Libra Banshee

I should not have to take a time machine to feel a sense of being wanted and adored.... energies transfer through physical touch, what made things change...honestly...desire, lust, or emotion? Words can mask so much, but actions show true intention...to sit beside you and feel like an invisible molecule floating thru space and infinity, eagerly awaiting for just a few moments of your time, instead of feeling like shards of glass ripping thru my fingernails into my veins of my arm stabbing into my heart. I hate to be able to feel the caving in of my chest. To experience physical pain in my own heartbreak and over thinking. Over years learning shreds of my inner insecurities, desires, and dreams now seemingly like they are all forgotten, other than a mere occasional glimpse. Our worlds so entwined but so far apart, I reach out with trembling words, falling from my lips, begging for you to see me thru the shrouds of darkness that surround you. To show you an inner light, that you are worthy. So you can see inside yourself what I see. I wish I could expell these demons for you, and cast them away to your past that has made you feel so alone in this world. I cannot fix you, I can only love you for who you are.....I just hope you learn to love yourself too.... because I dreamt about being with you before I even knew I could.