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honestly... I didn't hate this pictures my body kinda looks ok (you can even see some bones) 🥳🥳

#analog #anamia #thinspø #ed bullshit #anorexcya #tw ed rant #disordered eating thoughts #i will be thinner

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but I do have this weird feeling that when my mom passes, I would end my life after

that scares the hell out of me but idk I always felt like that would be how I will eventually die

I don't really think of myself as suicidal bc I would never actually do it

but the reason is bc my family would go crazy and I don't want to give them the satisfaction

im feeling really dizzy right now

corpsebabie

coming back to @n@ has made me so much happier and motivated

yeah im sad about my body but i already was before

now i have something to look forward to, something that is actually in my control

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from my pilates class this week

(I'm the one with the green shirt)

#analog #anamia #tw edd #i wish i was weightless #ed no sheeran #tw ed but not sheeran #tw restriction #ed disorder #ed bullshit

my brain just won't shut up I'm tiredd

I can believe I'm 20 and still dealing with ed shit like I can't imagine myself with 30 or 40 years and still behaving like this I can't

#analog #anamia #ana dairy #anorex14 #ed behaviour tw #tw restrictive ed #tw ana diary

Do you guys think it's "wrong" that a close friend of yours is also friends with someone you don't like?

#questions #friends

but these past few days, I've been feeling weaker and weaker

no energy to work out, but I'm still doing it bc I feel good about myself after

but the other day, it's the same thing. I'm in a loop

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AND LET US TALK ABOUT WHAT IM FEELING PHYSICALLY

it's been like years since I've had my ed effecting my body

I can fool others, and they think I'm healthy, and I'm not feeling anything when I'm actually not ok at all

I focused on what I felt towards my body so that I couldn't think of other things, but I don't have the energy to do this right now and it's killing me

I think (pretty sure) I'm at the worst time right now. mentally and physically

I feel so sad and angry all the time (family stuff) I miss my mom so much

I'm eating less and less, so I think that I feel "weak" mentally bc of that (which is ironic)

BUT LIKE

IM ALWAYS FEELING SHITTY ABOUT MYSELF

but it's not just about my body anymore

im tired of people asking if I ate, so I'm just gonna say I didn't and watch people freak 😁

big ed mukang asmr is so disgusting I may never eat again

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I think I'm gonna buy strapless shirts from now on , I kinda like the way I look thats an interesting feeling

#analog #anamia #tw ed sheeran #ana shit #body dismorphic disorder #body ch3ck #body chex

my inner monologue

#analog #anamia #i wanna be weightless #an0r3c1a #tw disordered eating #ana rant #ed not ed sheeran

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