Roasting deep like fries and Fridays

like this

It feels a bit weird to realize that I completely forgot about the day, which was so important to me before :') I just looked at the date in my laptop screen, saw "12.08" and my mind went "oh wait, there was something on this day".

There were times when Stardust was soooo precious to me, she was with me for the most time of my university years. I still remember vividly how I was sitting in uni and looking forward to going home so I'll be able to see if Quads brought some news today or not xD And I liked to listen to her songs during the darkest and the happiest days.

Come on, even my drawings were growing with her. She was one of the first characters I tried to draw after moving to drawing digitally.

(basically one of my first digital drawings, I drew the sketch traditionally and then traced and painted the photo of it on laptop)

(I had to prepare for a very tough exam for two months, spending all my time on that, so, once I finally passed, I wanted to draw ANYTHING RIGHT NOW - and this was the result, haha)

(it's just a part of artwork I drew as a gift for my favorite Quadimension artist. I was so happy when she noticed and liked it, my heart was beating like crazy!!)

(I was very, very proud of this one. I still love it, and I think this is my best Stardust's artwork and one of my best drawings overall. This was made back in 2021 for her birthday, and not every drawing I created later made me as happy and proud of myself as this one)

(another drawing for her birthday, back in 2022, and I don't remember and didn't find any other my drawings with Stardust, so it seems it's the last one)

I look at all the things I was making with her, and it's just... like looking at somebody you've lost :') I have so... complicated feelings, both warm and sad ones.

Warm, because Quadimension and Stardust specifically was making me literally happy back when I was a big fan of her. There are so many memories, cool and silly ones related to her: without trying hard, I can instantly remember, for example, how I was trying to learn Chinese, or how I was visiting all the places in my uni campus in order to find a good spot for a photo with the acrylic figure above.

Sad, because she's too associated with abusive friendship I had for years, and now I can't listen to her songs because my mind instantly remembers too many bad things.

descole doodles. if you know what I spoofed for these congratulations you're a sigma

text in image:

The country lay in ruin. The man who once was knight had challenged the hero, but he too was no match. He fell, just another body in a great pile.

But eventually he awoke, crawling out from underneath the others. Though he had failed to protect anything or anyone, he yet lived. And so he cursed the world.

i think something maybe happened in the middle there but i can't be sure

bg version + individual gripps... so cute!