Hi, so idk how to ask this or if it’s even a question, I’m not sure wtf I am, I’ve always been attracted to females, but the thought of dating a female is weird to me. Like I can’t see myself with a female. But, I literally lost my virginity to a female when I was like 10... probably even younger..... I know that’s super young but some how I knew about sex at such a young age. I’ve had sex with a few girls, and I love it. It’s a huge turn on. But I have never found a girl that I could see myself with, I always try to go on dates with girls but I shy away from it. I always get too nervous or I get so much anxiety. I openly tell my friends I am bisexual but I don’t let any of them see me with a girl. I haven’t told my family. I was extremely abused as a child, and as an adult. So maybe that has something do with it? I honestly have a really hard time seeing myself with a man but it’s easier to see myself with a man than a woman but I love having sex with women and I have had crushes on girls. It’s confusing. I’m confused and have been my whole life.

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