shared.
Tonight had been brutal. A long, draining day at work had left you feeling frayed and desperate for the comfort of your home, and more specifically, your boyfriends. You pushed open the door to your shared apartment, the quiet hum of the living room lamp a welcoming sight. But the scene on the couch stopped you in your tracks.
Yunho was kneeling on the floor, his head bobbing in Mingi's lap. Mingi was leaned back, his eyes closed, one hand tangled in Yunho's hair as deep, guttural moans rumbled from his chest. The sight was raw, intimate, and so incredibly erotic. A familiar heat bloomed in your lower belly, your thighs clenching instinctively. This was no longer a source of pain, but of profound, intoxicating desire.
Without a word, you walked towards the living room, your movements silent. You sank into the armchair across from them, a perfect spectator to their private show. Your gaze was fixed on the way Yunho's lips stretched around Mingi's length, the way Mingi's muscles tensed. Your own needs flared to life, and your hand slipped down, the sound of your zipper echoing softly in the room. You slid your hand into your jeans, past the barrier of your panties, and found your already-swollen clit.
Both of them heard the sound. Their heads snapped towards you, their actions freezing. Mingi's eyes, dark with lust, widened further as he took in the sight of you, your hand buried in your pants. A slow, wicked smile spread across Yunho's face as he pulled off Mingi's cock with an obscene pop.
You didn't speak. You just held their gaze and gave a small, deliberate nod, a silent command to continue.
Mingi groaned, the sound vibrating deep in his chest. The sight of you, watching them, touching yourself, was his undoing. With a strangled cry, he came, spilling over Yunho's hand and his own stomach. As he rode out his orgasm, your voice, a mere whisper, cut through the heavy air. "Mingi⌠please fuck Yunho." Your eyes were locked on them, dark with need. "I wanna see."
He groaned again, the sound full of renewed energy. He hauled a laughing Yunho up from the floor and onto the sofa, positioning him on his hands and knees. Mingi reached for the lube on the side table, his movements efficient and sure. He prepped Yunho slowly, his fingers working him open. As you watched, you added another finger inside yourself, the stretch a poor substitute for what you really wanted.
"Get rid of the jeans and panties, baby?" Yunho gasped, his voice tight with pleasure as Mingi slipped a second finger into him.
You obliged, standing up and quickly shedding the offending clothes. Now, completely bare, both of them could see just how wet you were, your arousal glistening on your inner thighs. Mingi withdrew his fingers, replaced them with the thick head of his cock, and thrusted into Yunho in one smooth motion.
A chorus of three moans filled the room. Mingi at the tight heat enveloping him, Yunho at the feeling of being so completely filled, and you at the breathtakingly beautiful sight of them together. Mingi set a punishing pace, his hips snapping against Yunho's ass, the sound of skin slapping skin a delicious rhythm.
You walked over to them, your movements fluid and graceful. You knelt on the sofa in front of Yunho, spreading your legs wide, presenting your dripping core to him. He didn't need an invitation. He latched onto your clit with a desperate moan, his tongue working you with the same fervor as Mingi's thrusts. The dual stimulation was electric. You braced one hand on the back of the sofa, the other tangling in Yunho's hair, grinding against his face as Mingi fucked him into you.
The pleasure built to an almost unbearable peak. "I need more," you gasped out, your voice ragged. "I want you both."
Mingi slowed his movements, understanding immediately. He carefully pulled out of Yunho, who whined at the loss. They guided you to lie back on the sofa, your body thrumming with unspent energy. Mingi settled between your legs, his cock pressing against your entrance. Yunho knelt beside your head, already hard again from watching you.
"You know what to do," Yunho murmured, and Mingi nodded. He slowly pushed into you, his familiar length a welcome intrusion. He paused, letting you adjust, before Yunho spoke again. "Lift her up, Mingi. Let me in."
Mingi wrapped his arms around your waist, lifting you effortlessly until you were straddling his lap, his cock buried deep inside you. He leaned back against the couch, giving Yunho access. Yunho moved behind you, his slick fingers probing your other entrance. The initial sting was quickly replaced by a thrilling fullness as he slowly, carefully, pushed into you.
You cried out, a sound of pure, unadulterated ecstasy. Being filled by both of them at once was a feeling beyond words. They started to move, finding a rhythm that was both torturous and sublime. When Mingi thrust up, Yunho pulled back slightly. When Yunho pushed in, Mingi held steady. They were a perfect, well-oiled machine, and you were the center of their universe.
"That's it," Yunho grunted in your ear, his breath hot against your neck. "Taking both of us so well. Such a good girl for us."
"You feel so fucking good," Mingi groaned, his hands gripping your ass, spreading you wider for Yunho. "So tight, so perfect."
The praise, the friction, the overwhelming fullnessâit was all too much. Your orgasm crashed through you with the force of a tidal wave, a scream tearing from your throat as your body convulsed between them. Your release triggered theirs. Mingi came with a deep roar, his hips jerking as he filled you. Yunho followed a moment later, his own guttural moan muffled against your shoulder as he found his own release.
They collapsed with you, a tangled, sweaty heap of limbs on the sofa. The air was thick with the scent of sex and satisfaction. For a long time, no one spoke. You were nestled between them, their bodies warm and solid, their heartbeats a steady, reassuring rhythm against your skin. The long, terrible day was forgotten, erased by a night of overwhelming pleasure and a love that was beautifully, perfectly complex.
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Author's note: Hello my loves. I have not really written for Hyunjin before, apart from that one Kinktober piece, but something about him lately has been sitting wrong in my brain. Maybe itâs the Milan looks, maybe itâs the attitude, maybe itâs just him existing and making it everyoneâs problem. His birthday was a few days ago and I guess this is my very late, very self-indulgent way of celebrating him. Clearly it spiraled, as usual. đ¤ I do welcome feedback or any thoughts! Enjoy~ Bye-um~
Description: The silence gets too loud when heâs gone, filled with perfect faces and voices that make you question how someone like Hwang Hyunjin could ever choose you. By the time he comes home, youâre already breaking, convinced you are not enough for his world. Hyunjin does not comfort you gently, he gets angry, possessive, desperate for you to understand. If you refuse to see yourself the way he does, then he will make you look, make you feel, make you believe. Tonight is not about reassurance, it is about devotion, and he will not stop until you finally see what he sees.
Warnings: Smut (18+), explicit sexual content, body image insecurity, self-deprecation, possessive behavior, jealous undertones, praise kink, mirror sex / forced eye contact, exhibitionism (within private setting), dom Hyunjin, emotional intensity, rough sex, oral sex (f receiving), unprotected penetrative sex (please practice safe sex IRL), multiple orgasms, overstimulation, dirty talk, command-based dynamics, mild degradation (self-directed), reassurance and aftercare, themes of obsession and ownership.
Read Before Proceeding: This content is for mature audiences only. It contains explicit sexual material and detailed depictions of sexual acts. Reader discretion is strongly advised. MDNI â Minors Do Not Interact. As always, take care of yourselves, read responsibly, and know exactly what youâre walking into before you do.
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The silence in your apartment was a heavy, suffocating blanket. Hyunjin had been in Milan for a week, a whirlwind of fashion shows and exclusive after-parties, and the time difference had done little to ease the ache of his absence. You picked up your phone, a familiar, treacherous impulse guiding your fingers to his Instagram tag. There he was. A vision. Ethereal. His sharp jawline was dusted with what you knew was the faintest hint of glitter under the harsh runway lights, his eyes smoldering into the camera with an intensity that made your breath catch. He was art. He was perfection. He was yours.
You scrolled past the professional photos, landing on a fan-taken video. He was laughing with another model, a willowy woman with legs for days and a waist so tiny you were sure you could circle it with your hands. The comments section was a firestorm of admiration. "He's so gorgeous!" "A literal god!" "His girlfriend must be a supermodel to match his energy." "Someone that stunning needs someone equally stunning on his arm."
Each word was a tiny needle prick against your skin. You locked your phone and tossed it onto the couch, the screen facing down as if that could muffle the voices in your head. You stood and walked to the full-length mirror leaning against the bedroom wall. The girl staring back was not a supermodel. She was soft. Round. Her stomach curved gently, the fabric of her sleep shirt clinging to the swell of her belly. You lifted the hem, your fingers tracing the silvery lines of your stretch marks, faint maps of a life lived. You pinched the flesh at your waist, a wave of disgust washing over you. He was out there, surrounded by perfection, and you were⌠this. A sad, chubby girl crying in an empty apartment, wondering how she ever fooled someone like him into loving her. The first tear fell, then another, until they were streaming down your face in hot, silent rivers.
You must have fallen asleep, because the next thing you knew, the front door was clicking open. You were curled into a tight ball on the bed, drowning in the oversized scent of Hyunjin's hoodie, your face puffy and your eyes raw. You heard his familiar footsteps, then his voice, warm and full of life, calling your name. "Jagiya? I'm home!"
You stayed silent, burrowing deeper into the blankets. You couldn't face him. Not like this. You heard him call again, a note of concern creeping into his tone. When you still didn't answer, you heard his quick footsteps approaching the bedroom. The door creaked open.
He found you there, a pathetic lump under the duvet. He knelt beside the bed, his gentle hand brushing the hair back from your damp forehead. "Hey," he murmured, his voice a low hum. "What's wrong? Are you sick?"
You slowly lifted your head, and the moment his eyes met yours, his expression shattered. The easy smile vanished, replaced by wide-eyed panic. "Baby, what happened? Why are you crying? Talk to me, please." His voice was tight with a rising fear.
You just shook your head, a fresh sob wracking your body. You couldn't say the words. They were too ugly, too pathetic.
He grabbed your hand, his grip firm but pleading. "Please, just tell me. You're scaring me."
The desperation in his voice broke you. "You should leave me," you choked out, the words tasting like ash. "You should just⌠go find someone better."
He stared at you, utterly bewildered. "What? What are you talking about? Leave you? Why would I ever do that?"
With trembling fingers, you reached for your phone on the nightstand and pulled up the comments, shoving the screen in his face. "Because of that," you whispered, your voice cracking. "Because they're right. You're⌠you're Hyunjin. And I'm just me. I'm chubby and ugly and I don't deserve you. You should be with a model, someone who looks good next to you, not⌠not this." You gestured vaguely at yourself, a gesture of self-loathing.
He looked from the phone to your tear-streaked face, his expression slowly shifting from confusion to something else. Something dark and incredulous. He stared at you for a long, silent moment, his jaw tight.
"Are you serious right now?" he hissed, the venom in his tone making you flinch.
You looked up, shocked by the anger in his voice.
He stood up abruptly, his tall frame looming over you. "I cannot believe you." He ran a hand through his hair, a frustrated sound escaping his throat. "After all this time, you really don't see it?" He looked down at you, his eyes burning with an intense, possessive fire. "I will show you. Right now. I will show you exactly what I see when I look at you." He held out his hand, a command, not an invitation. "Stand up."
Hesitantly, you took his hand and let him pull you to your feet. He led you to stand in front of the full-length mirror, positioning you so you were both reflected in its surface. His hands came to rest on your shoulders from behind, his gaze locked on your reflection.
"Look," he commanded softly. "Look at her. Look at you."
You couldn't. You dropped your gaze to the floor.
"No," he said, his voice a low growl next to your ear. "Eyes on the mirror. Watch me worship what is mine."
His fingers hooked under the hem of his hoodie you were wearing, the one you had stolen, and he slowly, deliberately lifted it over your head. He tossed it aside, his eyes never leaving your reflection. His hands came to your waist, his long fingers splaying wide over the soft skin of your stomach. "This," he murmured, his thumbs stroking the curve of your belly. "This is my favorite place to rest my hands. This is softness. This is warmth. This is where I want to be after a long day. Not some hard, bony thing I have to be careful with." He leaned down, pressing a hot, open-mouthed kiss to the nape of your neck, his eyes still fixed on you in the mirror.
His hands moved up, tracing the lines of your stretch marks. "And these," he whispered, his touch reverent. "These are beautiful. They're a part of you. They're proof that you're real, that you're here, and you're mine. I love every single one."
His hands slid around to your back, expertly unhooking your bra. He let it fall away, and your breasts were bare to his gaze and your own. He cupped them from behind, his palms warm and heavy. "And these," he breathed, his voice thick with desire. "Perfect." He rolled your nipples between his thumbs and forefingers, pinching them just enough to make you gasp. He watched your face in the mirror as he did it, watched the pleasure and the shame war in your expression. "They fit my hands perfectly. They're sensitive and they respond to me. Only to me."
He turned you around to face him, his eyes dark with possession. He sank to his knees before you, his hands hooking into the waistband of your sleep shorts. He pulled them down, taking your panties with them, until you were completely naked and exposed. He looked up at you, his gaze intense. "Now watch."
He guided you back to the mirror, positioning you to stand before it again. Then he knelt in front you, urging your legs slightly apart. He looked up at you, a wicked smirk on his face, before he buried his face between your thighs. The first touch of his tongue was a shock, a jolt of pure electricity. He ate you out with a ferocious hunger, his lips and tongue working your clit with an expertise that left you breathless. You couldn't look away from the mirror. You saw yourself, your mouth open in a silent cry, your hands tangled in his hair, and him, on his knees, devoting himself to your pleasure. He was showing you. He was making you watch him worship you.
Your knees grew weak, your orgasm building deep inside you. Just as you were about to tip over the edge, he pulled back, leaving you panting and desperate. He stood up, his chest heaving, and spun you around, bending you over the edge of the bed. He kicked his own sweatpants off, and you felt the hot, heavy weight of his cock press against your entrance.
"Look at the mirror," he ordered, his voice rough with need. "Don't you dare look away."
He drove into you in one hard, deep thrust, and you cried out, your fingers clutching the bedspread. He set a punishing rhythm, his hips slapping against your ass with every thrust. "This is what perfection feels like," he growled, his hand coming down to grip your hip, holding you in place as he fucked you. "Doesn't it? You take me so well. Your body was made for me." He reached around, his fingers finding your clit again, rubbing it in tight circles as he pounded into you. "You are perfect for me. Say it."
"I⌠I'm⌠perfect for you," you sobbed, the pleasure overwhelming.
"Louder."
"I'm perfect for you!" you screamed as your orgasm crashed through you, your body convulsing around his.
He followed you over the edge with a deep groan, his release filling you. He stayed inside you for a long moment, his forehead resting against your sweat-slicked back, his breathing ragged against your skin. The room was silent save for the sound of your combined pants, the air thick with the scent of sex and his possessive claim. When he finally pulled out, you felt a sudden emptiness, a loss of his heat that made you shiver. He turned you around gently, his anger completely gone, replaced by a look of such intense adoration it made your heart ache.
He scooped you up into his arms as if you weighed nothing, carrying you back to the bed and laying you down against the pillows. He didn't speak, just crawled over you, caging you in with his body. He lowered his head, his lips finding yours in a kiss that was slow and deep, a stark contrast to the frantic coupling from moments before. It was a kiss of worship, of reassurance, of ownership.
When he pulled back, his eyes were soft, tracing every feature of your face. "I'm not done," he murmured, his voice a low rumble. "I'm not even close to being done showing you." He shifted, lying back on the bed and pulling you with him until you were straddling his waist. His cock, already hard again, pressed insistently against your slick folds. "Now," he said, his hands gripping your thighs. "Ride me. I want to watch you. I want to see these tits bounce for me."
A blush crept up your neck, but the fire in his eyes left no room for hesitation. You rose up on your knees, positioning him at your entrance, and slowly sank down, taking him inch by delicious inch. You both groaned as you settled, his fullness stretching you completely. His hands came up to cup your breasts, his thumbs brushing over your sensitive nipples.
"Look at me," he commanded. You met his gaze, and the raw, unfiltered love and lust you saw there stole your breath. "Now move. Show me how beautiful you are."
You began to move, a slow, rolling rhythm that had you grinding against him. His eyes were glued to your body, to the way your stomach curved, to the way your breasts swayed with your movements. "That's it," he encouraged, his voice husky. "Just like that. You're so fucking beautiful. Do you see it? Do you see what I see?"
You picked up the pace, riding him harder, your hands braced on his chest for leverage. His hands roamed your body, stroking your sides, gripping your hips, tracing the lines of your stretch marks as if they were precious jewels. He watched, mesmerized, as your breasts bounced with every rise and fall of your body. He leaned up, capturing one of your nipples in his mouth, sucking hard, his tongue swirling around the peaked bud while his fingers pinched and rolled the other. The dual sensation sent a jolt straight to your core, and you cried out, your movements becoming more frantic.
"Hyunjin," you gasped, his name a prayer on your lips.
"Mine," he growled against your skin, releasing your nipple with a wet pop. "All of this is mine. This perfect body, this perfect pussy, these perfect tits. They belong to me." He thrust up to meet you, his hips driving into you with renewed force. The new angle hit you just right, and you felt your second orgasm begin to build, stronger and more intense than the first.
"Look at yourself," he urged, his voice strained with his own impending release. "Look in the mirror. See what I see. See the goddess riding my cock. See how perfect you are."
Your eyes flicked to the reflection across the room. You saw yourself, your face flushed with pleasure, your body moving with a primal rhythm, your breasts bouncing freely. And you saw him beneath you, his head thrown back, his face a mask of ecstasy, his hands gripping you as if you were the only thing anchoring him to the earth. And for the first time, you didn't see a chubby, ugly girl. You saw his girlfriend. You saw the woman he worshipped. You saw what he saw.
That realization sent you flying over the edge. Your orgasm tore through you, a blinding, all-consuming wave of pleasure that left you shaking and screaming his name. He followed you instantly, his own release pulsing deep inside you as he roared your name, his grip on you tightening almost to the point of pain.
You collapsed against his chest, completely spent, your body boneless and trembling. He wrapped his arms around you, holding you tight, his heart beating a frantic rhythm against your ear. He didn't speak for a long time, just stroked your hair, his touch gentle and soothing.
Finally, he tilted your chin up, forcing you to look at him. His eyes were serious, his expression soft. "Do you understand now?" he whispered, his voice thick with emotion. "There is no one else. There has never been anyone else. It's always been you. It will only ever be you. You are not just enough for me. You are everything to me."
Tears welled in your eyes again, but this time they were not tears of shame. They were tears of overwhelming love and acceptance. You nodded, unable to speak, and buried your face in his chest. He held you, his embrace a safe harbor, a silent promise that you were his, and he was yours, exactly as you were.
Author's note: Once again, I must confess this entire thing was born because of that goddamn cross chain he insists on dangling around his neck. Something about the image of him looking like a good, devoted little Christian boy while my brain immediately starts plotting ways to ruin him completely has me teetering right over the edge. So naturally, instead of keeping those unholy thoughts to myself like a sane person, I turned them into this wretched piece of writing and handed it to all of you. You're welcome. đ¤ I do welcome feedback or any thoughts! Enjoy~ Bye-um~
Description: The storm drives you into the church, soaked through and smiling like a sin waiting to happen. Choi San is supposed to be a man of God. Devoted. Pure. Untouchable. Yet night after night he whispers your name into the dark like a forbidden prayer, begging for relief from the thoughts that haunt him, from the hunger that threatens to ruin his faith. When you finally appear on his altar, drenched in rain and temptation, San realizes something terrifying. Some prayers are answered. Just not by the god he thought was listening. Tonight the altar receives a different kind of worship.
Warnings: Smut (18+), explicit sexual content, priest / religious imagery, sacrilegious sexual acts, altar sex, religious corruption themes, demonic or supernatural seduction, power imbalance, manipulation through desire, submission and worship dynamics, explicit oral sex (female receiving), explicit penetrative sex, unprotected sex (please practice safe sex IRL), multiple orgasms, riding position, dirty talk, praise and ownership language, loss of control, erotic religious imagery, intense sexual escalation.
Read Before Proceeding: This content is for mature audiences only. It contains explicit sexual material and detailed depictions of sexual acts. Reader discretion is strongly advised. MDNI â Minors Do Not Interact. As always, take care of yourselves, read responsibly, and know exactly what youâre walking into before you do.
For Requests: Whisper What You Need
Masterlist for my page: Lies Lost In Silence
The heavy rain lashed against the stained-glass windows of the old church, each drop a percussive beat in the sacred silence. Inside, Choi San was losing his war. His hand was shoved deep into the sweatpants he wore to sleep, his fingers wrapped around the stiff, aching heat of his cock. He was stroking himself with a desperate, jerky rhythm, his eyes squeezed shut as he pictured you. Your name was a ragged whisper on his lips, a prayer to a new, profane god. He was so close, teetering on the edge, when a sound cut through the storm. A soft thud from the main sanctuary.
His hand froze. Panic, cold and sharp, shot through him, momentarily extinguishing the fire in his veins. He pulled his hand from his pants, his heart hammering against his ribs like a trapped bird. Was someone there? A thief? He grabbed a small flashlight from his nightstand and crept out of his small living quarters, his bare feet silent on the cold stone floor. He pushed open the heavy oak door leading to the nave.
The sight that met him stopped his breath.
You were there. Perched on the high altar, the most sacred table in the church, the place where the body of Christ was consecrated. You were dripping wet, your white dress soaked through, clinging to every curve like a second skin. The fabric was nearly transparent, revealing the dark shadow of your nipples and the dip of your navel. Your hair was slicked back from your face, water droplets catching the dim light from the emergency lamps and making you glow. You looked like a vengeful angel, a beautiful, terrifying deity of storm and desire.
San just stared. His mind, a whirlwind of sin and scripture, went utterly blank. All the sermons, all the prayers, all the vows of chastity dissolved into nothing. There was only you. The object of his torment, the star of his filthy dreams, sitting on his altar like you owned it. And in that moment, he knew you did.
He moved forward, his steps slow, almost reverent. The sound of his bare feet on the stone was the only noise besides the rain. He walked down the center aisle, his eyes locked on yours. You watched him approach, a small, knowing smile playing on your lips. There was no shock in your expression, no fear. Only expectation.
He reached the altar steps and stopped. Then, as if his legs could no longer support him, he sank to his knees. The cold stone bit into his skin, but he barely felt it. He looked up at you, his face a mask of anguish and utter surrender. The cross around his neck felt like a lead weight, a pathetic trinket against the raw power radiating from you.
You saw the worship in his eyes, the complete and total capitulation. It was what you had been waiting for. Slowly, deliberately, you spread your legs. The soaked white dress fell away from your thighs, parting to reveal the paradise between them. You wore nothing underneath. Your folds were glistening, not just from the rain, but with your own slick arousal, a silent invitation to the feast he had been starving for. You were showing him exactly what he needed, the salvation he had been groaning for in the dark.
San's breath hitched. His gaze dropped from your face to the offering you had spread before him. It was the most beautiful, most terrifying thing he had ever seen. A soft, desperate sound escaped his throat, a cross between a sob and a moan. He crawled the last few steps, his hands coming to rest on your knees, his touch hesitant, trembling.
"Please," he whispered, the word cracking. He did not know what he was begging for. Forgiveness? Damnation? Or just you?
You leaned forward, your hands bracing on the altar behind you, bringing your face closer to his. Your voice was a low purr, a vibration that seemed to travel straight through his hands and into his soul. "Then take it, San. Take what you came here for."
That was all the permission he needed. His restraint shattered. He surged forward, burying his face in the wet heat between your thighs. The first touch of his tongue against your clit was electric. He had never done this before, but his body knew, his instincts took over. He licked a broad stripe up your slit, tasting your unique flavor mixed with the clean taste of rainwater. It was intoxicating. He groaned against your flesh, the sound muffled, vibrating through you.
Your fingers tangled in his damp hair, gripping him tightly, holding him right where you wanted him. "Yes," you hissed, your head falling back. "Just like that. Worship me."
He did. He worshipped you with his mouth. He explored every fold, every ridge, learning the map of your body with his tongue. He sucked your clit into his mouth, flicking the sensitive bud rapidly with the tip of his tongue. Your hips bucked against his face, grinding against him, using him for your pleasure. The feeling was overwhelming, the power you held over him absolute. He was on his knees, at an altar, committing the ultimate sacrilege, and all he could feel was a profound sense of rightness.
He slipped a finger inside you, then another, marveling at the way your hot walls clenched around him. He curled his fingers, searching for that spot he had only read about in forbidden texts he was never supposed to see. He found it. A jolt went through you, and your cry echoed through the empty church. "Oh, God! San!"
Hearing his name on your lips like that, a prayer of pure ecstasy, was his undoing. He redoubled his efforts, his tongue and fingers working in tandem, driving you higher and higher. He could feel your thighs trembling around his head, could hear your breaths coming in ragged pants. Your grip on his hair tightened almost to the point of pain.
With a final, sharp cry, you came. Your body arched, a wave of pleasure crashing over you as your pussy pulsed around his fingers. He lapped at your release, drinking you down, his own need a painful, demanding throb in his sweatpants. He stayed there, his head resting on your thigh, as you came down from your high, your chest heaving.
After a moment, you pushed his head back gently. You looked down at him, your eyes dark with satisfaction and a hunger that was still far from sated. "Stand up," you commanded.
He obeyed instantly, his knees protesting as he rose to his feet. His erection was straining against the fabric of his pants, a clear and obvious testament to his desire. You reached out, your hand cupping him through the sweatpants. He hissed, his hips jerking forward at the contact. You stroked him slowly, your touch firm and sure.
"Look at what you've been hiding from me," you murmured, your eyes gleaming. "All this need. All for me."
With a swift movement, you hooked your fingers in the waistband of his pants and pulled them down. His cock sprang free, hard and thick, the tip already beading with precum. You wrapped your hand around him, your skin warm against his. He shuddered, his hands flying to your shoulders to steady himself.
You began to stroke him, your movements slow and torturous. "You call for me every night, San. I hear you. I feel it. Do you know how wet it makes me? To know you're in here, touching yourself, thinking of me?"
He could only shake his head, his words lost. The feeling of your hand on him, finally, was too much. It was everything he had fantasized about and more.
"I want to hear you say it now," you demanded, your thumb swiping over the head of his cock, spreading the slick fluid. "Say my name. Say who you belong to."
"Yours," he choked out, his voice thick with need. "I'm yours."
"Say my name."
He looked at you, your face so close, your eyes burning into his. The name fell from his lips, a raw, desperate sound. "Yours."
You smiled, a wicked, triumphant smile. Then you guided him to you. You shifted on the altar, spreading your legs wider, pulling him by his cock until the head was nudging at your entrance. The heat was incredible. He looked down, watching as you notched him right where you needed him.
"Fuck me, San," you whispered, your voice a seductive command. "Fuck me on this altar and forget everything else."
He needed no further encouragement. He pushed forward, sinking into your tight, wet heat in one smooth, deep stroke. The sensation was mind-blowing. It was a homecoming, a damnation, a rapture all at once. He groaned, his head falling to your shoulder as he buried himself to the hilt. You were so tight, so perfect, gripping him like a velvet fist.
He began to move, his hips pulling back before thrusting forward again. He set a punishing rhythm, driven by weeks of pent-up frustration and desire. The sound of skin slapping against skin, of his ragged breaths and your soft moans, filled the sacred space. The cross around his neck swung back and forth, a mocking pendulum counting down to his fall from grace.
You wrapped your legs around his waist, pulling him deeper, meeting his every thrust. Your hands roamed his back, your nails digging into his skin through his t-shirt. "Harder," you urged him. "Don't hold back. Give me everything."
He gave you everything. The last vestiges of his control, the fragile remnants of his faith, all shattered and were reborn as a singular, all-consuming need to please you. He drove into you harder, faster, the heavy wooden altar creaking beneath you with the force of his thrusts. Each deep stroke was a renunciation of his old life, a declaration of his new religion, and you were its only deity.
The friction was exquisite, a hot, slick glide that sent sparks of pleasure up his spine. He could feel every clench of your inner walls, every shiver that ran through your body. Your moans grew louder, more uninhibited, echoing in the cavernous space of the church. They were the only hymns he wanted to hear. He lifted his head from your shoulder, wanting to see you, to memorize the look of ecstasy on your face.
Your eyes were half-lidded, your lips parted, your expression one of pure, unadulterated bliss. You were a vision of profane beauty, and the sight of you pushed him closer to the edge. He felt his orgasm building, a tight coil of heat low in his gut, a pressure that demanded release. He tried to hold back, to prolong this moment, to make it last forever, but his body betrayed him.
You sensed his struggle. You tightened your legs around him, pulling him impossibly deeper, and leaned up to whisper in his ear, your voice a husky caress. "Come for me, San. Let me feel it. Give me your soul."
That was it. The permission he didn't know he was waiting for. The words shattered the last of his restraint. With a guttural cry that was half your name and half a sob, he buried himself deep inside you and let go. His cock pulsed, his release flooding you in hot, thick waves. It was a violent, shuddering orgasm that ripped through his entire body, leaving him trembling and breathless. It felt like his very essence was pouring out of him, an offering at your altar.
As he collapsed against you, his body spent and trembling, you held him. You stroked his hair, your touch gentle now, a stark contrast to the ferocity of your fucking. But you weren't done with him. Not by a long shot. You could feel his heart hammering against his chest, hear his ragged pants as he tried to catch his breath. He was softening inside you, but you knew your demonic nature would not let him rest for long.
You pushed gently at his shoulder. "Look at me," you commanded softly.
He lifted his head, his eyes dazed and unfocused. He looked wrecked, beautifully so. His lips were swollen, his cheeks flushed, his hair a mess. He was the picture of a man who had just been thoroughly and completely ruined.
You smiled, a slow, satisfied smile. "We're not done, my priest. I haven't finished my worship of you yet."
Before he could process your words, you shifted your weight. With a strength that surprised him, you used your legs to roll him over. Suddenly, he was on his back on the cold, hard stone of the altar, and you were straddling him, his still-sensitive cock still buried deep inside you. The white dress, now damp and wrinkled, was bunched around your waist. You looked down at him, a queen on her throne, his body the seat of your power.
He stared up at you, his eyes wide with a mixture of awe and renewed desire. The change in position sent a fresh jolt of pleasure through him. You began to move, a slow, deliberate roll of your hips that ground your clit against his pelvis. He was still sensitive, and the sensation was almost too much, a delicious torture that had his hands flying to your hips to grip you tightly.
You placed your hands on his chest, leaning forward as you rode him. "You called for me," you said, your voice a low, hypnotic murmur. "Night after night, you imagined this. But I promise you, San, your imagination is nothing compared to reality."
You picked up the pace, rising and falling on his cock, your movements fluid and graceful. You were in complete control, setting the rhythm, dictating the pace. You used him for your pleasure, taking what you wanted, and in doing so, you gave him more than he had ever known. His hands roamed your body, from your hips up to your waist, his thumbs brushing against the soft skin of your stomach. He watched, mesmerized, as your breasts bounced with every movement, the thin, wet fabric doing nothing to hide them.
He was getting hard again, his cock stiffening inside you, responding to your inexorable rhythm. The feeling of him growing within you drew a sharp moan from your lips. You leaned down, capturing his mouth in a searing kiss. It was a kiss of possession, of ownership. You thrust your tongue into his mouth, claiming him, tasting him. He kissed you back with a desperate fervor, his hands coming up to tangle in your hair, holding you to him as if he were drowning and you were his only air.
You broke the kiss, sitting back up to change the angle. You planted your hands on his chest for leverage and began to bounce on his cock, taking him deep and hard. The sound of your bodies meeting was wet and obscene, a symphony of sin that filled the holy space. His eyes were locked on the sight of his cock disappearing into you, over and over.
"Touch me," you demanded, your voice breathy. "Touch my clit."
He didn't hesitate. He brought one hand down, his fingers finding the sensitive bundle of nerves at the apex of your thighs. He began to rub you in tight circles, his touch clumsy but earnest. The added stimulation was exactly what you needed. Your head fell back, a long, loud moan escaping your lips as your own orgasm began to build, a slow, creeping tide of pleasure.
"Yes, right there," you gasped, your hips bucking against his hand. "Don't stop. Don't you dare stop."
He obeyed, his fingers working tirelessly as you continued to ride him. The pressure inside you built and built, a tight knot of heat that was about to snap. You looked down at him, at the man who was supposed to be a servant of God, now willingly worshipping at the altar of your body. His face was contorted in a mask of pleasure, his eyes dark with a need that matched your own.
With a final, powerful thrust, the knot inside you finally snapped. Your orgasm crashed over you, a tidal wave of pure, unadulterated pleasure that stole your breath and made your vision white. Your body convulsed, your pussy clamping down around his cock as wave after wave of ecstasy washed through you. You cried out his name, a raw, primal scream of triumph and release.
Your climax triggered his. The feeling of your pulsing walls milking him was too much to bear. With a loud groan, he came again, his hips bucking up into you as he spilled himself inside you for a second time.
You collapsed on top of him, both of you spent and panting. The only sounds were the rain outside and your ragged breaths mingling in the sacred silence. For a long moment, you just lay there, his arms wrapped loosely around your waist, your head resting on his chest. You could feel his heartbeat, slow and steady, a rhythm that grounded you.
Finally, you pushed yourself up, looking down at him. He was gazing at you, his expression soft, adoring. He looked utterly and completely yours. You leaned down and pressed a soft, gentle kiss to his lips.
"From now on," you whispered against his mouth, "you only pray to me."
He just nodded, his eyes already drifting closed in exhaustion. You smiled, a slow, triumphant smile. You had him. Body and soul. And you were never going to let him go.
Author's note: Hello my loves. That cross chain San wears does something deeply unholy to my brain. Iâll be minding my business and suddenly my thoughts are spiraling into the most questionable directions, all because of the way that damn thing sits against his throat and swings when he moves. This fic is basically the result of those thoughts refusing to stay inside my head and turning into words instead. Blame the chain. Blame San. Iâm simply a victim of the spiral. I do welcome feedback or any thoughts! Enjoy~ Bye-um~
Description: Some fantasies are meant to stay buried in the pages of a journal, hidden between ink and imagination. You never expected yours to be read. You definitely never expected them to be answered. When San discovers the filthy thoughts youâve been writing about him, embarrassment turns into something far more dangerous. Instead of pretending he never saw it, he decides to give you exactly what you asked for. Every touch you imagined. Every dirty detail you wrote down. Every sinful thought brought to life beneath the slow swing of a silver cross chain. After all, if you were brave enough to write it⌠heâs more than willing to make it real.
Warnings: Smut (18+), explicit sexual content, best friend dynamics, fantasy â reality scenario, humiliation/embarrassment turned arousal, dom San, praise and degradation (âpretty girlâ, âgood girlâ), possessive behavior, explicit cunnilingus, fingering, penetrative sex, unprotected sex (please practice safe sex IRL), creampie, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, dirty talk, command-based dynamics, power play, obsession/erotic fixation, use of personal fantasies/journal as leverage, intense sexual escalation.
Read Before Proceeding: This content is for mature audiences only. It contains explicit sexual material and detailed depictions of sexual acts. Reader discretion is strongly advised. MDNI â Minors Do Not Interact. As always, take care of yourselves, read responsibly, and know exactly what youâre walking into before you do.
For Requests: Whisper What You Need
Masterlist for my page: Lies Lost In Silence
The knock on your door was soft, almost hesitant. You pulled your headphones off, the music fading away as you called out, "Come in." The door creaked open, and there he was. Choi San. Your best friend. Your current obsession. He was leaning against your doorframe, a small, knowing smile playing on his lips. He was wearing a simple black t-shirt tonight, but there it was. The cross chain. It rested against his chest, the silver glinting in the warm light of your room.
"Hey," he said, his voice a low rumble that sent a shiver down your spine. "Can I come in?"
You nodded, moving to sit up on your bed, pulling the covers up to your chin instinctively. "Yeah, everything okay?"
He stepped inside, closing the door behind him with a soft click. The sound seemed to echo in the sudden silence. He didn't turn on the main light, instead just bathing the room in the soft glow of your bedside lamp. He walked towards your bed, his movements fluid and predatory, and your heart started to beat a frantic rhythm against your ribs.
"I was thinking about earlier," he started, sitting on the edge of your mattress. The dip in the bed brought him closer, his familiar, clean scent filling your senses. "When you were spacing out. You said it was nothing."
"It was," you lied, your voice barely a whisper.
He chuckled, a deep, throaty sound that vibrated through you. "No, it wasn't." He reached out, his fingers gently tucking a stray piece of hair behind your ear. His touch was electric. "You have a very vivid imagination, Y/N. A very⌠filthy one."
Your blood ran cold. Your eyes widened in horror as you stared at him. He knew. Oh god, he knew. You opened your mouth to deny it, to say something, anything, but no words came out.
"Don't look so scared," he murmured, his thumb stroking your cheek. "I'm not mad. I'm⌠flattered." He leaned in closer, his face just inches from yours. You could see the dark flecks in his eyes, feel the warmth of his breath on your lips. "I found your journal."
You felt sick. Your deepest, most private thoughts, laid bare for him to see. Every fantasy, every dirty secret you'd ever written down about him. You wanted the ground to swallow you whole.
"You want to know what I thought when I read it?" he continued, his voice dropping to a husky whisper. "I thought, 'I need to give my best friend exactly what she wants'." He shifted, moving to hover over you, caging you in with his arms. The chain dangled from his neck, swaying gently, just like in your fantasies. A drop of sweat, or maybe it was just your imagination, beaded on his collarbone. "So, tell me, pretty girl. Was this what you were thinking about?"
You couldn't speak. You could only stare, mesmerized by the silver cross swinging above you, by the dark intensity in his eyes. He took your silence as an invitation.
He lowered his head, his lips brushing against your ear. "I'm going to make you feel so good," he promised, his voice a low growl. "I'm going to do every single nasty thing you wrote about." He pulled back, his eyes scanning your face, a triumphant smirk on his lips. "Let's start with this, shall we?"
He moved down your body, his hands trailing down your sides until he reached the hem of your (his) oversized t-shirt you wore to sleep. He hooked his fingers into it and slowly, torturously, pulled it up and over your head, tossing it carelessly to the floor. The cool air hit your bare skin, making your nipples pebble into hard points. He drank in the sight of you, his eyes darkening with lust.
"Fuck, you're even better than I imagined," he breathed. "So fucking pretty." He leaned down, pressing a hot, open-mouthed kiss to your stomach, just above your waistband. His tongue flicked out, tasting your skin, and you whimpered, your hands flying to his hair.
He continued his journey south, his lips leaving a trail of fire down your body. He hooked his fingers into the waistband of your shorts and panties, pulling them down together in one swift motion. You were completely bare to him, exposed and vulnerable, but the look in his eyes wasn't one of judgment. It was pure, unadulterated hunger.
"Spread your legs for me, baby," he commanded, his voice thick with desire. "Let me see that pretty pussy."
You obeyed without hesitation, your legs falling open for him. He settled between them, his broad shoulders pushing your thighs even wider. He looked up at you from under his lashes, the cross chain now resting against your inner thigh, the cool metal a stark contrast to your heated skin.
"San," you whimpered, your voice trembling.
"Shhh, pretty girl," he soothed, his fingers tracing your folds. "I've got you." He dipped his head, and you felt the first tentative swipe of his tongue against your clit. Your back arched off the bed, a choked moan escaping your lips.
He was relentless. His tongue was everywhere, lapping at your juices, circling your clit, dipping inside your entrance. He ate you out with a ferocity that stole your breath, his moans vibrating against your most sensitive parts. He was making good on his promise, recreating your fantasies with a skill that surpassed even your wildest dreams.
"You taste so fucking good," he growled, his voice muffled by your flesh. "So sweet." He slid two fingers inside you, curling them upwards to find that spot that made you see stars. "You like that, baby? You like my fingers in your tight little cunt while I eat you out?"
You could only moan in response, your hips bucking against his face, seeking more friction. He added a third finger, stretching you, filling you completely. The chain was swinging above you now, a hypnotizing pendulum as he drove you closer and closer to the edge.
"Come for me, pretty girl," he commanded, his voice rough with desire. "Come all over my face. I want to taste you."
His words were your undoing. With a cry of his name, you shattered, your orgasm ripping through you with the force of a tidal wave. Your vision went white, your body trembling uncontrollably as wave after wave of pleasure washed over you. San didn't stop, his tongue and fingers working you through your orgasm, prolonging your pleasure until you were a whimpering, boneless mess beneath him.
When you finally came back to yourself, he was hovering over you again, his face glistening with your arousal. He looked proud, triumphant. He lowered his head, capturing your lips in a searing kiss, letting you taste yourself on his tongue.
"Was that everything you hoped for?" he asked, his voice a low murmur against your lips.
You could only nod, your body still buzzing with the aftershocks of your orgasm. He chuckled, his hand sliding down your body to cup your sex.
"Good," he said, his voice a low growl. "Because we're just getting started."
He pushed himself up, his knees bracketing your hips, and the sudden loss of his warmth made you whimper. A slow, wicked smirk spread across his face. He knew exactly what you wanted. He knew every thought that had been running through your head, and he was going to give it to you.
He reached for the hem of his black t-shirt, his eyes locked on yours. He peeled it off slowly, the fabric dragging over his toned stomach and chest before he tossed it aside. Your breath hitched. His body was even better than you had imagined. Lean muscle defined his arms and chest, his stomach a perfect, sculpted plane. And there it was, the silver cross chain, now the only thing against his golden skin, resting perfectly in the hollow of his throat.
He stood up on the bed, his feet planted on either side of your thighs. The sight was intoxicating. He was a god, and you were his willing sacrifice. He popped the button on his jeans, the sound loud in the quiet room. He drew the zipper down at an agonizingly slow pace, his eyes never leaving yours, watching your every reaction. He hooked his thumbs into the waistband, shoving the denim and his boxers down in one fluid motion.
His cock sprang free, hard and heavy, curving up towards his stomach. A bead of pre-come glistened at the tip. He kicked his clothes away, leaving him standing over you, completely naked except for that damn chain. It was perfect. It was everything you had fantasized about and more.
"You like what you see, pretty girl?" he asked, his voice thick with arrogance and lust.
You could only nod, your tongue darting out to wet your dry lips.
He knelt back down, settling between your legs again. He leaned forward, bracing his hands on either side of your head. The cross dangled from his neck, swinging gently, the cold metal a tantalizing promise against your heated skin. He was so close you could feel the heat radiating from him, could smell the scent of his arousal mixed with your own.
"Tell me what you want," he demanded, his voice a low rumble. "Tell me what you wrote about."
"You," you breathed, your voice barely a whisper. "I want you."
He chuckled, a dark, sinful sound. "You're going to get me." He shifted his hips, the blunt head of his cock nudging against your entrance. He was teasing you, torturing you. "You want this chain swinging above you while I fuck you? Is that what you want, you filthy girl?"
"Yes," you cried out, your hands clutching at his biceps. "Please, San."
"Please what?" he taunted, his lips brushing against yours.
"Please fuck me."
With a guttural groan, he pushed forward, sinking into you in one slow, deep thrust. The stretch was exquisite, a perfect, burning pleasure that stole the air from your lungs. He filled you completely, his hips pressing flush against yours. He stayed there for a moment, letting you adjust, his forehead resting against yours.
"Fuck," he breathed, his voice strained. "You're so tight. So fucking perfect for me."
Then he started to move. He pulled out almost all the way before slamming back into you, setting a relentless, punishing pace. The bed creaked in protest, the sound mingling with your desperate cries and his harsh grunts. True to your fantasy, the chain swung above you, a hypnotizing silver pendulum marking the rhythm of his thrusts. You watched it, mesmerized, as he pounded into you, his cock hitting that spot deep inside you over and over again.
A drop of sweat trickled down his temple, falling from his jaw and landing perfectly on your lips, just as you had imagined. You moaned, your tongue darting out to taste the salt of his skin. The sight seemed to drive him wild. He shifted, grabbing your legs and hooking them over his shoulders, allowing him to sink even deeper into you.
"You like that?" he panted, his voice rough. "You like me deep inside this tight little pussy? You're taking my cock so well, such a good girl."
His words were filthy, degrading, and they only fueled your desire. You were lost in a haze of pleasure, your mind blank, your body completely at his mercy. He reached down, his thumb finding your clit and rubbing tight, merciless circles. The added stimulation was overwhelming.
"Come on, pretty girl," he growled, his thrusts becoming erratic. "Come with me. Come all over my cock. Let me feel you squeeze me dry."
His command sent you over the edge. Your orgasm tore through you, more powerful than the last. Your inner walls clenched around him, milking him for all he was worth. With a loud, guttural shout of your name, he followed you over the edge, his hot release spilling deep inside you.
He collapsed on top of you, his body heavy and sated, his face buried in the crook of your neck. You were both panting, your bodies slick with sweat, the room filled with the scent of sex. The chain was a cool line against your collarbone, a tangible reminder of the fantasy he had just brought to life.
After a moment, he pushed himself up, his arms trembling slightly. He looked down at you, his expression soft, a gentle smile replacing the predatory smirk from before.
"Was that what you imagined?" he asked, his voice quiet.
You reached up, your fingers tracing the line of the chain, feeling the smooth metal against his skin. "It was better," you whispered, and you meant it with every fiber of your being.
Author's note: Hello my loves. And here is the 2nd part of the fic. Yes, this is even more filthier and darker than the first one. This one is about accepting who you are and who you belong to. As usual, here is my warning to yall: This piece is not for the faint hearted, nor for those who seek comfort, softness, or anything close to vanilla in their reading. It is for the ones who understand the thrill of darker thoughts, the ones who keep those unhinged curiosities buried deep where no one else can see them. If your soul is a little tainted like mine, then perhaps you will find something here that feels a little too right. May you all spiral responsibly. Also do lemme know if I should start doing word count? I have seen other writers do it. I do welcome feedback or any thoughts! Enjoy~ Bye-um~
Pairings: Bang Chan x Reader x Mingi
Description: A month after the night they broke into your home, the silence never truly returned. Fear turned into anticipation, and the memory of their touch lingered like a curse you could not shake. When a mysterious invitation lures you to the decaying halls of Blackwood Manor, you already know who is waiting inside. What begins as another game of riddles and locked rooms quickly reveals the truth. There was never a way out. The maze, the puzzles, the promises of escape were all lies meant to pull you deeper into their hunt. And this time, when the Ghostfaces catch you, they have no intention of letting you go.
Warnings: Smut (18+), explicit sexual content, dark horror erotica, Ghostface themed attackers, stalking and manipulation, kidnapping/entrapment themes, psychological games, dubcon dynamics, fear play, power imbalance, dominant Chan, dominant Mingi, degradation and possession themes, knife intimidation, forced stripping, puzzle/trap scenario, coercive control, explicit oral sex (receiving), explicit penetrative sex, anal sex, double penetration (vaginal + anal), unprotected sex (please practice safe sex IRL), rough sex, restraint themes, domination and submission, intense dirty talk, praise and ownership language (âgood girlâ, âoursâ), multiple orgasms, overstimulation, climax and creampie, loss of control dynamics, dark erotic themes, dark and twisted sexual escalation.
Read Before Proceeding: This content is for mature audiences only. It contains explicit sexual material and detailed depictions of sexual acts. Reader discretion is strongly advised. MDNI â Minors Do Not Interact. As always, take care of yourselves, read responsibly, and know exactly what youâre walking into before you do.
Chapters: Two Ghostfaces and Nowhere to Run Pt. 1
For Requests: Whisper What You Need
Masterlist for my page: Lies Lost In Silence
Weeks bled into a month. The phantom ache of their possession lingered, a ghost of a feeling that haunted your quiet moments. You tried to convince yourself it was a singular, horrific nightmare. You changed your locks, installed a new security system, and jumped at every shadow. But the fear had curdled into something else, a dark, gnawing anticipation that coiled in your gut. You were a marked thing, waiting for the hunters to return.
The invitation arrived on a Tuesday, slipped under your door with no postage, no return address. It was a heavy, cream-colored card with elegant, black calligraphy. You are cordially invited to solve the riddle of Blackwood Manor. A test of wits awaits. Arrive alone at sunset.
It was a trap. You knew it with every fiber of your being. It was a game, and they were the game masters. And you, against all logic and self-preservation, would play.
Blackwood Manor loomed at the end of a long, winding gravel drive, a gothic monstrosity silhouetted against the bruised purple and orange sky. It was exactly the kind of place you'd expect a ghost story to begin. The heavy oak door swung open with a groan before you could even knock, revealing a grand, dust-choked foyer. As you stepped over the threshold, the door slammed shut behind you, the boom echoing through the cavernous space like a gunshot.
A single, flickering candle sat on a small table, next to a tarnished silver tray. On the tray was a small, ornate key and a note. The game begins. Find the room where secrets sleep.
Your heart hammered against your ribs as you picked up the key. This was it. The cat and mouse game was starting again. You were the mouse, and the mansion was their maze. You explored the lower floor, your footsteps swallowed by the thick dust on the Persian rugs. The first room you tried was a library, its shelves groaning with leather-bound books. The key didn't fit. The second was a dining room with a table long enough for a king, set for a feast of ghosts. No luck there either.
Finally, at the end of a long, dark hallway, you found a door with a simple, key-shaped lock. The key slid in with a satisfying click. You pushed the door open and stepped inside. It was a lavish bedroom, dominated by a four-poster bed with deep crimson curtains. As you moved further into the room, you heard it againâthe soft thud of the door closing, and the definitive snick of a lock turning. You were trapped.
"Well, well, well. Look what we have here." The voice was a distorted purr, seeming to come from the shadows in the corner of the room. "Not quite as fast as we'd hoped, but you made it."
You spun around, your back pressing against the heavy wood of the door. There he was, the shorter one, Chan, leaning against a dusty velvet chaise longue, the ghostface mask a stark white slash in the gloom. He twirled a familiar-looking hunting knife between his fingers.
"Did you miss us?" the other voice asked. You whipped your head to the other side of the room. Mingi emerged from behind a tall, imposing wardrobe, his large frame seeming to suck the light from the air. "We certainly missed you."
Panic, sharp and acidic, flooded your veins. "What do you want?" you managed to choke out, your voice trembling.
"We want to play," Chan said, pushing himself up and sauntering towards you. He didn't rush, enjoying the way you flinched with every step he took. "You liked our last game. We could tell."
"You were so scared," Mingi added, his voice a low rumble as he approached from the other side, effectively boxing you in. "But your cunt was so wet, dripping all over my cock. You loved every second of it."
He was right. The humiliating truth of it made your cheeks burn, even as a traitorous heat began to pool in your belly. You were trapped, cornered, and the memory of their last encounter was replaying in your mind, a broken film reel of fear and pleasure.
Chan stopped directly in front of you, so close you could feel the heat radiating from his body. He reached out, the cold leather of his glove tracing the line of your jaw. "We brought a new toy for this game," he murmured, tapping the flat of his knife against your cheekbone. It wasn't a threat of violence, not yet. It was a promise, a reminder of the power he held. He ran the tip of the blade down your throat, over your collarbone, and circled the neckline of your shirt. "Let's get you out of these restrictive clothes. They're not fitting for a prize."
With a flick of his wrist, he sliced cleanly through the fabric of your top, from collar to hem. The shirt fell away, exposing your bra-clad breasts to the cool, musty air. You gasped, your hands flying up to cover yourself, but Mingi was there, catching your wrists in one of his large, strong hands.
"Ah, ah, ah," he tsked, pulling your arms behind your back and holding them there with one hand. "No hiding. We want to see everything."
Chan knelt before you, his masked face level with your quivering stomach. He hooked the blade of the knife into the waistband of your jeans and sliced downwards, the sharp sound of tearing fabric loud in the silent room. He did the same to your other leg, then your panties, until you stood before them in nothing but your bra, the tattered remains of your clothes at your feet.
"Perfect," he breathed, his voice thick with appreciation. He stood up, and you felt Mingi release your hands, only to grab a handful of your hair, pulling your head back to expose the delicate line of your throat. Chan leaned in, his masked face just inches from yours. "Now, the real question is... where should we start the next round of our game?â
"The question," Chan murmured, his voice a low, distorted vibration against your ear, "is whether you're a smart girl or a lucky one."
Mingi's grip in your hair tightened, a possessive, controlling gesture that sent a thrill of terror straight to your core. "My money's on lucky," he rumbled from behind you. "She doesn't look smart enough to get out of this room."
The insult, delivered in that calm, predatory tone, was a spark to the dry tinder of your fear. You were smart. You had to be. Your eyes darted around the room, scanning for an escape, a weapon, anything. Your gaze landed on the four-poster bed. It wasn't just a bed; it was part of the puzzle. Tied to one of the ornate wooden posts was a single, braided velvet rope, the kind you'd see in an old theater.
Chan followed your line of sight. A slow, mocking chuckle escaped him. "Oh, you see it, don't you? The little mouse has spotted the cheese." He nudged you forward, away from the door and closer to the menacing piece of furniture. "Go on then. Let's see what those wits are made of."
Mingi released you with a rough shove, sending you stumbling towards the bed. You caught yourself on the heavy footboard, the cool, carved wood digging into your palms. You approached the post with the rope, your heart pounding a frantic rhythm against your ribs. The rope was tied in an intricate series of knots, a sailor's knot, a thief's knot, a lover's knotâall tangled together in a seemingly impossible puzzle.
"Ten minutes," Chan announced, pulling a phone from his pocket and tapping the screen. He set it on the bedside table, the glowing timer a stark reminder of your dwindling time. "Solve it, and the door to the next room unlocks. Fail..." He let the threat hang in the air, a delicious, unspoken promise of punishment.
You sank to your knees on the threadbare rug, your fingers flying over the knots. They were tight, cleverly designed to tighten further if you pulled the wrong section. The cold air kissed your bare skin, and you were acutely aware of their eyes on you, watching your every move, every shudder. You could feel their presence like a physical weight, pressing down on you, suffocating you.
"Her hands are shaking," Mingi observed, his voice a low growl. He circled you like a shark, his boots silent on the floorboards. "Scared, little mouse? You should be. The penalty for losing is so much more fun than the reward for winning."
Chan knelt beside you, his masked face so close you could see your own terrified reflection in the black hollows of its eyes. He didn't touch you, but you could feel the heat from his body. "Tick tock," he purred, his distorted voice a sickening parody of a lullaby. "Every second that passes is another second you're ours to play with."
The pressure was immense. Your fingers fumbled, a knot slipping from your grasp. You let out a frustrated sob, your shoulders slumping in defeat. This was hopeless. They weren't going to let you win.
Then, Chan's gloved hand was on your thigh, tracing a slow, deliberate path upwards. His touch was electric, a jolt of pure, undiluted fear and arousal. "Maybe you just need a little... motivation." His fingers brushed against the apex of your thighs, teasing the damp folds of your sex. You gasped, your body arching instinctively.
"Look at that," Mingi grunted, now standing behind you. He placed his large hands on your shoulders, his thumbs digging into your shoulder blades. "She's already soaked. She likes being our little toy."
Chan's fingers grew bolder, parting you and circling your clit with a maddeningly light touch. "Focus now," he commanded, his voice a low whisper. "Untie the knot. Or I'll stop."
It was a cruel, impossible choice. You needed your wits to solve the puzzle, but his touch was scrambling your brain, sending jolts of pleasure through you that made it impossible to think. You bit your lip, trying to concentrate, to ignore the expert way he was toying with you. You found a loose end, a crucial loop, and with a desperate tug, the first knot gave way.
A flicker of hope surged through you. You worked faster, your fingers becoming a blur. One by one, the knots began to unravel. Two minutes left. One minute. Thirty seconds. With a final, desperate pull, the rope fell away from the post into a tangled heap on the floor.
You scrambled back, breathing heavily, a triumphant, defiant look on your face. "I did it," you panted. A slow, chilling clap echoed from behind you. It was Mingi. "Brava," he said, his voice dripping with condescending amusement. "You solved the first puzzle."
"The first?" you asked, a fresh wave of dread washing over you.
Chan stood up, wiping his glistening fingers on his jeans. "Oh, did you think that was it?" He laughed, a genuinely amused sound that was more terrifying than any threat. "That was just the appetizer. The door to the hallway is now unlocked. But the exit... well, the exit is in the master suite. And that," he gestured to a large, imposing painting of a grim-looking man on the far wall, "is a two-person job."
The painting was enormous, easily seven feet tall. It was clear it would take two people to move it. Your brief moment of victory evaporated, replaced by the cold, hard realization of the truth. There was no escape. There was only the next stage of their game.
"Last one there gets punished," Mingi growled, and with that, he and Chan took off in a mock race for the door, leaving you kneeling, naked and trembling, in the center of the room. The game wasn't about winning. It was about the chase. It was about the catch. And you were still their prize.
You didn't move for a long moment, paralyzed by the crushing weight of your situation. The unlocked door wasn't an escape; it was a waypoint on the path to your own ruin. But staying in this room was no longer an option. It was a cage, and they were waiting for you in the next one. With a deep, shuddering breath, you pushed yourself to your feet, your bare body feeling impossibly vulnerable in the vast, dusty room.
The hallway was a long, dark tunnel, the only light coming from the open door of the bedroom you were leaving and the one at the far end, which spilled a faint, ethereal glow onto the floorboards. It was a corridor of shadows, and you were the offering being led to the slaughter.
As you walked, you heard their footsteps echoing from the far end of the hall, not running, but a slow, deliberate pace. They were waiting for you. When you reached the end of the corridor, you found them standing before a set of imposing double doors, the master suite. The door to the left was slightly ajar. Through the crack, you could see Chan, leaning against the frame, his ghostface mask turned towards you. The door to the right was closed.
"Decided to join us, did you?" he called out, his voice a lazy, distorted drawl. "We were getting bored."
Mingi stepped out from behind the other door, his large frame blocking the way. He held a thick leather riding crop in his hand, tapping it lightly against his thigh. The sight of it sent a jolt of pure fear through you. "The fun's about to start," he said, his voice a low, menacing promise. "We've been discussing your punishment for being so slow."
"But first," Chan added, pushing the door open wider and gesturing inside the room, "you have a job to do."
You stepped into the master suite. It was even grander than the last room, with a vaulted ceiling and a massive stone fireplace. The object of your "quest" was there: the huge, grim portrait of the man, dominating the far wall. It was clear it would take immense effort to move.
"Help us move it," Mingi commanded, his voice leaving no room for argument.
You knew this was it. The final act of compliance before they truly claimed you. You walked towards the painting, your legs feeling like lead. Together, the three of you grabbed the heavy frame. It was a struggle, the weight of it immense. With a collective grunt, you managed to heave it away from the wall, revealing a heavy-looking steel door set into the stone. There was no handle, no lock, just a small, modern-looking keypad glowing dimly in the gloom.
"What's the code?" you asked, your voice barely a whisper.
Chan laughed, a low, chilling sound. "Oh, sweetheart. There is no code." He took a step towards you, backing you against the cold stone of the fireplace. "The door is a lie. The game was a lie. The only thing that's real," he leaned in, his masked face inches from yours, "is us. And you."
Mingi was behind you in an instant, his body pressing against your back, trapping you. You were sandwiched between them, their hard, muscular forms and the unyielding stone. "We've been patient," he growled in your ear. "We played our little game. We let you think you had a chance. But now, playtime's over."
Chan's gloved hand came up to cup your breast, his thumb rubbing over your nipple until it pebbled into a hard, aching point. "We've been thinking about this moment for weeks," he murmured, his voice thick with lust. "Thinking about this tight little body, about the sounds you made when we fucked you last time."
"Thinking about how you'll scream for us this time," Mingi added, his hand sliding around your waist to dip between your legs. His fingers found your clit, and he began to rub it in slow, deliberate circles, drawing a helpless moan from your lips. "So responsive. Always ready for us, aren't you?"
Tears of fear and anticipation pricked at your eyes. You were trapped, cornered, and your body was already betraying you, a traitorous heat blooming under their skilled, merciless touch.
Chan's other hand came up to grip your chin, forcing you to look at him. "No more running," he said, his voice dropping to a low, dominant growl. "No more hiding. You're ours. And we're going to make sure you never forget it."
He leaned in and captured your lips in a brutal, punishing kiss. It wasn't a kiss of passion, but of possession, his tongue forcing its way into your mouth, claiming every inch of you. At the same time, Mingi increased the pressure on your clit, his other hand coming up to pinch and roll your other nipple. The dual assault was overwhelming, a tidal wave of sensation that crashed over you, leaving you breathless and trembling.
They broke apart, leaving you panting and weak-kneed against the wall. "On your knees," Chan commanded, his voice hard and uncompromising.
You sank to the cold, stone floor without hesitation, your body obeying even as your mind screamed in protest. They stood over you, two imposing, masked figures, their hard cocks straining against the fabric of their jeans. It was a position of utter submission, and it sent a dark, thrilling thrill through you.
"Open your mouth," Mingi ordered.
You did, and Chan quickly undid his jeans, freeing his thick, hard length. He gripped the base and guided it to your lips, sliding into your warm, willing mouth. "That's it," he groaned, his head falling back as he began to slowly fuck your face. "Take it all."
Mingi knelt behind you, his hands gripping your hips and pulling you up onto your hands and knees. "My turn," he grunted, and with one brutal thrust, he buried himself to the hilt in your dripping cunt.
The sensation was electric, a full-body shock of pleasure and pain. You were being used from both ends, filled and claimed, and the feeling was so intense, so overwhelmingly good, that your mind went blank. All that existed was the feel of Chan's cock in your mouth and Mingi's in your pussy, their dominant presence surrounding you, consuming you. The game was over. You had been caught. And the prize was you.
The world narrowed to the rhythm of their possession. Chan's hands tangled in your hair, guiding the pace as he slid his cock in and out of your mouth, his grunts of pleasure a distorted symphony in the quiet room. Each time he pushed deep, you felt him in your throat, a claim so intimate it made your eyes water. Behind you, Mingi was a force of nature, his grip on your hips bruising as he slammed into you, his heavy balls slapping against your clit with every punishing thrust. The dual sensations, the fullness, the overwhelming power of them, was a drug, and you were addicted, helpless, lost in the storm.
"You look so fucking good like this," Mingi growled, his voice a raw, primal sound. He leaned over your back, his chest pressing against you, the fabric of his shirt rough against your skin. "Stuffed with cock from both ends, taking it like you were made for it." He punctuated his words with a particularly deep, hard thrust that made you cry out around Chan's length.
Chan chuckled, a dark, condescending sound. "She was made for it. Look at the mess she's making." He pulled out of your mouth, leaving a trail of spit and pre-cum on your chin. He tapped your cheek with his wet cock. "But I think her mouth is getting a break. I want to feel that tight cunt gripping me."
He moved around you, and for a moment, you were empty, your pussy clenching around nothing. Mingi pulled out as well, and you felt a moment of panic, of loss. "Don't worry," Mingi's voice was a low rumble. "We're not done with you yet."
They manhandled you, lifting you as if you weighed nothing. Chan sat on the edge of the massive, four-poster bed, his cock jutting up from his lap, hard and demanding. "Come here," he commanded.
You straddled him, your knees on either side of his thighs. He lined himself up with your entrance, and with a slow, deliberate movement, you sank down onto him, taking his entire length in one smooth glide. You both groaned at the feeling, the perfect, slick fit of him inside you. He filled you completely, stretching you in a way that was both familiar and electrifying.
"Ride me," he ordered, his hands gripping your ass, guiding your movements.
You began to move, rising and falling on his cock, setting a slow, sensual rhythm. The power dynamic had shifted, but you were still in their control. You were performing for them, putting on a show, and the knowledge of it made you burn.
Then you felt Mingi behind you. His hands were on your back, pushing you forward until your chest was flush against Chan's. "Don't stop," he grunted. "Keep riding him."
You felt the cool, slick gel of lube being drizzled over your ass, and your eyes went wide. "No," you gasped, your body tensing. "Not there."
"Yes, there," Chan corrected, his voice a low, dominant growl in your ear. He held you still, his arms wrapping around your waist, pinning you to him. "We told you we were going to ruin you. This is the last piece of the puzzle."
You felt the blunt, insistent pressure of Mingi's cock against your tightest hole. "Relax," he murmured, his voice a dark, seductive whisper. "It'll only hurt more if you fight it."
You tried to obey, to force your body to go limp, but the fear was a living thing, a tight coil in your belly. He pushed forward, slowly, inexorably, and the pain was sharp, intense, a burning stretch that stole your breath. A choked sob escaped your lips.
"That's it," Mingi groaned as the head of his cock breached you. "Fuck, so tight. Chan, you feel that?"
"I feel it," Chan grunted, his voice strained with the effort of holding still. "I feel you stretching her. Fuck, it's incredible."
Mingi didn't stop. He pushed deeper, inch by agonizing inch, until he was fully sheathed in your ass. You were impossibly full, stretched to your absolute limit, a vessel for their depraved pleasure. The pain began to subside, replaced by a deep, aching fullness that was so overwhelming it was almost pleasure.
They began to move. It was a slow, shuddering rhythm at first, a delicate, torturous dance. Chan would thrust up into your cunt as Mingi pulled out of your ass, then they'd both sink deep together. The friction was incredible, a relentless, grinding pressure against every sensitive nerve ending you had. Your mind went blank, wiped clean by the sheer intensity of the sensation. All you could do was feel.
"Look at you," Chan's voice was a ragged pant in your ear. "Taking both of us at once. Such a good girl. Our perfect little toy."
"You were made for this," Mingi grunted from behind, his hands gripping your hips, holding you steady for their combined assault. "Made to be filled by us."
The pace quickened, their movements becoming more forceful, more demanding. They were no longer holding back, their primal instincts taking over. They used you, their cocks pistoning in and out of your body, claiming you, marking you as their own. The sounds were filthyâthe wet, slapping of skin, their heavy groans, and your own broken, sobbing moans of pleasure-pain.
The pleasure built, a tidal wave rising from the depths of your soul. It was a dark, terrifying thing, a pleasure born of fear and submission. You were lost, adrift in a sea of sensation, and you didn't want to be found.
"Come for us," Chan commanded, his voice a low, dominant growl that vibrated through your chest.
He reached between your bodies, his gloved fingers finding your clit. He began to rub it in tight, harsh circles, the direct stimulation a lightning bolt to your system. "I want to feel you soak my cock when you fall apart. Do it now. Come for your masters."
That was all it took. The command, the relentless dual penetration, the skillful torment on your clitâit all coalesced into a single, blinding moment of release. Your orgasm tore through you with the force of a hurricane, a violent, convulsive wave of pleasure that stole your breath and shattered your vision. You screamed, a raw, guttural sound of pure ecstasy as your body convulsed, your pussy and ass clamping down on them like a vise, spasming and milking their lengths as wave after wave of your climax crashed over you.
"Fuck, yes!" Mingi roared, his rhythm faltering as your tightening warmth sent him over the edge. He buried himself to the hilt one last time, his body going rigid as he pumped you full of his hot, thick release.
Chan followed moments later, his hips stuttering as he drove deep, his own guttural moan muffled against your shoulder. You felt the heat of their cum mingling inside you, filling you to the brim until it leaked out, running down your thighs in a filthy, debauched stream.
For a long moment, the only sound in the room was the sound of your three ragged breaths. They stayed inside you, a heavy, possessive weight, as you all came down from the high. You felt wrecked, used, and utterly, completely owned.
Slowly, carefully, they pulled out of you. The sudden emptiness was jarring, and you whimpered at the loss, collapsing bonelessly onto Chan's chest. He held you for a moment, his hand stroking your hair, a gesture that was surprisingly gentle.
"We told you we'd catch you," he murmured, his voice a low, satisfied rumble as Mingi hummed above you. "And now we have you. And we're never letting you go.â
I am trying something new. A little series where I empty the contents of my brain directly onto this blog. These are the random prompts that show up in my head at ungodly hours and refuse to leave me alone until they are written down somewhere. Some of them will be dark, some questionable, some probably a sign that I should be studied under controlled conditions. Either way, you all get to witness the chaos in real time. đ¤
Warning - Read Before Proceeding: This content is for mature audiences only. It contains explicit sexual material and detailed depictions of sexual acts. Reader discretion is strongly advised. MDNI â Minors Do Not Interact. As always, take care of yourselves, read responsibly, and know exactly what youâre walking into before you do.
Proof that my brain should not be left unsupervised.
Todayâs dangerous little prompt is about Hongjoong.
Hongjoong wants to see how pretty you can get on your knees and with his cock in your mouth.
So he has you on your knees with jaw open and tongue out.
His cock just resting on your tongue.
He coos at you. "Look at how pretty you are. You were made for this, arent you?"
He strokes your cheek and you lean into it.
He thrusts into your mouth and you cry. Cause he is just too big for your tiny mouth.
He wipes the tears with his thumb while praising you.
"My pretty baby. Taking it so good. So fucking pretty just for me."
His praises sent heat pooling through your body, a growing warmth that spread from deep within.
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Author's note: Hello my loves. This fic has been rotting quietly in my drafts for a long time, waiting for the right moment or perhaps the wrong one. Chan and Mingi are my ults and somewhere along the way my mind twisted them into something darker than I probably should admit. This piece is not for the faint hearted, nor for those who seek comfort, softness, or anything close to vanilla in their reading. It is for the ones who understand the thrill of darker thoughts, the ones who keep those unhinged curiosities buried deep where no one else can see them. If your soul is a little tainted like mine, then perhaps you will find something here that feels a little too right. There is also a part two coming, and if you thought this was dark, just know the next one might sink even deeper into the twisted parts of my mind. May you all spiral responsibly. I do welcome feedback or any thoughts! Enjoy~ Bye-um~
Pairings: Bang Chan x Reader x Mingi
Description: The silence in your house is the first thing they steal. A creaking floorboard, a distorted voice, and suddenly you are no longer alone. Two masked hunters step out of the shadows, patient and cruel, letting you run just long enough to enjoy the chase. Fear burns through you, but something darker rises with it. When they finally catch you, escape stops mattering. Panic turns into heat, control slips from your hands, and being hunted becomes something far more dangerous. Some predators do not want to kill you. They want to keep you.
Warnings: Smut (18+), explicit sexual content, home invasion scenario, masked attackers (Ghostface), non consensual undertones turning into dubcon, fear play, chase/hunting dynamic, power imbalance, dominant Mingi, dominant Chan, manipulation through fear and desire, explicit penetrative sex, explicit oral sex (receiving), double penetration (DP), deepthroating, unprotected sex (please practice safe sex IRL), rough sex, degradation and possession themes, knife intimidation, restraint through physical force, voyeuristic participation, intense dirty talk, praise and taunting, overstimulation, multiple orgasms, explicit climax, loss of control dynamics, dark erotic themes.
Read Before Proceeding: This content is for mature audiences only. It contains explicit sexual material and detailed depictions of sexual acts. Reader discretion is strongly advised. MDNI â Minors Do Not Interact. As always, take care of yourselves, read responsibly, and know exactly what youâre walking into before you do.
Chapters: Two Ghostfaces and Nowhere to Run Pt. 2
For Requests: Whisper What You Need
Masterlist for my page: Lies Lost In Silence
The silence in your house was the first thing they stole. It wasn't a sudden snap, but a slow, creeping theft. One moment you were humming along to a song on the radio, the next, you realized the only sound was the frantic thumping of your own heart. You stood frozen in the middle of your living room, the polished hardwood floor cool beneath your bare feet. The clock on the wall ticked, each click a hammer against the quiet. Then it stopped.
A shiver, cold and sharp, traced its way down your spine. You turned, slowly, your eyes scanning the shadows that clung to the corners of the room. They seemed deeper, darker than before. A floorboard creaked from the hallway. It wasn't the familiar groan of the house settling; it was a deliberate, heavy tread. Your breath hitched in your throat.
"Going somewhere?" The voice was a distorted, electronic growl that seemed to come from everywhere and nowhere at once. It was playful, laced with a cruel amusement that made your blood run cold.
You spun around, stumbling back a step. There, framed in the doorway of the hall, was a towering figure. The stark white of the ghostface mask seemed to glow in the dim light, the black hollows of the eyes fixed on you. He was broad-shouldered, filling the entire space with his menacing presence.
"We've been waiting for you," another voice chimed in, this one from behind you. It was the same gravelly electronic tone, but with a different cadence, a different kind of predatory grace. "You have no idea how long."
You whipped your head around. A second figure, shorter but no less intimidating, leaned casually against the doorframe leading to the kitchen. He held a gleaming, wickedly sharp hunting knife, tapping it lightly against his own gloved fingers. Panic, pure and unadulterated, seized you. This wasn't a prank. This was real.
A scream tore from your lungs as you bolted, your only thought to get away, to get out. You scrambled for the front door, your fingers fumbling with the deadbolt. It wouldn't budge. A low, mocking chuckle echoed from the living room. The taller one was sauntering towards you, his steps unhurried, savoring your terror. You abandoned the door and sprinted up the stairs, taking them two at a time, your lungs burning.
They didn't rush. They let you run. They let you think, for a fleeting, foolish moment, that you might escape. You slammed the door to your bedroom and locked it, pressing your entire body against it as if you could hold them out with sheer will. You could hear their footsteps on the stairs, slow and synchronized. A deliberate, terrifying rhythm.
Thump. Thump. Thump.
"Did you really think that would stop us?" the shorter one's voice was right outside the door now. "A flimsy piece of wood? That's adorable."
The doorknob rattled violently. Then, a splintering crack as the doorframe gave way. The door burst open, slamming back against the wall. They stood there, a duo of death and desire, filling the space with their masked faces and the scent of leather and something metallic, like fresh blood.
The taller one, Mingi you somehow knew, lunged. You screamed again, a raw, desperate sound, as he tackled you onto your bed. The mattress groaned under your combined weight. He was all muscle and raw power, pinning you effortlessly. His gloved hand gripped your throat, not hard enough to cut off your air, but firm enough to be a threat, a promise. He lowered his face, the mask inches from yours. "Caught you," he growled, the distorted voice sending vibrations through your skin.
"Look at you, shaking," the other one, Chan, purred. He stood by the bed, slowly circling, his knife trailing along the patterned duvet. "So pretty when you're scared. I can see it in your eyes. You're terrified... but you're also something else, aren't you?"
He was right. A horrifying heat was blooming in your belly, a traitorous arousal that warred with your fear. Your body was betraying you, responding to the primal danger, the sheer dominance of the two men holding you captive.
Mingi's free hand roamed your body, roughly gripping your breast through your thin t-shirt. He rolled the peaked nipple between his thumb and forefinger, a cruel, possessive gesture. "She's responsive," he grunted, his voice thick with lust. "I can feel how hard her little heart is beating."
Chan stopped at the foot of the bed, his gaze intense even through the mask. "Let's see how responsive." He knelt, and before you could process it, he was slicing through the fabric of your shirt with his knife. The cold steel kissed your skin, and you whimpered, a sound of both pain and pleasure. He cut again, this time through your shorts, and then your panties, until you were bare and exposed beneath them, your clothes in tatters around you.
Mingi chuckled, a dark, rumbling sound. He released your throat and used both hands to roughly part your thighs. "No more running. No more hiding. It's time to play for real." He fumbled with his own jeans, the sound of a zipper loud in the tense silence. He freed his cock, thick and heavy and already hard, and he didn't wait.
He lined himself up and slammed into you in one brutal, unrelenting thrust. A choked cry escaped your lips as you were stretched to your limit, filled so completely it stole your breath. The burn was intense, a sharp, exquisite pain that melted instantly into a dizzying wave of pleasure. He set a punishing pace, his hips hammering against yours, each powerful thrust driving the air from your lungs and forcing you to take more of him.
"Fuck, she's tight," Mingi groaned, his voice losing some of its electronic distortion in his raw arousal. "So fucking wet for us, too. You like this, don't you? You like being hunted, being caught."
You couldn't answer, could only moan and writhe beneath him as he used your body. Your eyes fluttered open, and you saw Chan. He had moved to the side of the bed, his own cock in his hand, stroking it slowly as he watched Mingi fuck you. His eyes, dark and predatory behind the mask, were locked on the sight of Mingi's dick disappearing into your cunt over and over again. The sight of him pleasuring himself to your violation was so debauched, so filthy, it sent a fresh jolt of arousal through you.
He saw you watching. "Like the show?" he murmured, his voice a low, seductive taunt. "Don't worry, you'll get a closer look."
He stepped closer, tapping the slick, angry head of his cock against your cheek. The gesture was possessive, demeaning, and it made your pussy clench around Mingi. "Open up," Chan commanded. "Be a good girl and take what I give you."
Your lips parted in obedience, a silent invitation. He didn't hesitate, sliding the length of his cock into your warm, waiting mouth. You were trapped, pinned between them, Mingi pounding into your cunt with primal force while Chan filled your throat. The dual sensations were overwhelming. You were completely at their mercy, a vessel for their pleasure, and the thought was terrifying and intoxicating all at once.
"That's it," Chan groaned, his hips rocking gently, fucking your mouth in shallow thrusts. "Take it all. Look so pretty with a dick in your mouth."
Mingi's rhythm grew erratic, his breath coming in harsh pants. "I'm close," he grunted. "Gonna fill this tight little pussy up."
Suddenly, Chan pulled out of your mouth. "Not yet," he said, his voice firm. "I want to try something." He looked at Mingi. "Pull out."
Mingi let out a frustrated growl but obeyed, slowly withdrawing his throbbing cock from your dripping heat. You felt achingly empty, whimpering at the loss.
"Turn her over," Chan commanded.
Mingi easily flipped you onto your stomach, manhandling you as if you weighed nothing. Chan moved behind you, and you felt the head of his cock press against your entrance. "Ready for the main event?" he purred. "We're going to ruin you."
He slid into you, his girth stretching you anew. He gave a few slow, deep thrusts, savoring the feel of you. Then, he stilled. "Mingi. Now."
You felt the bed shift as Mingi knelt behind Chan, and then, an impossible pressure. Mingi was trying to push his cock in alongside Chan's. Panic flared, hot and sharp. "No," you gasped, "I can't, you'll break meâ"
"Shh," Chan soothed, his voice a dark whisper against your ear as he leaned over your back. "You can. You will. Just relax and let us in."
With a final, forceful push, the head of Mingi's cock breached you. A sharp, searing pain tore through you, and you cried out, your fingers clawing at the sheets. It was too much, too big, too intense. They were splitting you apart.
But then, as Mingi slowly, inch by agonizing inch, buried himself inside you, the pain began to transform. It bloomed into something else, a full-body ache that was so overwhelming it circled back around into pure, unadulterated ecstasy. You were stretched so wide you felt you might be torn in two, but the feeling of being so impossibly, unbelievably full of them was a high unlike anything you had ever known.
They gave you a moment to adjust, a moment to feel the sheer, obscene reality of both of their cocks buried deep in your cunt. Your walls clenched and fluttered around them, a desperate, involuntary reaction that made both of them groan in unison.
"Feel that?" Chan's voice was a ragged pant in your ear. "She's trying to milk us already. Such a greedy little thing."
"Greedy and ready," Mingi grunted from behind, his hands gripping your hips, holding you steady for their combined assault. "Let's show her what a real fucking feels like."
They began to move. It was a clumsy, shuddering rhythm at first, a disjointed push and pull that sent shockwaves through your entire system. Chan would pull out slightly as Mingi pushed in, then they'd both sink deep together, impaling you on their combined lengths. The friction was incredible, a relentless, grinding pressure against every sensitive nerve ending you had. Your mind went blank, wiped clean by the sheer intensity of the sensation. All you could do was feel.
They found their rhythm, a brutal, synchronized pounding that claimed you completely. Your body was no longer your own; it was a playground for their dark desires. The sounds were filthyâthe wet, slapping of skin against skin, their heavy groans and grunted curses, and your own broken, sobbing moans of pleasure-pain.
"You look so good like this," Chan praised, his voice strained with the effort of fucking you. "Stuffed full of our cocks. This is where you belong. Trapped between us, taking everything we give you."
"Look at her ass jiggle every time I slam into her," Mingi growled, his voice laced with pure, animalistic lust. He landed a sharp slap on your flesh, the crack echoing in the room. The sting was fleeting, immediately absorbed by the overwhelming pleasure coiling in your core. "She loves it. Can't get enough."
You couldn't speak. Words were useless, meaningless. You could only babble and whimper, pushing your hips back to meet their thrusts, silently begging for more, harder, deeper. The fear was still there, a thrumming undercurrent to the tidal wave of arousal, but it had been transformed. It was no longer a terror of dying, but a thrilling, spine-tingling fear of being broken, of being completely and utterly consumed by the two masked men who were using your body for their own depraved pleasure.
Chan reached underneath you, his gloved fingers finding your clit. He began to rub it in tight, harsh circles, the direct stimulation a lightning bolt to your system. "Come for us," he commanded, his voice a low, dominant growl that vibrated through your chest. "I want to feel you soak our cocks when you fall apart. Do it now."
That was all it took. The command, the relentless dual penetration, the skillful torment on your clitâit all coalesced into a single, blinding moment of release. Your orgasm tore through you with the force of a supernova, a violent, convulsive wave of pleasure that stole your breath and shattered your vision. You screamed, a raw, guttural sound of pure ecstasy as your pussy clamped down on them like a vise, spasming and milking their lengths as wave after wave of your climax crashed over you.
"Fuck, yes!" Mingi roared, his rhythm faltering as your tightening warmth sent him over the edge. He buried himself to the hilt one last time, his body going rigid as he pumped you full of his hot, thick release. The feeling of him flooding you set off another, smaller aftershock of pleasure.
Chan followed moments later, his hips stuttering as he drove deep, his own guttural moan muffled against your shoulder. You felt the heat of his cum mingling with Mingi's, filling you to the brim until it leaked out, running down your thighs.
For a long moment, the only sound in the room was the sound of your three ragged breaths. They stayed inside you, a heavy, possessive weight, as you all came down from the high. You felt wrecked, used, and utterly, completely sated.
Slowly, carefully, they pulled out of you. The sudden emptiness was jarring, and you whimpered at the loss. You collapsed onto the bed, boneless and trembling, a mess of sweat, tears, and their combined release.
Chan stood up, tucking himself back into his jeans. He looked down at you, his head tilted. "We told you we'd catch you," he said, the electronic filter back in his voice, making him sound cold and detached once more.
Mingi was already at the door, adjusting his mask. "It was fun," he added, his voice a low rumble. "You're a good player."
And then they were gone. The sound of their footsteps receded down the stairs, followed by the soft click of the front door closing. You were left alone in the wreckage of your room, your body aching and marked, the evidence of their violent, passionate possession dripping from your still-thriving cunt. The silence returned, but it was different now. It was no longer empty. It was full of the memory of them. And you knew, with a terrifying, thrilling certainty, that this wasn't over. They would be back.
Author's note: Hello my loves. My best friend @joongthusiast has officially fallen into the Choi San trap and I fear there is no saving her now. This one is for her. For the sudden shift from singular devotion to divided loyalty. For adding San to sit beside Hongjoong on that throne like it was always meant to be that way. Because sometimes one man is not enough. Sometimes you need the control of one and the hunger of another. Sometimes you deserve to be looked at from two different angles and wanted twice as hard. May you all spiral responsibly. I do welcome feedback or any thoughts! Enjoy~ Bye-um~
Pairings: Hongjoong x Reader x San
Description: You were supposed to drop off a schedule and leave, nothing more than the assistant who keeps their lives in order, but two years of tension finally unravel in the warmth of Hongjoongâs apartment. Fried chicken and beer blur into wandering hands and hungry mouths, and every stolen glance you pretended not to notice turns into something undeniable. They have always seen you. Always wanted you. And tonight they decide to keep you, stretched between praise and possession, until you are no longer just part of the job.
Warnings: Smut (18+), explicit sexual content, consensual threesome MFM, established tension, coworkers to lovers, double penetration vaginal, unprotected penetrative sex please practice safe sex IRL, oral sex giving and receiving, deepthroating, praise kink good girl, possessive behavior, light power imbalance boss and assistant dynamic, dirty talk, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, slight degradation, rough thrusting, claiming and ownership themes, creampie, emotional attachment after sex, soft aftercare, showering and caretaking, co dependent undertones, âyouâre ours nowâ energy.
Read Before Proceeding: This content is for mature audiences only. It contains explicit sexual material and detailed depictions of sexual acts. Reader discretion is strongly advised. MDNI â Minors Do Not Interact. As always, take care of yourselves, read responsibly, and know exactly what youâre walking into before you do.
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The bass thrummed through the floor of the studio, a low, steady heartbeat against the soles of your shoes. You clutched the tablet to your chest, the screen displaying Hongjoongâs schedule for the next week. It was a simple delivery, a routine task. You were just the assistant, the invisible hand that smoothed out the wrinkles in their chaotic lives. You knocked softly, the sound barely audible over the synth line he was perfecting.
âCome in,â his voice called, muffled.
You pushed the door open. Hongjoong was hunched over his mixing board, headphones around his neck, his brow furrowed in concentration. San was sprawled on the small couch against the wall, scrolling on his phone, his long legs taking up most of the available space. He looked up and a bright, genuine smile spread across his face.
âHey! Look whoâs here to save Hongjoong from himself,â San greeted, sitting up.
Hongjoong glanced back, a tired but grateful look in his eyes. âHey. Just give me a second to finish this loop.â He turned back to the board, his fingers dancing across the controls.
You waited patiently, reviewing the schedule points in your head. San patted the empty space on the couch beside him. âSit. Donât stand there like a statue. We donât bite.â
You chuckled and perched on the edge of the cushion. âUnless you want me to,â he added with a wink, his voice a low murmur. You felt a blush creep up your neck and blamed the warm air in the room.
âAlright, Iâm good,â Hongjoong announced, spinning in his chair. He ran a hand through his bleach-blonde hair, making it stick up in artful spikes. âWhatâs the damage?â
You handed him the tablet, pointing out the changes. He listened intently, his eyes sharp and focused. As you explained a scheduling conflict, you felt Sanâs gaze on you. It was a heavy, appreciative look that made your skin tingle.
âOkay, thatâs manageable. Thanks for bringing this by,â Hongjoong said, handing the tablet back. âWe were just about to head out for dinner. You should join us.â
âOh, no, I couldnât,â you protested immediately. âI have to get back to the office.â
âItâs late,â San chimed in, his voice persuasive. âThe office can wait. Hongjoongâs a terrible cook, but he orders amazing fried chicken. And thereâs beer.â
Hongjoong laughed. âHey! Iâm not that bad. But yes, thereâs chicken and beer. Come on. Itâs the least we can do for you staying late.â
Their combined insistence was a force of nature. It always had been. From the moment you started two years ago, they had chipped away at your professional reserve, drawing you into their chaotic, vibrant world. You were no longer just the managerâs assistant. You were their friend.
âOkay,â you finally relented, a smile breaking through. âBut only for a little while.â
Hongjoongâs apartment was warm and lived-in, a stark contrast to the sterile studio. Music played softly from a speaker. The coffee table was already a landscape of empty beer cans and a greasy box of fried chicken. It was messy, comfortable, and completely theirs.
You settled onto the floor cushion, accepting the cold beer San handed you. Hongjoong put on a movie, some action flick you barely paid attention to. The conversation flowed easily, punctuated by laughter and the crunch of chicken. You werenât drunk, but a pleasant buzz settled under your skin, loosening your tongue and your limbs.
You were telling a story about a mishap at a photoshoot when you felt it. San shifted closer, his thigh pressing against yours. It was a casual touch, but it sent a jolt straight through you. You stuttered for a moment, losing your train of thought.
âSomething wrong?â San asked, his voice innocent, but his eyes held a knowing glint.
âNo, nothing,â you recovered, taking a long sip of your beer.
A few minutes later, Hongjoong moved from the armchair to the floor, sitting on your other side. Now you were sandwiched between them, their body heat a palpable presence. The air grew thick with unspoken tension. The movie became distant background noise.
âYou know,â Hongjoong said, his voice low and raspy, âweâve always wondered what it would be like to have you here like this. Not as our assistant, but just⌠with us.â
Your heart hammered against your ribs. âWhat do you mean?â
Sanâs hand found your knee, his thumb stroking slow circles on your jeans. âI think you know what he means. We see you, you know. Weâve always seen you. Not invisible at all.â
You turned to look at him, and his face was close, his dark eyes intense. He smelled of cologne and beer. Your gaze flickered to Hongjoong, who was watching you with an equally hungry expression.
âThis is a bad idea,â you whispered, but there was no conviction in your voice.
âMaybe,â Hongjoong conceded, his hand coming up to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear. âOr maybe itâs the best idea weâve had all night.â
His fingers lingered on your cheek, tracing the line of your jaw. Sanâs hand slid higher up your thigh, his touch firm and possessive. You were trapped, but you didnât want to escape. This was the inevitable conclusion of two years of stolen glances and loaded compliments.
âCan we?â San asked, his lips brushing against your ear, his breath warm. âCan we show you?â
You could only nod, your breath catching in your throat.
That was all the permission they needed. Sanâs mouth was on yours, demanding and deep. His tongue swept in, claiming you. It was a kiss you had been fantasizing about for months, and it was even better than you imagined. At the same time, Hongjoongâs lips found the sensitive skin of your neck, kissing a slow path up to your earlobe.
âYou taste so good,â he murmured against your skin. âBetter than I imagined.â
Sanâs hands were everywhere, roving over your back, your hips, pulling you closer. Hongjoongâs fingers found the hem of your shirt, and he tugged it upward. You broke the kiss with San just long enough for Hongjoong to pull the shirt over your head. The cool air hit your skin, raising goosebumps.
âFuck, youâre perfect,â San breathed, his eyes roaming over your chest.
Hongjoongâs hands came around to cup your breasts through your bra, his thumbs brushing over your nipples, making them pebble instantly. âSo responsive,â he praised, his voice a low rumble. âI wonder how responsive you are everywhere else.â
His words sent a fresh wave of desire through you. San reached behind you and, with practiced ease, unhooked your bra. It fell away, and you were bare to their hungry gazes.
âGod, look at you,â Hongjoong said, his voice thick with awe. He leaned in and took one peaked nipple into his mouth, his tongue swirling around the sensitive bud. You gasped, your head falling back against Sanâs shoulder.
Sanâs hands continued their exploration, one sliding down your stomach to the button of your jeans. He popped it open, the sound loud in the quiet room. His fingers dipped below the waistband of your panties, teasing the soft skin there.
âHongjoongâs right,â San whispered in your ear, his voice a husky promise. âSo responsive. I can already feel how hot you are for us.â
His fingers slipped lower, parting your folds to find your clit. He circled it slowly, deliberately, building the pressure with each pass. You moaned, your hips arching into his touch. Hongjoong switched to your other breast, giving it the same lavish attention, his teeth scraping gently against your nipple.
âPlease,â you whimpered, not sure what you were begging for.
âPlease what?â San asked, his fingers stilling their maddening tease. âTell us what you want.â
âMore,â you breathed. âI need more.â
Hongjoong released your nipple with a wet pop and looked at you, his eyes dark with lust. âOh, weâll give you more. Weâre going to take you apart, piece by piece.â
Sanâs fingers slid lower, teasing your entrance before sinking one long finger inside you. You cried out at the sudden, delicious stretch. He pumped it in and out slowly, his palm pressing against your clit with every thrust.
âYouâre so tight,â San groaned. âAnd so wet. You feel incredible.â
He added a second finger, scissoring them inside you, stretching you open. The dual stimulation of Hongjoongâs mouth on your breasts and Sanâs fingers inside you was overwhelming. You could feel the tension coiling in your belly, a tight knot of pleasure waiting to snap.
âCome on, baby,â Hongjoong urged, his voice rough. âLet go for us. Come on Sanâs fingers.â
San curled his fingers, finding that spongy spot inside you that made you see stars. He rubbed it relentlessly, his thumb returning to your clit, circling it faster and faster. The knot in your belly snapped, and your first orgasm crashed over you in a blinding wave. You cried out their names as your body convulsed, your inner walls clamping down on Sanâs fingers.
They didnât give you a moment to recover. Hongjoong captured your mouth in a searing kiss as San slowly withdrew his fingers. He lifted them to his lips, his eyes locked on yours, and slowly, deliberately, licked them clean. A low groan rumbled in his chest. âSo fucking sweet,â he murmured, the sound vibrating through you.
Hongjoong broke the kiss, his lips swollen and glistening. San looked at Hongjoong, a silent, heated understanding passing between them. âLie back,â San commanded softly, his voice leaving no room for argument.
You shifted, lying back on the soft rug, the pile of the carpet a welcome texture against your bare skin. Hongjoong moved with a predatory grace, settling between your legs. He hooked his fingers into the waistband of your jeans and panties, pulling them both down in one slow, torturous movement. You were completely exposed to them, and the vulnerability only heightened your arousal.
San knelt beside your head, his hand stroking your hair. âWatch him,â he ordered. âWatch what our captain does to you.â
Hongjoong lowered his head, his warm breath ghosting over your inner thighs. He placed open-mouthed kisses on your sensitive skin, working his way higher. His hands gripped your hips, holding you in place. You were trembling with anticipation.
Then his mouth was on you. His tongue flattened against your clit, licking a long, slow stripe from your entrance to the sensitive bundle of nerves. You gasped, your hands flying to his hair, your fingers tangling in the soft strands.
âFuck, Hongjoong,â you moaned, your back arching off the floor.
He was relentless. His tongue swirled and flicked, exploring every inch of your folds. He sucked your clit into his mouth, his teeth grazing it gently, sending a sharp jolt of pleasure-pain through you. He was devouring you, and you were completely at his mercy.
âYou like that, donât you?â Sanâs voice was a low growl beside your ear. âYou like the way he eats that pretty pussy. Look at you, already falling apart again.â
Hongjoong hummed against you, the vibration adding another layer of stimulation. He slid two fingers back inside you, curling them to hit that perfect spot as his tongue continued its assault on your clit. The dual sensations were too much, too intense. The pleasure built again, faster this time, a roaring fire in your veins.
âThatâs it, baby,â San encouraged, his hand moving to cup your breast, his thumb rolling your nipple. âGive him another one. Come all over his face.â
His dirty words were the final push. Your second orgasm tore through you, more powerful than the first. Your vision went white as you cried out, your body shaking uncontrollably. Hongjoong held you through it, his tongue lapping at your release, prolonging your pleasure until you were a boneless, panting mess.
He finally lifted his head, his face glistening with your arousal. A smug, satisfied smirk played on his lips. âEven sweeter than I imagined,â he said, his voice husky.
San chuckled. âI canât wait to find out how she feels.â
They moved as one, flipping you over onto your hands and knees. San positioned himself in front of you, his legs spread. He was still fully clothed, the bulge in his jeans straining against the denim. He unbuckled his belt and unzipped his pants, pulling out his cock. It was long and hard, the tip already beading with pre-cum.
âOpen up,â he commanded, his voice rough with need.
You leaned forward, taking him into your mouth. He groaned, his hand tangling in your hair as you swirled your tongue around the head, tasting the salty fluid. You took him deeper, relaxing your throat to accommodate his length.
âJust like that,â he hissed, his hips rocking gently, fucking your mouth. âSuch a good girl for us.â
Behind you, you heard the rustle of clothes and the tear of a foil packet. Hongjoongâs hands were on your ass, kneading the flesh. He ran a finger down your slit, collecting your wetness before pressing his sheathed cock against your entrance.
âYou ready for me?â he asked, his voice strained.
You moaned around Sanâs cock in response.
That was all the encouragement he needed. He pushed inside you, slowly, inch by inch, stretching you deliciously. You paused, savoring the feeling of being completely full. Once he was buried to the hilt, he stilled, giving you a moment to adjust.
âFuck, youâre so tight,â he groaned, his grip on your hips tightening. âSo fucking perfect.â
Then he started to move. He pulled out almost all the way before slamming back into you, setting a hard, fast rhythm. The force of his thrusts pushed you further onto Sanâs cock, making you take him deeper. The room was filled with the sounds of skin slapping against skin, your muffled moans, and their harsh breaths.
âYou take us so well,â San praised, his eyes dark as he watched his cock disappear into your mouth. âOur perfect little assistant, taking us both like you were made for it.â
Hongjoong reached around, his fingers finding your clit. He rubbed it in time with his thrusts, pushing you closer and closer to the edge again. The pleasure was overwhelming, a tidal wave threatening to drown you.
âCome with us,â Hongjoong demanded, his voice ragged. âCome all over my cock while San fills that pretty mouth.â
His words sent you over. Your third orgasm ripped through you, a violent, shuddering release that left you gasping for air. Your walls clenched around Hongjoongâs cock, and with a loud groan, he followed you over the edge, his hot release filling the condom.
San wasnât far behind. With a final, deep thrust, he came, his salty release flooding your mouth. You swallowed it all, licking him clean before he pulled away.
You collapsed onto the rug, your body spent and trembling. San disposed of the condom before lying down beside you, pulling you into his arms. Hongjoong stretched out on your other side, his arm draped over your waist. You were surrounded by them, their warmth a comforting weight.
You lay there for a moment, catching your breath, but their hands didnât stay still for long. Sanâs lips found your neck, his teeth nipping gently. Hongjoongâs hand slid down your back, over the curve of your ass. You could feel them both hard against you again, their desire insatiable.
âThink you can take more?â Hongjoong whispered, his voice a low challenge. âThink you can take both of us? For real this time?â
Your breath hitched. The idea was terrifying and electrifying all at once. Sanâs hands were already guiding you, rolling you onto your back. He moved to kneel between your legs, his long, thick cock in his hand. Hongjoong knelt beside your head, his own erection just as imposing.
âWeâll make it so good,â San promised, his voice thick with a hunger that made your core clench. âWeâll fill you up completely.â
You nodded, your consent a silent, shaky breath.
San leaned down, capturing your lips in a deep, possessive kiss as he positioned himself at your entrance. He pushed inside you in one smooth, deep stroke, and you cried out at the exquisite stretch. He filled you perfectly, his hips settling against yours.
âGod, you feel amazing,â he groaned, his forehead resting against yours.
He began to move, a slow, deliberate rhythm that had you arching your back. Hongjoong, not to be left out, moved closer, his cock brushing against your lips. You turned your head, taking him into your mouth, your tongue swirling around his sensitive head. He hissed in pleasure, his hand tangling in your hair as he began to rock his hips, fucking your mouth in time with Sanâs thrusts.
The dual stimulation was mind-blowing. Sanâs cock hitting deep inside you with every thrust, Hongjoongâs cock filling your mouth, their hands roaming your body, stroking your breasts, your clit. It was a symphony of pleasure, and you were the instrument they were playing.
But they wanted more.
San slowed his movements, pulling out of you. You whimpered at the loss, but Hongjoong was already moving. He lay down on his back, pulling you on top of him. You straddled his waist, sinking down onto his hard length. He gripped your hips, guiding you as you began to ride him, your hands planted on his chest for leverage.
âJust like that,â he praised, his eyes dark with lust. âRide me, baby.â
You were lost in the pleasure, your body moving on instinct. Then you felt San behind you. His hands were on your hips, stilling your movements. He leaned over you, his chest pressing against your back.
âRelax for us,â he whispered in your ear. âLet us in.â
You felt him press against your already-filled entrance. Your eyes widened, a gasp escaping your lips. He was going to fuck you while Hongjoong was already inside you.
âBreathe,â Hongjoong coached, his hands stroking your thighs. âJust breathe and push back a little.â
You took a deep, shaky breath and did as he said. San pushed forward slowly, and you felt the most intense, overwhelming stretch of your life. It was a tight, burning pressure, but beneath it was a shocking, electrifying pleasure. You cried out as the head of his cock breached your entrance, sliding in alongside Hongjoongâs.
They gave you a moment, letting you adjust to the impossible fullness. You were stretched to your absolute limit, a vessel for their combined desire. Every nerve ending was on fire, your body trembling with a mixture of pain and pleasure so intense it was blinding.
âFuck,â San groaned, his voice strained with the effort of holding back. âYouâre so tight. So perfect.â
Hongjoongâs hands were stroking your back, his touch a grounding force. âYouâre taking us so well,â he murmured, his voice thick with awe. âLook at you, so full of us.â
Then they began to move. It was a slow, shallow rhythm at first, a careful rocking motion that had them sliding against each other inside you. The friction was indescribable, a dual stimulation that sent shockwaves of pleasure through your entire body. You were completely and utterly overwhelmed, a willing victim to their shared assault.
Their pace gradually quickened, their movements becoming more confident, more demanding. As one pulled out, the other pushed in, a relentless, punishing rhythm that stole your breath. The room was filled with the sounds of their harsh grunts, your helpless cries, and the slick, obscene sound of their cocks moving inside you.
âYou look so beautiful like this,â San praised, his lips brushing against your ear. âStuffed full of our cocks, taking everything we give you.â
âOur perfect girl,â Hongjoong added, his hands gripping your hips tighter, guiding your movements. âMade to take us both.â
The pleasure was building to an impossible height, a pressure so intense it was almost painful. You could feel another orgasm coiling deep in your belly, more powerful than any of the others. It was a tidal wave, and you were about to be swept away.
âCome for us,â San demanded, his voice a low growl. âCome on our cocks. One last time. Let us feel you.â
His words were your undoing. Your orgasm shattered through you, a cataclysmic explosion that ripped you apart from the inside out. You screamed their names, your body convulsing violently as wave after wave of pleasure crashed over you. Your inner walls clamped down on them, a vise-like grip that pulled them over the edge with you.
With twin roars of your names, they found their release, their hot seed filling you simultaneously. The feeling was so absolute, so complete, that it sent another, smaller wave of pleasure through your already spent body.
For a long moment, the only sounds in the room were your ragged breaths and the pounding of your own heart in your ears. San slowly eased out of you first, his arms wrapping around your waist to hold you steady. Hongjoong followed, and you felt the sudden, hollow emptiness where they had just been. Your limbs gave out, and you collapsed forward onto Hongjoongâs chest, his heart beating a frantic rhythm against your cheek.
San lay down behind you, sandwiching you between their warm, sweat-slicked bodies. He pressed a soft kiss to your shoulder blade. âAre you okay?â he murmured, his voice thick with a mixture of awe and concern.
You could only manage a weak hum in response, your body too exhausted to form words. Hongjoongâs arms came around you, one hand stroking your hair gently. âSheâs more than okay,â he said, his voice a low rumble in his chest. âSheâs incredible.â
You lay there in a blissful haze, the pleasant ache in your muscles a testament to what they had just done to you. This was so far beyond the bounds of your job description, so far from the invisible, insignificant role you were supposed to play. This was something else entirely. This was possession.
After a few minutes, San shifted. âLetâs get you cleaned up,â he said softly.
He carefully lifted you into his arms, your legs too shaky to hold you. Hongjoong got up and led the way to the bathroom. San set you down gently on your feet in the shower, holding you steady while Hongjoong turned on the water. The warm spray cascaded over your body, soothing your sore muscles.
They washed you with a tenderness that contrasted sharply with the raw intensity of what had just happened. Hongjoong lathered soap in his hands and gently cleaned your body, his touch reverent. San washed your hair, his fingers massaging your scalp with slow, careful circles. You felt cherished, worshipped.
When they were done, they wrapped you in a large, fluffy towel and carried you back to the bedroom. They had stripped the messy rug and pulled back the covers on Hongjoongâs bed. They laid you down in the middle, and you immediately sank into the soft mattress, your eyes drifting closed.
You felt the bed dip on either side of you as they climbed in. San curled up behind you, his arm draped over your waist, pulling you back against his chest. Hongjoong faced you, his hand coming up to cup your cheek, his thumb stroking your skin.
âYouâre not going back to the office,â Hongjoong stated again, his voice soft but firm, a final declaration.
San chuckled, his breath warm against your ear. âOr any other night,â he added, his voice a sleepy murmur. âYouâre stuck with us now.â
You opened your eyes and looked at Hongjoong, a slow smile spreading across your face. âGood,â you whispered, your voice hoarse.
You were no longer the managerâs assistant. You were theirs. And as you drifted off to sleep, safely nestled between them, you knew you had never felt more at home.
Author's note: Hello my loves. A few days ago I was scrolling through Tumblr and came across a post where the OP was craving a very specific kind of fic. It lodged itself in my head and refused to leave. So I wrote this for @mei-junejuly. For them, for you, and maybe for me too. Sometimes writing is less about intention and more about giving in to the urge. This one came from that place. I do welcome feedback or any thoughts! Enjoy~ Bye-um~
Pairings: Bang Chan x Reader x Jeongin
Description: What was meant to stay behind a closed door turns into something exposed and irreversible. Desire is caught, not hidden, and Chan chooses control over restraint the moment itâs witnessed. Jeongin steps into something he has only listened to, only imagined, and learns how quickly curiosity becomes need. Watching turns into obedience. Silence turns into instruction. Boundaries are crossed slowly, then all at once, until wanting is louder than doubt. What happens cannot be unseen, unfelt, or taken back.
Warnings: Smut (18+), explicit sexual content, threesome dynamics, voyeurism â participation, exhibitionism, power imbalance, dom Chan, slighty sub Jeongin, praise kink (âgood girlâ, âgood boyâ), possessive behavior, manipulation through desire, coercive undertones (dubious consent), explicit oral sex (giving & receiving), unprotected penetrative sex (please practice safe sex IRL), multiple orgasms, overstimulation, dirty talk, command-based dynamics, obedience and submission themes, loss of control, erotic fixation, intense sexual escalation.
Read Before Proceeding: This content is for mature audiences only. It contains explicit sexual material and detailed depictions of sexual acts. Reader discretion is strongly advised. MDNI â Minors Do Not Interact. As always, take care of yourselves, read responsibly, and know exactly what youâre walking into before you do.
For Requests:Whisper What You Need
Masterlist for my page:Lies Lost In Silence
The front door clicked shut, a sound you had learned meant safety. Chan's hands were on you before your bag hit the floor, his body a solid, warm presence against your back. His lips found the sensitive spot behind your ear, making you shudder.
"Missed you," he growled, his voice a low rumble that vibrated through your entire body. His hands slid under your shirt, palms flat against your stomach, pulling you tighter against him. "All day."
You turned in his arms, your own hands tangling in the soft hair at the nape of his neck. "Missed you too," you breathed, leaning up to capture his lips in a kiss that was anything but chaste. It was a desperate, hungry meeting of mouths, a silent conversation of need that had been building all day. His tongue swept into your mouth, claiming, tasting, and you melted against him, a soft sigh escaping your lips.
He broke the kiss, his eyes dark with an intensity that always made your stomach clench. "Innie's out," he stated, a fact that hung in the air between you, thick with possibility. "Practice ran late. He grabbed dinner with the others."
A thrill went through you. The apartment was empty. The one constant obstacle, the need for quiet, was gone for a few precious hours. Chan saw the shift in your expression, a slow, wicked smile spreading across his face. "Good," he murmured, his hands moving to grip your hips. "Because I don't want to hold back tonight."
He didn't give you a chance to reply, simply hoisted you into his arms, your legs automatically wrapping around his waist. He carried you towards his bedroom, his stride purposeful and sure. The door swung open, and he kicked it closed behind him, the soft click of the latch sealing you in your own private world. He lowered you onto his bed, the soft comforter swallowing you in its embrace. He hovered over you, his knees on either side of your hips, his gaze roving over your body as if he were committing it to memory.
"Look at you," he breathed, his voice thick with emotion. "All mine." He leaned down, his lips tracing a path from your collarbone to the hollow of your throat. His hands were busy, deftly unbuttoning your shirt, his knuckles brushing against your skin with each movement. The fabric fell away, and his eyes devoured the sight of you. He hooked his fingers into the waistband of your pants, tugging them down slowly, his eyes never leaving yours. You were left in just your underwear, exposed and vulnerable under his intense scrutiny.
"Channie," you whimpered, your hands reaching for him, needing to feel his skin against yours.
He chuckled, a low, deep sound that made you ache. "Patience, baby. I'm going to take my time with you." He stripped off his own shirt, revealing the lean, muscular chest you loved to run your hands over. He then settled between your legs, his weight a comforting pressure. His fingers traced the edge of your panties, a feather-light touch that had you arching your hips, silently begging for more.
"Please," you breathed, the word a desperate plea.
He obliged, hooking his fingers into the damp fabric and pulling it down your legs. He tossed them aside, his gaze fixed on the glistening folds of your sex. "So wet for me already," he murmured, his voice laced with satisfaction. "So beautiful."
He lowered his head, and you cried out as his tongue made contact with your clit. It was a direct, targeted assault, a flick of his tongue that sent sparks of pleasure shooting through you. Your hands flew to his hair, your fingers tightening in the soft strands as he began to lick and suck, his movements sure and practiced. He knew exactly how to drive you wild, exactly what you needed. He pushed one finger into you, then another, the stretch a delicious burn that had you gasping his name. He curled his fingers, finding that spot inside you that made your vision blur, that made your toes curl.
"Channie, please," you sobbed, your hips bucking against his face. "I need you."
He lifted his head, his lips glistening with your arousal. "Not yet," he said, his voice firm but gentle. "I want you to come on my fingers first." He lowered his head again, his tongue resuming its relentless assault on your clit as his fingers pumped in and out of you, the rhythm steady and sure. The pressure built, a tight coil in your stomach, winding tighter and tighter with each flick of his tongue, each thrust of his fingers. You could feel the edge, the precipice of pleasure, and you teetered on it, your breath coming in ragged gasps.
"That's it, baby," he encouraged, his voice a low murmur against your skin. "Let go for me. I want to hear you."
His words were your undoing. The coil snapped, and you came with a cry, your body arching off the bed as waves of pleasure washed over you. Chan didn't stop, his fingers and tongue working you through your orgasm, drawing out every last drop of pleasure until you were a boneless, quivering mess beneath him.
He finally pulled away, a smug look on his face. He crawled up your body, his lips finding yours in a deep, possessive kiss. You could taste yourself on his tongue, a heady, intoxicating flavor. He broke the kiss, his forehead resting against yours.
"You're so beautiful when you come," he whispered, his voice thick with emotion. "I love watching you."
You wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him closer. "I want you," you breathed, your hands roaming over his back, feeling the play of muscles under his skin. "Now."
He chuckled, a low, deep sound that vibrated through your entire body. "As you wish," he murmured, his lips finding yours again as he positioned himself at your entrance. He pushed into you slowly, the stretch a delicious burn that had you gasping his name. He filled you completely, his body a perfect, solid weight against yours. He began to move, his strokes slow and deep, each one a deliberate act of possession. You wrapped your legs around his waist, pulling him deeper, meeting him thrust for thrust. The sounds of your lovemaking filled the room, the slap of skin against skin, your breathless moans, his low groans. It was a symphony of pleasure, a testament to your desire for each other.
You were so lost in the sensation, so caught up in the moment, that you didn't hear the front door open. You didn't hear the soft footsteps in the living room. You didn't hear the sharp intake of breath from the doorway.
But Chan did.
He stilled, his body tensing above you. You opened your eyes, a questioning look on your face, but he silenced you with a kiss, his hand coming up to cup your cheek. He then turned his head, his gaze fixed on the doorway where Jeongin stood, his eyes wide, his face flushed a deep red. He was frozen, a statue of shock and embarrassment, his hand hovering awkwardly in mid-air, as if he had been about to knock.
But Chan didn't look angry. He didn't look shocked. He looked... calculating. A slow, wicked smile spread across his face, a look you knew all too well. It was the look he got when he was about to do something naughty, something that would push your boundaries and test your limits.
"Jeongin," Chan said, his voice a low, purring rumble that vibrated through your entire body. "I was wondering when you'd get home."
Jeongin flinched, his eyes darting from Chan's face to your naked body, then back again. "Hyung, I... I'm sorry," he stammered, his voice barely a whisper. "I didn't... I'll just..."
"Don't go," Chan said, his voice firm but gentle. He didn't move, his body still a solid weight on top of you, his cock still buried deep inside you. "Come in."
Jeongin hesitated, his internal conflict a war on his face. He knew he should leave. He knew this was wrong. But he couldn't tear his eyes away from the sight of you, naked and flushed, your legs wrapped around Chan's waist. He had heard you, of course. He had heard you for weeks, your moans and cries a secret soundtrack to his own private pleasure. He had imagined this scene a hundred times, but the reality was so much more potent, so much more intoxicating.
"Come in, Innie," Chan repeated, his voice a low, hypnotic command. "And close the door."
Jeongin obeyed, his movements stiff and awkward. He closed the door, the soft click of the latch sealing him in the room with you. He stood by the door, his hands clasped in front of him, his gaze fixed on the floor.
"Look at me, Innie," Chan said, his voice soft but firm.
Jeongin slowly lifted his head, his eyes meeting Chan's. There was a vulnerability in his gaze, a raw, unfiltered need that made your heart ache.
"You've been listening, haven't you?" Chan asked, his voice a low, knowing rumble.
Jeongin flinched, his cheeks flushing an even deeper shade of red. "Hyung, I..."
"It's okay," Chan said, his voice gentle. "I'm not mad." He then turned his attention back to you, his eyes dark with unspoken promises. He began to move again, his hips rocking in a slow, deliberate rhythm that had you gasping. His gaze remained locked on Jeongin, a silent challenge in his eyes.
"You like watching, don't you, Innie?" Chan's voice was a low purr, a vibration that seemed to travel directly from his chest into your own. He didn't break his rhythm, his strokes long and deep, designed to elicit the soft, breathless moans he knew so well. "You like listening to her fall apart for me."
You couldn't help it. A soft whimper escaped your lips, your back arching as Chan hit a particularly sensitive spot. Your eyes fluttered shut, lost in the sensation, but Chan's voice brought you back.
"No, baby," he murmured, his hand coming up to cup your cheek, his thumb stroking your skin. "Open your eyes. Look at him. I want you to see him watching you."
You forced your eyes open, your gaze meeting Jeongin's across the room. The look in his eyes was a devastating mix of shock, shame, and a raw, undisguised hunger that sent a jolt of pure electricity through you. It was wrong. It was forbidden. It was the most intoxicating thing you had ever experienced.
"Good girl," Chan praised, his voice thick with satisfaction. He could feel your body responding, your inner walls clenching around him, a silent testament to your arousal. "See? He likes it too."
Jeongin took a hesitant step forward, then another, as if drawn by an invisible string. His eyes were glued to the place where you and Chan were joined, to the slick, glistening evidence of your desire. He was a moth to a flame, and you were the burning center of his world.
"Come closer," Chan commanded, his voice a low, authoritative growl. "Don't be shy. There's nothing to be ashamed of."
Jeongin moved until he was standing beside the bed, so close you could feel the heat radiating from his body. You could see the rapid rise and fall of his chest, the frantic pulse beating in his throat. You could see the distinct, rigid outline of his erection straining against the fabric of his jeans.
"Touch her," Chan said, his voice a low, seductive whisper.
Jeongin's eyes widened, his gaze darting to Chan's face, as if seeking permission, or perhaps a reprieve. But Chan's expression was firm, a silent command that brooked no argument.
"It's okay," you breathed, your voice a soft, husky murmur. You reached out a hand, your fingers brushing against his. "It's okay, Innie."
That was all the encouragement he needed. His hand, slightly trembling, came to rest on your stomach, his touch hesitant at first, then more confident as he felt the soft, warm skin beneath his palm. He let his hand roam, his fingers tracing the curve of your hip, the dip of your waist. He was exploring, learning, memorizing the landscape of your body with a reverence that made your heart ache.
"Channie," you whimpered, your head falling back against the pillows as his hips began to move faster, his strokes becoming more demanding, more urgent.
"I know, baby," he growled, his voice thick with his own rising need. "I know." He then turned his attention to the younger man, his eyes dark and intense. "Kiss her, Innie. I want to see you kiss her."
Jeongin leaned down, his eyes searching yours for any sign of hesitation. He found none. You met him halfway, your lips parting in a silent invitation. His kiss was hesitant at first, a soft, tentative brushing of lips that was sweet and endearing. But then Chan's hips snapped against yours, a sharp, demanding thrust that tore a cry from your throat, and Jeongin's kiss deepened, his tongue sweeping into your mouth, tasting, exploring, claiming. It was a heady, intoxicating mix, Chan's dominant presence beneath you and Jeongin's eager exploration above you.
You were lost in a sea of sensation, a whirlwind of pleasure and emotion. Chan's hands were on your hips, his grip tight, guiding your movements, his body a solid, powerful force. Jeongin's hands were in your hair, his fingers tangling in the strands, holding you close as he deepened the kiss. You were caught between them, a willing participant in their shared fantasy, a living, breathing embodiment of their desire.
"Channie, please," you sobbed, breaking the kiss to gasp for air. "I'm so close."
"I know, baby," he growled, his voice a low, guttural rumble. "I want you to come for me. I want you to come for us."
His words were your undoing. The coil in your stomach snapped, and you came with a cry, your body arching off the bed as waves of pleasure washed over you. Your inner walls clenched around Chan's cock, and he followed you over the edge with a low, guttural groan, his body shuddering as he spilled himself inside you.
For a moment, the only sound in the room was your combined, ragged breathing. Then Chan shifted, his body a warm, heavy weight on top of yours. He pressed a soft, gentle kiss to your forehead, his eyes meeting Jeongin's over your head.
"Good boy," he murmured, his voice a low, satisfied purr. "You did so good, Innie."
Jeongin's face was flushed, his eyes dark with a lingering hunger. He looked from Chan's face to yours, a silent question in his gaze.
Chan chuckled, a low, deep sound that vibrated through your entire body. "Don't worry, Innie," he said, his voice laced with amusement. "We're not done with you yet."
Chan shifted his weight, rolling to the side but keeping a possessive arm slung across your stomach. His fingers traced lazy circles on your skin, a silent claim that sent shivers through your still-sensitive body. He looked at Jeongin, who stood frozen beside the bed, his hands clenched at his sides, his chest heaving with each ragged breath. The air was thick with the scent of sex and unspoken questions.
"Get undressed, Innie," Chan said, his voice a low, even command. It wasn't a request. It was an order, delivered with the easy authority of a leader who was used to being obeyed.
Jeongin's eyes flickered to yours, a flash of uncertainty in their depths. You gave him a small, reassuring nod, a silent permission that seemed to break the spell holding him in place. His hands, trembling slightly, moved to the hem of his shirt. He pulled it over his head, revealing a lean, toned chest that was still filling out, the muscles of his abdomen defined but not yet as hardened as Chan's. He was beautiful in his youth, all smooth skin and raw potential.
He then fumbled with the button of his jeans, his fingers clumsy with a mixture of nerves and haste. He pushed them down, along with his boxers, kicking them aside. He stood before you, completely naked, his body flushed with arousal. His cock was hard and flushed, curving up towards his stomach, a bead of glistening moisture at the tip. He was a perfect picture of youthful vulnerability and desperate need.
Chan's gaze was appreciative, a slow, predatory smile playing on his lips. "Come here," he said, patting the empty space on the bed beside you.
Jeongin obeyed, his movements stiff as he climbed onto the bed. He lay on his side, facing you, his body tense, as if he were afraid to touch you, afraid to break the fragile spell that had been woven around the three of you.
Chan propped himself up on an elbow, his other hand still resting on your stomach. He looked from you to Jeongin, his eyes dark with a possessive fire. "She's beautiful, isn't she?" he murmured, his voice a low, rumbling purr.
Jeongin could only nod, his eyes fixed on your face, then drifting down to your breasts, to the curve of your hip, to the slick, glistening evidence of Chan's release between your thighs.
"Touch her," Chan commanded again, his voice a soft, seductive whisper. "Don't be shy. Explore her. Learn her."
This time, there was no hesitation. Jeongin's hand came to rest on your shoulder, his touch light, almost reverent. He let his fingers drift down your arm, tracing the delicate blue veins beneath your skin. He moved to your breast, his palm cupping the soft weight, his thumb brushing against your nipple, which pebbled instantly under his touch. A soft sigh escaped your lips, your body arching into his hand.
He grew bolder, his hand continuing its downward journey, over the soft curve of your stomach, through the damp curls at the apex of your thighs. His fingers, tentative at first, brushed against your swollen, sensitive folds. You gasped, your hips bucking involuntarily, a silent invitation for more.
He took it, his fingers sliding through your wetness, exploring the slick, heated flesh. He found your clit, a small, throbbing nub, and began to circle it with a slow, deliberate pressure that had you moaning his name.
"Innie," you breathed, your head turning to the side, your eyes meeting his. The look in his eyes was a heady mix of awe, desire, and a dawning confidence.
"Good, Innie," Chan praised, his voice a low, satisfied rumble. He watched, his eyes dark with arousal, as Jeongin's fingers worked their magic on you. "Make her feel good. Make her come for you."
Jeongin's movements became more confident, more sure. He slid one finger into you, then another, the stretch a familiar, welcome pressure. He curled his fingers, finding that spot inside you that made your vision blur, that made your toes curl. He began to pump his fingers in and out of you, his thumb continuing its relentless assault on your clit. The pressure built again, a tight coil in your stomach, winding tighter and tighter with each thrust of his fingers, each circle of his thumb.
Chan leaned in, his lips finding yours in a deep, possessive kiss. "That's it, baby," he murmured against your lips. "Let go for him. Let go for us."
His words were your undoing. The coil snapped, and you came with a cry, your body arching off the bed as waves of pleasure washed over you. Jeongin didn't stop, his fingers and thumb working you through your orgasm, drawing out every last drop of pleasure until you were a boneless, quivering mess between them.
He finally pulled his hand away, his fingers glistening with your arousal. He looked at Chan, a silent question in his eyes.
Chan's smile was wicked, a slow, predatory curve of his lips. "Taste her," he commanded.
Jeongin brought his fingers to his lips, his tongue darting out to taste your essence. A low groan rumbled in his chest, his eyes fluttering shut as he savored the taste. "So sweet," he breathed, his voice a husky whisper.
Chan then turned his attention to you, his eyes dark with a renewed hunger. "Your turn, baby," he murmured, his voice a low, seductive purr. "I want to watch you touch him."
You rolled onto your side, facing Jeongin. He was watching you, his eyes wide with anticipation, his cock hard and throbbing against his stomach. You reached out a hand, your fingers wrapping around his length. He was hot and hard in your hand, his skin velvety smooth. He let out a sharp hiss of breath, his hips bucking involuntarily as you began to stroke him, your movements slow and deliberate at first, then faster, more confident.
"Look at me, Jeongin," you murmured, your voice a soft, husky whisper.
He opened his eyes, his gaze meeting yours. The look in his eyes was a devastating mix of vulnerability and raw, undisguised need. You leaned in, your lips finding his in a deep, passionate kiss. He responded with a desperate hunger, his tongue sweeping into your mouth, tasting, exploring, claiming. Your hand continued its work, your strokes becoming faster, more demanding, matching the frantic rhythm of his heart.
You could feel him getting closer, his body tensing, his breath coming in ragged gasps. You broke the kiss, your eyes locked on his as you whispered, "Come for me, Innie."
With a cry, he came, his body shuddering as he spilled himself over your hand. You continued to stroke him, drawing out every last drop of pleasure until he was a boneless, quivering mess beside you.
You looked up at Chan, who was watching you with a look of raw, undisguised pride. He was hard again, his cock a rigid, demanding presence against your thigh.
"Good girl," he murmured, his voice a low, satisfied purr. He then looked at Jeongin, who was still catching his breath, his eyes glazed with pleasure. "And you, Innie... you're a very fast learner."
The room was quiet for a long moment, the only sounds the soft rustle of sheets and the slowing of ragged breaths. Jeongin lay on his side, his eyes closed, a look of sated bliss on his face. You could feel the warmth of his body next to yours, a stark contrast to the cool air on your skin. Chan was a solid presence at your back, his arm still draped possessively over your waist, his fingers tracing idle patterns on your hip.
But the stillness was deceptive. It was the calm between storms, a momentary lull in the rising tide of desire. You could feel it in the tension in Chan's muscles, in the way his breathing hadn't quite returned to normal. You could see it in the way Jeongin's eyelids fluttered, the way his fingers twitched, as if he were dreaming of the very act he had just committed.
Chan was the first to move. He shifted, his body a warm, heavy weight as he propped himself up on an elbow, his gaze moving between you and the younger man. His eyes were dark, a deep, fathomless pool of hunger and something more, something possessive and calculating. He was the conductor of this symphony, and he was about to change the tempo.
"Innie," he said, his voice a low, even rumble that vibrated through your entire body. "Look at me."
Jeongin's eyes slowly opened, his gaze hazy with the remnants of his orgasm. He focused on Chan, his expression a mixture of awe and apprehension, like a student waiting for the teacher's verdict.
"Did you like that?" Chan asked, his voice soft but laced with an undercurrent of authority.
Jeongin could only nod, his throat too tight to form words.
"Good," Chan said, a slow, wicked smile spreading across his face. "Because we're not done." He then turned his attention to you, his eyes roving over your body with a possessive heat that made your stomach clench. "Turn over, baby," he commanded softly. "On your hands and knees."
You obeyed without hesitation, your body moving with a will of its own. You positioned yourself on your hands and knees, your back to him, your head turned to the side so you could see Jeongin's face. His eyes widened, his gaze fixed on the exposed curve of your back, the swell of your hips, the glistening evidence of your arousal between your thighs.
Chan moved behind you, his hands coming to rest on your hips, his grip firm, possessive. He leaned down, his lips brushing against the sensitive skin of your lower back, making you shudder. "You're so beautiful," he murmured, his voice a low, guttural rumble. "So perfect."
He then straightened up, his gaze meeting Jeongin's over your back. "Watch," he commanded, his voice a low, authoritative growl. "Watch how she takes me."
He positioned himself at your entrance, the head of his cock nudging against your swollen, sensitive folds. He pushed into you slowly, deliberately, the stretch a delicious burn that had you gasping his name. He filled you completely, his body a solid, powerful force, a perfect, overwhelming presence.
He began to move, his strokes slow and deep at first, then faster, more demanding. Each thrust was a deliberate act of possession, a silent declaration of his ownership. The sounds of your lovemaking filled the room, the slap of skin against skin, your breathless moans, his low groans. It was a raw, primal rhythm, a dance as old as time itself.
You looked at Jeongin, who was watching you with a look of raw, undisguised hunger. His hand had moved to his own cock, which was hard and throbbing once more. He began to stroke himself, his movements mirroring the rhythm of Chan's thrusts, a silent, desperate plea for release.
"Innie," Chan growled, his voice a low, guttural command. "Come here."
Jeongin scrambled to obey, moving to kneel in front of you. He was close enough that you could feel the heat radiating from his body, close enough that you could see the frantic pulse beating in his throat.
"Suck him," Chan commanded, his voice a low, authoritative growl. "I want to watch you suck him."
You leaned forward, your tongue darting out to taste the bead of glistening moisture at the tip of Jeongin's cock. He let out a sharp hiss of breath, his hips bucking involuntarily. You then took him into your mouth, your lips wrapping around his length, your tongue swirling around the sensitive head. He was hot and hard in your mouth, his taste a heady, intoxicating flavor.
You began to move, your head bobbing in a slow, steady rhythm, matching the pace of Chan's thrusts from behind. It was a dizzying, intoxicating symphony of sensation, the full, overwhelming pressure of Chan inside you, the hot, hard length of Jeongin in your mouth. You were caught between them, a willing participant in their shared fantasy, a living, breathing embodiment of their desire.
"That's it, baby," Chan praised, his voice a low, satisfied rumble. "Take him. Take all of him."
His words were your undoing. The pressure built, a tight coil in your stomach, winding tighter and tighter with each thrust of Chan's hips, each bob of your head. You could feel the edge, the precipice of pleasure, and you teetered on it, your breath coming in ragged gasps.
"Come for me, baby," Chan commanded, his voice a low, guttural growl. "Come for us."
The coil snapped, and you came with a cry, your body arching as waves of pleasure washed over you. Your inner walls clenched around Chan's cock, and he followed you over the edge with a low, guttural groan, his body shuddering as he spilled himself inside you.
At the same time, Jeongin cried out your name, his body tensing as he spilled himself into your mouth. You swallowed, the taste of him a heady, intoxicating flavor.
For a moment, the only sound in the room was your combined, ragged breathing. Then Chan slowly pulled out of you, his body a warm, heavy weight as he collapsed onto the bed beside you. Jeongin fell back, his body limp, his eyes closed, a look of sated bliss on his face.
You were a boneless, quivering mess, caught between them, your body humming with the aftershocks of pleasure. You had never felt so completely and utterly possessed, so completely and utterly alive.
Chan wrapped an arm around you, pulling you close. He pressed a soft, gentle kiss to your forehead, his eyes meeting Jeongin's over your head.
"Good boy," he murmured, his voice a low, satisfied purr. "You both did so good."
Author's note: Hello my loves. as promised from the poll, hereâs the mingi x reader. This one is for my fellow mingi biases because that man? He can be the softest man possible. Quiet, patient, observant in a way that feels safe instead of demanding. I really wanted to lean into that side of him here. This fic is slower, gentler, and more emotional than some of my usual work. Itâs about healing, being seen without being chased, and choosing someone who has been choosing you all along. I hope this feels comforting and warm in that achey way. I do welcome feedback or any thoughts! Enjoy~ Bye-um~
Description: What starts as a quiet ache fades into something steadier, something chosen. You learn where you do not belong, and in doing so, you make room for someone who sees you fully. Mingi watches without demanding, stays without asking, until the space between you fills with unspoken want and restrained jealousy. Healing does not come all at once, but when it does, it comes with heat, possession, and a moment that snaps restraint clean in half. This is a story about moving on, being seen, and choosing the one who chose you long before you realized you were ready.
Warnings: Smut (18+), mutual pining, emotional vulnerability, healing from unrequited feelings, jealousy, possessive behavior, blurred professional boundaries, dressing room encounter, accidental discovery, towel-only nudity, steam and heat, explicit sexual activity, penetrative sex, nipple play, fingering, clit stimulation, unprotected sex (wrap it up in real life), explicit language, consent verbally affirmed, intensity escalation, emotional intimacy mixed with lust, fixation turning mutual, post-sex tenderness, implied continuation.
Read Before Proceeding: This content is for mature audiences only. It contains explicit sexual material and detailed depictions of sexual acts. Reader discretion is strongly advised. MDNI â Minors Do Not Interact. As always, take care of yourselves, read responsibly, and know exactly what youâre walking into before you do.
For Requests: Whisper What You Need
Masterlist for my page: Lies Lost In Silence
The first time you stepped onto the concert stage, it smelled faintly of fresh paint, sweat, and something warmâthe kind of energy that clings to a space right before a show is born. Your crew moved in smooth, practiced waves, unloading cases, running cables, checking sound cues. You had done this a hundred times before, for groups who barely looked twice at the people in black T-shirts making their stage magic happen.
But this time was different.
The door to the side swung open, and Ateez walked in. Eight men, all smiles and bows, polite yet buzzing with a kind of excitement that was almost tangible. Your Korean flowed easily as you introduced yourself, explaining who you were, what you handled, and how you would be with them for the entirety of the world tour. You made sure your crew at least knew the key phrasesâenough to keep things smooth.
And then there was San.
The moment his eyes met yours, your chest did that stupid, fluttery thing you had promised yourself it would not. He was every bit as magnetic as the videos made him seemâsharp jawline, mischievous glint in his eyes, voice warm when he thanked you for your work before you had even started.
Over the next few days, you worked side by sideâyou in the background, quiet, efficient, always ready with what they needed before they asked. It was easy to fall into the rhythm of their rehearsals, their laughter, their constant banter.
Until you noticed.
Until you saw the way Wooyoung's hand would linger on San's arm, the way San's gaze softened whenever Wooyoung laughed, the way they seemed to speak an entire language only they understood. It was not a sudden stabâmore like a slow, sinking weight in your chest that settled there and would not move.
After that, you kept your head down. Your words became fewer, your steps quieter. Your job had always been to be invisible, but now you were fading on purpose.
You thought no one noticed.
But one night, while adjusting mic frequencies backstage, you caught Mingi watching you. It was not the casual kind of glanceâit was focused, curious. He did not say anything then, just a small nod before going back to his water bottle.
A few days later, you realized why.
He had overheard a conversation between you and Jae, your closest friend on the crew, when she cornered you during a break.
"You have been too quiet lately," she pressed, crossing her arms. "And do not say it is just work. This is about San, is not it?"
You had rolled your eyes, muttered something about not wanting to talk about it, but you had felt the sting.
And somewhere nearby, Mingi had been listening.
Now, whenever you looked up, he was there. Not in an overbearing wayâjust watching, noticing. Like he was piecing you together in his mind.
At first, the jealousy did not disappear.
It lingered in quiet momentsâwhen San laughed too loud with Wooyoung, when they leaned into each other like gravity had already decided for them. The ache still surfaced, dull and familiar, but it no longer cut as deep. It felt old. Like something you had already survived, even if it had not fully let go yet.
What surprised you was how often Mingi was there in those moments.
He started small. Standing beside you during soundchecks, offering to carry a case even when you insisted you had it. Passing you an extra towel after rehearsals, water bottle already opened. Nothing intrusive. Nothing that demanded anything from you.
Just presence.
One night, after a long rehearsal, you found yourselves sitting on the edge of the stage while the crew packed up around you. The lights were dimmed, the venue empty except for the echo of footsteps and the hum of equipment cooling down. You had not planned to talkâbut the quiet felt safe in a way you were not used to.
"You do not have to disappear, you know," Mingi said softly, eyes fixed on the stage instead of you.
The words caught you off guard. You laughed weakly, brushing it off, but he did not push. He never did. He just waitedâpatient, steadyâand somehow that made it easier to speak.
So you told him things.
Not all at once. Just pieces. About how it had been easier to pull back than to admit you had wanted something you could not have. About how watching San with Wooyoung had not broken youâit had just taught you where you did not belong.
Mingi listened like it mattered. Like you mattered.
And somewhere along the way, you realized something strange and quiet: you were no longer watching San anymore. Not the way you used to. When he smiled now, it did not twist your chest. When Wooyoung reached for him, it felt rightâwarm, even. Familiar in a way that no longer hurt.
Your heart was healing. Slowly. Honestly.
What you were noticing was Mingi.
The way his laugh rumbled low when you teased him. The way he checked in with you after long days. The way his eyes softened when you spokeâlike every word you offered was something he intended to keep safe.
You found yourself seeking him out without meaning to. Standing closer. Staying longer. Letting your guard slip just enough to feel something new forming where the ache used to live.
And for the first time in a long while, it did not feel like replacing one feeling with another.
It felt like choosing something that chose you back.
Being over San changed more than just the ache in your chest.
It changed the way you stood beside him. The way you laughed without overthinking. The way you no longer read into every glance or touch.
Your friendship with him settled into something easyâcomfortable, familiar. He joked with you the way he always had, slinging an arm around your shoulders when he passed, leaning in to press a quick kiss to your cheek in greeting like it was the most natural thing in the world.
And for you, it was.
There was no flutter anymore. No longing. Just warmth. Just affection that did not ask for more.
But you noticed Mingi the first time it happened.
San had hugged you after rehearsal, all sweat and laughter, murmuring a thank-you into your hair before pulling back. You had barely thought twice about itâuntil you looked up and saw Mingi watching from across the room.
His smile did not quite reach his eyes.
After that, it happened more often. Or maybe you were just paying closer attention now. The way Mingi's jaw tightened when San leaned in too close. The way his laughter grew quieter when San kissed your cheek in passing. He never said anything. Never interrupted. But the air around him shiftedâheavier, charged with something he had not let himself admit yet.
You did not pull away from San. You did not feel the need to. Your heart was steady now, healed enough to know the difference between love and history.
What unsettled you was how much you cared about the look in Mingi's eyes when it happened.
One evening, while coiling cables together, you glanced up and caught him staring againânot at San this time, but at you. There was something conflicted in his expression, something raw and unguarded.
"You okay?" you asked quietly.
He hesitated. Just for a second.
"Yeah," he said, too quickly. Then softer, "I just⌠did not realize you were that close."
You smiled, gentle. Honest.
"We have always been like that," you said. "It just does not mean what it used to."
Mingi nodded, but the tension did not fully leave his shoulders. If anything, it shiftedâturned inward. Possessive in a way that surprised even him.
And that was when you understood.
You were no longer carrying the jealousy alone.
One late night, you were finishing up at the concert venue alone when you realized the paint was still wet and now you had paint all over. You decided to shower at the dressing room. And so you did. Unknown to you, Mingi had come back to the venue as he had left his earpods behind. As you stepped out from the shower dripping and in just a towel, you were shocked to find Mingi staring at you.
"What⌠what are you doing here?" you asked, managing to find your voice.
"I- I left my earpods," he said. "I should go."
But he was still rooted in place, staring at your dripping form. His eyes met yours and in that moment, all of his thoughts went out the door. He closed the gap and pounced on you.
The air in the dressing room thickened with steam and unspoken tension as Mingi's gaze traveled over your towel-clad form. His eyes darkened with desire, his usual gentle demeanor replaced by something primal and hungry.
"I should really go," he repeated, though his feet remained planted firmly in place.
You clutched the towel tighter, aware of how it barely covered your curves. "Your earpods⌠where did you leave them?"
Mingi took a step closer, then another, until he stood just before you. The scent of his cologne mingled with the steam, creating an intoxicating atmosphere. "They can wait," he murmured, his voice deeper than usual.
His fingers reached out to trace a droplet of water as it slid down your collarbone. The touch sent electricity through your body, making you shiver despite the warmth of the room.
"MingiâŚ" you breathed out, not sure whether you wanted him to stop or continue.
"Tell me to stop," he said, his eyes locking with yours. "Tell me to leave and I will."
But you could not form the words. Instead, you found yourself leaning into his touch as his hand cupped your cheek, his thumb stroking your jawline.
His lips met yours in a tentative kiss that quickly deepened. The towel between you felt like the only barrier to what you both suddenly wanted desperately. Mingi's hands moved from your face to your waist, pulling you flush against him. You could feel his hardness pressing against you through the thin fabric of his jeans.
"I have wanted this since I first saw you," he confessed against your lips. "Even when you were looking at San, I wanted you to look at me like that."
Your hands found their way under his shirt, exploring the hard planes of his chest and back. His skin was hot to the touch, his muscles tensing beneath your fingers.
"Mingi," you whispered again, this time with unmistakable need.
With a soft groan, he lifted you effortlessly, setting you on the edge of the makeup counter. The towel loosened around your body as he positioned himself between your legs, his kisses growing more demanding.
His fingers found the edge of the towel, pausing. "May I?" he asked, his eyes searching yours for permission.
You nodded, and slowly, reverently, he unwrapped you. The cool air of the room contrasted with the heat of his gaze as he took in every inch of your exposed body.
"You are beautiful," he breathed, before lowering his head to take a peaked nipple into his mouth.
You arched against him, your fingers tangling in his hair as pleasure shot through you. His other hand roamed your body, learning every curve, every sensitive spot that made you gasp.
When his fingers found your wetness, you cried out. He explored you gently at first, then with growing confidence as your responses guided him. The counter beneath you became slick with condensation as your body heated.
"Mingi, please," you begged, not even sure what you were asking for.
He understood. With quick movements, he shed his clothes, revealing a body more perfect than you had imagined. His erection stood proud and ready, making you ache with anticipation.
He positioned himself at your entrance, pausing to look into your eyes one last time. "Are you sure?"
Instead of answering with words, you wrapped your legs around his waist, pulling him into you.
The first thrust sent waves of pleasure through your body. He moved slowly at first, allowing you to adjust, but soon your bodies found a rhythm that was both frantic and intimate. The sounds of your coupling filled the small dressing roomâskin against skin, soft cries, and whispered words.
His hands gripped your hips as he drove deeper, hitting a spot inside you that made you see stars. Your nails dug into his shoulders as you met his thrusts with equal passion.
"Look at me," he commanded, his voice strained with pleasure.
You forced your eyes open to meet his gaze. The intensity there nearly undone you. This was not just physical; it was something more, something that had been building between you for weeks.
"I have wanted you since that first night on stage," you confessed, the words tumbling out between breaths. "Even when I thought I wanted San, some part of me was always waiting for you."
Mingi's thrusts became more deliberate, more possessive. "You are mine now," he growled, his lips claiming yours again in a bruising kiss.
The coil of pleasure in your belly tightened with each movement. When his thumb found your clit, rubbing in tight circles, you shattered around him. Your orgasm rippled through your body, making you cry out his name.
He followed soon after, his body tensing as he found his release. For a moment, you both stayed connected, breathing heavily in the aftermath.
When he finally pulled away, he helped you down from the counter, steadying you when your legs trembled. Without a word, he retrieved your towel, wrapping it gently around your shoulders before finding his own clothes.
The silence that followed was not uncomfortable, but filled with the weight of what had just happened between you.
"We should probably talk about this," you said finally, breaking the quiet.
Mingi nodded, reaching for your hand. "But not here. Somewhere more private. My hotel room?"
You looked at himâat his mussed hair, his swollen lips, the vulnerability in his eyes despite his earlier possessiveness. You nodded.
"Let me just get dressed," you said, gesturing to your clothes.
As you dressed, Mingi located his forgotten earpods. He watched you with an expression that made your heart flutterânot with the painful ache you had felt for San, but with something new and promising.
When you were ready, he took your hand again. "The night is not over yet," he said with a smile that reached his eyes this time.
And as you left the dressing room together, you knew this was just the beginning.
so i did something unhinged again. i wrote two versions of the same fic and now iâm staring at both like they personally betrayed me.
context, because i owe you that much.
reader is stage crew. she has a stupid, hopeless little crush on san. the kind you think you can survive. the kind that feels harmless until it isnât.
and then she realises san is with wooyoung.
shocking, i know. devastating anyway.
her heart cracks. quietly. privately. the way it always does.
and now here is where i spiral.
version 1: woosan x reader
san gets what he wants. he always does.
version 2: mingi x reader
mingi sees her. helps her heal. helps her move on.
one is indulgent. one is healing.
one is selfish. one is soft.
so iâm leaving it to you.
Update:
Mingi x reader has been chosen. And so it shall be.
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Author's note: Woosan has me in a full chokehold, unfortunately. Iâve been wanting to write them for the longest time, and this was actually an early draft thatâs been sitting in my files, staring at me like it knew it would win eventually. And honestly⌠god, thereâs just something about them. The history, the tension, the devotion that feels a little unhinged if you tilt your head just right. I donât know if I want a front-row seat to whatever they have going on or if I want to climb right in and make it worse. Maybe both. Probably both. Anyways, I hope this hits the way it hit me while writing it. Please enjoy responsibly. Or donât. I definitely didnât. I do welcome feedback or any thoughts! Enjoy~ Bye-um~
Pairings: San x Wooyoung
Description: Wooyoung thought he could survive the ban. Three days later, heâs unraveling, desperate and aching for the one thing heâs been denied. When he finally breaks and begs San for relief, he doesnât get mercy. He gets rules. Control shifts, hunger sharpens, and what starts as a single need turns into something far more dangerous. Teeth sink into skin, lines blur, and surrender comes easily when San decides exactly how far Wooyoung is allowed to go. Tonight isnât just about craving. Itâs about feeding it, and discovering it was never a habit at all.
Warnings: Smut (18+), best friends to lovers, biting kink, marking (teeth marks / breaking skin), possessive behavior, obsessive fixation, power exchange, consensual but coercive dynamics, desperation and begging, dominant San, submissive Wooyoung, emotional vulnerability, explicit oral sex (receiving), explicit penetrative sex, unprotected sex (please practice safe sex IRL), dirty talk, physical control and restraint, primal undertones, claiming themes, bloodplay (minor), pain/pleasure overlap, fixation-as-need, hunger metaphors, aftercare, emotional intimacy.
Read Before Proceeding: This content is for mature audiences only. It contains explicit sexual material and detailed depictions of sexual acts. Reader discretion is strongly advised. MDNI â Minors Do Not Interact. As always, take care of yourselves, read responsibly, and know exactly what youâre walking into before you do.
For Requests: Whisper What You Need
Masterlist for my page: Lies Lost In Silence
The apartment felt too quiet, a silence that pressed in on Wooyoung from all sides. For three days, there had been no sharp intake of breath from San, no playful shove accompanied by a yelp, no reddened crescents blooming on Sanâs forearm or shoulder. The ban was absolute. San, his best friend, his favorite chew toy, had finally put his foot down. No more biting.
Wooyoung had thought it would be fine. It was just a habit, a little quirk. He could control it. The first day, he was almost smug, telling San he wouldnât even notice the difference. He spent the day out with other friends, laughing, drinking, and barely thinking about the smooth, unblemished skin of Sanâs neck. By the second evening, a strange agitation had settled under his skin. He kept finding his eyes drawn to the corded muscle of a strangerâs arm in a cafe, to the curve of a classmateâs throat as he threw his head back laughing. A low-grade hum of want started to build behind his ribs, a phantom pressure where his teeth should be sinking into flesh.
He tried to distract himself. He went to the gym, hoping to exhaust his body into submission. He lifted weights until his muscles screamed, but the only thing he could think about was the strain in Sanâs shoulders when Wooyoung would latch on, the way San would tense then melt into it. He went home and tried to sleep, but he kept waking up, jaw clenched, a phantom taste on his tongue. It wasnât just a habit. It was a craving. A deep, instinctual need that was hollowing him out from the inside.
On the third night, he broke. The hum had become a roar, the want a physical ache. He needed it. He needed San. He didnât bother with knocking, the frantic, possessive need driving him to use the spare key San had given him years ago for emergencies. This was an emergency. He burst through the door to find San on the couch, scrolling through his phone, looking relaxed and utterly unaware of the storm about to hit him.
San looked up, startled. âWooyoung? What the hell, I thought we agreedââ
Wooyoung didnât let him finish. He strode across the room and dropped to his knees on the floor in front of the couch, his hands clutching Sanâs knees. He was breathing hard, his eyes wide and desperate. âSan,â he choked out, his voice cracking. âPlease.â
Sanâs amusement faded, replaced by concern. He sat up, putting his phone down. âWooyoung, whatâs wrong? Are you okay?â
âI canât,â Wooyoung sobbed, the words tumbling out of him. âI canât do it. I tried, I really did, but I canât. I feel like Iâm going crazy. I need⌠I need to bite you. Please, San. Just once. Just a little one. Iâm begging you.â Tears were streaming down his face now, hot and humiliating. He looked completely wrecked, his composure shattered into a million pieces. He was needy, desperate, and utterly at Sanâs mercy.
San stared at him, his expression unreadable for a long moment. He took in Wooyoungâs tear-streaked face, his trembling hands, the raw vulnerability in his eyes. What do you do when your best friend is sobbing and needy because you denied him a single, strange pleasure? You donât just give in. You take control.
San stood up, pulling Wooyoung to his feet. âOkay,â he said, his voice low and firm. âOkay, Woo. You can bite me. But thereâs a condition.â
Wooyoung looked at him through his tears, confused but hopeful. âAnything.â
A dark, unfamiliar look entered Sanâs eyes. âYouâre going to do exactly what I say. If you want to bite me, you have to earn it. And youâre going to earn it right now, on my bed.â
Wooyoungâs breath hitched. The tone in Sanâs voice was not the playful, exasperated one he was used to. This was something else. Something commanding and predatory. It sent a jolt straight to his groin, and he found himself nodding, his body already responding to the shift in power. âOkay.â
San led him to the bedroom, his grip firm on Wooyoungâs wrist. He pushed Wooyoung down onto the mattress and then stood over him, stripping off his shirt. The sight of Sanâs bare chest, the muscles of his stomach and shoulders, was like a siren call to Wooyoungâs starved senses. He wanted to lunge, to sink his teeth into the soft flesh above Sanâs collarbone, but he held back, remembering the condition.
âTake off your clothes,â San commanded, his voice a low growl.
Wooyoung scrambled to obey, his fingers fumbling with the buttons of his jeans. He was hard already, his cock straining against the denim. He shed his clothes quickly, lying back on the bed, his body thrumming with anticipation and a desperate sort of surrender.
San knelt on the bed, his gaze raking over Wooyoungâs exposed body. He leaned down, his mouth hovering just above Wooyoungâs. âYou want to bite me so bad?â he murmured, his breath hot against Wooyoungâs lips. âShow me how much you want it.â
Then Sanâs mouth was on his, a bruising, possessive kiss that stole the air from his lungs. It was all teeth and tongue, a punishing kiss that mirrored the hunger Wooyoung felt. Sanâs hands roamed his body, pinching his nipples, dragging his nails down his sides, leaving stinging trails in their wake. Wooyoung moaned into the kiss, his hands tangling in Sanâs hair, pulling him closer. He was so lost in the sensation that he almost forgot his primary goal.
San broke the kiss, moving down his body. He nipped at Wooyoungâs jaw, his throat, his chest. Each sharp little bite was a tease, a promise of what Wooyoung truly craved. He was writhing on the bed, a mess of need and desperation. âSan, please,â he whimpered.
San ignored his pleas, moving lower. He took Wooyoungâs cock in his hand, stroking him slowly, deliberately. Wooyoung bucked his hips, seeking more friction, but Sanâs grip was firm, controlling. He leaned down and swirled his tongue around the head, teasing the slit, before taking him into his mouth. The wet heat was overwhelming, and Wooyoung cried out, his hands fisting in the sheets.
San sucked him expertly, bringing him to the edge before pulling back, leaving him panting and unsatisfied. He reached for the lube in the bedside drawer, slicking his fingers. He pressed one against Wooyoungâs entrance, circling the tight ring of muscle before pushing inside. Wooyoung gasped, his body arching off the bed. San worked him open, scissoring his fingers, stretching him until he was a trembling, begging mess.
âPlease, San, I need you,â Wooyoung cried, tears of frustration and pleasure leaking from the corners of his eyes.
San finally relented, slicking his own cock and positioning himself at Wooyoungâs entrance. He pushed in slowly, inch by agonizing inch, filling him completely. Wooyoung moaned, the feeling of being so full, so possessed, almost enough to make him come on the spot.
San began to move, his thrusts deep and punishing. He set a relentless pace, driving into Wooyoung over and over again. The headboard slammed against the wall, the sound mingling with their harsh breaths and Wooyoungâs cries of pleasure. San leaned down, his mouth next to Wooyoungâs ear. âGo on,â he panted. âBite me. Fucking bite me, Wooyoung.â
That was all the permission he needed. Wooyoung lunged, sinking his teeth into the meat of Sanâs shoulder. The taste of his skin, the slight give of flesh between his teeth, the groan it ripped from Sanâs throatâit was everything. It was a primal, satisfying bliss that shot through him like lightning. He bit down again, this time on the side of Sanâs neck, leaving a perfect, bloody imprint of his teeth.
Sanâs rhythm faltered for a second, a guttural moan escaping him. He seemed to get impossibly harder inside Wooyoung, his thrusts becoming more erratic. He liked it. He fucking liked it. The realization sent Wooyoung spiraling towards his orgasm. He bit him again and again, on his chest, his arms, anywhere he could reach, marking him, claiming him.
The combination of Sanâs thick cock pounding into him and the taste of Sanâs skin in his mouth was too much. With a final, desperate cry, Wooyoung came, his orgasm ripping through him with the force of a tidal wave. His vision went white, his body convulsing with the force of his release. The clenching of his muscles around Sanâs cock sent San over the edge with him, and he buried himself deep inside Wooyoung with a shout, his own orgasm flooding him.
They collapsed onto the bed, a tangle of limbs and sweat and heaving breaths. Wooyoung was limp, sated, his body buzzing with a profound sense of contentment. The desperate, gnawing hunger that had tormented him for days was finally gone, replaced by a warm, bone-deep satisfaction. He could feel the rapid, frantic beat of Sanâs heart against his cheek where he lay on his chest. The room was thick with the scent of sex and sweat, and for the first time in seventy-two hours, the silence felt peaceful instead of suffocating.
Sanâs fingers were carding gently through his damp hair, a stark contrast to the rough, demanding way he had handled him just moments before. Wooyoung shifted, his eyes tracing the landscape of Sanâs torso. It was a masterpiece of his own making. Dark purple and red bite marks bloomed across Sanâs shoulders, his chest, and the sensitive skin of his biceps. Some were shallow, just faint impressions of his teeth, while others were deep, angry crescents that had broken the skin. He felt a primal, possessive surge of pride. San was his. Marked. Claimed.
He leaned in and flicked his tongue over a particularly nasty bite on Sanâs collarbone, tasting the faint coppery tang of dried blood. San shivered beneath him, his hand tightening in Wooyoungâs hair.
âAre you done?â San asked, his voice a low, raspy rumble that vibrated through Wooyoungâs entire body.
Wooyoung lifted his head to look at him. Sanâs face was flushed, his lips swollen from their kisses, and his eyes were heavy-lidded and dark. He looked thoroughly fucked-out and utterly beautiful. Wooyoung felt a lazy smile stretch his lips. âFor now,â he purred, nuzzling back into the warmth of Sanâs chest. âI think Iâm satisfied.â
San let out a soft huff of laughter, the sound vibrating in his chest. âGood to know. I was starting to worry you were going to try to eat me alive.â
âDonât tempt me,â Wooyoung mumbled, his words muffled by Sanâs skin. He felt a wave of drowsiness wash over him, his limbs heavy and relaxed. He felt safe, cherished, and completely sated. The ban was forgotten, the desperation a distant memory. All that mattered was the solid warmth of the body beneath him and the taste of his best friend still on his lips.
They lay in comfortable silence for a long time, the only sounds their slowing breaths and the distant hum of the city outside. Wooyoung was just drifting off to sleep when San spoke again, his voice quiet but serious.
âSo,â he began, his fingers still stroking Wooyoungâs hair. âThe ban is officially lifted.â
Wooyoung cracked one eye open. âIs it?â
âYeah,â San confirmed. âBut on one condition.â
Wooyoung propped himself up on his elbow, a playful smirk on his face. âAnother condition? I think I more than paid the price for the last one.â
Sanâs expression was unreadable, but there was a glint in his eye that made Wooyoungâs stomach clench with anticipation. âThe condition is,â San said, his voice dropping to a low, intimate murmur, âthat from now on, you only bite me when weâre doing this.â
Wooyoungâs smirk faltered, replaced by a look of genuine surprise. He stared at San, his mind racing. He had assumed this was a one-time thing, a desperate solution to a temporary problem. But the look in Sanâs eyes told him otherwise. This wasnât just about letting him bite. This was about something more. Something deeper.
A slow, genuine smile spread across Wooyoungâs face, a smile that reached his eyes and made them sparkle. âI think I can live with that,â he said, his voice soft but sure.
Sanâs lips curved into a matching smile. He reached up and cupped Wooyoungâs face, his thumb stroking his cheek. âGood,â he whispered, pulling him down for a slow, sweet kiss that was full of unspoken promises. It was a kiss that sealed their new arrangement, a pact forged in desperation and sealed in pleasure. As Wooyoung deepened the kiss, his hand sliding down Sanâs chest to rest over his heart, he knew with absolute certainty that this was only the beginning. The hunger was sated for now, but it would return. And next time, he knew exactly how to feed it.
Author's note: I was listening to Animals by Maroon 5 and the way the song prowled under my skin made a prompt just⌠pop into my head. I couldnât shake it, couldnât stop myself from following it into the dark corners of my mind. so here it is, something a little messy, a little hungry, and fully unashamed. Special mention to my babygirl⌠I chose Hongjoong for this one just for you, because you know exactly why. This is for the craving, the obsession, the danger that feels like home. I do welcome feedback or any thoughts! Enjoy~ Bye-um~
Description: Being watched was never supposed to feel like this. What begins as a presence in the dark slowly turns into certainty, a voice in the night and a gaze that never leaves you, until fear blurs into anticipation. He does not hide what he wants, and when he finally steps out of the shadows, you realize you were never meant to run. Obsession wraps itself around desire, possession feels like safety, and the line between control and consent melts away completely. This is a story about surrender, about being claimed, and about wanting the monster who has already decided you belong to him.
Warnings: Smut (18+), power imbalance, consensual non-consent dynamics, psychological dominance, obsession themes, possessive behavior, emotional manipulation, darker praise, being watched, being claimed, forced stillness, being pinned down, erotic tension, psychological claim, slow burn seduction, body worship, verbal domination, erotic submission, whispered commands, possessive marking, explicit sexual activity, oral sex (f receiving), unprotected penetrative sex (wrap it up in real life), explicit language, intense power play, overstimulation, multiple orgasms.
Read Before Proceeding: This content is for mature audiences only. It contains explicit sexual material and detailed depictions of sexual acts. Reader discretion is strongly advised. MDNI â Minors Do Not Interact. As always, take care of yourselves, read responsibly, and know exactly what youâre walking into before you do.
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The air in your apartment is still, thick with the silence of the late hour. You are in bed, but sleep is a distant country. You lie on your side, facing the large window that looks out into the inky blackness of the night.
The cityâs glow is a distant hum, a muted pulse beyond the trees that line your property. It is not the city that holds your attention. It is the darkness itself. You can feel it. In your bones. In your soul. He was out there. Watching you. In the darkness. You knew it yet you weren't afraid.
In fact⌠it was the opposite. It made you feel alive⌠seen. The feeling is a constant thrum beneath your skin, a low-frequency hum of awareness that has been growing for weeks. It started as a flicker of intuition, a sense of being observed on your walks home, the feeling of eyes on you through the window as you undressed.
Now, it is a certainty. He is a shadow at the edge of your vision, a presence that fills the empty spaces of your home when you are alone.
You sit up slowly, the thin sheet pooling around your waist. Your bare skin prickles, not from cold, but from anticipation. You lean forward, pressing your forehead against the cool glass of the window.
"You are out there, aren't you," you whisper into the night, your voice barely disturbing the quiet. The silence stretches for a moment, then a voice, low and smooth, drifts back from the darkness. It is close, impossibly close, as if he is standing just beyond the pane of glass.
"Maybe." A small smile touches your lips. You shift, turning to face the voice more fully, the sheet slipping lower to expose the curve of your hip.
"âŚ. that's stalking just so you know."
"I call it being protective," his voice replies, a hint of amusement threading through the deep timbre.
"Protective of what exactly?" you challenge, your heart beginning to beat a little faster, a heavy, deliberate rhythm in your chest.
"Of what's mine." The words settle over you, a possessive blanket that should feel suffocating but instead feels like a brand, a claim that sears you with its heat.
You belong to him, this unseen man, this phantom in the dark. And you want to belong. You look out into the darkness, trying to discern a shape, a form, anything that would give him a body. But there is only the swallowing black.
"Good night princess," he murmurs, and the voice seems to recede, leaving you alone again with the thundering of your own heart.
You lie back down, but the feeling does not fade. It intensifies. You close your eyes, and you can almost feel his gaze tracing the lines of your body, a phantom touch that is more real than any physical caress.
Sleep finally claims you, a restless, fitful doze filled with dreams of shadowy hands and a voice that commands your soul. You wake not to an alarm, but to a sensation. A weight on the bed beside you. Your eyes flutter open, and the room is bathed in the soft grey light of pre-dawn.
He is there. Sitting on the edge of your bed, as if he has every right to be. He is not a monster from a nightmare. He is beautiful. Sharp, intelligent eyes, the color of dark honey, are fixed on you. His hair is a shock of silver against the dark fabric of his hoodie, and his face is all angles and soft lips, a study in beautiful contradictions.
He is not smiling. He is just watching you, his expression one of intense concentration. You do not scream. You do not move. You just look back at him, the dream and the reality merging into one perfect, terrifying moment.
"Hongjoong," you breathe his name, a name you have never heard but have always known. He inclines his head slightly, a silent acknowledgment.
"You're real."
"As real as the ache you feel when you think I'm not here," he says, his voice even more potent up close. It vibrates through you, a low thrum that settles deep in your core.
He reaches out a hand, his fingers long and elegant. He does not touch you, not yet. He lets his hand hover over your cheek, so close that you can feel the warmth radiating from his skin.
"The bed bugs may not bite," he whispers, his gaze dropping from your eyes to your mouth, "but I definitely will."
And then he closes the distance. His lips claim yours, and it is not a gentle kiss. It is a possession. It is hungry and demanding, a sealing of the promise he made in the dark. His mouth is firm, tasting of mint and something uniquely him, something dark and wild. One of his hands finally makes contact, fingers tangling in your hair, gripping the back of your head to hold you exactly where he wants you.
He tilts his head, deepening the kiss, his tongue sweeping into your mouth to claim every hidden corner. You respond with a fervor that surprises you, your own hands coming up to clutch the front of his hoodie, pulling him closer. You have been waiting for this, craving this, and now that it is happening, you feel a sense of coming home, of a lock finally finding its key.
He breaks the kiss, his breathing ragged. His eyes are blazing with a fire that both frightens and excites you. He pulls the sheet away from your body, his gaze a physical touch as it roams over your naked skin.
"Perfect," he murmurs, more to himself than to you.
He shifts, moving over you, his body bracketing yours. He is still fully clothed, the rough fabric of his jeans a delicious friction against your bare thighs. He lowers his head, his lips trailing a path of fire down your neck. He nips at the sensitive skin where your shoulder meets your neck, not hard enough to break the skin, but just enough to leave a mark, a temporary brand of ownership.
You arch into him, a soft moan escaping your lips. His hands are everywhere, stroking, caressing, learning the landscape of your body. He palms your breasts, his thumbs brushing over your already hardened nipples, sending jolts of pleasure straight to your clit.
"Hongjoong," you gasp his name like a prayer.
"Tell me what you want, princess," he commands, his voice a low growl against your ear.
"Tell me everything."
"You," you manage to say, your voice breathy. "I want all of you."
He chuckles, a low, dark sound. "You'll have all of me."
He moves down your body, his mouth leaving a wet, warm trail. He pays homage to your breasts, taking each nipple into his mouth in turn, sucking and laving them until you are writhing beneath him, desperate for more. He continues his downward journey, his lips skimming over your ribs, your stomach, the dip of your navel. He settles between your thighs, his hands gripping your hips to hold you still. He looks up at you from under his lashes, his eyes dark with lust.
"I've dreamed of this," he says, his voice thick with desire. "Tasting you."
He lowers his head and his tongue is on you, a hot, wet stripe against your folds. You cry out, your hips bucking against his hold. He is merciless, his tongue exploring every inch of you, delving inside you, circling your clit with a precision that has you seeing stars. He licks and sucks, driving you higher and higher, his name a constant chant on your lips.
The pleasure builds, a tight coil in your belly, winding tighter and tighter until it snaps. You come with a sharp cry, your body convulsing as waves of ecstasy wash over you. He does not stop, lapping at your release, prolonging your pleasure until you are a boneless, trembling mess.
He moves back up your body, his lips claiming yours again, letting you taste yourself on his tongue. He quickly sheds his clothes, his movements economical and sure. His body is lean and sculpted, a work of art that makes your mouth water. His cock is hard and heavy, jutting out from a nest of dark hair. He takes himself in hand, stroking his length a few times, his eyes on yours.
"Are you ready for me, princess?" he asks.
You can only nod, your body still humming from your orgasm. He positions himself at your entrance, the head of his cock nudging against your wetness. He pushes in slowly, inch by agonizing inch, stretching you, filling you completely. He feels incredible inside you, a perfect, hot, hard presence that completes you. He pauses once he is fully seated, giving you a moment to adjust. He looks down at you, his expression raw with emotion.
"Mine," he whispers, and then he begins to move. He starts with a slow, deep rhythm, his strokes long and deliberate. He watches your face, his gaze intense, as if he is memorizing your every reaction. He angles his hips, hitting a spot inside you that makes you gasp. "There," he says, a smug smile on his face. "Right there."
He increases his pace, his movements becoming harder, faster. The sound of skin slapping against skin fills the room, mingling with your moans and his harsh breaths. He hooks one of your legs over his shoulder, changing the angle and allowing him to go even deeper. The new position is electrifying, and you can feel another orgasm building quickly. He reaches between you, his thumb finding your clit and rubbing tight circles.
"Come for me," he growls.
The pressure of his thumb on your clit is a direct line to the coil tightening in your belly. It's a command you cannot disobey. His name is a ragged sob on your lips as you shatter around him. Your inner walls clench, a rhythmic, desperate pulse that milks his cock buried deep inside you. The pleasure is a white-hot wave, wiping out every thought, every sensation except the feeling of him, the sound of his groan as your body grips his.
He rides out your orgasm, his hips never ceasing their relentless pace, drawing out every last tremor of your release until you are limp and breathless beneath him. He lowers your leg from his shoulder, settling his weight more comfortably over you, his forearms braced on either side of your head. He buries his face in the crook of your neck, his breath hot and damp against your skin.
"So fucking perfect," he growls, the words vibrating through your chest. "And all mine." He begins to move again, his thrusts slower now, deeper, more deliberate.
He is no longer racing towards an end goal; he is savoring the journey. Each stroke is a statement, a reinforcement of his claim. His hips roll, grinding against you, the base of his cock pressing against your sensitive clit with every pass. It's a different kind of pleasure, not the sharp, intense peak of before, but a deep, rolling wave that builds slowly, filling every part of you.
You wrap your legs around his waist, your heels digging into the firm muscles of his ass, pulling him impossibly closer. You want to absorb him, to fuse with him, to make this moment last forever. Your hands roam over his back, feeling the shift and play of his muscles under his sweat-slicked skin. You leave your own marks, your nails scraping lightly down his spine, earning a low hiss of approval from him. He lifts his head, his honey-colored eyes burning into yours. They are dark now, pooled with a lust so potent it feels like a physical force.
"Look at me," he commands, his voice a low rasp. "I want you to see who's fucking you. Who owns this body."
You hold his gaze, your own eyes wide and dazed with pleasure. You see everything in his eyes: the obsession, the possession, the raw, unfiltered desire that has been watching you from the darkness for weeks. It is terrifying and it is the most exquisite thing you have ever seen.
"You," you whisper, the single word a vow. "Always you."
A savage, triumphant smile twists his lips. He straightens up, his hands gripping your hips, pulling them up to meet his thrusts. The new angle is devastating. He is hitting that spot inside you with every powerful lunge, the one that makes your toes curl and your vision blur. He picks up the pace, his control finally beginning to fray.
The rhythmic slap of his skin against yours becomes faster, harder, the sound of a man taking what is his. His jaw is clenched, his brows drawn together in a mask of fierce concentration. The muscles in his abdomen flex and tighten with each thrust, a beautiful, hypnotic sight.
You can feel him swelling inside you, getting harder, thicker. His breaths become harsh, ragged pants. He's close. You reach down between your bodies, your fingers finding your clit. You rub in time with his frantic thrusts, chasing that final, blinding release.
"Come with me, princess," he grunts, his voice strained. "Now."
The command is all it takes. Your body obeys, convulsing in a second, more powerful orgasm. A scream tears from your throat as your world dissolves into a blur of color and light. You feel him follow you over the edge with a guttural roar, his hips slamming into yours one last time. He buries himself to the hilt as he spills into you, his cock pulsing, filling you with the heat of his release.
It feels like a brand, a final, irrefutable mark of ownership. He collapses on top of you, his body a heavy, welcome weight, his heart hammering against your chest. You lie tangled together, a panting, sweaty mess, the room silent except for the sound of your breathing slowly returning to normal. He stays inside you as he softens, a lingering connection you are reluctant to break. He presses a soft, gentle kiss to your temple, a stark contrast to the ferocity of his lovemaking.
"Mine," he whispers again, but this time it's not a command. It's a statement of fact, a quiet, settled truth.
You turn your head, your nose brushing against his cheek. "Yours," you agree, a feeling of profound rightness settling over you.
He eventually rolls off you, pulling you into his arms, your back flush against his chest. He wraps an arm around your waist, holding you securely. The early morning light is now stronger, casting a soft glow around the room. The darkness is gone, but its presence remains in the form of the man in your bed.
You are no longer alone. You are seen. You are his. And as you drift off to sleep, held safely in the arms of your beautiful, obsessive stalker, you have never felt more peaceful.