She smiled looking over at him as she pulled him into their bedroom and kissed him passionately, “I love you.” She whispered as she kissed him again passionately.

Lacey felt him pull her closer and she smiled with a big grin and held onto him for a moment as she placed her lips on his mouth for a moment as they kissed passionately for a moment, “Lets go to the bedroom.” She stated as she kissed him more passionately as she started to pull him into the bedroom for a moment. 

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“Well aren’t you very romantic? That is very sweet of you.” She smiled looking over at him for a moment before laughing. “Well are you going to cook dinner for me? Or us should I say?”

She laughed, “Oh I am sure that is true.” She stated looking over at him and laughed for a moment looking over at him , “Are you sure I will cry even more? Me cry is vary rare?” She smirked looking at him and smiled, “Well I better get this little one home, but I will see you tomorrow”

Lacey laughed a little as he walked their little boy get excited for a day out on the rides and she looked at him and nodded “Well like I said you might cry.” She giggled a little looking over at him, before she got up for a moment, “Okay sounds good, let’s go then.” She smiled looking over at the man she loved.

Lacey sat there as she saw him get a little emotional and she didn’t mind that because she had spent that much time away from him. She laughed a little, “Yeah mommy and daddy are too old for scary ides. Also Daddy might cry.” She laughed a little looking over at him, “I’m totally kidding by the way. She looked at him, “Did you want to come for dinner?” She asked Liam. 

Lacey put a hand through her hair before looking over at him, the guy she lvoed and still loved even if they had split up. “I don’t want to lose you again either, no matter what our problems were. I love you and only you Liam. Yes you’re still the one for me Liam and I am an idiot to think anyone else is.” She stated as she took a hold of his hand before seeing Jamie walk into the room so she let go of his hand for a moment. Lacey looked over at the two of them and smiled a little, “I think Mommy would really love that, should we go Jamie?” She asked before seeing him nod, “Looks like that is a yes.”

Lacy gave a brief glance over at Liam, although they had been split up for a good few months now, she honestly, felt like it had been forever, being around him gave her some kind of sense of happiness and she wished that she never let him go in the first place. “What from the beginning? You want to start all over again? Liam, there isn’t anyone else but you, i mean no one who can make me feel the way you make me feel. I would love to try it all again with you.” She stated before taking a hold of hi shad for a moment as she waited for Jamie to walk through to the living room.

Lacey sat there looking over at him, she really did miss him and she wanted him in her life but could she do that? Could she go through all of that again and put Jamie through this mess? “Why did it happen? I just.. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to….. How could I not still have feelings for you Liam? I mean is that a question you’re really asking?”

Lacey was feeling all kinds of foolish right now, what if Jamie walked in, but she needed it, was it closure or was it the fact that she just couldn’t get over him, he was the love of her life once. And maybe all their problems over looked their good parts and how happy they were at some point. She started to think could or would they ever be able to get to that place again? It was a question going on in her mind for ages and kissing him brought the sparks back to her and now she was stuck on what to do. She pulled away from the kiss and looked up at him with tears in her eyes, “Liam… I-I.. That shouldn’t have happened…. What’s going on with us…”

Lacey looked over at Liam and felt the pain hit her for a moment, hearing him say that he couldn’t make her happy made her want to cry, he did make her happy once and she didn’t know if he still couldn’t. She shook her head looking up at him, she had to do everything in her restraints to not kiss him because she knew she had the urge to do so. By the time he said to cry on his shoulder, that’s what she was doing, she didn’t realize she was so sad and needed to cry out. Holding onto him was her way of feeling safe and she needed that for now. “I want to be happy for Jamie, I mean it’s hard but he deserves happiness in his life.” She sighed looked at him, “They were amazing.” She sighed looking up at him, she knew she shouldn’t but her gut and body was telling her to do so, she pulled him in for a moment and lifted her head for a moment and bit her lip. Wrapping an arm around his neck, she pulled him and kissed him softly on his lips, it even though her face was tear stained it was something she needed.

Lacey looked over at him shaking her head, “Liam, I get that but should you always worry about yourself happy. I want  you to be happy as well and if my plan isn’t going to make you happy then we’ll have to figure something else.” She looked at him biting her lip for a moment. As he sat beside her and she felt herself in his arms, she remembered how that used to feel and she wanted to close her eyes and remember the good times but she couldn’t looking at him, “There’s going to be sadness three, I don’t know how to get rid  of it, the only thing or person who seems to make me smile is Jamie.” She whispered looking up at him, this might be their first decent conversation they have ever had. “Liam, not all of our moments were awful, some of them were pretty great moments. I can’t you out of my mind either Liam, that’s the problem with us,…” She stated looking down for a moment trying not to do what she wanted, before looking up and pulling him into a hug and whispered slightly, “I still love you Liam.” 

Lacey sighed and shook her head, “Do you really not know me Liam, seriously? I mean I am pretty sure I wouldn’t do it if you didn’t want to. This whole thing isn’t going to work if we don’t discuss things and you just say yes.” She sighed putting a hand through her hair before looking over at him for a moment biting her lip noticing their son walk in, “Mommy, I’ve finished playing with my toys.” She heard her son say and she looked at him, “How about you go pack the toys up and then put your shoes on for mommy n be a good boy whilst Mommy and Daddy talk” She looked at him, “Liam… I never said you can’t love me anymore, I mean damn it, I still love you too but that doesn’t change what’s happened and what we should do.”

Lacey was sitting there, she wasn’t really sure what to do, she wanted to run out and take Jamie with her, and just forget everything. She wanted to take it back because she could tell in his voice that he wasn’t entirely happy about it, “Liam, please don’t lie to me, please don’t tell me you’re happy about it and okay about it, if you’re not. Liam, it was an idea, you could say no, we don’t have to or you don’t have to. Please just talk to me.” She stated as she picked up her cup and took a sip of coffee, “At least one thing hasn’t changed, you still make the best cup of coffees yet.” She stated. 

Lacey wasn’t sure what to do, she knew he would probably get mad about it but she also knew this was a good idea to ask, since she had met someone she had liked recently but she also wanted to run it by him first, instead of causing drama. She sat there as she smiled at the coffee, “Thank you.” She stated as she put a hand through her long blonde hair as she looked at him, “Look I know things aren’t exactly the best with us, it’s not like we can genuinely have a decent non awkward conversation like we did when we were together. But here’s the thing, I think maybe we should start you know seeing other people, try and move on from you know us, then maybe one day things will be easier between us.” She sighed as she looked over at him.