I'M A DREAMER

Minsan dadating ka sa buhay niyang malungkot siya. At nakita mo yung worth niya. Nakita mong binasura siya ng iba. Tapos andun ka para i recycle yung taong ibinasura nya. Kinupkop mo at inilabas yung tunay na halaga nung taong ibinasura niya. Nailabas mo ang tunay niyang ganda. At nung nakita niya yung tunay na worth nung taong ibinasura niya. Babawiin niya na parang walang nangyari. Babalik siya na parang wala siyang kasalanan. At ang tunay na maiiwan eh yung taong nagbibigay ng halaga at yung taong nakakita ng tunay niyang halaga.

Minsan alam mong hindi na fair at ang tanging magagawa mo na lang ay magtiwala na lang ulit. Kasi kapag hindi ka nagtiwala ikaw pa rin may kasalanan. Ikaw pa rin ang praning. Ikaw pa rin ang gago at ikaw pa rin ang mali. Sa oras na palaging sila ang iniisip mo pero kapag galit sila ikaw pa rin ang hindi nakakaintindi.

This doesn’t mean that you have to be selfish in order for you to make yourself feel loved. Just… don’t be too nice. Don’t give your everything… yet. Don’t give it all at once. Know that you are like gold that needs to be found, that people needs to dig deeper first before they can have you completely. Because how can you expect others to value you when you yourself don’t know your real value?

Also, do not make yourself always available. Because if you do, people will just take you for granted. Because they will think that you’ll always be there for them even though they treat you poorly.

Lastly, learn to cut ties with toxic people. If they are doing no good, leave. You don’t have to please them. You don’t have to keep them just because you are afraid to be alone. Because, it is better to live peacefully alone than to always cry yourself to sleep at night because you are questioning your worth.