@lessastyles
[ ๐ฑ ] : i keep thinking maybe i shouldnโt have ended it. i got scared when stuff like buying houses came up but now being alone again feels fucking weird. and i donโt know, i guess part of me thought i was past this.
[ ๐ฑ ] : anyway. ignore me. just spiraling. you still wanna grab food later?
[ 5 minutes later ]
[ ๐ฑ ] : โฆ shit. sorry. that wasnโt for you. didnโt even realize you were still in my favorite contacts.
[ sms ] โ i guess we're on the same boat cause i'm trying my best to navigate through all the chaos that's been part of my entire life and what happened four years ago ... but you're doing great. you work for a company that you've dreamed of wrestling and became a physical therapist.
[ sms ] โ you know i was gonna say that's not true, but you're right. still remember those bumps during training. yeah, i'm glad i went to another route that would make me still part of this. you didn't do anything, patrick. you don't have to apologize for something that you didn't do. and i'm sorry for ... everything.














