hi! you can call me anya or lesbiananya. πβ¨οΈ
my ao3 is steviatea.
welcome to my mouthwashing sideblog where i am gay. below is a masterlist of all of my mouthwashing fanfic so far!
have any oneshot or drabble requests? feel free to send them my way! i might just write it!*
*i will only accept requests for F/F or general non-ship fanfic. no M/F or M/M. i do not ship anya with any of the canon characters from mouthwashing, so please don't ask for that from me!
reader insert stuff:
who could ever hurt you? who would be so unkind? - Anya/Female Reader, plot-heavy beast of a fanfiction. very gay. 200k+ words. complete!
and you may ask yourself: well⦠how did i get here? - Anya/Female Reader, post-canon, reverse isekai/reincarnation on earth. 11k words. ongoing!
leave all your love & your longing behind - Anya/Female Reader, another plot-heavy fic on the Tulpar. 58.9k words. ongoing!
she's morphine, queen of my vaccine - Anya/Female Reader, PTSD stoner reader. 2.9k words. complete!
oh, and what a sweet memorial - Anya/Female Reader, post-canon survival, fast food comfort fic. 1.4k words. complete!
cherenkov - Anya/Female Reader, pre-crash and post-crash, special interest/infodump fic. 3k words. complete!
looking for more fanfic i've written? find it in this masterpost!
before you follow / boundaries beneath the cut. (PLEASE READ BEFORE SENDING ASKS)
i would prefer people be over to 18 follow me. i'm not going to comb through the blogs and personally vet everyone who follows, so i can't stop minors from interacting entirely. just a warning, for anyone who needs it: my blog often contains mature topics that aren't suitable for minors, and i will block minors who directly engage with my 18+ fics or make sexual comments on my posts. if you are a minor and still want to follow me, please blacklist the #nsft tag and don't interact with any posts i make using it.
please refrain from bringing up "anya keeps the baby" scenarios. i find them horribly upsetting and even discourse about it makes me uncomfortable. i will not entertain that scenario in my own fanfic. i am uncomfortable even calling her unwanted pregnancy that never made it to full term a "baby"
i am pro-choice. pro-lifers' comments on my works will be screenshotted, pointed & laughed at, blocked, & deleted. <3
DO NOT bring up jimmy and anya as a ship to me. full stop, no elaboration needed. honestly, don't even follow me or talk to me if you ship them. i tend to block people who do.
do not harass me in my inbox, and do not fetish mine from me. (definition on fanlore) while i am open to NSFW and kinky fic requests, i won't entertain requests that i'm not into, or fulfill requests that make me uncomfortable. sending repeat asks or badgering me for things will result in a block.
i do not like genderbends of anya (including any interpretation of her as a man) or shipping anya with curly. this should be a given with my username lol, but i really just don't like any ship with anya and men. do not ask for my input or content revolving around those things.
i am okay with anyone of any gender reading my anya/female reader fanfics! it's all good, just please don't be a misogynist!
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anytime i want to see project hail mary posts all i need to do is go into the anya tag and then i'll see posts all about it. and not about anya mouthwashing. maybe if i'm lucky i'll get to see some agatha harkness while i'm at it
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aroace curly flirting [to compensate for internalized aphobia, he puts on a facade of heterosexuality] with anya [a lesbian who is not interested in him but too polite and too afraid to confront her boss] and it goes nowhere. happy pride month
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even the "good" men don't see it. even the "nice" ones won't speak up when she's spoken over, interrupted. even the "fatherly" ones will call her a bitch when she's not around, and if they don't say it directly, then they say it in other words. anya has the patience of a saint for not taking the paracetamol much earlier, to be honest
i wouldn't be surprised at all if anya's male coworkers joke about sexual violence, misogyny, etc. right in front of her. and she just has to bear with it. she has to sit there quietly. she is not safe enough to speak up. she is not safe enough to get angry, no matter how much she seethes inside. her blood runs cold and she bears with it. they joke about debasing women and jimmy makes direct eye contact with her when he's laughing. anya tolerates it. she offers a tight-lipped smile. because she has to.
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I don't know if this is still the case, but I remember being so baffled by the lack of nuance the fandom had towards Curly back when the game was really, really popular.
You had people saying he couldn't have done anything better and that he did the best he could, which is very worrying if you genuinely think that way. I am aware that Pony Express is also to blame since they provide no support for situations like this and even make them worse with their policies. I am aware that, given Jimmy's position and their environnement, it was very complicated, or even downright impossible, to simply confine him or properly confront him. That still doesn't change the fact that Curly did not handle the situation well and failed Anya. We see several moments of him patronizing her, scolding her, and even outright cursing at her while she's in the middle of panic attacks.
He fails to remember important details about her trauma, like when he asks, "Who would you..." after she reveals her pregnancy, even though he is supposed to know Jimmy raped her. Notice how he phrases the question as though Anya had fully consented to the act.
It is also implied that he breached her privacy by going through her belongings while searching for the gun. He was indeed limited in what he could do, but he did not do his best either and even acted terribly with Anya. And yes, I know he's a sleep-deprived man who is also a victim of Jimmy's mental abuse by this point in the story. While that can explain some of his carelessness, it doesn't excuse his actions. It would also be ignorant to not point the obvious misogyny and apparent male solidarity influencing his behavior.
That being said, I don't like it either when people demonize him and treat him as though he's the second coming of the Antichrist. Ironically, a lot of those same people also suggest immoral actions they think Curly should have taken, like killing Jimmy, for example. Outside of the fact that getting rid of the co-pilot is stupid, why do you treat murder as though it's something a person can easily do, or even a reasonable response? Does Anya even want that to happen? Yeah, you seem to forget about her a lot in this instance, which is ironic considering that's exactly what you criticize Curly for. In these situations, the number one priority is the victim's safety. Immediately adopting a punitive mindset toward the perpetrator can be extremely traumatizing for the victim, especially if they don't want things to happen that way. And it is made very clear that Anya is not someone who thinks like that. She would be horrified if someone were killed "for her" as a form of punishment.
He also didn't deserve to be burned alive for it either, because I genuinely can't count the number of messed up takes I've seen portraying Curly's fate as a justified punishment (again, without caring whether Anya herself would even agree with that) despite it being inflicted by fucking JIMMY. What kind of backward morality is that?
All I mean is that Curly is neither a poor uwu baby who did the best he could nor a monster, a villain, or someone just as bad as Jimmy. He's a complex character with deep flaws who endured exhausting circumstances (+ the deeply toxic relationship with Jimmy.)